The Moment a Psychological Virgin is Shattered
The goblins had been routed, and the ringleader was successfully taken into custody.
After handing the hypnotist over to the guards who arrived following our report, peace had finally returned to the village. And on such a joyous day, it was only natural for everyone in the village to gather and raise a toast.
“To the hero who saved Luden Village!”
“Cheers!”
The feast, featuring whole-roasted pigs and cows, was a spread that truly lived up to the name. The toast, accompanied by the clinking of glasses, was aimed at none other than me—the one who had brought this incident to a close.
“Um, by ‘hero,’ do you mean me?”
“Well, who else would it be but you?”
“To think you not only wiped out all those goblins single-handedly but even caught the mastermind! Forgive me for looking down on you just because you were E-rank!”
“Oh, no, I didn’t even know I was capable of doing this much myself.”
“Haha, I knew it from the start! Why, back when we were moving cargo in the village, while others were struggling with one or two boxes, didn’t you carry over ten at once!?”
“That’s a feat worthy of the word ‘hero’ if I’ve ever seen one. A talent like that came to our village—if this isn’t a cause for celebration, what is!?”
“Come now, drink up! Today’s festival is for you!”
……Heh, it seems I’ve suddenly become the recipient of immense goodwill from the villagers. Of course, even if it felt a bit burdensome, it wasn’t exactly a bad feeling.
While I was enjoying the festival, drinking with them, one of the villagers leaned in and whispered to me.
“By the way, you’re still an E-rank adventurer, right?”
“Yes, well, that’s right. I think I’ll be able to promote to D-rank once I finish the request in this village.”
“Just D-rank? With your level of ability, I’d say you’re good enough to aim for A-rank……. No, even S-rank!”
“Um, isn’t that going a bit too far?”
“No! I have an excellent eye for people! You’re definitely someone who’s going to be big~! It’s a waste for a talent like you to stay stuck in a backwater village like this!”
“Ugh, if I could, I’d want to marry my daughter off to you, but she’s only five, so it’s too early to think about marriage.”
“Besides, all the women in the village are already taken, so it’s a shame there’s no one suitable to introduce to you.”
The villagers lamented that they couldn’t find a woman for me. Just then, one of them seemed to remember someone and let out a small exclamation.
“Ah, there is one person, isn’t there?”
“You mean Kaya?”
“Kaya is certainly unattached, but hmm……”
The villagers crossed their arms and fell into deep thought. After a while, they tentatively asked me a question.
“What do you think of Kaya?”
“My thoughts on Kaya-ssi?”
“Kaya is a very decent young lady. Her personality is cheerful, and she’s diligent, too.”
“But, well, she’s a bit rough and unrefined, so she’s not very popular with the village bachelors……. It would be great if she could marry a decent man somewhere……”
“So, how about it? While you’ve been staying at Kaya’s place, haven’t you felt anything?”
Felt anything, huh.
Honestly, there are countless things popping into my head. If I had to choose between like or dislike, I obviously like her, and I even have the heart to want to marry her and live happily ever after. But it was still too early to say that rashly.
“……Well, I think Kaya-ssi’s own intentions are more important than mine.”
“Kahaha! Not only are you capable, but you’re also full of consideration.”
“True, Kaya only knows ranch work, so she might not even be thinking about marriage yet.”
With that vague response, the topic of Kaya was closed, and I continued to drink with the villagers until late at night, when the energy of the festival finally began to subside. Even then, seeing that my mind and nerves were still perfectly intact, it seems my cheat ability is truly something else.
Thinking such things, I made my way back to my lodging. Kaya, who had arrived earlier, greeted me with a nervous smile.
“Ah, Chad-ssi, you’re back. Did you enjoy the festival?”
“Yes, well, the villagers were kind, so I had a decent time. By the way, Kaya-ssi, did you not participate in the festival?”
“Ah, that is, I had a lot of things to think about……”
She twisted her fingers and avoided my gaze. While I was wondering about that, she carefully made a suggestion to me.
“S-shall we go to bed? L-like usual……”
“Ah, yes, let’s.”
It was such a natural flow that I wondered if bumping into each other had become part of our daily routine. We washed up and settled into bed, but unlike usual, Kaya didn’t make a move on me; she just sat there, fidgeting.
