Chapter 168
Since this was still a massage, seeing Baek Sion's face light up with pleasure fired me up even more. If I had to pick just one, I'd say being on the receiving end wins out, but taking the lead like this was plenty enjoyable too. It's only natural in a relationship, but watching your partner melt into bliss brings this overwhelming happiness you can't help but feel. For me, beyond my own pleasure, that's the biggest reason I love sex.
"...Hng, ngh..."
But thanks to my succubus mana, even though I'd started this with the intent to serve him, the pleasure kept building up inside me—that was the problem. Truth be told, I'd been soaking wet since our kiss earlier. Here I was, supposed to be relieving his fatigue, but instead acting like some naughty girl piling on more exhaustion. Though if we're splitting hairs, isn't this Baek Sion's fault? He went at it twice in a row, after all.
"...Ah."
Lost in thought for a split second, I snapped back to focus and locked eyes with Baek Sion. He didn't say a word, but that's when I realized my hands had stopped moving.
...This won't do. I pressed my breasts firmly against him again, sliding them up and down. When I pushed them all the way to the base, the tip of his cock peeked out from my cleavage, reminding me just how huge Baek Sion really was. How the hell does something this big even fit inside me? It didn't go all the way in before, either.
"...Haa..."
And one more thing I'd realized: paizuri is way harder than I thought. Sure, I'd cast a spell to keep my knees from hurting, but gripping and moving my breasts with my hands wasn't as easy as I'd imagined. Since it's bare skin, I couldn't skimp on the pressure or it wouldn't stimulate him enough. I was trying all sorts of angles while keeping eye contact to please him, but honestly... I didn't think I could finish him off with just this. My arms would give out before his climax built up.
With our eyes locked the whole time, Baek Sion must have noticed.
"...Tough?"
They say humans adapt. I remember on our first time sharing experiences, he'd finished quick since it was new for him too—but embarrassing as it is to admit, he'd gotten used to my insides, so normal stimulation wasn't enough anymore. I appreciated his concern even now, but it also pissed me off a little. Why was he getting more relaxed while I was getting more sensitive...?
Couldn't I just fully serve him for once?
"...It's tougher than I thought."
I'm not the type to lie about stuff like this, so I answered honestly. As I let my arms rest for a bit, a good idea hit me. I had other ways to service him.
"...Can I, um... continue the massage somewhere else?"
A strange expression flickered across Baek Sion's face. Probably wondering why I was bringing up that concept again. He wasn't teasing me like usual, maybe out of consideration, and he nodded lightly without refusing.
Vowing to practice properly next time and satisfy him with my breasts too, I stood from the floor and straddled his lap backward as he sat on the edge of the bed. "Somewhere else" only meant one thing here. Especially since I was just in a swimsuit layer anyway.
I ground my crotch right against his rock-hard cock, which seemed to crave more stimulation, wiggling my hips a little.
"...Hngh!"
...Was I really in heat? It was just a graze over my swimsuit, but that reaction? Though considering I'd lose control completely if we went all the way, maybe it was normal. I'd been holding back as much as possible, but after Baek Sion teased me senseless, my body was already begging for pleasure.
Even so, I could still serve him properly. It might be tough moving on my own normally, but with that spell I'd used once before, it was doable.
"...Just wait a sec."
After fine-tuning the pleasure suppression spell to its max, I shifted my bikini bottom aside and positioned myself for insertion.
"...Hoo."
The moment always made me tense, but I trusted the magic. Last time, dialing it down a bit had done nothing, so this time I'd blocked the sensation entirely. Sure enough, the intense pleasure I usually felt from just the tip pressing in was gone—now it was merely the feel of skin on skin. At this rate, I could really move however I wanted.
"...Ngh!"
As I aligned and slowly lowered my hips, Baek Sion let out a surprised groan. The lube helped, and I was so wet already that it slid in without resistance.
"...Hey, you..."
Baek Sion looked outright flustered. Normally, even when I tried taking the lead, I'd fail spectacularly every time.
The foreign pressure inside without any pleasure was an odd sensation, but not uncomfortable. His rare rattled expression made me smirk inwardly as I spoke.
"...This is still a massage... so it's not sex, right...?"
I knew it was sophistry, but if I couldn't feel pleasure, wasn't it basically just a body massage? Though I could never say "pussy massage" out loud. Maybe if I was drunk off my ass, but not now.
"...Then I'll move."
And Baek Sion—you subtly underestimate me sometimes... But like I said before, sober me can handle hip movements just fine. Dancers know how to work their pelvis, after all.
Keeping eye contact, I started rolling my hips to maximize his pleasure. Not super skilled, sure, but way better than usual—probably looked like a different person entirely. Baek Sion was visibly losing his composure.
Savoring the satisfaction and slight triumph of being able to serve him, I asked,
"Feeling good...? ...Hik, nghaa♡!?"
But my brief moment of leisure ended there. I'd thought he was just going for my breasts, but in an instant, he shattered the spell. My hips were already slamming down hard, so I couldn't stop.
The unexpected wave of chills crashed over me at the worst timing, rocketing me straight to climax.
"Haa, aa... ngh, why...?"
The orgasm hit so suddenly it took forever to come down. Luckily, Baek Sion held still. As I caught my breath and asked why, he replied simply,
"I want you to feel good too."
I'd already been embarrassed enough, but his words made my face burn hotter. Even now, thinking of me?
I ducked my head immediately, covering my face with one arm. No way could I hold eye contact when I was the one cumming. I'd never seen it myself, but my orgasm face had to look weird. No time to control my expression.
Girls just want to show their cutest, prettiest sides—that's unavoidable.
But Baek Sion swiftly pulled my arm down, gently gripping the back of my neck with one hand and forcing my head up. Our eyes met again, his sparkling with mischief.
"You were staring the whole time earlier."
His voice turned sly, like payback for me enjoying the service role a bit too much. Then he started thrusting up slowly from below, hitting me with pleasure and shame that nearly broke my mind.
"Haaang!... Ngh, seriously why...? My cum face, hng... looks weird... haa, ah!?"
That chilling sensation gathered in my lower belly again, ready to burst any second. Knowing I was on the edge made me desperate to look away, but with his grip on my wrist and neck, I couldn't budge.
At least he paused his movements briefly.
"You're cute even when you cum, so it's fine."
"Eh?... Ngh♡!?... Hng♡!?"
But his stillness made it worse. I'd barely held back my climax, and understanding his words triggered my body first. Once I hit the peak, there's no controlling the pleasure—my hips bucked involuntarily. This was pure side effect: liking him amplified everything, pushing my already teetering body over the edge with just a phrase.
From his view, though... I came from a single sentence without him even moving. That's beyond doujin levels of pervy, right...?
I'd muffled my voice to hide it, but my other reactions gave me away. Baek Sion's eyes flashed surprise first.
"...Haaah... No, that's not... ngh!?"
Then intense lust.
Warning lights blaring in my body, I lightly tapped his chest with my free hand.
"...Nooo... hng!... If you move now, for real!..."
Moving right after climax brings pleasure incomparable to just orgasming once. But I knew Baek Sion doesn't listen well once his switch flips. All I could do was brace for the incoming wave.
The problem was, no preparation ever worked during sex with him anyway.