Growing Misunderstanding
Growing Misunderstanding
"Kuhuhu, normally, because of the Book of Oaths, I wouldn't have been able to screw you."
"............What?"
Did I hear that wrong?
What?
The Book of Oaths stopped him from raping me?
"The condition written in the Book of Oaths was merely that we would become lovers. Thanks to that, it was quite a struggle to get to this point."
So.
To elaborate on Jerad's words, the Book of Oaths had been restraining Jerad from forcibly violating me,
and because of the lie I told, the restrictions on Jerad's actions were lifted. That's what it meant.
In other words.
Being raped by Jerad right now was............,
my............fault............
"Huu. Thanks to that, I finally get to screw Reinhardt Magic Academy's Precious Child like this. Hehehe."
"Ha, haa..... I don't want to....."
If I had known this would happen, I wouldn't have lied.
I should have just acted subserviently like usual and let it pass.
I endlessly reproached my past self.
But even so, the future wasn't going to change.
Jerad brought one hand to his crotch.
Could the future truly not be changed?
To calm my mind even a little, I desperately tried to comfort myself with pathetic rationalizations,
-Cheolkeok-cheolkeok.
Jerad unbuckled his belt and lowered his pants, and at the sight of him, I no longer had any defense mechanisms left to deploy.
Jerad immediately, his hardened member barely contained by the single piece of cloth covering it, carefully lowered it.
Then-
-Tuung.....!
As if the air itself was being violated, a dark red python revealed its majesty.
"............Hik?!"
It's big.
Too big.
My expectation that it would be the same size as that Mark guy's or Reed guy's was completely off the mark.
Glancing back, Jerad's member was slowly approaching my crotch.
"Alright, if you won't lift your skirt yourself............"
Jerad slowly lowered his waist.
Then he slowly approached-
-Took.....
"Puhuhuhu, as expected, you're wearing nothing."
Only after his glans touched my pussy did Jerad realize whether I was wearing underwear or not.
'Probably, just like this............'
He'll probably just shove his thing into my hole like this.....
"Uh, h-heut....."
My nerves began to fully concentrate on my lower body.
At least, at least some time for my mind to prepare.
I didn't want to experience the same thing as when Mark forcibly stole my virginity.
Of course, looking at the current situation, it seemed no different from back then.
Nevertheless, I could at least mentally comfort myself before it happened.
But Jerad had no way of knowing my inner thoughts-
-Puuk.....!
"Ha-eueuk.....!!"
Without giving me time to wait, he thrust his hips.
"Kuhuhu, keueuk. You weren't a virgin, Lunia. And yet, ugh. Such tightness. How slutty are you, you bitch?"
Jerad began to humiliate me.
As if it were natural for a defeated soldier to be humiliated.
"Ah, a-eueuk....., h-heut.....! N-no, I don't want to............"
At least, thanks to not being a virgin, I didn't feel the pain of my flesh tearing.
Should I feel fortunate about this?
But the feeling of my insides being forcibly stretched open by Jerad's dick was utterly disgusting.
There was definitely no pain like with Mark, but conversely, it was a situation where it was happening forcibly, just like with Mark.
-Jjeo-eok............
"Keut, h-heueueuk?!"
Jerad increasingly put more force into his hips, shoving his dick into the opening.
Slowly.
From the outside of my vaginal opening to the inside.
Without any particular obstruction, it was forcibly opened.
And as I felt my hole gradually filling up, after a very short time-
-Tuung...............
"............Ha-euk?!"
Jerad had finally shoved his dick all the way in, and as his advancing dick stopped, my body trembled with a start.
'This position............'
".....I hate this position............"
What's commonly called doggy style.
Or rear-entry.
When Mark took my virginity, that was also missionary.
But this position, where I was barely supporting my body against the wall, with only my pelvis and butt exposed, and a man's dick shoved into my pussy, tore my pride and self-esteem to shreds, as if carved out with a knife.
Just this one position chipped away at my pride so much.
So I tried to turn my body somehow.
This position, where a woman's entire private parts, from her pussy to her asshole, were completely exposed to a man, was incredibly humiliating.
