Chapter 22, Possessiveness.
Chapter 22, Possessiveness.
The moment I entered noona's room, a strong fragrance pierced my nose.
It smelled like fabric softener, or maybe the lotion noona usually used.
Normally, I'd just think, "Oh, that's noona's room smell," and brush it off without a second thought.
But today, that scent felt overwhelmingly intense.
"Sit there."
"Uh... yeah..."
Noona pulled out the chair in front of her desk.
I nodded in response and plopped my butt down.
Since noona used to do modeling, she really treasured her waistline.
Maybe that's why the chair was ridiculously comfortable.
'Huu...'
Watching noona pace around the room quietly was tough.
Not unbearable, but still.
You know that saying people always use?
The first time is the hardest; everything gets way easier after that.
That was exactly my situation right now.
I'd already received fellatio from noona once before.
Back then, I refused, saying there were lines siblings shouldn't cross...
But in the end, I went and did it anyway.
Even if I acted all high and mighty here, refused, and bolted out of the room, it wouldn't erase what had already happened.
'No need to refuse, right? As long as it's just between us...'
I'd already barreled into stage 5 of the 5 stages of death—acceptance.
Denial, anger, bargaining, depression.
Acceptance at the end mixed with self-justification, soothing my mind.
"Gyeong-ho-ya. Relax a bit. What's the big deal about noona helping her little brother relieve his pent-up sexual frustration?"
"That's exactly why it's a big deal."
"But in manhwa, it's not?"
"..."
"Kidding, kidding."
Noona strode right up to me.
At my eye level, sitting in the chair, noona's waist came into perfect view.
'Noona's waist... up close like this, it's insanely slim.'
Models really are on another level.
The silhouette visible through her thin clothes was definitely different from a regular person's.
Noona's hand reached for my waistline.
She fiddled with the buckle of my suit belt.
Clack.
With the metallic sound, the belt came undone.
Ziiip—!
The zipper sound rang out unusually loud.
In that state, she grabbed my pants and drawers together and yanked them down.
"Huh, it's super small today."
Well, yeah—it was still dormant, hanging limp.
Just give it some stimulation here, and it'd swell up huge.
Noona smirked and knelt down between my legs.
Without the slightest hesitation, she brought her face close to my dick.
The moment her breath touched it, my body twitched.
"Churup..."
Her warm, wet mouth engulfed my dick in one go.
I could vividly feel her soft tongue gently rolling over the tip of my glans.
"Huu..."
A small sigh escaped my lips without me realizing.
It hadn't even gotten hard yet, but the pressure inside noona's mouth was intense.
Reacting to the stimulation, my dick started to twitch.
I felt blood rushing straight down there.
"Chup, chureup... jjut."
The bigger it got, the faster noona's caresses became.
Each time, sticky, lewd wet sounds filled the room.
My dick quickly hardened rock-solid, big enough to push into noona's throat.
"Mm... up..."
It definitely felt like her technique had improved since last time.
Before, her teeth had grazed it a bit, and it felt kinda clumsy.
'No way she practiced on bananas or Choco Pies or something?'
Noona had been buying a lot of bananas and Choco Pies lately.
The image of noona practicing fellatio on bananas and Choco Pies just to relieve her little brother's sexual frustration...
"..."
At that moment, a weird, sticky emotion bubbled up inside me.
I imagined noona practicing this hard to give it to some future boyfriend or husband.
Just the thought made my stomach churn and soured my mood.
'Haa. Now I'm feeling possessive about noona.'
Yeah, this was definitely possessiveness.
I'd always been a bit obsessive about noona, but feeling it sexually too?
Even I thought I was pathetic.
Crazy bastard.
I cursed myself inwardly and let out a deep sigh.
Hearing my sigh, noona pulled her mouth off and looked up at me.
Her lips glistened with saliva, looking insanely erotic.
"Why? Not good? Does it hurt?"
"No... it's nothing. Feels good."
I shook my head in a panic.
Noona gave me a suspicious look for a second, then took my dick back in her mouth.
"Chuwup, chururup... lick."
As she kept giving me fellatio so diligently, pleasure started surging in.
I leaned back deeply into the chair's backrest and stroked noona's head moving between my legs.
Noona didn't reject my touch—instead, she worked her tongue even harder.
"Haa... Noona, I'm gonna cum."
"Vrosse? (Already?)"
An unbearable sensation surged up from below.
The urge to ejaculate came flooding like a dam breaking.
"Ugh!"
As my thighs twitched, noona gripped them tight with both hands.
Instead of pulling away, she took me even deeper.
Like she was determined not to spill a single drop and swallow it all.
Byureut, byureut!
Hot clumps shot through my urethra toward noona's throat.
