Do You Like Seeing Me Being Defiled? (Hwagyeong: Seed-bearer 3)
Do You Like Seeing Me Being Defiled? (Hwagyeong: Seed-bearer 3)
-Hu-ung.
The weather had turned such that the once warm sunlight now felt a bit stinging.
The cool, strong wind had faded into a faint breeze that only slightly rustled the leaves.
The season where cicadas would soon finish their preparations to cry noisily had arrived.
-Hu-ung.
Even if the seasons change, even if the weather changes, even if the days pass and the years turn...
One must never neglect their training.
It is partly for the vital energy of my lover, Seolhwa-nim, but it is also for my own safety.
When hunting a monster, a single moment of carelessness leads directly to death.
Even my father, who could be asserted as the strongest, had his physical body annihilated by a mysterious attack, barely managing to take the monster down with him.
And if it were an instant death, that would be a stroke of luck.
Having your brain sucked out alive through your eyes or nostrils.
Having your internal organs ground up and vomited out through your throat.
Having the precious things inside your forcibly opened belly snatched away before your very eyes.
Being dragged around with broken limbs to be used as a toy until death.
'..If it were a woman, she would become a seed-bearer... like Seolhwa-nim.'
-Kang!
While recalling the danger of monsters and the purpose of training, my sword, which I had been swinging, lost its focus due to the future that must never happen which had suddenly crossed my mind.
Lately, I keep dropping my sword, which is like life itself to an exorcist.
A sword with a weight that would be burdensome for an ordinary person to lift.
To swing it like a feather, one must handle vital energy with mastery.
My father's keepsake and the sword I have swung for 14 years.
It became a part of me long ago, yet lately, it has started to feel unfamiliar.
It must mean that I am unable to concentrate on managing my vital energy that much.
"Huu.. I can't do this.. If this happens while I'm out exterminating monsters—"
Seolhwa-nim will become a seed-bearer.
My failure immediately becomes the misfortune of Seolhwa-nim, who was helping me.
Though she wouldn't be suppressed immediately.
She would fight in my stead, after my head had been crushed by the monsters.
And wouldn't she grieve while holding my corpse..?
But Seolhwa-nim, whose vital energy would gradually weaken, would be constantly chased by monsters.
Because the monsters called succubi are tenacious things that obsessively pursue the women they've targeted...
Seolhwa-nim, getting weaker and weaker until her hideout is finally discovered, would be dragged away—
"—Since I would become a seed-bearer, you mean."
"...!?"
I was so startled that I couldn't even make a sound.
It was partly because I was caught while inflating my bubbling desires through my own delusions, but I was also terrified because it felt like she had looked right into my inner thoughts.
What would she think of me, secretly imagining impure things where she is defiled, broken, and eventually leaves me...
She would surely be disappointed and might even feel disgust.
She is looking only at me, yet I am a filthy man who desires for her to be taken away...
"Puhut. Did I hit the mark?"
"......"
I couldn't deny it.
Because she had hit it exactly, without missing a single syllable.
That's why it was scary. It meant I couldn't hide my desires to the point where my inner thoughts were transparent to her.
[Seolhwa]
[Affection: 115]
Seolhwa-nim truly loves you.
She regards you as her beloved pervert partner.
[Expectation]
Seolhwa-nim is looking forward to your next answer.
[Interest]
Seolhwa-nim has become interested in sex.
Since she saw the future where she becomes a seed-bearer, her status window has remained in this state.
It stays exactly like this without any change in values.
Her affection for me has risen, she is expecting something, and she has gained an interest in sex.
The rise in affection is certainly a good sign. However, I don't know what kind of answer Seolhwa-nim, who has become interested in sex, is expecting.
Does she just want a normal romantic relationship with me...
Or perhaps she wants more daring play...
Does she want to have sex openly outdoors...
Does she want play that suits her daily increasing sadism...
Or could it be that she wants to be held by another man...
"...Kut."
I shuddered at the foul thought that suddenly occurred to me.
I loathed myself for the strength gathering in my crotch.
More than anything, I was terrified of her, who was staring blankly at me and smiling.
"Hee-eung? Is there some kind of problem?"
The smile she gave me would usually be dazzling in its warmth.
But now, I began to suspect if there was something hidden behind that smile.
To suspect the person I love...
She is a lover who shows her own disgrace without hesitation just to match my tastes...
"Stop your training and go have some lunch. Since you haven't been able to concentrate lately, I've prepared mackerel with bean rice."
To suspect and fear such a being... I am truly a pathetic man.
.
.
.
-Chwa-ak.
Today, too, I am cutting down those loathsome things.
-Chwa-ak. Kwak. Hu-ung. Peok.
