Déjà Vu
Deborah let out a choked sob. “Aaaah! You’re so mean! Luan, you’re so mean! It hurts, I told you it hurts!”
Tears streamed down her face from the pain radiating through her inner walls. It felt like someone was stabbing her insides with a knife, over and over. On top of that was this strange, alien sensation. Having something that wasn’t hers inside her body was incredibly unpleasant. Since she had never even touched herself before, the current situation felt all the more foreign and overwhelming.
“Haa…”
At that moment, Luan, who had been still for a while, let out a long sigh and slowly pulled his cock out. Along with the pain of her walls being scraped, the foreign feeling gradually faded away. But something was odd. What came after that alien sensation wasn’t peace—it was emptiness. The feeling of having lost something precious struck her deeply.
Her pussy kept contracting and relaxing as if searching for the lover who had left, leaking fluids nonstop. Of course, it was nothing more than an instinctive bodily reaction meant to reduce the pain, but to Deborah it created the illusion that she actually wanted his cock.
No. No!
Even as she kept denying it in her mind and scolding herself, the seed of doubt that had taken root refused to disappear.
In the meantime, his cock slid back inside her.
Schlup!
Since he had already stretched her out and her juices had begun to flow, Deborah’s pussy accepted him far more easily this time. The pain was much duller now, and the burning heat that pushed deep inside filled the emptiness within her. For a brief moment, Deborah felt at peace.
“Mmmph!”
The revulsion she felt toward sex and the disgust at her own body’s reaction left her utterly confused.
I hate this… I hate all of this!
She had wanted her first time to be somewhere intimate with the person she loved. How had it come to this? Deborah tried to ignore the heat slowly spreading from her womb and looked down at where they were joined.
Just then, his cock pulled out, revealing the shaft glistening with her virgin blood. It was longer than the span of her hand and so thick she wouldn’t have been able to wrap her fingers around it with one hand. The veins bulging all over it looked downright vicious. She could hardly believe something like that had been inside her.
As if to put an end to her doubts, his cock thrust all the way back to the entrance of her cervix.
Thud!
The glans pressed firmly against her womb, sending a sensation through her that defied description. Deborah bit down hard on her lip. Trying her best to ignore the situation, she lifted her head and stared at the ceiling beyond the darkness.
Strangely enough, the ceiling felt familiar.
This feeling again.
Was this what they called déjà vu? Even though it was her first time seeing it, she had the distinct impression she had seen it somewhere before. She tried not to show any reaction to the cock sliding back and forth along her inner walls and dredged up a hazy memory. And then she realized.
Ah. So this is it.
The memory of the future she had seen two months ago was referring to this very moment. The image of being pinned down and violated by Luan in a place engulfed entirely in darkness. Every sensation and emotion she felt now matched exactly what she had seen then.
At that moment, Luan asked her a question.
“By the way, you really do hate rape, right?”
“Huh? W-what do you mean…?”
“You said before that you liked being raped. You really hate it?”
“…Yes! I hate rape! I hate it!”
“Good. That’s a relief.”
Even this conversation was the same as in the future. There might be slight differences in the details, but on the whole, nothing had changed. In the end, just as she had feared, she had been unable to escape her future. Once she realized it had been her destiny from the start, even the stabbing pain in her belly and the faint pleasure stopped bothering her.
She gently closed her eyes.
I really hate this Yeojian.
What was the point of being able to see the future if she couldn’t change it? She could only watch helplessly as a bystander. If she couldn’t even control her own future, there was no way she could influence anyone else’s. A sense of powerlessness stronger than she had ever felt before weighed down on her entire body.
Remaining Duration: Significant
Squelch! Squelch!
I thrust into her soaking wet pussy while carefully checking her Rape Level.
Rape Level: 64
It wasn’t particularly high, but it wasn’t low either. It had gone up to 70 at first, then gradually dropped before settling at 64. I wasn’t sure exactly what that meant. Still, seeing Deborah quietly enduring it with her eyes closed, it seemed her resistance wasn’t as strong as I’d expected. That only made me more nervous.
What is she thinking about?
It would be better if she cursed at me or showed some kind of reaction, but aside from the occasional flinch when I hit a sensitive spot, Deborah remained completely silent. A small wave of anxiety washed over me. After thinking for a moment, I slyly began stimulating her erogenous zones.
