The First Steps of Training?
My first love was nothing special.
"Are you going out with me?"
In middle school, second year, a girl from my class confessed to me and we started dating.
For three months I was her boyfriend and we kept the romance going.
During our relationship we went on dates, ate snacks together, and lived in sweet harmony.
But the sweet moments shattered in an instant.
"I'm sorry, I don't want to date you anymore."
"Why suddenly break up? If there's a reason, don't hide it."
"...Hah... you're so annoying. I just don't like you, so let's break up. Okay?"
On the day I was about to suggest a PC bang date, my first girlfriend left me like that.
Later I learned the real reason was insane.
My girlfriend had been having an affair with a third-year senior for a month and promised to accept me as her boyfriend if I broke up with her.
So she dumped me without hesitation.
The senior was tall and bulky, not the kind of guy middle schoolers usually were.
He said he was preparing to become an athlete or something.
Clearly not someone I could compete with, so I decided to cleanly move on.
"Ugh... damn it... you bitch... I'm never dating again."
I wiped my tears in the dead of night when no one was around, but I eventually managed to put my heart away cleanly.
And so my first love ended in what people call NTR.
"Let's get strong. We'll get much stronger."
I started brutally training.
That's how I became a gym rat.
'This isn't enough... no, I have to get even stronger.'
Four years passed and my body became a monster.
In high school I was called Lucky Dongseok, so you can guess how strong I was.
Now I was strong enough to match anyone, but I still wasn't satisfied.
I still thought I wasn't completely strong.
"Whoa, seriously hot body. So big~"
There were girls who approached me, but that was all.
Most just saw me as the walking Hulk and looked at me in amazement; no one showed more interest.
Guys like that would get tired of me soon enough and leave, and I didn't care for them anyway.
Of course that didn't mean I hated dating.
It just meant I wasn't going to date anyone until someone came along who could hold my heart tightly enough that I'd never leave again.
"Even the nerd in class who only writes fanfiction has a girlfriend, what am I then..."
When I saw my friends dating I felt envious, but only that.
They all had their own charms and the ability to win a girl's heart.
When I started feeling envious watching a skinny writing friend with his girlfriend, my luck arrived.
The girl in the writing friend's friend group started showing interest in me.
Not the look of a girl eyeing the Hulk, but eyes full of pure curiosity about me.
"Hi~ I'm Jihye. You're Taehyun, right~?"
"Yeah, that's me."
"Last time Jisu mentioned it~ that there's this guy in Haru's group who trains super hard, and that was you, right~?"
"Yeah. But because I train too much, everyone kind of avoids me."
"Is that so~? I think it's cool."
"Really...?"
"Yeah~ I bet you worked insanely hard to make this body~ I think it's really cool."
At the moment I met Jihye and talked by chance, I felt instinctively that she was different.
Unlike the girls who only rambled about my muscles, she spoke in a gentle, relaxed voice about me as a person.
She looked at the effort and sweat that created those muscles, not just the muscles themselves.
With her I realized I was ready.
"I want to learn that training habit too~."
"...Want me to teach you?"
"Really? Then I'm so grateful~!"
The moment I saw her innocent smile only when she laughed at how mature she looked, I fell for both her looks and her heart.
I realized the first romance I had was just playing at love, not real love.
Unlike the dirty bitch who left me, Jihye in front of me wouldn't easily leave.
"Let's stay friends, Taehyun~."
"Ah, yeah. Nice to meet you, Jihye."
The moment we said each other's names and decided to be friends, my true love finally began.
At first it was just between friends.
At that time I still didn't have full confidence, so the relationship was vague, more like a mysterious something than dating.
After the winter break when we went on a graduation trip with friends, we got closer.
From then on the way she called me changed to 'our Hyun' and we became close enough to call it a something.
We continued that subtle line between something and dating, and when I was in college and the first summer vacation arrived at its end.
"Jihye, I want to take our relationship more seriously."
"Eeung~? What does our Hyun saying that mean~?"
"So... I want to date you. Please let me call you my girlfriend."
"Huhu, how long I've waited for that word now~."
"Eh, yes...?"
"Let's date, Hyun. I want to proudly call you my boyfriend."
Jihye, with a mind as wide as the Pacific, accepted my ridiculous confession without hesitation.
And I became her boyfriend.
Moments with Jihye were unbearably sweet.
We worked out together, went on dates, watched sports.
Whenever I did something I liked, she said she'd try it with me.
Even when she couldn't eat delicious food because of diet control and I just watched her eat, she smiled brightly and said she was happy just to be with me.
Living with a kind girlfriend who always cared about me and put my needs first, dark thoughts began to creep into my heart.
'I want to own her as my woman alone.'
'I want to control her heart so no one else can take her.'
'I want to be the only man in her life.'
At first I dismissed it as nonsense.
Even now Jihye thought about and cared for me enough; wanting more was over the top and trashy behavior.
But the feeling grew stronger with time and gradually her every action started looking like temptation to me.
'She wants to be owned by me right now.'
'She wants to be my woman, so why isn't she putting a spoon on the already full table.'
These weird thoughts filled my mind slowly, but I forced myself to ignore them.
I knew.
That wanting to own someone was different from loving them.
Among the kinds of love, there are people who want to own others extremely, but such things are rare in reality.
Actually I was scared.
If my dark side showed itself, would Jihye get scared and run away?
Or would she accept it at first but slowly distance herself when she couldn't accept my darkness?
So I was careful and careful.
I hid my darkness from her.
Made her see only me as a pure, bright gym rat.
Did I really hold back for half a year and continue dating?
Jihye and I went on a winter trip with the original couple Haru and Jisu who had brought us together.
That's where it all blew up.
"I want to honestly know what kind of desire our Hyun is holding~."
"Hyung... are you really okay with this?"
"Yeah! Say whatever you want! I'll listen to anything~."
After the trip, while talking with Jihye at the accommodation, we shared the desires hidden in our hearts.
Whether I could no longer hold back or simply gave in to Jihye's temptation to reveal them, I showed her my possessiveness without reservation.
After a hot night with Jihye, I learned.
There were more people who wanted to own others than I thought.
Jihye was one of them.
She had the desire to be owned by me deep in her heart.
"...Hyung. What if we go back to Korea..."
"Yeah~?"
"Could we live there revealing our desires to each other as they are?"
Perhaps it was a foolish question, but she nodded with a smile.
At that moment I finally realized.
Since I had heard her desire, I could no longer escape Jihye.
Just like Jihye who could never escape me once she tasted my desire.
Since we agreed to accept and respect each other's desires, I thought nothing was wrong.
But...
"Hyun, train me."
"...Are you proposing a concept play?"
"No, seriously, train me thoroughly and make me a bitch who only looks at our Hyun...!"
"Wha...?"
I never imagined it would be this dark of a desire.
This document certifies the formal beginning of the training process for Jihye under the direct guidance of Taehyun. The training will focus on complete psychological and physical conditioning to foster absolute submission to Taehyun's will. All parties acknowledge full consent and the willingness to pursue this consensual BDSM dynamic.