Unspeakable Secret
Unspeakable Secret
The days since I last reached climax through masturbation had stretched to a month and two weeks.
Honestly, I was experiencing a feeling of sexual frustration that I was sure I'd never understand in my entire life.
It was unfair that I had to go through such an absurd experience, but that didn't resolve the frustration.
"Haa."
If someone were to look at me objectively, they'd probably think I was just a horny pervert, but there was a reason for me being like this.
Although I masturbated once a week, if I couldn't reach climax, the lingering desire remained.
And for all five days of school, my body, aroused against my will by Jerad's lewd remarks every time we met in the morning, at lunch, and in the evening, tormented me.
As a result, I, who used to masturbate only once a week, ended up in the academy's restroom—
-Jjoreureureu·····
"Heueung, heueut·····."
Even just peeing, faint moans escaped my lips.
"Haa, I'm going crazy·····."
I really feel like I'm losing my mind.
I want to masturbate right now, but I can't stay in the restroom for an hour.
Besides, the next class starts in 20 minutes.
'Just, just a little bit·····'
Anyway, I wouldn't reach climax, so I'd just warm up my body a little.
This was something I'd learned through countless masturbation sessions.
Whether it was just me, or if a woman's body was like that, I wasn't sure yet.
Unlike a man's body, a woman's body, if the arousal threshold was slightly raised, could tolerate sexual desire enough to think normally.
Normally, I would never do something like this in a school or academy, but·····
'··········It's irresistible.'
This was actually about controlling it so it wouldn't harm my daily life.
It was truly unavoidable.
I slowly began to lower my hand between my thighs.
-Seueuk-seueuk
"Heut, heueut. Ah-heut."
I'd need time to prepare for class, so I'd just touch myself for about 5? 6? minutes and then leave.
I definitely intended to just lightly stimulate my clitoris with that thought in mind.
But was it because this was a women's restroom, or because it was a public place anyone could enter?
What was certain was that I got aroused faster than usual.
Of course, that didn't mean I could reach climax.
Nevertheless, the thrilling possibility that someone might come or hear me made me even more aroused than usual.
How long had I been rubbing?
As if to prove I was more aroused than usual, my pussy began to secrete arousal fluid.
Normally, it would take tens of minutes of caressing and foreplay to reach this stage, but it seemed the fact that I was in a public place had heated up my body.
-Chyap-chyap-chyap-chyap!
"Heueut, ha-eung! Heugeut!"
My now soaked pussy began to drip arousal fluid onto the toilet floor.
What if I could come if I kept rubbing like this?
That thought wasn't a one-time occurrence.
The thought, not just once, kept nagging at me, and eventually, despite knowing it wouldn't work, human greed made me forget the truth.
The masturbation, which I had intended to last only about 5 minutes, had already exceeded 10 minutes.
Once I felt my body heated up, I couldn't stop masturbating.
However, the unexpected turn of events began here.
-Dal-kak.
"Lady Molly, do you have someone you admire?"
"Y-yes? Th-that's a secret·····."
"Ah-ha! So you do have someone!"
A situation where other students had entered the restroom I was in.
Fortunately, I was inside a stall, so there was no way my appearance would be discovered, but—
"Heueup···!!"
Voices tend to echo in restrooms.
Even small sounds would be amplified, and it was obvious that my moans and the sounds of arousal fluid would be heard, so I hastily covered my mouth with my other hand.
"Hoho, so who is it~?"
"D-don't tease meee·····."
The conversation of two female students could be heard from just beyond the restroom stall.
'Haa·····.'
I had to stop here. It would be a disaster if I got caught.
If I were caught, rumors would surely spread among all the students.
"Someone masturbated in the 3rd-floor women's restroom!"
—that rumor would spread in an instant, and if students investigating its truth found out it was me·····.
'Heueueut❤️'
I definitely tried to stop masturbating.
If I got caught like this, I didn't know what the male students might do to me.
But why.
Why did it feel like I could come right now?
Just the fact that someone was outside the stall. No, it wasn't "just."
The fact that if I got caught, I would surely be raped by male students who would see me as easy, excited me.
"Heup, eup···, hi-eup?!"
Ultimately, I succumbed to my lust.
