Chapter 37. Crispy outside, soft inside.

"...Could you say that one more time?"

"I sat on Lim Seo-yoon's face with my ass."

"That's insidious."

"Face-sitting is a pretty fundamental training method, though..."

Choi Yeon-ju shuddered. I felt a bit wronged. Face-sitting is actually quite soft for people who enjoy SM. It's just sitting on someone's face. Of course, there's a dick, a pussy, and an anus between the cheeks, but I wasn't just sitting on Lim Seo-yoon's face while she lay there; I was doing squats and thrusting in every once in a while. It wasn't even done naked; I was wearing clothes, so it was even more so.

"Do you know how hard it was for me?"

"Because your dick was erect, right?"

"...Exactly!"

And someone who knows that well says that? It was a mistake to think I could properly enjoy myself in a situation where I was forced not to have sex. If you imagine a situation where a super-beautiful AV actress is doing a pussy dance right in front of you, and you're sitting in a chair with your hands and feet tied, just keeping your dick hard—you couldn't possibly know how great my pain was.

In the first place, I wasn't actually sitting in a chair with my hands and feet tied. I was free, meaning I could pounce on that AV actress at any time. But pouncing would be akin to getting shot.

This patience was enough to be considered a superpower. At least, that's what I thought. Just leaving Lim ‍‍‌‌⁠​​⁠‌​​‍​​‍​‌​⁠‍‌‍⁠⁠‌⁠‌‍‌‍‌‌‌‍⁠​‌​‌​‌‍‌‌‌⁠‍​​‌‍⁠‌‌⁠⁠Seo-yoon alone, who was sniffing the crack of my ass with a flushed face every time my butt came down, was torture in itself.

"Anyway, the suggestion was truly amazing..."

"Which suggestion are you talking about?"

"No, even though it was obvious she was excited, she didn't even think to pounce on me first, and she didn't seem to have any intention of taking the lead. Even while doing it, she could only accept it."

I explained to Choi Yeon-ju, using hand gestures because I was excited. Of course, it was about Lim Seo-yoon. Even though she was at a loss because of the suggestion and the Goblin fluid, Lim Seo-yoon didn't go so far as to touch my dick herself or ask me to spread her legs and fuck her. Even though she had suffered the humiliation of having her face sat on.

Other than the fact that she just stayed like that and then hurriedly got up and left when the time was up, nothing else happened.

Choi Yeon-ju talks as if the suggestion isn't a big deal, but in my eyes, it wouldn't be strange to call it a superpower.

"Why do you think that's because of the suggestion?"

What?

"What are you talking about all of a sudden?"

"I asked why you think the reason she didn't take things further is because of the suggestion."

"It's not because of the suggestion?"

Why is she acting like a bitch again suddenly? When I asked, Choi Yeon-ju started blabbering casually.

"Perhaps she couldn't bring herself to do it after seeing your face?"

".......If she had a glove, she would have thrown it at my face and challenged me to a duel."

"That's what medieval nobles did. If ‍‍‌‌⁠​​⁠‌​​‍​​‍​‌​⁠‍‌‍⁠⁠‌⁠‌‍‌‍‌‌‌‍⁠​‌​‌​‌‍‌‌‌⁠‍​​‌‍⁠‌‌⁠⁠you had been born in that era, you would have been a serf."

"What, you bitch?"

"Do you think there were more handsome men and beautiful women among the nobles? Or more ugly men and women? They could choose who to meet and impregnate, so would they have chosen an ugly woman? They would have inherited their parents' looks over generations, so at least they would have looked like humans, wouldn't they?"

I look like a human too!

"...Maybe the standards of beauty were different ‍‍‌‌⁠​​⁠‌​​‍​​‍​‌​⁠‍‌‍⁠⁠‌⁠‌‍‌‍‌‌‌‍⁠​‌​‌​‌‍‌‌‌⁠‍​​‌‍⁠‌‌⁠⁠back then?"

"There's a limit to that, too. Do you know that? The part about appearance hasn't really changed from then to now. Although body types were different. It's not an incomprehensible part. In the past, there were cases where a plump body was considered a beauty. Do you know why? Because back then, everyone was struggling to eat, so being chubby meant you came from a well-fed and well-off family. Furthermore, having wide, spread hips was advantageous for giving birth. Since infant mortality was incomparably higher than it is now, they wanted many sons."

".......Standards of beauty can differ from person to person, you know."

"That is somewhat true. While there have always been universal standards of beauty everywhere, there are still tastes in this day and age, aren't there? They say there are men who are turned on by lolis, milfs, or fat women, right? It's not like there are zero men attracted to ugly women."

"Th...that's right!"

"We decided to call that 'paraphilia'."

"........."

"In Korea, if you say noble, it meant Yangban. So, what I'm saying is that your ancestor might have been a Yangban with 'paraphilia'. Is that correct?"

My ancestor can't be a paraphiliac!

"Fuck."

"Do you dislike that too? Then that's no different from admitting your ancestor was a slave."

My ancestor was a slave...

"If that's not it, perhaps a pretty slave was sold to an ugly Yangban household and had a child. Or the other way around. But doesn't that change anything? At least, you still can't brag about it to anyone."

"Wouldn't being a Yangban still be better?"

"That is certainly a valid point. Your ancestor was probably a Yangban, alright. A Yangban with 'paraphilia'."

"Why?"

"Otherwise, there's no reason for you to be such a total pervert."

I couldn't refute anything Choi Yeon-ju said. I wondered if there was a world line where I could win an argument against Choi Yeon-ju.

"Anyway, the suggestion is correct, so you don't need to worry. You can just keep tormenting Lim Seo-yoon as is."

"You mean you won't cast any more suggestions, right?"