“Kaya-ssi. Why……”
“I, um. I was thinking about something by myself……”
Had she finally made up her mind? Kaya, opening her mouth with a trembling voice, glanced at me and shared what she had been thinking about all this time.
“That hypnotist from the other day. Did you do the same thing with that person as you did with me?”
“Uh, um. Yes, well……. That’s right. It was strictly for the purpose of subduing them.”
“Ah, yes, for the purpose of subduing them……. Certainly, once you do it, your head goes blank, and your s-stamina drops significantly, so……”
Fortunately, my excuse seemed to work, and Kaya showed signs of being convinced. Even so, there was still hesitation in her voice, as if something was still bothering her.
“But, um, that ‘baby-making’ remark you made while doing that to that person……”
And then, after waiting for it, came her own deduction.
“By any chance, if we do what we did, does it make a baby?”
It was incredibly surprising to me that she had reached that conclusion. Even though I was in a state where my mind was hazy from the hypnosis, I never thought she would infer that much from something that could have just been brushed off.
“Do you really think so?”
“I, it’s just a guess. I don’t know the details, but……. Ahaha.”
But perhaps because it was an unfamiliar concept, she lacked confidence. Kaya scratched the back of her head as if embarrassed and denied her own deduction in a deflated voice.
“No, it’s probably not. In the first place, babies are given by the heavens when people who love each other hold hands and sleep together, but to think a baby is born from rubbing each other’s genitals. Even I think that’s ridiculous. I-if that were the case, that would mean Chad-ssi and I have been making babies until now. With someone like me, not anyone else……”
Come to think of it, the villagers didn’t have a very high opinion of her ‘womanly’ qualities. They say this world prefers women who are good at domestic chores, kind, and have a frugal physique, so it was inevitable that she, having grown up in such an environment, would lack confidence in herself.
“What would you think if that were really the case?”
But since I am an exception to that common sense, there was no lie in my words now.
“Yes?”
“Kaya-ssi. Actually……”
Wishing for her to understand my true feelings, I gathered the courage to confess what I had been keeping secret all this time.
“I think I came from a world different from this one.”
“A different, world?”
“Yes, a world with different common sense and civilization than here. What you might call an ‘isekai reincarnation’……. Can you understand up to this point?”
“Uh, yes. I don’t know the details, but I’ve heard that mages study different dimensions.”
Fortunately, since this is a fantasy world, she seems to understand the concept of isekai reincarnation well enough. Thinking it would be easier to explain, I told her everything about the common sense of the world I used to live in without holding anything back.
“And in the world I lived in, babies aren’t born just because people who love each other hold hands.”
“Yes?”
“No matter how much you love someone, if that’s all you do, it’s just a platonic love. To truly bear the fruits of love, you need to stimulate the man’s genitals, insert them into the woman’s body, and ejaculate.”
“Uh, um……. Does that mean you can make a baby even if you don’t love each other?”
“Yes, if a man feels sexual desire and the woman is not infertile, there is a possibility of pregnancy regardless of love. And if that process is carried out properly, the baby grows in the womb for 10 months, and then the baby is born through the female genitals.”
“Th-that means……. Until now, regardless of our love, we, um, b-baby-making……”
“……That would be the case.”
The moment the truth was revealed through my own mouth, I felt my anxiety growing in the ensuing silence. In my case, it was just a release of sexual desire, but from her perspective, bound by the common sense of this world, it was essentially the same as making her conceive a child against her will.
That could even lead to a sense of betrayal toward me. I thought it wouldn’t be strange if hatred for me welled up here, but contrary to my expectations, her face was flushed as red as a tomato.
“Awa, wa……”
“Kaya-ssi? Are you okay?”
“I-I’m not okay! B-baby-making. If I had known that’s what we’d been doing all this time, I would have been more careful! But I’m such a fool……. I was crazy about the pleasure I felt for the first time, and I even asked for it myself……”
“……I’m sorry. If I had known you’d be uncomfortable, I should have told you sooner.”
“N-no. It’s not that I’m uncomfortable, it’s just……”
Kaya, who was avoiding my gaze while rambling, glanced at me.
“C-can you tell me just one thing?”
I nodded, feeling curious about the question that followed, and she carefully asked, folding her hands over her chest.
“What do you think of my body?”
“Kaya-ssi’s body, you mean?”