The sensation of cutting flesh, cutting organs, and cutting bone felt every time I swung my sword.
Even though they were clearly not human, that sensation alone was unpleasant.
"......"
I used to be bothered by it every time I dealt with them, but now I feel nothing at all.
"You! One is going that way!"
Just the worry that Seolhwa-nim might become a seed-bearer for the monsters.
"My dear!"
Just the expectation that Seolhwa-nim might become a seed-bearer for the monsters.
"Kang Yu-geon!!!"
Those things are constantly eating away at my head, making my blood boil, and turning my heart cold, distancing me from my humanity.
I must protect her for the sake of my beloved partner...
Yet to want my beloved partner to be broken...
"Kieeeek!"
-Chwa-ak.
In an instant, my vision was dyed red.
At the same time, ashes scattered and blocked my sight.
As the ashes vanished, fluttering in the wind, stars began to pour before my eyes.
"Kang Yu-geon.. You.. A-Are you alright?"
I also saw Seolhwa-nim looking down at me, shedding tears.
What happened?
The sharp pain felt in my chest and the metallic taste rising in my mouth informed me of my injury.
"Cough.. I-I'm fine."
A wound that slashed diagonally from my collarbone.
From the gaping rift, sticky black blood mixed with the monster's poison poured out.
I was using my vital energy to the best of my ability to put strength into the wound to stop the bleeding, but perhaps because I was exhausted from the pain, the monster's poison, and the self-loathing of being intoxicated by filthy pleasure, my vision gradually went dark.
"...Why! Why did you not listen to this one's words! Why! I told you to concentrate!"
The one who had never once been angry in her life was embracing me and was truly furious.
[Seolhwa]
[Relief]
Seolhwa-nim is truly relieved that you are alive.
[Anger]
Seolhwa-nim is furious at the danger you were in.
Seeing her sincerity from within her warm embrace, I was truly relieved.
As my head, which had been overheated with desire and worry, calmed down, my eyes naturally closed from the pouring fatigue.
And within my chest where the sharp pain was felt, a sense of depravity blossomed.
To her, who still loves me even as I imagine a future where she becomes a seed-bearer, the filthy depravity of wondering if I could act a bit more spoiled arose.
.
.
.
"So you're saying you couldn't concentrate because of your sexual desire?"
"...Yes."
The fury she showed was something I was seeing for the first time in my life.
Even though she must have become infinitely weak as a spirit beast, it was all I could do to endure while kneeling quietly because of the energy she was emitting.
"...Huu.. No matter how much of a pervert you are, I didn't know you were such a blockhead who couldn't distinguish between matters. Are you crazy? Distractions during battle mean death!!"
"......"
Even with a hundred mouths, I would have nothing to say.
Because it was my fault for being consumed by desire.
But I was also somewhat frustrated in my own way.
Perhaps it's because the values of a spirit beast and a human are different, even though we are partners.
It's because she consistently stimulated my tastes, which I was trying to suppress.
No.. perhaps.. could it be what she wants..?
The future Seolhwa-nim said she saw through foresight.
Could it be that she actually wants to head toward that future..?
-Bulge.
Thinking that her kindness, which I thought she showed and helped me with until now, was actually Seolhwa-nim's scheme to completely break me and lead me toward the future I fear yet am curious about... it sent shivers down my spine.
It's just a delusion, and there's no way that would ever happen...
But the thought of 'what if the delusion became reality' paralyzed my mind and filled my crotch with strength.
"Right.. perhaps it is the fault of this one who does not understand humans in detail.. I comforted you in this way for your sake.. but to think it would eat away at you like this.. I am truly sorry.."
-Chalsak.
A strange sensation felt on my forehead.
"So.. this is the last time."
At the same time, I felt her vital energy.
And then my vision went dark, and soon...
'Huat..♡ Ohh♡'
I saw Seolhwa-nim obscenely shaking her hips before my eyes.
Riding on top of a purple giant, her breasts bounced, and the saliva flowing from her protruding tongue flew everywhere in droplets.
'Kieeeek!'
-Jja-ak! Jja-ak!
As if unsatisfied, the purple giant struck her buttocks with its crude, massive, dirty, and foul hands.
'Kkeu-ok♡ I-I'm sorry!'
The sight of Seolhwa-nim diligently shaking her hips while dripping snot looked so pitiful and miserable.
That was because she, who had become the sex slave of a homeless man, had looked so happy.
But the sight I see now, of her trembling in fear and being forced into pleasure, was so tragic and incredibly hot.
The haughty and beautiful Seolhwa-nim.
The Seolhwa-nim who helped people as a spirit beast and was enshrined by our family.
