You Really Want It Inside, Don't You?
She really wants it. Victim and cog in the machine at the same time. Used while using others, discarded while participating. The neat alignment where she stood firmly on one side had collapsed.
"……Lies."
Her voice cracked. Moisture welled up in Jinhee's eyes. Her hand slowly rose to cover her face. A thin breath leaked through her fingers. It was a sob. Silent, with only her shoulders trembling faintly.
I said nothing. She'd sworn revenge on those who killed Sujin. Believed her sister was a pure victim, and she herself stood on the side of justice. That belief was shattering in this room.
The hand covering her face trembled, paused, repeated. The swallowed sobs caught in her throat, turning into ragged breaths. Only after a long while did a broken voice slip through her fingers.
"What am I supposed to do now?"
"What are you even agonizing over?"
I said curtly. Jinhee, sniffling, lowered her hand and glared at me. Rage burned in her bloodshot eyes.
"What do you know?"
"Haa……"
A sigh escaped me.
"You're such an idiot."
Her eyes widened at my words. She shot up from her seat. Her fist slammed into my chest.
"You wouldn't get it! You all have money and live like you're better than everyone!"
Her voice rose, tearing at the edges. A single tear trailed down from the corner of her eye.
"Cut the bullshit."
I sliced through coldly. Her mouth stopped.
"People like that live the same whether they're rich or poor. Sure, environment plays a role. But choices are your own."
The strength drained from her fist. I met her eyes squarely.
"Your sister turned out like that—what about you, Teacher? How'd you live?"
Her lips parted, then closed. No sound came out.
"You had it even harder, but you lived right."
Same environment, same loss. One who held a funeral at fifteen, one who smiled in front of a portrait at six. One made it here; the other stopped there. Blaming the difference on circumstances would be an insult to Jinhee.
"So what are you telling me to do?"
Her voice was cracked, trapped between sobs and fury, unable to lean on anything.
"Just let it go?"
I smirked.
"What else? We get revenge."
"……Revenge?"
"We're not out here playing justice warrior. Your sister died. So we avenge her."
No logic. Just emotional release. Packaging it as justice is just a shell—better to strip it bare.
Jinhee's eyes shook. I could see the framework she'd built inside herself over three years crumbling. What she believed was justice. Herself on the righteous side. The moment it peeled away to reveal "revenge," nothing remained beneath her feet.
"Th-that……like……"
"Wasn't it you who leaked Yejin's info to them, saying you'd uncover the truth?"
Her breath hitched.
"How else would those dogs know a scholarship kid's family background?"
Color drained from her face. Her lips went pale white, eyes wide.
She'd said she was protecting her. As homeroom teacher for the gosi class, as that girl's instructor. But in reality, she'd tossed feed to the perpetrators.
I stepped closer.
"You've already crossed the line."
Her knees buckled. Somewhere between stumbling back and collapsing, her body shook, then her ass hit the edge of the bed behind her, and she slumped down. I looked down at her from where I stood. Her head hung low. Tears fell onto her suit blouse above her knees. One drop, two. Silent.
"I'll help you."
Her head lifted. Wet eyes looked up at me.
"Why……why?"
"Who knows. Seems fun."
A deflating sound escaped her lips.
"Ha……ha……"
Laughter. Hollow, bursting out amid tears streaming down her chin.
"You're trash. Real trash."
She muttered, head dropping. Her voice was raw.
"And me too……"
Her hand rose. It clutched my collar. Weak at first, then fingers tightened slowly.
"Yeah. I'm trash too."
Pulled by her grip, my torso leaned in. Her forehead bumped my chest. The tremor transmitting through her blouse didn't fade. The hand on my collar slid up to wrap around my neck. Her face lifted. Wet eyes, swollen red around the edges, parched lips. Jinhee's lips met mine. They trembled. Clumsy and rough. Teeth clacked, noses pressed. A gulping sound leaked through our noses; her fingers whitened gripping my collar. Salty taste seeped between our lips. Tears trailing down her cheek pooled at our joined mouths.
My hand went to her blouse buttons. Undid the first one below her neck; her breath hitched short. With each button undone, skin below her collarbone flushed red. The kiss didn't break. Her tongue pushed into my mouth. Desperate, like she didn't want to think anymore—sucking wildly, nipping my lower lip with teeth. Urgency coated her tongue's flicking path. The blouse slipped off her shoulders. I unhooked her bra and let it fall, baring her breasts. My clothes came off too. Her trembling fingers fumbled my shirt buttons, skipping a couple. I handled the rest.
I grabbed her exposed breasts with both hands. Flesh swelled between my fingers.
"Bad teacher, seducing your student."
"Yeah. I……"
Words failed her. Her head turned aside. The deal was done. No demands for revenge, no body offered as bargain. Right now, Jinhee had thrown herself into my arms.
The sister who made her want to live was dead; the revenge she'd clung to afterward crumbled too. All that remained was me. If she let go even of this body-only thing with me, she'd have nothing. That's what she thought.
Her lips traced my jaw. Down my throat to press on my collarbone. Her clinging arms tightened.
"I've even got a girlfriend."
Her lips paused. Sadness flickered in her upturned eyes. I hadn't chosen her, yet here she hung on.
"And you're the type who fucks other women anyway."
