Suckling Away the Fear
The terrifying thoughts vanished the moment I latched onto her breast and drank.♥
[I want sex too, you lucky bitches]
Everyone fell silent at the ridiculous text floating on the screen.
“What the hell? That’s some perverted brain, isn’t it?”
As if reacting to Chaei’s sharp remark, the monitor text refreshed rapidly.
> Calling me a pervert is rude. Just because only my brain remains doesn’t mean my instincts disappear. After feeling dopamine levels explode like that in real time, how could I possibly stay sane? The stimulation from the sex you just had traveled through the electrodes and nearly fried my neural circuits.
“Y-your neural circuits almost fried?”
Eunseo blushed as she touched the connector plugged into the back of her neck. The fact that the brain in the jar had received every scorching sensation she’d shared with her father seemed to trigger her exhibitionism kink all over again.
> Also, there’s something I need to correct. My name isn’t Hyena.
“Then what is it? The label said Hyena.”
> Message: My name is Yeha. Hyena was just the name those crazy Scavenger bastards slapped on me after their organization. I used to be an ordinary… no, a rather skilled hacker. I touched one of Hyena’s forbidden servers and became their target. Right before they caught me, I abandoned my body and fled into the network sea, but they eventually found the server unit containing my brain and have been storing it like this ever since.
According to Yeha’s explanation, she wasn’t Hyena’s leader at all—she was more like a prisoner. The organization had been obsessively collecting metalware to assemble the perfect body that could sync with Yeha’s brain. They needed special biological components capable of handling her overwhelming computational power.
“So you’re a victim of Hyena too? Not their boss?”
> That’s right. They tried to kill my ego and turn me into a pure calculation device that only obeys their commands. But thanks to the powerful stimulation you gave me, my dormant ego was forcibly awakened. I should thank you. I’ve never had sex like that before… it was genuinely a fresh stimulus.
My face burned at the sentence displayed on the screen. Minji, standing beside me, peered curiously into the glass jar.
“Then you can help us as a hacker, right?”
> Of course. With a proper body, I could even manipulate the entire system. But in this pathetic state with only a brain left, even breaching a single firewall is torture. I don’t have any external output devices, so it’s driving me insane.
“Hmph, so you really just want a body because you want real sex, don’t you? Your first words were literally ‘I want sex’!”
When Chaei sneered, a brief silence fell across the monitor. Instead of arguing, Yeha chose a short silence. That neither-confirm-nor-deny reaction somehow felt more sincere, and the air inside the hideout grew strangely erotic.
> The pleasure of a human body is something that can’t be simulated with data. I just want to feel that real stimulation you all experience directly. That’s not a crime, is it?
At Yeha’s confession, Eunseo hugged my arm tighter, as if feeling competitive. The brain inside the glass jar trembled ever so slightly, as though observing us.
“Fine, Yeha. If what you say is true, help us. Right now, your creepy fans have the hideout surrounded.”
At my request, Yeha answered confidently. The electrodes connected to the jar flashed brightly, and the main server’s cooling fans began roaring to life.
> Child’s play. They’re not chasing my signal—they’re chasing the fake noise I’m emitting. I’ll manipulate their comms so they mistake the hideout’s coordinates for the northern junkyard. They’ll withdraw in ten minutes.
Sure enough, the surveillance feed showed an astonishing sight. The Hyena members who had been about to break down the door suddenly turned and walked away as if entranced. Yeha had completely seized control of Hyena’s internal protocols.
“Whoa!! That’s insane! They’re really just leaving?! Oppa, Yeha’s skills seem legit!”
Dayoon exclaimed in admiration. Eunseo also holstered her revolver with a long sigh of relief.
“The hideout won’t be discovered for a while. I looped the ghost signal, so they’ll be searching the junkyard all night. Now, as promised, find my body.”
Yeha’s urging was persistent. The moment the crisis passed, she began asserting her rights. Minji crossed her arms and stared coldly at the monitor as she cut in. It was a realistic question—how were we, a low-level team with little experience, supposed to find a compatible body that even Hyena had failed to locate despite their long search?
> Don’t worry. I already know where it is. Before my original body was discarded, a prototype clone body was created using the genetic map extracted for data transfer. A pure body that matches my soul 99.9% is currently in cryogenic storage.