With my mouth tightly shut, I forced myself to suppress my moans and began to touch my clitoris.
Was it because someone was right in front of me?
My body, aroused by the incredibly thrilling situation, began to secrete even more arousal fluid than before.
-Chyap-chyap-chyap-chyap·····
Eventually, the sound of arousal fluid escaped.
"Huh? Lady Molly, do you hear something?"
"Y-yes!?"
'C-caught··········!!'
"There's definitely a sound coming from this direction·····"
-Jjil-kkeo-eok·····.
'Ah, no. Please stop·····!'
My hand wouldn't listen.
-Tto-gak, tto-gak.
Someone slowly began to walk towards this direction.
It was clear they could hear me.
I had to stop, I had to stop·····, if I kept going, I'd get caught·····.
Despite that, one side of my chest began to pound violently.
-Tok-tok.
"Is anyone in here?"
The woman said, knocking on the door of the stall I was in.
Still, there was a hint of concern in her voice, so I naturally tried to say that someone was in here and I was fine.
Until my hand, on its own, slipped into my pussy.
-Jjil-kkeo-eok!
"Heup·····!?"
"Ah, so someone is in here?"
There was someone right in front of me.
They were right in front of the stall, less than 2cm away.
But why.
Did I want to be caught, or did I not want to be caught?
Surely, I shouldn't feel good about this.
My pussy, which I had unknowingly plunged into, mistook my finger for a penis, gripping it tightly and refusing to let go.
However, my body was honest.
Though I didn't want to, my finger began to thrust into my pussy on its own.
No, perhaps I had wanted it.
Because in this situation, it felt like I could finally reach climax after a month.
No, no, no.
I have to stop. Stop it.
But, but·····, my hand won't listen.
Just because my body was honest didn't mean my heart was.
I definitely hated it. No, to be precise, I didn't want to be caught, did I?
-Jjil-kkeok-jjil-kkeok
Stop, please stop.
I-if I keep going like this, I'll get caught·····
-Tteu-eok!
If I keep going like this, I'm going to come·····!
Stop, stoppp! Hieek, I-I'm coming·····?!
-Pyu-syuu-ut!
"Ha-ak·····!❤️"
"H-hold on, what are you···?"
My breathing became serious.
My breath was ragged, as if I had run at full speed.
I tried my best to cover my mouth with my hand, but a single restroom stall couldn't block the sound.
Would rumors spread like this?
That the elegant and cold Lunia was actually a pervert who masturbated in the restroom?
"I'm so·····rry. I-I'm on my period····. Hieuk."
"Oh, oh, yes. I'm sorry for being noisy. Lady Molly, we should leave her alone."
Lady Molly and the unnamed Lady, as if out of consideration for me, hastily left the restroom.
"Haa, haa."
Had I been covering my mouth too tightly?
It seemed I had forgotten to breathe at some point.
Did that woman really fall for my excuse about being on my period?
It was an excuse I'd somehow come up with in that short time, but honestly, I didn't know since I'd never had a period.
I just, just hoped they'd fallen for it.
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-Deu-reu-reuk.
"Heum?"
"·····I apologize for being late."
It wasn't very late, but 5 minutes had passed since class started because I took a little time to clean up.
Of course, "cleaning up" just meant wiping off the arousal fluid on my thighs.
Because I had opened the classroom door, interrupting the class, I apologized and went to my seat.
Seeing that he didn't say anything, it seemed the Professor fortunately didn't particularly care.
So I hurried to my seat as quietly as possible and sat down.
Then, pretending to be moderately engrossed in class, I rested my chin on my arm.
-·····The flow of Mana is through the Runic Language—
Honestly, the lecture didn't even register in my ears.
As I quietly thought, my face grew hot.
I was still dazed.
I came after a month.
That is, I 'climaxed'. And in a public place with strangers.
"Hueueu·····."
I'm aware of it too.
How vulgar and lewd this act was.
Even if I succumbed to lust, I couldn't believe I did something like this myself.
It was definitely a secret only I knew, a secret I could never tell anyone, but I was too ashamed to even lift my head.
As I kept my head bowed, Lady Ehiton, who was sitting next to me, quietly spoke to me.
"Lunia? Are you okay?"
And with quite a serious expression at that.