Sullen, refusing defeat. Unlike her wet eyes, her chin was lifted. My hands slid down to cup her ass. Round flesh pressed into my palms over her skirt. Slowly stroking up hiked the skirt over her waist.
"I'm greedy like that."
"……You psycho."
She cursed but didn't push my hands away. Her thighs parted slightly. Fingers trailed inward over stockings, feeling skin heat up. I tore the stockings. Her panties clung wet to her flesh. Pushed the fabric aside, brought my index finger to the slit. Schlup. It sank in, inner walls gripping slickly.
"Hngh……"
Her head arched back. Inner walls clenched each knuckle, sucking it in. Crooked my finger to scrape the upper wall; her thighs clamped. Pooled juices flowed down my finger, soaking my palm, trickling down her inner thigh to the sheets.
I leaned to her chest, took a nipple in my mouth. Tongued a circle, then nipped lightly with teeth while sucking.
"Haht……! Hngh……"
Her hips lifted off the sheets. Back arched like a bow, pressing her breast to my mouth. Inner walls pulsed in time with my moving finger, clench-release.
Pulled my finger out, positioned between her legs. Freed my cock, pressed to the spread slit. Rubbed the glans slowly along the parted flesh. Leaking juices slicked it, creating slippery friction.
"Haa……hurry……"
Urging voice. Hips rose to meet my cock, but I shifted angle, denying entry. Glans lightly pressed her clit, then back to the entrance, repeating.
"Eungh……! Hngh……!"
Her thighs quivered through a light climax. Juices gushed again.
"This is punishment. For the naughty teacher."
"Haht……sorry……st-stop……just put it in."
Begging with wet eyes looking up. Spread slit clung to my glans. Smack, smack. Entrance kissed the glans, sucking reluctant to let go. Inside parted on its own, pulling.
Slowly split her. Schlup.
"Haaah……!"
The instant the glans pushed in, her arms wrapped my back. Insertion alone had her walls clamping madly, biting my cock tight. Her body convulsed hard. Climax from penetration alone. Inside rippled, squeezing my cock like milking.
"Punish……punish me. Scold me……"
Sobbed out. Tears trailed temples to sheets. I gripped her breasts hard. Flesh bulged between fingers.
"Haaah……! Hngh……!"
Groan mixed pain and pleasure. Released, embraced softly. Wrapped her back, pressed deep inside with my cock. Chup. Chup. Slow rhythm pounding the end; her body shivered each time. Juices welled out. Soaked my cock, trickled between thighs to spread on sheets.
Tongued the tear-streaked cheek. Salt spread on my tongue. Lips to her ear, whispered.
"Doesn't seem like punishment. You look like you're enjoying it. Pervert."
"N-no……hngh……"
She shook her head. Yet inside clenched tighter.
"Ah……I……I'm……"
Words failed; her lips traced my jaw. Tongue slipped out. Trembling tip groped for my mouth. I extended mine; hers coiled around. Gulped saliva flowing in, sucked her lips. Chup, chup, chup. Kissing, upped hip tempo. Short, deep thrusts stabbing inner walls with glans.
"Eungh……! Haht……! Hngh……!"
Her moans echoed in my mouth. Hot breath leaked between joined lips. Chup chup chup. Grabbed her legs, spread wide; angle shifted. Each hit to cervix bulged her lower belly.
"Haaaht……! Haaang……!"
Moans unending. Tongue lolled out, eyes unfocused. Fingers on my shoulders slipped, clutched, slipped. Chup chup chup. Relentless pounding. Each upward stab to the end launched her hips off the sheets. Slender lower belly visibly bulging to the rhythm.
"Hngh……! Haa……ah……!"
Mindless cries. Even clinging strength faded; arms limp, fingers barely hooked on my back, panting.
Climax built from below. Hips lost rhythm. Plung. Deep thrust held firm, then pulled out fully. Pop, plop. Walls clung to the shaft even withdrawing. Fully out, her ass bounced up.
"Haaah……!"
Juices sprayed from the gape. Soaked thighs and sheets.
Shook my cock over her belly. Splurt, spuuurt. Semen erupted. White streaks across her hiked skirt and teeth. Trickled slowly over her heaving body to the sheets.
"Haa……"
Exhaled, sat on bed's edge. Jinhee panted eyes closed. Flushed cheeks, disheveled hair, heaving breaths over her chest. Reached, slowly brushed her hair back. Sweat-matted strands clung to forehead. Each stroke evened her breaths.
She opened her eyes. Blurry gaze drifted from ceiling to me, then down. My cock, semen splattered on her belly. I grinned.
"I don't creampie carelessly."
Her eyes blinked once. Lingered on belly semen, then quietly slid aside.
"A guy with a girlfriend fucking another woman……"
Whispered grumble. Sarcastic tone. But eyes wouldn't meet. Pretending to stare at ceiling, lips twitching faintly.
"What? You want a creampie?"
"No."
Too quick. Snapped head away, ears red. I kept stroking her hair, laughing.
"If you want it, you gotta ask permission."
"……Fr-from……who?"
Voice tiny. Mouth that asked what it shouldn't.
"You really want it inside, don't you."
Her mouth opened, closed.
"……Shut up!"
Pillow flew. Weak arm toss; bounced lightly off my chest to my lap.
