Farewell
Farewell
The cave was cozier than I expected.
For now, I didn't want to do anything, and I had no motivation.
-Ding!
[You have gained experience! Life Points have been acquired...]
-Ding!
[You have been vaginally ejaculated into! Life Points have been acquired...]
I dismissed the alarms that kept ringing in my head.
Right now, I didn't even want to look at the Status Window.
Anyway, this chaotic state of mind was a problem I had to solve.
Rather than pretending to be okay like this, I decided it would be better to compose myself and sort things out alone.
Still, wanting to wear clothes like a civilized person, I rummaged through the cave to find my clothes that Mark had taken off.
"Ugh, that crazy bastard. He tore all my underwear."
Indeed, undressing an unconscious person isn't usually easy.
Wondering if there was anything I could wear instead of underwear, I went further into the cave.
And something caught my eye.
"A bo...x?"
Why would there suddenly be a box in a place like this?
And when I opened the box, it contained various items.
First, what I saw was fabric.
It was cotton itself, made by twisting threads, not yet sewn.
And beneath it was a money pouch.
"Eighty, eighty-two. Quite a bit."
There were eight 10-Silver heavy silver coins, and two Silver coins.
This Mark guy, it seemed he had been thieving.
Perhaps his claim about ambushing slave traders wasn't a lie after all....
Of course, his plan to use me as a sex slave for life was miserably shattered.
Anyway, at the very bottom of the box, there were a few pieces of clothing.
Relieved that I could finally wear something, I eagerly picked up the clothes.
But somehow, every single one of them had a short hemline.
The garment in my hand was a skirt.
A thick skirt made of stiff material, with layers of leather added and attached.
If I had to give it a name, perhaps 'Leather Skirt Armor'?
Just by looking at it, it was thick enough that a sharp blade didn't seem likely to pierce the leather.
However, there was one problem...,
I pulled the skirt up over my hips, but it was too short.
It was a length that exposed more than half of my thighs, something I would absolutely vehemently oppose.
At first glance, it felt like an H-skirt that career women might wear, but it seemed like more than half of it had been cut off for a 'boyfriend event' kind of length.
"At this length, wouldn't everything just show if I climbed stairs?"
Seriously, what kind of clothes are these?
Even if it's leather, if it's armor but not even long enough to protect body parts, what's the point?
If I go into the city like this, I'll get a reputation as an adventurer who sells her body. Fuck.
But I can't not wear anything, can I?
That Mark bastard tore all my underwear, and I couldn't find Mrs. Arisa's clothes that I had borrowed.
"Sigh. It's my fault for losing to that Mark guy."
Full of complaints, I buttoned up the skirt.
Then I took out and put on the matching leather top.
As if the short skirt length was natural, the top was even worse.
It was a leather armor worn like a jacket, and when I buttoned up all the front buttons, my upper chest was emphasized like crazy, like a corset.
It wasn't so tight that it made breathing difficult, though.
"Is this also because of a Mod...?"
There's no way armor that covers less of the body than everyday clothes would exist in the first place.
'Isn't it a common rule that the more exposed you are, the higher your defense?'
And yet, they probably made the male armor look cool, didn't they?
Feeling the absurdity of it all, I began to tidy up my surroundings.
##
"It's probably best to bury him, right...?"
It wouldn't matter if I just left him to rot, but since his breath was cut short by my hand, I should take responsibility until the end.
I immediately dragged Mark's corpse out of the cave.
Then I simply dug a small pit.
After placing Mark's corpse inside, I covered it with dirt.
I feel sorry for having ended a life.
Especially since it wasn't a wild animal, but another human.
"Still, it was a necessary killing, Mark. I really need to see the ending of this world."
I said, looking at the mound of dirt that bulged like a grave, covering his body.
I bowed my head, offered a short moment of silence, and prayed for his death.
But at the same time, I felt a foreign sensation down below.
"Hngh...?"
I immediately pulled my leather skirt up over my hips and squatted down.
It was completely a peeing posture, but from my vaginal opening, not my urethra, a white liquid flowed out instead of urine.
-Trickle.
"Hngh, fuck... this feeling is shitty."
The flowing semen wasn't something I could hold back like urine.
Moreover, the sensation of the sticky liquid flowing down inside my vagina was vividly felt.
So, the feeling of it flowing out without warning couldn't have been more shitty.
