Do You Enjoy Seeing Me Being Defiled? (Hwagyeong: Seed-bearer 1)
Do You Enjoy Seeing Me Being Defiled? (Hwagyeong: Seed-bearer 1)
It has been a month since I saw the future of Seolhwa-nim becoming a homeless person's sex slave.
My relationship with Seolhwa-nim remained the same.
We subjugate monsters, collect the Vital Energy generated during the subjugation, and I pass that collected Vital Energy to her through a kiss.
It was a repetition of that daily routine.
"...Ha-a.."
If I had a few concerns, one was that I learned there are other ways to transfer Vital Energy besides kissing.
Vital Energy that has exited my body.
In other words, I realized I could transfer Vital Energy directly to her through semen.
In fact, the semen that Seolhwa-nim extracted herself transferred a much larger amount of Vital Energy than transferring it through a kiss.
Through Seolhwa-nim's handjobs a few times, her strength achieved a noticeably significant recovery.
Nevertheless, she preferred receiving it through a kiss rather than giving me a handjob.
Despite there being a more efficient method, I don't know if her continuous demand for kisses is because she's reluctant to develop our relationship further, or if she's simply exhausted and disgusted by keeping up with my twisted desires.
Perhaps... she might be recalling the excitement she felt with my appa through our kisses.
"Keuk.."
Since such a Status Window has never appeared while I was transferring Vital Energy, that last thought must be nothing more than my own filthy delusion.
But... even so, when I think about Seolhwa-nim, who loves me and considers me her partner, yearning for that faint but certain heat of excitement she must have felt with my appa when I was young... it made the area below my navel itch and grow firm.
"...It's still the same."
And the second concern is her Favorability.
[Seolhwa]
[Favorability: 105]
Seolhwa-nim loves you.
She regards you as a perverted partner she loves.
I looked at Seolhwa-nim, who was preparing lunch for me.
While conveying my firm trust, the maximum Favorability that had increased has now dropped by 5.
Until now, Favorability had fluctuated in units of 5.
When I gave her a gift, or when I got on her nerves, and so on.
A temporary change in mood that caused it to rise or fall briefly was a Favorability of 5.
Perhaps a unit of 5 could be considered large or small, but even so, once her discomfort vanished, the decreased Favorability would recover quickly.
That's how it had been until now...
[Seolhwa]
[Favorability: 105]
Seolhwa-nim loves you.
She regards you as a perverted partner she loves.
Checking Seolhwa-nim's Status Window again, it remained unchanged.
It remains true that she still loves me and regards me as her partner.
However, the decreased Favorability did not recover even after time passed.
That means... it must mean that she has truly lost a bit of affection for me.
I can easily guess the cause.
It's probably... because of my filthy tastes.
In order to keep up with my Netorare tendencies, she showed me a future where she falls while showing her own disgraceful state, and I watched everything with anxiety and excitement.
Crucially, when I saw the future where she completely became a homeless person's sex slave.
Even if it was a misunderstanding... to me, who ended up watching until the end, to me, who betrayed Seolhwa-nim's heart that wanted me to stop and look only at her, she might have felt betrayal or disappointment. Thinking of this, I feel anxiety and a strange excitement that makes the spaces between my ribs ache.
'...Seolhwa-nim really...'
Foresight is seeing fragments of a future that might happen through the Hwagyeong.
In other words, it means we might head toward the future that was foreseen.
I hated such vulgar and fearful delusions so much.
While my blood ran dry from the dread and fear that she might be taken away, my blood rushed toward my crotch from the excitement and depravity that she might be taken away.
"How did I end up like this..."
I hated and loathed myself for being that way.
"Hmm... this should be enough seasoning."
Seolhwa is preparing lunch for Yugeon in the kitchen, where they can see each other from the yard.
While chopping vegetables and tasting the soup, she is stealing glances at Yugeon's reaction.
"...Hmm."
While cooking, she peeked at Yugeon every now and then.
The reason she was checking on him was simply her anxiety regarding him.
The day Seolhwa heard his confession.
She also loved Yugeon just as sincerely as he did.
That's why she must have felt like she was flying through the sky when she heard his confession at that time.
Having lived for nearly a thousand years, he was the only new stimulus that made her heart burn hot.
That's why the Foresight she saw on the day of the confession...