The Seolhwa-nim whose status was worlds apart from a monster.
The sight of her feeling fear as she was forced to climax and approached death as her vital energy was snatched away was so incredibly erotic.
Even as her vital energy was being forcibly drained, Seolhwa-nim, who became more vulgar than a prostitute as she engraved carnal pleasure into her empty heart in place of that energy, was so hot.
"This was the future that almost happened today."
My heart sank coldly at her words heard directly in my ear.
"Today, you suffered a fatal injury, but you did not die."
-Jji-geok-jji-geok.
Her voice was trembling slightly, while at the same time, it was saturated with the moisture of carnal lust.
Despite feeling guilt, my penis was swollen to its limit because of the depravity rising from the video I was seeing.
From that penis, I felt a pleasant stickiness and warmth, and a soft yet wriggling stimulation.
It was a pleasure quite different from the handjobs or blowjobs I had felt before, as if most of my penis was melting away in warmth.
"Heut♡ This one, to protect you.. haat♡ I used my vital energy excessively.. heut.. and while protecting you, I was eventually caught by the monsters.."
The voice that had been trembling with gloom was gradually, bit by bit, consumed by the moisture and heat of carnal lust, turning into a sweetness that would make any man who heard it feel a strange mood.
-Chi-ji-jik.
The screen changed.
'Eung-o-ok♡ It feels goood♡'
I saw Seolhwa-nim once again.
"...Eh?"
But that appearance was considerably different from usual.
The white hair and white fur that symbolized her name were gradually being dyed black from the tips.
'He-ek.. He-ek.. Master, it feels good♡ It feels good♡'
Seol-hee-nim was fawning like a puppy to the leader of the monsters.
'U-ung♡ U-ub.. Bowe-e-ek♡'
As if it were natural, Seol-hee-nim was taking the penises of other monsters into her mouth.
'Hu-ung.. U-u-u-ung..♡'
While shaking her hips, Seol-hee-nim was tempting a young monster who couldn't join in by shaking her tail and buttocks.
-Pu-uk.
'Kkeung-o-ok♡'
Seol-hee-nim was feeling ecstasy as she willingly offered her buttocks to that young monster.
Everything was a shock.
This was the Seolhwa-nim who loathed monsters so much.
That she would willingly offer even her buttocks for the sake of a young monster.
'Eung-at.. It feels good♡'
Feeling it with her pussy, her ass, and her mouth, she rolled her eyes back and was spraying love juice laden with vital energy onto the monsters.
'Kiek! Ki-he-e-e-ek!'
The monsters were sucking up the pure and sweet vital energy sprayed by the spirit beast.
She was a lovely partner who had invested 14 years of time in me, but to the monsters, she was just a seed-bearer who sprayed vital energy.
"...What are those things."
As I watched, I realized one thing.
The monsters looked considerably strong.
Before, no matter how big their build was, they wouldn't have exceeded that of an adult male.
But the monsters I see in my head now looked to be twice the size of a man.
"This one is gradually, heut..♡ falling into depravity."
While being absorbed in the excitement of the video, I didn't notice the weight pressing down on my chest.
The sharp pain that should have been felt in my chest gradually seeped away, and only a slender and soft touch was felt.
Also, the smooth touch felt on my lower body sent a pleasant pleasure to my head.
"Keu-hut..♡ Because I kept spitting out the spirit beast's vital energy, th-this one became infinitely weak. Ha.. haut..♡ Naturally, the monsters absorbed all the vital energy that escaped. Th-this one still wanted to live, so I maintained my vital energy by eating the semen the monsters sprayed.. ha-eung♡.."
I began to understand her fall.
I also understood why the monsters looked strong.
Monsters that had eaten the powerful vital energy of a spirit beast that had lived for over a thousand years.
They wouldn't be the monsters I originally knew.
They must have become mutant monsters that use the power of a spirit beast.
Above all.. Seolhwa-nim, who had gradually begun to turn black.
If a spirit beast accepts a monster's vital energy as it is, does she also fall into becoming a monster...
"Heut.. haa.. haa.."
The thought that she might fall from a spirit beast to a monster gave me another massive surge of excitement.
-Sswi-ik. Seog-eok.
The sound of something being sharply cut, slicing through the air and breaking my excitement.
The head of the monster that appeared to be the leader rolled onto the unpleasant wall of flesh.
'Seol-Seolhwa-nim!!'
My voice echoed in my head.
"You.. heut..♡ with wounds that hadn't healed.. burning your vital energy and life force, keu-hut..♡ you stormed into the monsters' nest to save this one."
Seolhwa-nim's voice, which had been explaining the situation, was now close to a moan.
