Chapter 4: Will You Take a Photo?
The first pleasure I felt from the woman was...
It was so thrillingly intoxicating. It was so terrifying that I might be devoured by this pleasure.
“How do you feel, noona?”
“... Good.”
I didn't want to deliberately provoke her by lying, so I honestly said what she would like to hear and what I was comfortable with.
“Is that it, noona?”
“.........”
I only said nice things thinking of her as much as possible, but what came back was a cold gaze as if walking on thin ice instead of praise.
“You have to tell me specifically where it felt good and where it was lacking. That way I can learn from it next time.”
When there was no stimulation for a while, the woman grabbed my nipple that had retreated back inside and put it between her fingers, twirling it around.
“Ah! Okay, okay. Just... take your hand off there and talk...”
“That's not possible, noona. This is your punishment for not answering in detail and giving a half-hearted response to my question. And if I say 'that', who will understand? You have to speak precisely so I can understand.”
Feeling like a pervert being scolded, I tried to show mercy to her, but she didn't forgive me. She pressed my nipple with her fingers and urged me to answer.
My head went white. I didn't want to lie, but I couldn't think of a lie either. My head was floating, blocking detailed thoughts with pleasure. My mind changed along with the primal, animalistic raw pleasure.
“Where was the best part of my kiss, noona?”
“My tongue... wrapping it around... like squeezing and coiling it in one go... ah!”
“What was lacking?”
“There's nothing lacking... hick! I'm embarrassed because it might smell like my breath... hah!”
I didn't know what I was saying. It felt like I was speaking on pure instinct. The only thing I was sure of was that I was saying terrible things.
I thought I wasn't ignorant about sex, but now I realized I was indeed ignorant.
I thought it would be fine since I'd watched a lot of adult videos, but when it hit me, I had no choice but to be swayed by the woman's face in front of me.
“So, you don't hate it?”
My both wrists were caught by the woman's one hand and lifted towards the sky. Her smooth, hairless armpit was revealed. Even though she was showing her chest, the shame was greater, so I tried all my strength to lower my hand, but my arms didn't move.
The woman with one more head than me looked even bigger.
I was wrong, I had to submit to this woman, such weak thoughts swirled in my head. I couldn't snap out of the extreme thought changes that were abnormal even to me.
“Open your mouth, noona.
Bae
Saliva flowed from her mouth and wet my mouth. It should have been dirty and unpleasant, but I didn't feel that at all. I seemed to be captivated by this situation.
“From now on, when I kiss you, show me your armpit by yourself. Even if you're embarrassed, since you love me, you can do this much, right?”
“Okay...”
The woman started stroking my head as if she was pleased.
“... ah!”
It felt strange. I was being stroked on the head, but the place that was twitching was my lower abdomen.
“Ugh... haah...”
A subtle heat rising from the lower abdomen made my whole body boil.
“Huh... Heejin-ah... ah.”
“Noona?”
The woman looked at me with disbelief, surprise. I could understand why she reacted so aggressively to her next words.
“You called my name just now?”
“... Yeah... right...?”
I was so startled that the heat in my body cooled instantly, and I barely let out a sigh of relief while looking at her smiling brightly.
I knew her name through the bodyguard, but why hadn't I said it until now.
It was because I wasn't sure. She might not have told me her name.
“Call it one more time, one more time. My name.”
“Yeah... Heejin-ah...”
“Haa... I love you. I really love you, noona...”
Heejin's eyes started to become dazed as if she had taken a sleeping pill. Then, she buried her nose in my nape and the woman fell slipping.
Soon, the sound of her falling asleep with a colorful murmur began to be heard.
'... Did I survive after all...'
I had prepared for ten years, but it was fortunate that the result was good. Even if yesterday was no, today it seemed I got a point from her.
To live here and in this body from now on, it was important to gain her favor.
In front, I was saying that I love her, but actually she seemed to be doubting my love.
So, the room was empty, and her appearance of falling asleep as if in a trance just because I called her name added to my reliability.
I was tense too, but...
The fact that I had safely gotten through today and the relief of having given her a good impression completely relaxed me. I had no intention of resisting the coming summer.
I closed my eyes.
Hoping to safely pass tomorrow too.
“Miss, eat your meal!”
I woke from sleep due to the pounding noise from outside the door. The woman didn't seem to be there, perhaps she had gone to work.
“Miss, please eat!”
I was still not fully awake, so I was blankly hitting my head. The bodyguard at the door seemed not to be like that.
“Are you angry because of yesterday's incident? But I really don't know anything. So please eat...”
I had just woken up and was only hitting my head, but the bodyguard who didn't know the reason thought I was angry and doing a hunger strike.
I wouldn't do a hunger strike. Why would I do a hunger strike while desperately trying to survive?
“Miss, please... I was wrong. I won't raise my voice in front of Miss again. I'll formally apologize. So please eat...”
“I'll go now.”
Hearing moisture in the voice, I opened my mouth. The sound of a grown man crying is unbearable.
... It hurts too.
Honestly, neither the man nor I seem to have much at stake....
But I don't feel like treating him well.
“Aigoo!”
This guy's ankle, when does it heal?
My ankle hurt, and even when I hopped on one leg, the body shaking made my ankle hurt terribly.
Somehow arriving at the place where food was served, I received the food and sat down there to prepare to eat.
Today's main menu is flower ribs. It looks delicious. Well, if kidnapped, the food should be tasty.
“Eat at the table, Miss. You precious thing.”
“It's okay. Where would I have time for that.”
From the bodyguard's every word, I could feel a strong desire to distance myself, but of course I ignored it lightly.
“Do you have a phone?”
“... Yes.”
“May I borrow it for a moment?”
“... Miss. Please stop saying things that don't make sense...”
An incredulous laugh came from outside the door. Well, this time I admit it. Because I was saying something unbelievable.
“Then, can you just take a photo of me? I want to know how I look.”
“......”
The bodyguard didn't react, but I felt his inner thoughts. Of course, it would be unbelievable.
“Can't you just look in the mirror?”
“There are no mirrors in this house.”
“... Don't lie. How is it possible that there's no mirror in the room. And even if there's no mirror, can't you see your face through the window.”
“There are no windows either.”
“You have to lie a little to pretend to believe. Miss.”
“Really, there are none!”
As expected from a bodyguard who doesn't even know my name, he didn't know the structure of the house. Of course, when I said it's a lie, his reaction was to get hot under the collar.
His thoughts were normal, but I kept saying the truth, and since he didn't believe it, my stomach was boiling.
“And what if it's a lie? If you don't cooperate with this much, I'll tell Heejin that you sexually harassed me.”
“That's coercion! Why should I help Miss in the first place. I have no obligation to you!”
“Don't you know the Good Samaritan Law?”
“When did this place become Israel?”
“... Do as you like. In return, I'll do as I like too. If I take off my clothes and lie down like this, it'll be fine.”
When I was silenced by his words that didn't support anything, I lay down on the floor of the room. It was uncomfortable to be blackmailing him, but honestly, I thought that as long as no harm is done to him, we should help each other.
The bodyguard's surrender came quickly. It was a natural result. He had a family to take responsibility for. With a sick family, what could he do?
“... If I take a photo, will it be okay? Take a photo...”