Chapter 30: Unpleasant Outing
Something big was about to happen, and I even thought of canceling the outing, but even if it was because I was wearing the outing clothes, I couldn't go back on my word. In my memory, this outing was the first time, but there was a sense of déjà vu as if I had come out once before.
I walked down the long corridor holding her hand.
Yeah. The corridor stretched long. It hadn't even been ten steps since I came out of the house, but my ankle was already throbbing.
With this damn ankle, outing was natural, and walking seemed even more impossible. But I wanted to go for a walk, so despite the embarrassment, I gripped her hand tightly and begged her.
“... My legs hurt... Carry me.”
“If your legs hurt, wouldn't it be better to rest at home?”
“... Just carry me...”
Even though she was visibly upset, trying to act spoiled here wasn't a trembling thing, but luckily, I won. She exhaled in frustration and put her hand between my legs to lightly lift me up. It wasn't to hug, but her embrace was more comforting than I thought, so I decided to just nestle inside her.
“... So why did you fall down the stairs.”
Tsk, she sighed lightly and scolded me. At the same time, the reason why my leg was injured came out.
“Sorry...”
The reason I injured my ankle was probably because I foolishly ran down the stairs and fell, twisting my ankle badly. So that's why she's being sensitive about my outing.
We didn't exchange any words until we got on the elevator and went down to the first floor while I was in her arms.
She seemed upset about my outing, and of course I didn't have the courage to talk to her when she looked angry.
But the situation where I had to talk to her came quickly.
“Um... Heejin-ah...”
“Why?”
“... I need to pee...”
Because I was so tense about going out, when I came out of the house and the tension eased a bit, I needed to pee. My frail body made it hard to hold in urine even to the point of the pee hole being weak. I felt the urge just a moment ago, but I was already having a hard time holding it to the point of sweating.
“Just pee in my arms. After all, your sister's pee doesn't come out much. With thick pants, it doesn't show.”
“Are you crazy? I-I don't want to!”
She said something unreasonable because she was annoyed, but soon the door to the first floor opened, and her staff appeared one by one, so she growled low enough for only me to hear to shut up.
The first floor was a lobby decorated with various wooden and flower decorations, and there were many people bustling about, and the attention of the large crowd suddenly focused on us.
Like a large crowd, various emotions like envy, jealousy, etc., felt swirling. The biggest portion seemed to be curiosity.
They were focused on us as if they had forgotten to even breathe, and after we appeared, the miscellaneous noise of the crowd disappeared, and the lobby fell into silence to the point of being eerie.
The fact that this tense atmosphere was broken was none other than Heejin.
“Don't look away!!!!!!!!!”
“Hic.”
People cleared their throats as if admitting their mistake to her shout that seemed to be from some evil.
“.... Those weird people.... I'll throw them all away.”
She seemed angry that something planned didn't go her way. I couldn't explain it, but the feeling was like that.
I was already standing straight with my body pressed against her, the posture full of her desire not to reveal my body.
She arrived at the toilet with that awkward posture and put me down and spoke.
“Pee and sit on the toilet and wait. Something came up. I'll be back soon.”
She spewed her lines like a machine gun, put me down in front of the toilet, and started heading somewhere with clomping steps, but I couldn't check where she went because I was in a hurry to pee. Maybe to give a word to the staff.
The toilet was cleaner than usual, and since there was no one, I opened the nearest stall and hurriedly lowered my pants to my thighs and peed.
Sizzle...
“Haa...”
Because of the painful wrist, I couldn't even take off my pants well, so I peed a little in my panties, but luckily, after wiping with toilet paper, I could at least roughly erase the traces.
At that moment, while I was picking up the remaining urine around my genitals with toilet paper one sheet at a time, trembling.
The toilet door opened with a bang, and the sound of two women who seemed like friends entering the toilet.
“Ah shit~ I'm hungry~”
“Should I just fix the makeup and go eat right away?”
“Yeah. Let's fix it quickly. I'm really hungry.”
