Just One Minute
Just one minute.
"Wait.. Vane! I didn't mean for you to do something like this..!"
I stammered, desperately grabbing the hand of the guy who was clinging to my pant leg and whining.
Who would have guessed that the "consideration" she mentioned would involve stripping my pants off right there in the alley and going at it?
But Vane paid no attention to whether I tried to stop her or not.
Instead, she swatted my hand away and pushed me against the wall.
When she looked up at me.
Her eyes held more irritation than lust.
"Shut your mouth, Jaewu. If this isn't what you want, then what is?"
"You say you hate it when I treat you well.. and push me away saying it's fake when I'm being gentle.. So in the end, isn't there only one answer?"
"Doing what your body will like."
The playfulness had completely vanished from her voice.
She seemed subtly angry at the situation not going her way.
"Stay still. I'll be a bit gentler today.."
She pouted her lips and whined, then finally yanked down my pants and underwear.
Soon, my pitiful, shrunken penis that couldn't even get erect was exposed.
"..How nice it would be if your dick was as big as your build, Jaewu."
"That's.."
"Enough."
Vane cut me off indifferently.
"I'll hold back today. Even if it's so small it doesn't even register.. maybe there's a cute charm to it."
Vane poked at my flaccid penis with her fingertip, then took just the glans into her mouth and started sucking.
"Hnn..!"
I reflexively bit my lip to swallow the moan that threatened to escape.
Even though this was a deserted alley, it was still outdoors.
Just a little further out and it was the main road with streetlights on.
If anyone glanced this way or heard the moans, it was obvious we'd get reported to the police.
To anyone else, it would look like a burly man cornering his girlfriend in an alley and doing something indecent.
But she paid no mind, deliberately letting out lewd moans as she persistently sucked on just the glans.
Even though I was terrified someone might look over, my mind was gradually melting from her fellatio.
"..It's actually harder because it's so small. Do you know how inconvenient it is to suck only the glans?"
"Hah, haah..! Vane..!"
"If you're already like this after just sucking the tip a little, what are you going to do, Jaewu. Even a kid could last longer than this."
"Chup.. Chup.. Ah, it's so small I keep missing it.. Come on, Jaewu. Just let go and cum already?"
Vane licked the small glans with the tip of her tongue, even teasing the urethra.
I wanted to hold on.
I wanted to endure until the end in front of this arrogant monster, to protect whatever shred of pathetic pride I had left.
But the hot breath in her mouth and the tongue flicking at the tip of my glans were impossible to withstand.
"..Trying to hold out again? You're really trying hard;"
"Then just endure for one minute. You can do that much, right? If you succeed, I'll even let you have sex."
"One minute.."
Just one minute should be bearable.
It wasn't that I wanted to have sex with her, but at least I didn't want to cum so pathetically.
As if she could see right through my intention to endure, a mocking smile spread across her lips.
Then she lowered her head and swallowed the glans and all the way to the root in one go.
"!!!"
"Chup.. Chuuup.. I told you to hold on for just one minute? You're not going to cum right away from this, are you, Jaewu?"
No matter how many times I experienced her fellatio, I never got used to it.
Every time my penis was rolled around in her mouth against my will, my pride took a hit.
Other people say that when done with the mouth, it fills up their throat..
"Kh..!"
Far from filling it up, my penis rolling around in her mouth felt so pathetic.
Just one minute.
I thought I could last one minute, but that resolve crumbled far too easily under her tongue work.
"Chup.. Chup.. Only 20 seconds have passed and you're already shaking like this? Is this all our Jaewu can endure, you small-dick?"
I tried biting my lips to hold on, but she had no intention of going easy.
Maybe only 30 seconds had passed.
In the end, I couldn't hold back and poured a load of semen into her mouth.
Vane swallowed every drop without leaving any behind.
Then, deliberately sticking out her tongue long, she rolled her eyes back and mocked me with another ahegao imitation.
"What.. You couldn't even last half a minute, let alone one? Our Jaewu is not only small-dicked but also a premature ejaculator?"
Vane chuckled and roughly wiped the semen from her lips with the back of her hand.
