...Yeah, It Seems I'm Fucked
It looks like I'm completely fucked. My downstairs friend couldn't withstand the constant stimulation and was slowly beginning to assert its presence. The moment I twisted my body in a panic, Yoo Soyeon pressed my head down firmly with her soft, plush stomach, pinning me in place.
"If you move... it might be... d-dangerous...?"
Damn it, don't whisper it one syllable at a time into my ear...!!
Scritch— scritch— The ticklish bundle of hair gently scraped against the rim of my ear, sending strange sensations through me. Since I was unconsciously starting to make weird faces, the only thing I could do was cling to her like a child and hide my face in her chest. Even that was driving me insane—the dizzying mix of her signature sweet scent and fabric softener.
Ah, I'm losing my mind...
"That's e-enough—urk?! Stop...!!"
"No... You've been holding it in all this time, haven't you? It must have been so hard...? I'll... take it all out for you, so just stay still, okay...?"
Even Yoo Soyeon's words were starting to sound strange. When I looked up at her with a dazed expression, wiping away drool, sure enough, her eyes were curved into crescents as she grinned wickedly.
...She must be enjoying watching me twitch from the stimulation. Fucking hell.
"I said... stop... it..."
"It feels good, right...? You like it...?"
"I d-don't—ngh... stop it...!!!"
No matter how much I twisted, the restraints on my wrists and ankles limited my movements. All I could do was twitch and jerk in response to the stimulation she gave me, reduced to nothing but a plaything. In short, I felt like a monkey in a zoo.
Press— press— press press press press—
"Ahaha, Senior... The way you keep twitching is so cute..."
She kept pressing on the back of my ear, her fingers gently tickling me. Even when she sneakily slid her hands lower to touch my body, there was nothing I could do. All I could manage was to hide the fact that I was feeling sexual desire toward her. If she found that out too... she might actually rewrite my entire personality.
"Oh...? Senior...? Are you sleeping...?"
Stroke— stroke— She slowly began running her fingers through my hair. From my hair to my eyebrows, the bridge of my nose, my lips, and down to my Adam's apple—her fingertips trailed downward as a blissful smile spread across her face.
"You really are... a spoiled baby, Jinwoo Senior..."
"W-wait a second."
"...Yes?"
At my sudden words, Yoo Soyeon widened her eyes and stared at me. Like a predator whose prey had been snatched away right in front of her, she waited for me to speak, as if willing to hear me out.
"Please... stop. It feels weird, so... please, just stop."
"...But I don't want to? I want to see more of Senior's pleased face..."
Thud—
'Huh?'
The hands that had gently risen pushed my carefully lifted body back down. The problem was that I couldn't maintain the position where I'd been desperately arching my hips away. I ended up showing her everything in full view.
"......"
".....Ah?"
.....A catastrophe had occurred.
Several seconds of silence stretched out like an eternity.
"....Hehe.....?"
"......"
"Oh my— Senior...? What could this be...?"
"......"
Grind— My teeth clenched. This was more humiliating than the time a junior from the same club in high school caught me searching something dirty. This feeling like my human dignity was being stripped away. In that godawful situation, tears welled up in my eyes and I burst out yelling.
"I told you to stop!! Just...!!!"
".....S-Senior?"
"Fuck... I said stop... hic..."
"A-are you... crying? Ah, no... I-I didn't mean... t-that..."
Senior cried.
Why? It seems he's embarrassed about me finding out that he got excited looking at me.
....Hehe, how cute... Still, seeing Senior sad really did make my heart ache.
A man's thing... gets bigger when he sees someone he likes, right? They say it hurts if you don't take care of it quickly...
Tap— tap tap— She sat at the low table on the floor, put on her glasses, and began scrolling through her laptop.
I can't let Senior suffer... I can't let him be in pain. Mm, yeah... I have to take care of it myself.
It wasn't a decision made out of pure self-interest. This was... mm. It was purely for Senior's sake. Since Senior was hurting because of me... I had to fix it.
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The scrolling speed of the photos and images popping up on the internet grew faster and faster. In sync with it, the tips of Yoo Soyeon's ears gradually turned redder.
"....T-too much. This is..."
Having maintained her position as a Saintess who had to crack down on public indecency and keep her distance from obscene acts, her knowledge of sexual matters was nearly nonexistent. Of course, the enforcement process had forcibly taught her methods to suppress lust, but there was a world of difference between suppressing it or watching it and actually doing it herself.
Still... if she was going to do it anyway...
.....
Yoo Soyeon's pupils darkened as she slowly walked deeper into the study and turned on the central monitor among the four computers mounted on the wall.
The hacking program she had once installed on Senior's computer. It contained precious data that recorded everything—Jinwoo Senior's search history and even his most secret preferences.
Yoo Soyeon fanned her flushed face with her hand, trying to cool it down, and slowly began to delve into that abyss.
"I'm sorry... Senior...? This is all for you..."
. . .