When she saw a Foresight of a future where she chose someone else, not the man she loved, the partner she acknowledged, and her treasure, Yugeon, her stomach churned violently.
The fact that she saw a future where he would be hurt, agonized, and suffer because of her was so loathsome and disgusting.
That's why she erased the memory of that day's Foresight herself.
Because her self-loathing tortured her so painfully, she left behind only the pain of her stomach turning from the shock, disgust, and loathing of that day.
So that even if a Foresight was identical to the one she didn't remember seeing that day, she could avoid it through the disgust of that day.
"...I didn't know his tastes would be so twisted.."
However, Yugeon's twisted tastes were a problem beyond her expectations.
On the day of the confession, when she briefly mentioned a future where she was being Netorare'd to push him away because she didn't want to hurt him, he was deeply shocked and at the same time, his crotch bulged significantly.
He might have already been sexually twisted, but for her, she feels sorry thinking that Yugeon's fetish changed because of her.
And the twisted tastes weren't just Yugeon's problem.
"...Hu-ut..♡ It's happening again.."
Vital Energy seeped out slightly from the worry that Yugeon would be hurt.
The lust that gradually soaked her undergarments made her feel anxious.
The fact that she felt pleasure in tormenting his fetish was also a problem.
Yugeon, who feels depravity at the thought of her being defiled, broken, and potentially taken away.
Without realizing it, she was enjoying the act of stimulating him little by little and eating away at his inner self.
Because she was anxious about Yugeon, who would suffer, be in pain, and be depressed in the future because of her,
Because she was anxious about Yugeon, who was excited toward a future where he would suffer with a twisted fetish because of her,
Because she was anxious about herself, who began to twist along with her partner,
Anxiety began to slightly precede her affection for him.
"...It can be changed. Sufficiently... so I must not worry.."
Burying the fear of the Foresight in a corner of her heart for a moment, she decided to believe in her firm love for him.
.
.
.
"One is heading that way too."
"Understood."
Every night, Seolhwa helps Yugeon, who subjugates monsters for her.
Her Foresight is to experience the approaching future in advance, but it also detects threats and activates on its own to protect Seolhwa from danger.
Using that characteristic of Foresight, she uses herself, a Spirit Beast of pure Vital Energy, as bait to inform Yugeon of the monsters rushing toward her and helps in the subjugation.
'No. Using Seolhwa-nim as bait? I can never do such a dangerous thing.'
She didn't join him in subjugating monsters from the beginning.
Monsters are foul and faithful only to their instincts, and she didn't want to shorten her life by using Vital Energy to subjugate such beings, and above all, she didn't step forward because it reminded her of a past she didn't want to recall.
However, after seeing a future through Foresight where Yugeon was surrounded by countless monsters, his limbs torn apart while alive, his stomach sliced open, and his breath ceasing after all his contents were taken away.
Since she hated the death of the man who had somehow entered deep into her heart more than the monsters, she has been helping him like this while ignoring his opposition.
'That aside, you're doing well. To think you're now sensing them through your spirit sense and handling them perfectly even without me telling you... Even if you're not as good as your appa, you'd be among the top even among Exorcists..'
Kang Yugeon's Father, who was the strongest Exorcist.
As much as he loathed her, she also didn't have good memories of him, but his skills were the real deal nonetheless.
Seeing Kang Yugeon, the son of such an Exorcist, growing stronger day by day, she was intoxicated with pride as his sole guardian, his lover, and his partner.
"Kieeeeek!"
"It's dangerous!"
-Chwa-ak.
He protected Seolhwa by bisecting the monster horizontally.
Kang Yugeon appeared, covered in the foul, sticky purple blood of the monster.
Unlike how she felt proud just a moment ago of how the novice Yugeon had grown, even though he was clearly covered in disgusting and smelly filth, he looked so sensual.
His physique was further emphasized by the tight black shirt he wore, which didn't hinder his movement, showing off his well-trained, hard, and well-shaped muscles.
His upright gaze, worrying about Seolhwa herself more than his own state despite being covered in foul filth.
It was too hot a stimulus for her, who had recently awakened to carnal desire.
-Deolleong.
"...This is?"
The monster's penis, which had been bisected horizontally, dangled and twitched.
That vulgar thing soon turned to ash and disappeared, but it was far larger than a human's and had a bizarre shape.
The target of this subjugation was a being commonly called a Succubus in the world.
A being that assaults women in their dreams to suck out their Vital Energy.