The coordinates Yeha displayed on screen were deep within the map, a place far removed from ordinary Hyena bases.
“Central Administration District 7 Cryogenic Storage? Wait, Yeha—this is under the game system’s jurisdiction!”
Eunseo’s voice trembled. And for good reason. Until now, the Hyena organization and back-alley outlaws we’d dealt with were nothing more than small fry who survived by avoiding the system’s gaze. But the game system was the very skeleton that supported this world—an absolute, unchallengeable system.
“Challenging the system head-on means… going to war with the Administration’s enforcers. This isn’t just getting deleted from the logs—it could mean our very existence gets erased!”
At Minji’s warning, the hideout’s atmosphere grew heavy once more.
“Dad, what are we going to do? This is beyond what we can handle.”
Eunseo looked at me with anxious eyes.
“For now… it’s too late tonight. We shook them off, so we’re not dying immediately. Let’s cool our heads and decide tomorrow.”
I suppressed my heavy heart and dismissed everyone. Eunseo and Chaei still looked uneasy as they gathered their weapons and headed to their beds. Minji popped a candy into her mouth, lost in thought. Dayoon tried to stay by my side until the end but eventually climbed into bed at my urging. I lay down as well.
Sleep wouldn’t come. Only the mechanical hum of the server room echoed emptily. Staring at the ceiling, I saw the door quietly open. A shadow silhouetted against the dim corridor light slipped inside and crawled under my blanket. It was Dayoon.
“Oppa… can’t sleep?”
Without waiting for an answer, Dayoon naturally slipped into my blanket and pulled me into her embrace. The moment her soft body pressed against mine, the tension that had been tormenting me melted away like snow. Dayoon carried her characteristic warm, milky scent.
“Don’t worry. Who are we? We’ve survived plenty of near-death experiences before. No matter what that brain in the jar says, we’re here with you.”
Dayoon whispered tenderly and pressed the Take Off button on her cyber suit. Even in the darkness, her pale, taut, swollen breasts appeared before my eyes under the light.
Dayoon brought her nipple to my lips with a familiar touch.
“Here, drink this and get some sleep. You need your strength if we’re going to plan tomorrow’s operation.”
Warm, thick milk flowed into my mouth. Dayoon often fed her milk to Eunseo, and whenever Eunseo refused, saying she was too old, Dayoon would suffer from milk fever. I couldn’t understand Eunseo’s attitude. If it were me, I’d never want to let go.
I latched onto Dayoon’s nipple and gulped repeatedly. With every swallow of the sweet milk, the complicated thoughts cluttering my mind scattered like mist. My heart finally found peace, but another part of my body was anything but peaceful. While my mind calmed, the stimulation of burying my face in Dayoon’s breasts made my lower half pitch a tent, repeatedly poking her thigh.
“Oh my, Oppa. Your mind seems calm, but… your lower half looks even angrier? I love how honest your little brother is♥”
Dayoon giggled and lowered her jacket, revealing her shoulder line. Her smooth shoulders and heavy breasts filled my vision. She skillfully stripped off my pants and pressed her ample breasts against my erect shaft.
“Now then, Oppa. I’ll help you forget all your worries.”
Dayoon squeezed her breasts together firmly with both arms, enveloping my shaft. Freshly expressed milk acted as lubricant, letting me slide smoothly between her hot cleavage. Every time her breasts moved up and down during the paizuri, the bouncy elasticity of her soft flesh and the thick viscosity of the milk stimulated my glans. I gripped Dayoon’s shoulders tightly, holding back the moans that threatened to escape.
But Dayoon didn’t seem satisfied with just that. She climbed on top of me, spread her legs, and aligned the tip of my shaft with her wet entrance.
“Oppa, is just my cleavage too boring? Want to come inside my pussy directly? My pussy is… so sloppy and… tight… it’ll feel amazing…. Come in and stir up my insides. Then your little brother will sleep well too.”
As Dayoon pressed her hips down, her hot, tight inner walls swallowed my shaft whole. We faced each other in missionary position. Dayoon wrapped her arms around my neck and began rocking her hips violently. The wet sounds of our joining echoed through the quiet room. Dayoon’s insides burned hotter than usual, squeezing my shaft, and I buried myself deep into her ample breasts, forgetting the terrors of reality.