If Jerad only wanted sex, and I was going to get fucked again anyway, I thought he would at least change the position.
Or perhaps, I just wanted to believe that.
That meant Jerad wasn't going to allow me to change my position.
Whether it was because my twitching body, trying to change position, annoyed him, or if it was to watch my pride get further chipped away, I didn't know for sure.
-Ssuuk....., Peok!
".....A-heuk?! H-heueut?!"
My resistance was perfectly suppressed by Jerad merely thrusting his hips once.
My thick thighs jiggled, and my firm butt rippled.
I was acutely feeling that fact through the vibrations in my body, and the thought that Jerad was also watching it directly with his eyes made my face flush.
This wasn't what I wanted.
Being raped didn't matter.
Even being forcibly violated was ultimately my own fault for not trusting the Book of Oaths.
But I really hated the doggy style position.
A manga about a woman who was too proud to ever allow rear-entry, being forcibly violated in rear-entry by a rapist, and suffering the humiliation of defeat.
It felt like I had become the female protagonist of that manga.
Please,
'Please............'
Please change the position, I forcibly bent my already shattered pride and moved my arms, which were loose enough to barely move.
With just enough weak force for my fingertips to touch, I lightly poked Jerad's thigh.
But Jerad still didn't react at all.
So I furtively glanced to check Jerad's expression-
"Huuk, huuk."
Jerad's expression was somewhat contradictory.
It seemed as if he was enduring the urge to ejaculate, feeling the warmth of my inner flesh and the intense tightness from inside my pussy,
but conversely, he looked determined, as if he wouldn't hold back his ejaculation.
And it was a seriously determined face.
At that moment, I instinctively felt a woman's intuition.
Right now, Jerad, while enduring this urge to ejaculate,
would absolutely not hold back.
If you were to ask what that meant, it was probably............
"Ah, h-heut?! No, right.....? This position, I hate this position, Jerad. Ung.....?"
But Jerad still didn't even react,
-Jjeo-eok............
He began to very slowly pull out the dick that had entered my pussy, and just as I thought he would finally let me change position, my hope-
-Paaang!
"Keo-heueueueuk?!!"
was thoroughly crushed.
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Yuriana, who had finished her tea party with Morian at the cafe, fell into deep contemplation.
"Um, Yuriana.....?"
Yuriana must have had such a serious expression that even Morian noticed, and she called out to her as if she had made a slip of the tongue.
But Yuriana, who thought there was some truth to it, despite Morian's call, pretended to hear Morian's voice. No, she didn't even hear it.
She had only said it as a joke.
Yuriana, who quickly became serious even at such a joke, felt a little cute, but it was a bit troublesome if her joke was taken this seriously.
Morian waved her hand in front of Yuriana's face, forcibly snapping her out of her thoughts.
"Yuriana!"
"............Yes, yes?"
Then, only then did Yuriana snap back to reality with a start.
"It's troublesome if you take a joke so seriously............"
-Piiiii.......
The air Morian had puffed into her cheeks could no longer hold and escaped through her lips.
It wasn't that she was sulking, but it was Morian's timid yet cute rebellion, telling her not to take her joke so seriously.
".....Ah, yes. I will."
Only then did Yuriana realize.
The fact that Jerad's last remark had not been told to Morian.
If she told her this, Morian would clearly become serious as well.
If that happened, out of concern for her friend, her family head training would surely be disrupted.
Yuriana decided to hide this fact as much as possible.
"Shall we head back now?"
"............Yes."
If possible, as soon as possible, I should talk to Lunia directly.
And if Lunia really, because of her, had given her body to Jerad............
'No, it's not certain yet.'
Still, just in case. Although she really didn't want to believe it, if it was truly because she had pushed Lunia away.
She would be like someone who had committed an unforgivable sin against Lunia.
To prevent such a future, Yuriana headed to where Lunia might be.
She thought that by now, Lunia would probably be in her own room in the dormitory.
Because normally, Lunia would always have tea time with her at the cafe and then it would be time to go back to the dormitory.
Thus, Yuriana Ehiteun headed to the Women's Dormitory.