I hadn't done anything wrong to them, but I felt like I had committed a crime. My heart sank, and sweat started coming out. I had already solved the pee, but of course I couldn't go out the door. There was also the fact that she asked me to wait, but I couldn't muster the courage to open the door and go out among those women. I knew my body was bad, but was my personality cowardly too?
“Hey, did you see it today?”
“What?”
“I heard the boss's girlfriend appeared today?”
I listened to their conversation breathlessly and involuntarily. At some point, the topic about me came out, and subtly interest was directed at me.
“What? Really? The boss guy who was hiding it so carefully for nothing?”
The woman with a hoarse voice said with surprise.
“Well, I don't know either~”
The woman who brought up my topic was rambling.
“How does she look?”
“Why are you suddenly curious? The girl who isn't interested in other people's business usually.”
“Well, of course...”
I wonder how pretty my boss's girlfriend is. After all, just from the pose Heejin showed in the lobby earlier and listening to their words, it's clear that Heejin has a social standing.
I wonder how pretty she is to be able to steal my boss. Or is it jealousy...? Anyway, it was clearly a pleasant topic of conversation.
At some point, I was immersed in their conversation. When the hoarse-voiced woman opened her mouth again.
I had no choice but to hold my breath, contrary to my expectation.
“... I'll kill them. I really want to kill them. Bitch.“
“Ha ha ha. Ah, this crazy woman. How can't she get out of my mind even a little. What crime did that girl commit against you.”
I scraped the remaining pee in the toilet with my hand, feeling the thick murderous intent coming from behind one door. The sound of the two noisy women talking covered the pee sound, so I thought it was really fortunate.
She gave me exactly what I wanted to say. So what crime did I commit to say such horrific things.
“... You know that too. Because of that girl whose name I don't even know, I'm being held hostage by the boss guy's mom.”
“Umm... How did it come to this?”
“You know well that the boss guy's head has only thoughts about his girlfriend. The girl who cares more about his girlfriend than her own life.”
“Well, that's true. Who doesn't know that.”
“... That girlfriend. If she gets caught by me, I'll fuck her until she can't walk, feed her with my filth, cut her into pieces and kill her. And send her to the boss guy as a package. Kiki. Ah... It really makes me sick...”
“Really crazy. You're living so far, it's really surprising.”
“I don't know shit. Let's go eat. I'm hungry.”
The flow of consciousness seemed to shift to eating, and I heard the sound of them leaving the toilet.
Clack clack...
When the sound of their footsteps completely disappeared, I could no longer hold it and retched. I put both hands down to grab the toilet and opened my throat. The regurgitating foreign substance started pouring down. I felt sorry for the clean toilet, but I really couldn't hold it anymore.
The first words I heard from others were a murder threat. It felt like my mind was being torn apart.
“U, h, huuuu...”
What the hell did I do wrong to hear such horrific words. My stomach was bad. I wanted to throw away this outing and just go home and be with the one who loves me.
... I missed her. She was forceful and obsessive, but I wanted to be with someone who loves me...
Did my heart reach the sky.
“Haa... Did you pee all, sister?”
The one who gave me not good memories but only embarrassing and shameful memories, I never imagined she would come so reliably.
“Hu, Heejin... huuuu...”
“Eh, why are you suddenly crying, sister! O, open this door. Quickly!”
She started banging on the stall door where I was, sensing something wrong.
“Hu, aaaaa... I'm sorry...”
“Ah, I get it. First, open the door!”
I felt too sorry for her. The reason she acts forcefully on me is because she loves me, but I hadn't understood her feelings at all. I was angry inside at the person who loves me, the grateful person.
“... Sister, please... Open the door. Let's talk. Why are you suddenly like this.”
“Y, open... huu.”
I didn't want to be alone either. I also turned the door with my still trembling hand. Immediately, the toilet door opened and bright light poured in. Right now, she was my only light. Savior, lifeline.
“Yeah. Sister. I'm sorry. Sorry for leaving you alone. Please forgive me once. Okay?”
Without knowing the reason, she hugged me. My body didn't seem dirty.