“W-we did that not long after we first met. I thought love was out of the question, but you said genitals get bigger when stimulated, right? Then, from Chad-ssi’s perspective, does that mean I have enough charm to make Chad-ssi’s genitals get bigger?”
Did I feel sexual attraction from our first meeting? If it were my original world, it would be sexual harassment in itself, but I could also feel a sense of expectation in the way she looked at me. As if she had found a hidden charm in herself, which she had always considered a rough body.
“To be honest……”
Then I should answer without hiding anything. With that thought, I told her exactly what I had been thinking all along.
“Honestly, it’s incredibly arousing.”
“Ar-arous……”
“You’re pretty, and your breasts are huge……. Especially since I can see them bouncing every time you move, just watching that from the side makes my dick hurt like crazy.”
“Uh, ugh. In Chad-ssi’s world, do you get aroused just by looking at b-breasts?”
“The bigger the breasts, the higher the sexual appeal. I feel like I want to suck on them all day long.”
“I-I see. By Chad-ssi’s standards, I’m incredibly ar-arousing……”
Kaya, confused by embarrassment, clutched her breasts with both arms. It was a pure side of her I had never seen before, and it taught me that there was still room for her, now completely conquered sexually, to be corrupted.
“But my feelings have changed now.”
But that would be far from a vulgar collision of sexual desires. What I felt for her now was not just a feeling of using her for sexual release, but what could be called affection in the true sense.
“Now, I feel attracted to Kaya as an individual, and I want to spend a long time with Kaya-ssi. To the point where I’m even thinking about marriage……”
“W-with me……”
“Yes, I’m even thinking that I want to impregnate Kaya-ssi with my seed, have a child, and live happily ever after.”
That is the truth. Like Enol, she was also a very attractive woman to me.
“How about you, Kaya-ssi?”
Revealing my feelings honestly, I made a straightforward proposal to her.
“Would you like to date me with the intention of marriage?”
Wouldn’t you like to spend the rest of your life with me? Not just out of desire, but out of affection, wouldn’t you like to truly become a family and live in this world together?
“……F-first.”
The answer came quite a while later. Kaya, who had finally reached a conclusion, told me her decision with a flushed face.
“First, shall we have sex?”
“Yes?”
“Yes! Let’s try it first and then think! I mean, I’ve built up a lot. Even if it’s not baby-making, it’s frustrating when your genitals are engorged, so relieving your desires is important, right?”
She looked at my genitals, which were bulging, and then twisted her body, moving her hand toward between her legs.
“And I, um……. I think Chad-ssi is incredibly arousing, too……. And having this conversation, I, um, feel aroused……”
“Ah, yes, Kaya-ssi feels the same about me……”
“Yes, so let’s do it. Let’s do it, and while we’re doing it, let’s think about what we should do……”
Was it because the story was so sudden that she hadn’t reached an answer yet? Yes, perhaps it would be better to learn while performing the act, considering our relationship.
“I’ll, take your clothes off.”
“Ah, yes……”
Kaya slowly took off her clothes, accepting my hands. The fact that she was trembling in the middle of it must have been because she realized that this act held a different meaning than before.
And that emotion was clearly evident even after she was completely undressed, as she covered her important parts with her own hands.
“U, ugh……. I-it’s embarrassing……”
“……Haha, you showed me everything before, are you embarrassed now?”
“Th-that’s because now I know how my body looks to Chad-ssi……”
Breasts that felt almost vulgar and a crack that was nothing short of intimate. She, who had modestly covered them with her hands, asked me carefully.
“Chad-ssi. Is my body... strange?”
A question asked while she was now fully aware of her own charm. I answered without any hesitation, pouring my honest feelings into it.
“You’re incredibly pretty and arousing.”
And I closed the distance between us and grabbed her face with my hands. Having completed the composition of looking her in the eye, I stroked her lips with my finger and asked quietly.
“Kaya-ssi. May I kiss you?”
An act filled with affection, faithful to the pounding of my heart, not just sexual indulgence.
“……Please, be gentle.”
The moment I kissed her, who shyly requested it, I felt the same emotion I had felt with Enol blooming in my heart again. Yes. This is teaching sex to someone who is ignorant of it. It is truly the betrayal felt while shattering not only her physical virginity but also her psychological virginity.