Completely Drunk (3)
“S-Sorry…!”
I flinched in surprise and hurriedly pulled my face away from Cecilia’s chest. When I lifted my head, the expression on her face made me catch my breath.
“…Ugh.”
Flushed skin. Eyes brimming with tears. Slender arms moving to shyly cover her chest. —A melting expression that looked somehow heartbreaking.
“……What did it feel like?”
“Wh-Wha, huh?!”
The words that followed from Cecilia made me jolt hard enough to shake my whole body.
H-How did it feel?
That is, uh…?!
I’d at least expected something like “pervert” to come flying my way…
What did it feel like, she asked.
Well, that is, um……
“…It felt good.”
“….”
“….”
Silence settled over the room.
Wine droplets sliding down the glass. The faintly flickering light of the lamp. I could feel my heart pounding wildly.
In that silence that wasn’t quite silence, Cecilia quietly gazed at me. On her bright-red face, a strong drunken flush showed even more than her embarrassment. Her sky-blue eyes were hazy, making it hard to read her thoughts.
“…—Huh?”
“Mm…?”
Then a murmuring voice came from Cecilia. It sounded like a question, but I couldn’t catch it properly, so I asked her to repeat it. Suddenly she shoved her face right up close.
“…It felt good…?”
“Whoa?!”
Her sky-blue eyes filled my vision from an extremely close distance. Close enough that our noses nearly touched, her hot breath brushed against my lips. The scent of alcohol made my head spin.
“Y-Yeah.”
“…Howww?”
“Mm…?”
“Where and how did it feel good…?”
Where and how…?
Why was she suddenly asking something like this…?
…Even as I thought that, my thoroughly drunk brain couldn’t come up with any method other than answering straight.
“…Soft, and squishy…”
“Mm…”
“Warm, and it smelled nice…”
“Ehehe…”
I kept dodging her gaze this way and that, then snuck a glance straight ahead.
“Ah.”
Our eyes met—Cecilia with her flushed face and half-lidded eyes, smiling dreamily. Suddenly she looked at me and gave a soft, smiling squint of her eyes. Then, in a whispering voice, she continued.
“And~…?”
“…They’re big.”
I spat the words out and scrubbed my face with my palm. The palm that touched my face was hot, and the face that touched my palm was hot too. The breath I exhaled was thick with the scent of alcohol.
I was drunk. Very drunk.
Self-control wasn’t working at all.
“Eunyuk… you like big ones…?”
Cecilia tilted her head and asked. Well, since things had come this far, I figured I might as well go all the way and nodded.
“…Yeah, bigger is better.”
“Whyyy?”
“Well, that is, y’know. The way it feels to touch them, or how do I put it, uh…”
“Theeen…”
“…?”
Cecilia’s hand slowly approached and gently took hold of mine. Then she pulled it straight over…?!
“Does this make your heart race…?”
“Ce-Cecil…”
“Ehehe…♥”
My spread fingers sank into something soft. Half of my own will and half not, my hand squeezed Cecilia’s soft chest firmly♥.
“…Just this once, okay…?”
A whispering voice tickled my ear next. The soft murmur right beside my ear made me tremble all over.
“F-For what reason…?”
“? Just because…. Yeah…. I forgot♥”
A little chuckle reached my ears. Still holding my hand against her chest, Cecilia suddenly rested her chin on my shoulder.
“Hnn…♥”
“….”
Cecilia let out a contented sigh. In contrast, I couldn’t move properly at all with my hand still gripping her chest.
…D-Doing this just because we’re drunk isn’t good.
Of course I’m a guy too. When the girl I like is letting me touch her chest, it’s not like I don’t want to knead and savor it…
…But we’re both drunk, aren’t we?
I have to hold back.
With the mindset that this was a trial, I struggled not to move my fingers.
“…Mm. …Aall done~!”
Fortunately the trial didn’t last long. The moment she declared it over, Cecilia released my hand. At the same time I pulled my hand away from her chest as well.
“Haa. Hoo…!”
The pounding of my heart echoed all the way to my ears. On my palm and fingers, the soft sensation still lingered.
I held out. I did.
I endured it…!
“Eunyuk…”
“Y-Yeah?”
“I’m getting a little sleepy now…”
At the voice that reached me I turned my head. Cecilia’s body was starting to sway little by little, overcome by drowsiness.
…What a tomboy of a cat.