"The promised sex is off. You failed."
She deliberately shrugged her shoulders as if disappointed.
"But it felt good, right? How could it not when I'm being this gentle with you."
I barely managed to put strength into my weakened legs and leaned against the wall.
"..Why the hell are you so good at sucking."
To my question, Vane answered nonchalantly as if it were nothing.
"It seems the original owner of this body was quite promiscuous. The body remembers on its own, I guess?"
For a moment, the fact that the pleasure I had just felt was built upon someone's death struck me hard.
She was merely borrowing and using someone else's body.
The face smiling in front of me now, the tongue and throat that had just been sucking my penis moments ago.
All of it was nothing but a shell left after forcibly stealing someone's life.
"..Fuck."
A curse slipped out from the disgust toward her and the revulsion at myself for surrendering my body to such a shell.
Vane was still kneeling at my feet, tidying up my disheveled clothes.
Her eyes still held thick, unsettled lust.
She looked aroused enough to pounce again at any moment, but seemed to be suppressing it somehow.
"I'm so turned on my pussy is throbbing.. but a promise is a promise. Next time, try to last a little longer."
Her face was genuinely disappointed.
"..Let's go home quickly. I want to wash up."
"Yeah. Let's do that, Jaewu. Your body reeks of my scent right now."
Vane smiled brightly, oblivious to my feelings, and tightly grabbed my hand again.
When her hand, even hotter than before, covered the back of mine, my body flinched involuntarily.
We left the dark alley and walked the night streets again.
From a distance, with our long shadows stretched under the streetlights, we must have looked like a loving couple.
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After washing my entire body in the bathroom and roughly drying off, I came out to the living room.
She was sprawled on the living room sofa like it was her own home, watching a TV program and giggling.
Her short-sleeved t-shirt had ridden up while she rolled around on the sofa, exposing her waist and navel completely.
But Vane didn't seem to care at all.
As if she lacked human emotions like shame from the beginning.
Her attention was completely absorbed in the scene where the celebrities on screen were falling in a ridiculous manner.
"..Aren't you going to wash up? Come to think of it, I've never seen you wash."
When I spoke while drying my hair with a towel, Vane, who had been giggling while lying on the sofa, only slightly turned her head to look up at me.
"You lower lifeforms have to wash with water because you live covered in filth, but we don't need to."
She said while poking at her exposed stomach under the rolled-up t-shirt with her finger.
"Should I say the cells purify themselves? Even if I stay still, I become clean on my own."
Vane turned her gaze back to the TV and muttered.
"Don't just stand there, come sit here. Those humans have been falling in such a funny way since earlier."
"What's so fun about this low-class body gag.."
Though I grumbled, I eventually plopped down on the seat next to the sofa.
The situation of sitting side by side with her watching TV felt more absurd than the comedy program itself.
"It's primal. That's what's fun about it."
Vane giggled for a while before suddenly stopping her laughter.
Then she just moved her lips and hesitated for no reason.
"..Seon Jaewu."
At the voice calling me with my full name, tension rose in me without me realizing.
I wondered what she was trying to say, and swallowed hard.
Pressed by her serious gaze, I unconsciously clenched my fists and waited for her next words.
"..Today was fun. Wandering around outside too."
"Well, you said it wasn't fun at all.. but I didn't mind it. So what I want to say is.."
"You're doing really well as a mate."
Vane threw out the words as if doing me a favor and turned her head.
That one sentence left a bitter taste in my mouth.
..Was she being sincere?
I still didn't know what the word "mate" meant to her.
But at least the gentleness she showed in the alley today might have been an action that came from wanting to get a little closer to me.
Of course, I couldn't know if it was from sincerity.
No.
In fact, I didn't even want to know.
Even if her actions were mixed with sincerity, the fact that it was a body stolen by killing someone didn't change.
"..Yeah."
In the end, the only thing I could utter was a nonchalant reply.
Vane seemed satisfied with even that one word and turned her gaze back to the TV screen while humming a tune.
No more words passed between us.
We both focused only on the TV without saying a word and fell fast asleep just like that.