Not only in dreams, but also in reality, a being that rapes women to make them Seed-bearers and endlessly give birth to monsters.
If Yugeon hadn't saved her, there surely would have been a future where Seolhwa also became a Seed-bearer.
"Hut.."
"...Ah.."
In the eyes of Yugeon and Seolhwa as they met, the heat of pleasure blossomed.
Both Yugeon and Seolhwa knew that fact.
Seolhwa looked at Yugeon, whose crotch was starting to bulge, and approached him with a smirk.
While emitting a sweet flower scent that flowed damply from between her legs without her even knowing.
"Did you have another strange imagination?"
Seolhwa-nim's red eyes began to glow.
I had tried to fix my twisted fetish for her sake, but day by day, the sexiness of her voluptuous body and haughty expression, combined with the sweet floral scent of a female, drove me crazy.
"S-strange imagination... I never-"
"-If you hadn't saved me, this body would have surely become a Seed-bearer for those things.."
Seolhwa-nim mentioned the delusion I didn't want to recall.
Just as Seolhwa-nim said, I had a strange imagination.
If I hadn't been able to save her there...
She would have been raped by those monsters and become a Seed-bearer...
If so, what kind of expression would she make?
Would she be seized by pleasure and soaked in ecstasy, just like when she became a homeless person's sex slave?
Or would she be defeated by pain and fear and become groveling...
Would she feel resentment and anger toward me for failing to save her...
Or would she feel gratitude for meeting the being that allowed her to feel the joy of carnal desire...
I was curious. About such a future...
But I shouldn't...
My fetish is wrong... and I must fix it...
"How about it, my dear. Do you want to see? Do you want to taste?"
[Seolhwa]
[Favorability: 110]
Her Favorability rose because of your appearance.
She regards you as a perverted partner she loves.
[Foresight]
Seolhwa-nim is looking into the future through the Hwagyeong.
[Arousal Level: 30]
Seolhwa-nim is excited by the future she saw through Foresight.
Seolhwa-nim is excited by you.
[Sadism: 25]
Seolhwa-nim wants to torment you.
My concerns were somewhat crumbled by Seolhwa-nim's Status Window.
I became curious.
The worry about Favorability that hadn't left my head all day.
The reason why the Favorability I was worried about rose.
And her Sadism, which rose once again.
Above all, the cause of her excitement.
What kind of future did she see through the Hwagyeong...
That caused the Favorability I was worried about to recover, her Sadism to rise, and her to become excited.
Presumably, that future must be one where I failed to save her.
The image of Seolhwa-nim in the delusion I had just a moment ago.
Whether she will fall into pleasure, or yield and submit,
Whether she will be angry and resentful toward me, or feel gratitude.
Is it okay for me to wish for it here?
Is it okay for me to want ruinous self-torture once again?
Could this be the fuse that leads to something going wrong?
Could that future really come to pass..?
I hated myself for constantly feeling the heat of excitement and depravity amidst worry and concern.
-Ji-ik.
I felt a sense of déjà vu.
"Seolhwa-nim?! What are you doing now-"
"-Ha-up."
She took my crotch, where reason, fearing the future, and sexual desire were in a tug-of-war, into her mouth.
"-Pu-ha... It's certainly too big for me.. However.. the monster's thing I saw in the Hwagyeong was much larger. It was so big that my throat bulged out."
"......"
My reason, which had been in a tug-of-war, fell over at her stimulation and was dragged away by sexual desire.
"Hehe.. I knew it would be so."
My vision momentarily darkened, and soon, fair skin was revealed.
At the same time, a disgusting and massive purple giant appeared.
'Oh-bop!? U-up..!'
I saw Seolhwa-nim taking the monster's penis fully into her mouth.
Just as she said, her throat was so swollen I wondered if it was okay, and her pure white face, yearning for oxygen, was turning purple.
"Let's fall into carnal desire for a moment together♡"
'Oh-wek..! U-bu-bup..!?'
The voice fueling the boiling sexual desire heard by my ear.
The vulgar groans of her throat being raped in my head.
Not a soft and slightly cool sensation, but a thrilling pleasure given by the melting heat and stickiness.
Amidst my gradually melting reason, one thing became certain.
'...I can never escape now.'
That I must now desperately struggle within Netorare.
That I must fear the future that hasn't come yet, be excited, and struggle with all my might.