They say this is similar to how women feel when menstrual blood leaks,
Is that why women use sanitary pads?
Besides, I wasn't even wearing minimal underwear, so rather than getting it all over my skirt or legs, it was more comfortable to just let it out right there, even if it was a bit shameful.
-Trickle.
"Hngh. You really ejaculated a disgusting amount, you bastard."
I was just praying for his death, but the flowing semen ruined the whole mood.
Well, it's his own semen flowing out at his own grave site, so,
this isn't desecration of the deceased, but rather him getting what he deserved.
"If you think it's shitty, then come back to life and rape me again."
It didn't seem like all the semen had come out yet, but no more was flowing.
"......But don't actually come back to life, you son of a bitch."
I buried his body, and I prayed for his death, so this should be enough.
I turned away without regret.
##
-Sliiiice!
"Ugh...!"
Back in the cave, I took out the deer carcass from my Inventory and was separating the hide.
My original plan was to catch at least two deer and repay Mrs. Arisa's kindness, but.
After finding the fabric, I no longer needed the deer.
Still, the more the better, so I planned to give her all the fabric and leather.
Of course, I'd have to take the deer meat since I had no food right now.
Anyway, using Creation Magic, I finished cleaning all the deer's internal organs. I also drained all the blood.
-Sliiiice, thud.
"Phew, it's done."
Deer meat's freshness is important, so I immediately stuffed it into my Inventory.
And once I put the knife in too, my Inventory space was completely full.
"I need to carry it..."
The only problem was, I suppose, that I didn't have enough hands.
It would be difficult to carry a Magic Staff in one hand and the fabric and leather in the other.
"Hmm..., hmmm..."
There was just one good way, though.
It was already late at night anyway, and I had no intention of meeting people like this, so wouldn't it be fine?
In this state, I'll just quietly leave these things in front of Mrs. Arisa's house and go.
I secured the Staff at my waist.
How did I secure it without a belt, you ask?
After tucking it well into the side of my skirt, and then sticking my butt out... I don't know. Anyway, how I secured it is a secret.
Even if the core me was male, my body was female anyway, so I just used the parts I could use.
Actually, I did consider tucking it into my chest, but it wasn't a small staff like the wands in Harry P*tter, so I couldn't stick it in my chest.
These were Mark's stolen goods, but... I couldn't just leave them, so I took them.
Leather, fabric, leather armor (?), and finally, money.
What remained in the cave was an empty box, and the sticky traces of our encounter.
"Got everything? Let's go~"
I walked with confidence.
##
How late into the night was it?
It felt like 4 AM? 5 AM? Around that time, but I didn't know for sure.
One thing was certain, though: all the villagers were already asleep.
Honestly, I didn't want to encounter anyone wearing clothes that exposed as much as underwear.
Fearing someone might come out if they heard my footsteps, I tiptoed to Mrs. Arisa's doorstep.
And so they wouldn't miss it, I placed it so it would slightly catch the door if opened.
'This should do it.'
Done.
I couldn't say I'd repaid all my debt, but I felt I had repaid everything I could.
However, if I had known it would cost me my virginity, I would have rather stayed for another month, earning money through tanning or gathering fruit, to repay it.
Anyway, isn't it best to just consider it good?
Fearing I might be discovered by someone's presence, I hastily left the village.
After walking for a while, I turned back towards the village.
I wondered if I would ever have the chance to come back here.
Still, if I get the chance, I definitely have to come back.
It was a place with many memories, and a place with grateful people.
Looking at the village from afar, my heart felt a little choked up at the thought of having to leave.
Nevertheless, I had to keep moving.
Nevertheless, I had to grow stronger and see the ending.
The desire to settle down somewhere, to stay put somewhere, I'll leave it here for now.
I resolutely turned my head.
And then I opened the Status Window, which I had put off until the very end.
Facing reality was a bit painful and difficult, but I had no intention of rationalizing it here.
[You have gained experience! Life Points have been acquired.]
[You have been vaginally ejaculated into! Life Points have been acquired.]
It hurts.
The Status Window reminded me once again of the fact that I had killed someone by my own will, and that I had been forcibly raped.
Still, I'll have to get used to it.
Given the nature of the game, I might encounter more situations where I have to kill in the future.
I continued walking, pondering where to invest my Life Points.