This evening, I genuinely wanted to kill myself. It wasn't just empty talk; my mind was so worn down that I would gladly accept a painless death if offered.
If Yoo Soyeon had just accepted things as they were, or if I had consistently tried to escape, it probably wouldn't have come to this worst-case scenario. But after half-assedly letting her train me, letting my remaining personality wear away, the conclusion my mind reached was suicidal impulse.
The reasons were overwhelming shame and mortification.
Creak... The door opened.
What kind of shitty event was waiting for me this time? I found myself hoping it wouldn't be anything weird—just her usual routine of grabbing my clothes, burying her face in them, and then quietly leaving.
"Senior... I've been thinking..."
"......"
"Because of what happened today, you haven't been talking much... and it seems like... you're in a really bad mood..."
"...No, it's not that. Just... forget about it."
"I liked it though... It meant you got excited looking at me... Hehe, anyway...? People need to change their mood sometimes, right?"
....Huh? What was she trying to say, beating around the bush like this? For now, I decided to stay quiet and listen.
"Ah, d-don't misunderstand, okay...? I actually like Senior's scent... Mm, I even think it would be better if you didn't wash..."
"...What are you trying to say?"
"....."
".....?"
"Should we... s-shower together...?"
"....What?"
"Y-you don't have to feel uncomfortable...!! The bathtub is really wide... so, um..."
Yoo Soyeon kept her head bowed, sneaking glances at Jinwoo Senior. Among sexual fantasies, there were things like shared showers and service play... but would it be okay? However, Jinwoo Senior surprisingly nodded slowly and clearly.
"...Sure, whatever."
"Eh."
While Jinwoo casually agreed without a hint of hesitation, Yoo Soyeon's face turned bright red. A mixed bath. Even so. This easily...?! Her head was ringing. So... he was really going to do it?
No, I was the one who suggested it, but...!! This is too... fast...!!!
"...Can you undo my wrists? I need to take my clothes off..."
".....Ah, y-yes..."
Right before her eyes, Jinwoo Senior's short-sleeved t-shirt came off. His well-balanced, secretly touched muscles were revealed, throwing Yoo Soyeon's mind into even greater chaos.
"....R-right now... that..."
"Yeah, now. Let's shower together."
"....S-shall we~? The bathtub is so wide..."
She tried to look confident, but it was a poor attempt. In truth, for someone who had walked the path of a thousand-year-old virgin Archmage Saintess—where even a kiss made her tremble—this level of stimulation alone was a miracle for her to maintain her sanity.
S-Senior's scent... ah....
Her heart pounded so hard it hurt. As if trying to hide her cowardice, she suddenly raised her voice and pointed at the now-slyly grinning Kim Jinwoo.
"W-why are you suddenly so eager...!! I-I naturally thought you'd refuse..."
"....Is that not allowed?"
"...It's not that it's not allowed... Hic...?!"
.....Was he really going to take his pants off too? For real... He was actually doing it.
"Soyeon."
".....Yes, hehe...♡"
"My ankles... the blood isn't circulating well. Just while we're washing... could you undo them?"
"Y-yes..."
What should she do? Were they really just going to wash together? ...Ah, their naked bodies. Meaning, looking at Senior's naked body and her own naked body together...?
Haa, haa....♡
Whoosh—
"Ah—?"
A sudden impact. Yoo Soyeon instinctively used the reflexes engraved in her body to roll and regain her balance.
Bang—!! The bathroom door slammed shut hard.
Her vision was blurry. Where was Senior? Was Jinwoo Senior the one who did this? Why?
Creak... With an expression that said it couldn't be possible, Yoo Soyeon slowly opened the bathroom door.
.....
.....Senior?
The front door was wide open. Green bushes spread out before her, and refreshing sunlight illuminated the dark house. Sunlight. Light began pouring into the high-contrast shadows and darkness.
".....Senior?"
Her dizzy mind slowly began to clear. Her blood grew colder and colder, and her returning reason drew a conclusion from the information before her eyes.
Where... where are you going?
The open front door. The door lock she had stared at constantly... and the shackles that had bound his hands and feet.
.....All of it?
.....
"......"
He said he loved her. That he liked her, that he'd only look at her, that he'd only stay with her...
.....
"Puh... heh, heha, ha, hah... ha..."
Laughter burst out. The feeling of being betrayed by the one person she thought would never betray her... so this was how filthy it felt.
It's been a while since I remembered... Yeah.....
"...It was all... a lie?"
"......"
Yoo Soyeon sat in a daze, lost in thought. After remaining collapsed on the floor in a stupor for a long time, she eventually stood up, opened the zipper of a black bag, and began rummaging through it.
"....I wanted to live like a normal couple with Senior..."
It was a small syringe. Unlike the previous one that simply induced rapid sleep, this was the Disruptor Drug—one that caused intense arousal and mental confusion. Originally... she had never wanted to use it, but...
"Shut up. All of you."
Yoo Soyeon took a deep breath, then stepped outside with a bright, gentle smile on her face.