"There's nothing needed right now. What needs to happen now is for Lim Seo-yoon to break my suggestion."

"Why would she break it?"

Isn't it dangerous if the suggestion breaks? The moment Lim Seo-yoon comes to her senses and says, 'Ugh. I was hypnotized...! This fucking piece of human trash! I'll kill you!', I die. Even if I don't die, I'll go to jail. Either way, the end is a bad ending.

Choi Yeon-ju shook her head at my question.

"Even if the suggestion is broken, what can Lim Seo-yoon do? I cast the suggestion with very common-sense content. It's just things she should follow anyway. Do you remember?"

"That sexual acts are embarrassing and shameful, so she can't suggest them first?"

"And?"

"That the teacher is a profession that teaches me."

"That's right. Is there anything wrong with that?"

"...No, right?"

"But if the suggestion is broken, what kind of sense of incongruity would she feel? It's a natural thing, isn't it?"

"Then you said it was hard to break. Isn't it not going to break at all?"

"There is only one way to break it quickly."

Choi Yeon-ju said that and answered me, who was curious.

"If she feels like she's going crazy because she wants to have sex right now, it will break on its own."

"Will it break that easily?"

"It will break more easily than you think. Even now, she's probably starting to resist the suggestion little by little."

"Already?"

Isn't it a problem if the suggestion weakens so quickly?

"What was your dream when you were in elementary school?"

"Excalibur."

"That's... What? What did you say?"

"Excalibur."

"...I'm asking about your dream."

"That's right. Excalibur. I wanted to become Excalibur when I was in elementary school."

"...Isn't that the sword from the legend of King Arthur?"

"That's right. I wanted to be that."

"Are you sane?"

I was more innocent than I thought when I was in elementary school. Because I thought I would become Excalibur if I worked hard.

Choi Yeon-ju looked at me like I was a retard and asked again.

"What do you want to be now?"

"Owner of a sow."

".......I have never met a human in my entire life who is as detestable as you. In a way, you could say you're an amazing person. You can be genuinely proud of this."

"Really? Thanks!"

I was praised!

It was when I was happily enjoying it. Choi Yeon-ju continued her explanation.

"Anyway, your dream will be different from when you were young. Actually, now it has no choice but to change faster. Do you know why?"

"Why is that?"

"Because no matter what dream you have, there is no time to put in the effort. It's because you can't bring yourself to do it. Since it's literally a wish, it changes once a day. You end up dreaming of things that are unrealistic, things that are absolutely impossible in your current situation. Because dreams rarely come true in the first place."

I was startled by Choi Yeon-ju's explanation and asked.

"Can't I become a sow owner?"

"Now, shut up about that and just listen to me. Then, conversely, what happens to someone who achieved a realistic dream when they were young when they achieve that dream?"

"I've never achieved one, so I don't really know?"

"...Let's take an example. You are a sow..."

"You told me not to talk about the sow owner thing."

"Please shut up."

"Okay...."

I got scolded.

"You succeeded in making Lim Seo-yoon a sow slave. Then what will you do next?"

"I want to make Im Da-eun a sow slave too."

"Isn't that right? A person who has achieved a dream will dream of a better future based on the dream they achieved. A person who hasn't achieved a dream will dream up a completely separate, absurd dream. Lim Seo-yoon is the same."

"What does that mean?"

"Lim Seo-yoon is currently thinking that sexual acts are embarrassing and difficult to suggest to others. Is that correct?"

"That's right?"

"Because this is a suggestion, it unconsciously remains in Lim Seo-yoon's mind, making her consciousness one-way. It's embarrassing and shameful, so it's hard to show it, and she can't be active. The only thing she can do is respond. If you cut ties with Lim Seo-yoon in this state, Lim Seo-yoon will never watch porn or go to clubs for the rest of her life. Because that's embarrassing. The only reason she responds here is because of the Goblin fluid; she almost never gets that excited in normal circumstances."

"So can't you explain it quickly? I'm a little sleepy now..."

"........"

Choi Yeon-ju sighed deeply. But I felt wronged too. I came running to brag because I did that with Lim Seo-yoon, whom I trained today, but since we were talking about dreams, it was getting boring even if it was an important conversation.

"It means that open sexual solicitation, or leading sexual acts, will become something Lim Seo-yoon 'longs for' without her even knowing."

"Then what changes?"

"Didn't I tell you that people who have achieved their dreams think about developing based on those dreams?"

"That's right?"

"Then what will Lim Seo-yoon do after ‍‍‌‌⁠​​⁠‌​​‍​​‍​‌​⁠‍‌‍⁠⁠‌⁠‌‍‌‍‌‌‌‍⁠​‌​‌​‌‍‌‌‌⁠‍​​‌‍⁠‌‌⁠⁠breaking the suggestion and begging for sex once?"

"Uh...."

"Wouldn't she start wanting more active and escalated acts?"

I got goosebumps.

"Wow..."

"This isn't even a suggestion. Lim Seo-yoon simply broke the suggestion herself and became an active woman. Since there is no compulsion in all her actions and thoughts, the Lim Seo-yoon who broke the suggestion will naturally enjoy herself more as she realizes she is becoming a perverted slut. And she won't feel any sense of incongruity about that fact. Because it's the image she herself wanted to become."

"You mean she becomes a sow because she broke the hypnosis?"

"It might be hard to go that far, but it's a matter of time. By then, your dick will have become a cock."

"Aha."

"Once the 1st Modification is completely finished, there is no way a woman who has been fucked by your cock can forget you. For the rest of her life."

Choi Yeon-ju said it confidently and smiled with a cheeky expression.

"What we need to do is to turn your dick into a cock before Lim Seo-yoon spreads her legs in front of you and begs for sex herself."