I gently rubbed her prominently swollen clit, which peeked out between her widely spread labia.
“Hng…!”
Deborah reacted instantly. She let out a moan and reflexively opened her eyes, but the moment our gazes met she squeezed them shut again.
Good. She hasn’t completely given up yet.
There had still been life in her eyes for that brief moment. Relieved, I leaned my upper body forward to increase our contact and began grinding my hips in slow circles, rubbing her cervix with my glans. Naturally, my lower abdomen pressed against hers, and my coarse pubic hair stimulated her clit at the same time.
The simultaneous pleasure attacking both her cervix and clit finally forced her to speak.
“Hngh!? W-wait! Stop!”
“Why? Does it feel good?”
“N-no! It doesn’t! That’s why I’m telling you to stop… ahn…!”
“You don’t like it?”
For a girl who couldn’t be honest, punishment was the answer. I traced a figure-eight with my hips, rubbing her cervix and clit even more persistently.
Deborah, who had been letting out lewd moans nonstop, finally surrendered.
“You’re right, Luan! It feels good! It feels so good! So please stop!”
“Haa… if it feels good, isn’t that a good thing? Why are you telling me to stop?”
“It’s a problem because it feels good! Isn’t it weird to enjoy being forcibly violated by a man I don’t even love? I hate myself for being like this!”
Deborah was far too kind. Even while being raped, the first thing she resented wasn’t me, but her own body for reacting to the pleasure. I let out a small chuckle.
“What’s the problem with that?”
“Are you seriously asking? That sounds like you’re saying I’d enjoy being raped by any man! I hate that. I’m not that kind of woman!”
It wasn’t easy to admit that you were an irredeemable pervert. Especially since she had claimed she had never even masturbated before. That must have been even more shocking for her. I kept slowly rotating my hips to maintain my erection and whispered,
“So, you don’t want to have sex with just any man?”
“O-of course not! I never want to do something like this again.”
“Then isn’t that fine? Feeling pleasure is a natural reaction of the body. As long as your mind doesn’t submit, there’s no problem.”
“…Really?”
“Well, of course…”
I was about to say it was obvious. If my eyes hadn’t accidentally glanced at her Rape Level.
Rape Level: 55
Fuck. I’m screwed.
I had forgotten my own situation. Comforting her like some decent guy? Thanks to that, I had nearly failed to meet the Rape Level requirement. When I froze without saying anything, Deborah shook the arms I was holding down.
“Luan? Answer me.”
“Huh? What?”
“Is it really not weird? The way my body feels… is that okay?”
Her desperate gaze struck me right in the face. I couldn’t bring myself to spit out some obvious lie in front of those eyes. After thinking for a moment, I answered by moving my hips instead.
Squelch! Squelch!
“Hng!? Haah! L-Luan? Why all of a sudden…?”
“I’ll cum once first and then answer you. So just stay quiet for now.”
Comfort could come later. With that decision made, I began pounding her pussy at full speed.
Pah! Pah!
My pelvis slapped against her smooth lower belly, producing wet, lewd sounds.
“Kyaa! You’re going too fast! Please be gentler! Hngh! Was it all a lie? Is that why you won’t answer me?”
“I said I’d tell you later! Just be quiet!”
“Hic… You’re so mean! I trusted you. I really trusted you this time!”
When I raised my voice, she seemed to realize I was blatantly avoiding the question and began to sob. Seeing her like that sent a stinging pain through my chest, but I didn’t show it. Instead, I focused on building up my climax as much as possible.
Soon, a tingling sensation rose from my prostate, signaling I was ready. I pressed myself tightly against Deborah.
“You’re not weird.”
“Hic… What?”
“So you don’t need to worry.”
Deborah’s eyes widened. I watched her slowly dropping Rape Level as I came deep inside her womb.
Rape Level: 64 → 63
Spurt! Spurt!
Thanks to my increased Stamina stat, my virility had also risen. The amount of semen I released was enough to completely fill her womb. Deborah’s lower belly slowly began to swell.
“Haa… It’s so hot…”
When I released her arms, she slowly stroked her own belly. Then she looked at me and asked,
“Did you really mean what you said just now? That I’m not weird?”
“Yeah. It’s all completely natural.”
“…Then why didn’t you answer me earlier? I was so sad.”