Also, the sweet scent of flowers that had been stimulating my nose from a while ago filled the room, making my head dizzy with its sweetness.
'...Yu-geon..?'
'Are you conscious, Seolhwa-nim? Now, let's get out of here—'
-Pu-hwak.
The me in the video, who was hurriedly tending to Seolhwa-nim and attempting to escape, was vomiting blood as a hole was pierced through my chest.
Through my chest, which was wide open so the back could be seen, Seolhwa-nim's hand was piercing through.
Black, sticky blood flowed down her arm and onto her face as she sat there.
'Keu-heok.. Seol, Seolhwa-nim..?'
'N-No. Y-Y-You must not harm Master..! Haha, ha-hat..! Right, you can't.. It feels so good.. Why should I leave♡'
Seolhwa-nim, seized by dread and fear, was driven mad by the pleasure of falling into a monster, which lowered her status as a spirit beast due to the shackle of obedience that seemed engraved in her soul.
She, who had been half-dyed black, drank my blood and eventually turned completely black.
Her lush and fluffy white tail was dyed black and murky,
Her ears, which used to twitch and concentrate on surrounding sounds, were held low as she listened to the sounds of the monster she had recognized as her master,
And her red and beautiful eyes were dyed a purple color like the skin of the monsters.
'Ha-ut♡ Yu, Yu, Yu-geon.. Why did you only find me now.. eung-geut♡'
Seolhwa-nim was pouncing on me as I vomited thick black bile from my pierced chest and mouth.
'Se, Seolhwa..-nim—'
'—I-I'm sorry.. But.. it feels so, so good.. heu-geuk.. It feels goood♡'
The hole in my chest was filled by the love juice sprayed as Seolhwa-nim climaxed, but my body gradually withered away.
Because of me, the milking by the future Seolhwa-nim who had fallen into a monster, which my own depravity had created. Among many futures, it was the first time I had sex with her.
-Byu-reu-reu-reuk
"Keu-heuk.."
"Ha-ut♡"
The sight of me dying as all my vital energy was sucked out by the person I love.
Seolhwa-nim, intoxicated by ecstasy while watching that sight.
Watching that Seolhwa-nim, I ended up ejaculating.
At the same time, Seolhwa-nim's sweet moan licked my ear.
'...Ha-hat♡'
Seolhwa-nim, who had sucked away every single drop of vital energy from my body, began to emit a purple mist around her body and started killing the comrades who had come to support me.
-Chi-ji-jik.
Thus, the provocative and desperate video that had been playing in my head came to an end.
"Today.. if things had gone slightly wrong, it was the future you would have faced.. This one.. I.. my partner.. heu-euk.. my treasure with my own h-hands heu-euk.."
Seolhwa-nim, who I saw before my eyes, was shedding tears.
While crushing my lower body, she shed tears onto my chest.
"...Th-this is.."
My crotch was not only covered in semen, but was also drenched in her love juice.
"There was no other way.. There was no other way but to pass my vital energy to you.."
The chest pain that I should have actually felt had vanished, and the red blood that should have been gaping open remained as a long, brown scar.
"It was a future where this one.. killed you.. Did you approach such a painful future just because of sexual desire.."
My heart ached so much.
The fact that I had caused her worry because of my filthy desires.
The fact that because of me, she had approached a future she herself feared.
And I was strangely excited.
"...Wh-what is this..?"
My crotch, which had already ejaculated, began to find its strength once again.
I felt lust for her.
It wasn't that I was intoxicated by netorare.
I just seriously, as a single male,
Wanted to make Seolhwa-nim my female.
"...Seolhwa-nim."
"E-Eh..! Why are you calling me.."
"I want to hold Seolhwa-nim."
[Seolhwa]
[Affection: 120]
Seolhwa-nim truly loves you.
[Arousal: 50]
Seolhwa-nim is truly aroused.
[Expectation]
Seolhwa-nim looks forward to sex with you.
[Confusion]
Seolhwa-nim feels confusion at the sudden sex.
"Wh-what do you mean by that..?"
The reddest face I had ever seen.
Not just her nose, but her cheeks, earlobes, and even her neck were all flushed red.
The corners of her mouth were twitching, unable to stay down despite her fluster because she was happy.
The buds that had bloomed beautifully on the breasts of her naked body stood erect, and the space between her pressed thighs grew even more damp.
-Salang-salang.
The intense emotional change of her tail, which I had only seen in the video.
-Kung.. kung.. kung..
My heart also felt like it was about to jump out of my mouth.
-Seu-uk.
I carefully laid Seolhwa-nim down on the floor.
"Let's mate from now on, Seolhwa-nim."
"...Yes."
For the first time, I felt desire from a normal instinct, not a twisted one.