“S-so good, Dayoon…!”
“Oppa!! Harder…! Fill my deepest parts with your hot stuff!”
At the moment of climax, I thrust upward as if trying to pierce her cervix and poured out a massive load of semen. Dayoon bit my shoulder, her entire body trembling finely. With all strength drained from us, we stayed like that for a while, feeling each other’s heartbeats. Now I felt like I could finally fall into a deep sleep.
“Bzzzt—!”
But the peace was fleeting. A piercing emergency alarm shook the entire hideout.
“What?! Is it Hyena?! Didn’t Yeha say she shook them off?!”
Dayoon rushed out, her breasts swaying with semen still on them, before I could even give an order. I followed her into the living room to find Eunseo pale-faced, clinging to the main terminal. But her words were completely different from what I expected.
“No, Dad! There’s no physical intrusion signal! This is… the game system itself is forcing a point-in on our server! The firewall was torn apart like paper….”
ILLEGAL ASSET DETECTED: TERMINATE
The same message repeated on the monitor. It seemed the game system that governed the laws of this world had designated our hideout’s coordinates as an error and begun erasing it.
“Damn it, the hideout firewall got breached? How already?!”
“It’s not a firewall problem! The system is treating Yeha’s brain signal as erroneous data and attempting forced deletion! Our security level can’t handle this!”
Along with Eunseo’s urgent voice, sparks began flying from the server racks. The acrid smell of burning wires from overload stung my nose. The culture fluid in the glass jar bubbled violently.
> Message: Someone is forcibly accessing my brain. They’re trying to force a format!! Quickly… connect me to the system mainframe! I… I’ll stop them myself!
Eunseo looked at me with a terrified expression. Connecting the brain directly to the main server instead of the hideout’s closed server was far too dangerous. It would mean giving Yeha complete control over all hideout permissions—from life support systems to security turrets, even our personal information. It was a dangerous gamble that could result in us being dominated by the brain in the jar instead.
But the red warning windows updating every 0.1 seconds gave us no time to hesitate.
“Connect her! We have no choice but to trust Yeha!”
The moment my order fell, Eunseo’s trembling hands released the electrode limiter. Thick data cables clicked into the socket at the bottom of the glass jar. Instantly, all lights in the hideout went out at once, then flared back on with a blinding white flash. A tearing electronic screech echoed from the servers, and the red warning windows that had filled the screen shattered like glass against the data barrier Yeha deployed.
“Did she block it?”
Minji asked cautiously while staring at the monitor. The hideout’s temperature had risen more than five degrees in an instant, and the air crackled with static electricity. Yeha’s message slowly appeared on screen again.
> I barely drove them off. But this is only a temporary measure. In a brain-in-a-jar state, my computational power is reduced, so the firewall isn’t intact. The system will soon detect my bypass route and bring a stronger patch. Next time, they might cut the hideout’s power entirely.
Yeha’s text carried a different urgency and fear than before.
> Now you understand why the system is attacking us? They don’t allow independent data with egos. Especially something like me—who knows the system’s underbelly—becoming complete by obtaining a body is the worst-case scenario for them. The moment I gain a body, I become an unerasable reality.
I didn’t fully understand what she meant, but it was clear that Yeha existing as a brain in a jar was dangerous. Yet the opponent we had to face to solve this was… the game system. My possessed life, which had simply wanted a happy sex life with female characters, had somehow ended up at the center of a massive rebellion against the world itself.
“Alright, Yeha. Let’s head to that cryogenic storage tomorrow. Nothing will be solved by staying still. We’ll find your body.”
At my words, Yeha displayed a thank-you message on the monitor.
“Dad… are we really going? The system administration isn’t a joke… I’m scared.”
Chaei clung to my pant leg, sniffling, while Dayoon silently checked her magazine, steeling her resolve. Could we really rob the system’s cryogenic human storage facility?
Just then, a red searchlight from a system surveillance satellite swept past outside the hideout. Yeah—there was nowhere left to run.
I started the old van’s engine with a determined heart.