Remembering that moment must have triggered her again, because another tear rolled down from eyes that still hadn’t dried. I wiped it away.
“I told you. There were circumstances.”
“What circumstances?”
“I can’t tell you. It’s a secret.”
“Tsk! You’re so stingy.”
Deborah pouted. Strangely, it felt like our relationship had grown closer after the rape. “You seem surprisingly fine. I honestly thought you’d be really traumatized.”
“I am traumatized! It’s just… there are circumstances.”
“Circumstances? What kind?”
“I’m not telling you! You wouldn’t tell me yours either. Anyway, move! We’re done now, right?”
“O-oh. Right.”
At her firm demand, I awkwardly pulled out. As soon as my cock left her, a huge amount of semen poured out of her stretched pussy. There was so much that it showed no sign of stopping.
“Ugh… Why is there so much? Do all men cum this much?”
“I don’t know. I’ve never been interested in how much other guys cum.”
“More importantly, help me clean up. I don’t have any strength left.”
“Got it. Just a second.”
I immediately took out a Magic Cleaner from my subspace pouch. With this, there was no need to wipe or scrub manually.
“That’s…”
“You know what it is, right? It’s a Magic Cleaner. Use it.”
“Thank you.”
Thank you? I should be the one thanking you. Deborah turned her body modestly and brought the Magic Cleaner to her pussy before activating it. A magical mist rose immediately, erasing not only the fluids on her body but even the semen deep inside her womb.
A short while later, Deborah neatly fixed her uniform and stood up.
“All done. So what now?”
“First, let’s check that.”
I pointed toward the altar. On top of it sat a ring that shimmered softly, as if it had absorbed moonlight. Even at a glance, it was clearly no ordinary item.
“Is this… an artifact?”
“Looks like it. Try putting it on.”
“Me?”
“Yeah. Consider it thanks.”
“Thanks for what?”
“Just because. Why, you don’t want it? Then I’ll take it.”
“N-no! I want it!”
When I pretended to take it, Deborah shook her head vigorously and quickly snatched the ring, slipping it onto her middle finger. She spread her hand out and smiled with satisfaction as she looked at it.
“It’s so pretty! But are you really okay with giving it to me?”
“It’s fine. I don’t even know what it does anyway.”
Of course, that was a lie. The ring Deborah was now wearing was called the Embrace of Moonlight. It could store moonlight and then release it. If the area was widened, it created a blinding flash. If narrowed, it became a laser attack. I casually asked her,
“Still, you’ll be able to figure it out once you get to the Magic Tower, right?”
“Yes! I can just show it to my master. Thank you so much!”
Her smiling face was beautiful. After giving her a proper reward for the pleasant sex, I headed toward the hidden path behind the pillar on the other side of the altar.
“This seems to be the exit. Let’s go.”
“Okay!”
We slowly made our way inside. Before long, we saw light pouring in from beyond the long passageway.
“It’s outside!”
“Be careful. It might not be. Stay behind me.”
We moved even more cautiously. But contrary to our worries, what greeted us at the end of the light was a half-collapsed wall covered in vines. The scenery visible through the gaps told us it was connected to the outside.
I carefully pushed against the wall.
Rumble!
My enhanced strength completely demolished the wall with minimal effort. I stepped out slowly, enjoying the lush greenery that soothed my eyes. Fortunately, there didn’t seem to be any monsters nearby. It was peaceful.
Deborah, who followed me out, let out a cheer.
“We finally escaped! Luan, what are we going to do now?”
“Hmm. Normally I’d want to go straight to the professors and explain the situation…”
“Then let’s hurry!”
“……”
Even with Deborah’s suggestion, I hesitated. In my heart, I wanted to leave this forest immediately, but I was worried about Abel and Scadia’s group. If they had encountered the Chimaera Tiger like in the game, it would be a disaster. If I ran away now and they died, I wouldn’t be able to see the ending.
I clenched my fist tightly.
Squeeze!
An unprecedented power, incomparable to anything I had felt before, writhed in my grip.
The effect of the Rape Declaration is still active.
It wasn’t overflowing with time, but taking down a Chimaera Tiger wouldn’t be difficult. The moment I opened my mouth to declare my decision—
“Kyaaaaaaaah!”
A familiar scream echoed across the mountain ridge, ringing out in every direction.