Without even knowing how hard this guy had struggled to hold back…
“…Mm…”
…Even that thought gradually melted away as I looked at her face.
She was thoroughly drunk. More than me…
Her bright-red face was one thing, but now just that hazy expression alone conveyed a powerful drunkenness. The tiny hiccups that continued, the eyes on the verge of closing, indirectly showed just how drunk she was.
“…Hoo.”
I wonder if her memory will be intact.
…Nine times out of ten it won’t be.
Judging by feel, she seemed even drunker now than when we first met. Her memory had blacked out then too—why would it be any different now?
“…Let’s go to bed, Cecilia.”
“Mm…? …Ah♥”
I supported Cecilia and helped her stand. Supporting her from behind or the side would probably make me fall over too, so from the front.
“Hweh…♥”
When I slipped my arms under her armpits and lifted her up, Cecilia looked up at me and smiled again. It was an expression with affection dripping from it like honey.
My heart pounded, and deep down a strong desire surged.
…I have to hold back.
We’re almost there… Once we sleep and wake up tomorrow morning, she’ll forget everyth—
“…Kya?!”
“Ugh?!”
Just then Cecilia suddenly lurched hard. I put strength into my arms and firmly supported the body that was about to fall…
“Ah, ah…”
…and her soft chest pressed firmly against my chest.
Ordinarily it would have been a stimulus I could endure without difficulty. But the hazy drunkenness, and the excitement built up by Cecilia’s actions so far, made it impossible to ignore the sensation of those sensual curves.
“Ehehe…. Sorry…?”
Even so, Cecilia leaned into my body and snuggled in tightly. Soft hair tickled my cheek, and she nuzzled her own cheek against my neck.
“Uwaa…”
Her soft chest pressed, pressed♥ against me, and Cecilia’s soft skin rubbed against my neck.
I-I have to hold back.
Not wanting to ruin our relationship, I kept struggling to maintain my reason. I clenched my fists and breathed hard. I forced myself to ignore the soft sensation that continued—slick, slick—.
I have to hold back.
I-I have to hold back.
I have to, hold,
“Hehe…. Eunyuk’s hands felt so good… my legs gave out…?♥”
—Ah.
This.
Isn’t going.
To work.
“Kya?!”
Swept up by impulse, I strongly pulled Cecilia’s small body into a tight embrace. Hugging her tightly from the front, I could see her faintly flushed nape right before my eyes.
I exhaled hot breath and gazed hazily at that nape…
Then pressed my lips to her soft neck with a soft chup.
“Hik?!♥”
A sweet voice rang through the room. A faintly sweet scent mixed with the smell of alcohol. The way Cecilia’s body trembled finely in my arms was so adorable I couldn’t stand it.
“Cute…”
“H-Haa…♥”
Chup, chup—I pressed my lips to her nape. Each time, her body gave a little jump and trembled adorably.
My face was hot.
My body was hot.
Even more than that, the body heat of Cecilia twitching in my arms was hot.
Cute.
Adorable.
“Hau, hnn!♥ Haa, ah♥!”
The sounds of kisses continued. Each time, Cecilia trembled and let out sweet moans. I firmly supported her finely trembling body. Just like that, I slowly, slowly moved my feet toward the bed.
“Hnn♥”
With a soft plop, I laid Cecilia down on the bed. Then I threw myself over her small body from above, pulling her into a tight embrace.
“Haa…!♥ Eunyuk, Eunyuuuk…♥”
Chup, chup—I pressed my lips to her nape. The scent of her skin was fragrant. Extremely alluring, and sensual in a lewd way.
“Haa, haa…?♥”
Gently pressing both of Cecilia’s shoulders down onto the bed, I suddenly lifted my head to check her expression. Her mouth hung half-open in a daze, sticky saliva trailing from the corner. Her eyes had gone beyond tearful—now they were filled only with haze. A gaze that seemed to be pleading for something looked up at me, full of heat.
It smelled of excitement.
And now I can say it. —It was lewd.
“…Cecilia.”
“Ah…♥”
I slowly reached one hand toward her cheek. When my hand touched her cheek, she covered it with her own as if it were something precious. I slowly opened my mouth and asked her something. Then she, too, seemed to say something in return.
It felt as if reason and consciousness were gathering together and melting away. Feeling as though I were wrapped in something warm and sticky, I slowly laid my body over Cecilia’s.