Each pulse of my dick made noona's cheeks and throat bulge and move.
That said, maybe because of the wild session with Ji-hye yesterday?
Compared to last time, the amount was way less.
It felt less like a refreshing explosion and more like squeezing out the last drops.
Only after everything was out did noona finally release me.
A string of white saliva-mixed semen stretched long from the corner of her mouth.
Noona swished the mouthful of my cum around for a bit.
Gulp.
She swallowed it down with an audible sound.
Last time she'd spat it out, but this time she gulped every last bit.
"...Tastes okay?"
"Huu... It's a bit watery."
Noona smacked her lips as she said it.
Then she tilted her head.
"Our little brother. For some reason, the load and thickness are both lacking this time?"
I flinched.
She could tell I'd shot one off yesterday from the volume and consistency?
"Did you jerk off? At the hotel last night, watching adult videos alone?"
"..."
"Guess I nailed it. As noona managing her little brother's sexual needs, I'm a bit hurt?"
Noona pouted her lips.
There was no way I could tell her it was with a coworker...
A younger female employee giving me fellatio, no less.
I decided to bluff my way through.
"Uh... yeah, I did a bit. Couldn't hold back."
"I see? Well, you're at that vigorous age. But from now on, no solo sessions. Noona'll handle it with her mouth."
Her words left me so dumbfounded I let out a hollow laugh.
Was this really something an older sister should say to her little brother?
But it didn't feel bad or unwelcome.
If anything, a corner of my heart tickled pleasantly.
"What if noona's not around?"
"Then ask Gyeong-ah to do it."
"...Gyeong-ah?"
I couldn't believe my ears.
An older sister telling me to go to my little sister?
"Give Gyeong-ah like 50,000 won and ask nicely—she'll probably do it. She's been saying she wants something lately and needs money?"
Noona dropped that bombshell totally casually.
Like she was just telling me to have our little sister run an errand.
"No, noona. That's... isn't that basically prostitution? Paying for it feels wrong."
"Prostitution? Come on. A hikikomori little sister giving her big brother a handjob for some cash is fine. And Gyeong-ho-ya, you already give us allowance anyway? Just think of it as getting some service with your pocket money."
It was miraculous logic.
I wanted to argue, but it was weirdly convincing—I was speechless.
Noona giggled at my dazed expression.
"Alright, time to finish up."
Noona lowered her head between my legs again.
This time, it was cleanup fellatio.
She sucked off the remnants clinging to my urethral tip with her tongue, then licked meticulously from my groin to under my balls.
The wet, ticklish sensation made my body squirm involuntarily.
"There, up you go."
Noona personally straightened my clothes.
She pulled up my underwear and even buckled my belt.
Like a mom dressing her kindergarten kid.
She wiped the traces from her mouth with tissue and shot me a wink.
"You must be tired—go rest quick."
Back in my room, I flopped onto the bed.
Wise man time hit me hard.
Not the post-nut sexual clarity, but the social, reality-check kind of worry flooding in.
'Is this really okay?'
I got fellatio from noona in exchange for money.
Well, technically, I gave noona allowance, and she thanked me by jerking one out.
But come on...
Does the order even matter?
The truth is, I paid noona for fellatio.
That alone was enough to get me canceled in Korean society.
Incest aside, the money exchange was the real issue.
I'm a civil servant.
I live off the nation's payroll.
Korea's a hardcore Confucian prick country when it comes to sex work—super strict and complicated.
There are some legal spots, but you need a Ministry of Health and Welfare license or whatever—conditions are insane.
Basically, if regular folks exchange money for sex, it's illegal.
What if this got out?
Civil servant duty to maintain dignity violation at minimum, possible criminal charges.
If I get disciplined and fired, our family would be totally screwed.
Of course, since it's my own sister, no one's reporting to the cops.
No sudden police raid catching me handing noona cash mid-fellatio.
It's not something I'd blab about anywhere.
Still, the sticky unease and anxiety wouldn't go away.
Just in case, I wanted to check.
I turned on my computer.
Started searching on Never Q&A and Kogle.
[Sis gives fellatio for money—is that sex trade?]
[Severity of punishment for sexual acts between family]
[Precedents for incestuous sex trade among relatives]
The results were meh.
How many siblings in the world are crazy enough to do this shit anyway?
No proper legal info—just Novelpia erotic novels and ads.
'Might be something on the gallery.'
The Hunter Gallery I frequented.
Full of crap posts and bullshit, but that meant every type of human gathered there too.
Surely some other psycho with my exact dilemma posted.
Just in case, I prepped thoroughly.
Turned on VPN to launder my IP.
To block any potential tracking.
Double- and triple-checked I was logged out, then hit the post button with a throwaway nick.