Chapter 25. If I keep going like this, it's going to explode.
Chapter 25. If I keep going like this, it's going to explode.
It was morning. Choi Yeon-ju was explaining everything to me, one by one.
"Do you understand? You touch her pussy. You touch it and knock her out."
"Suddenly trying to do it makes me nervous..."
It's not a lie, I'm really nervous. This was all said under the assumption that Lim Seo-yoon would come, but if she actually comes, doesn't that mean I have to touch her? Of course, I wanted to touch her, but what I originally wanted was 'a hypnotized Choi Yeon-ju who thinks it's natural for me to touch her pussy,' not 'a non-hypnotized Lim Seo-yoon who goes into heat from goblin fluid and instinctively shakes her hips.'
Suddenly, there might be a situation where I have to touch a sane woman's pussy. For a virgin like me, it's like hearing on the news that a meteor is falling from the sky.
Choi Yeon-ju sighed as I trembled violently.
"It's not even confirmed yet whether she'll come or not, so you don't have to be so scared. Besides, if we put in a lot of goblin fluid, she'll obviously be writhing the moment you touch her, so you don't need to worry either. She's the woman who rubbed her chest all over your face for an entire day with just that small amount of fluid. Isn't that right?"
"That's true, but..."
"At first, she hadn't even been touched, yet she fainted in the bathroom. Well, from what I expected, it looked like she touched her own pussy in the bathroom and fainted."
"She touched it then?"
Why didn't I know that until now...?
When I showed a shocked face, Choi Yeon-ju frowned. She seemed baffled that I didn't know something so obvious.
"Isn't it obvious? Otherwise, how could a woman who was just sitting still collapse in the bathroom? No matter how much fluid she drank, fainting without any sexual stimulation doesn't match cause and effect, don't you think?"
"No, they say a woman goes docile when she's fucked by a goblin, right?"
"The effect would occur while she's already being fucked. Would she endure it without going docile?"
Convinced by Choi Yeon-ju's words, I nodded. So Lim Seo-yoon really did touch her own pussy in my bathroom and then fainted.
Suddenly, I'm getting disgustingly turned on.
And more than that, the only thing in my head is that I hope Lim Seo-yoon comes today.
After having such a good time, if she suddenly comes to her senses, feels embarrassed, and quits, then I... I...!
"Anyway, before Lim Seo-yoon comes, I'll go up to the second floor and hide. The first goal is to feed her the fluid when she arrives, then touch her pussy and knock her out. But I trust you won't put your hands on her pussy the moment she drinks it. That is, if you don't want to be dragged to the police station for sexual assault after she regains consciousness."
"You said an opportunity to touch would come, right?"
"If it does come, today is the best time. The fact that she's coming even after remembering that obscene act we did last time means she's mentally prepared to some extent. Would you doubt that someone who comes determined gets more excited and sensitive than usual?"
"Got it. I'll try."
My will was fully charged inside.
When I clenched my fist and nodded, Choi Yeon-ju looked me over with a subtle expression, then said she understood and disappeared upstairs. Only I was left in the living room. Normally, I would have passed the time watching TV like yesterday, but now I didn't even feel like it.
There were about 20 minutes left until the time Lim Seo-yoon was supposed to come, so during that time I just sat on the sofa, only trembling my legs, praying she would come.
20 minutes feels like 20 years.
With nothing to do, I keep looking at the clock every chance I get. Even though I thought a long time had passed, when I checked, the minute hand had barely moved. It feels like being trapped in the Room of Spirit and Time...
Then the time came. 9 AM.
Lim Seo-yoon didn't come.
Hmm.
Should I wait just 10 more minutes?
I waited another 10 minutes.
Lim Seo-yoon still didn't come.
Hmm.
Is it a failure?
No. No, Byeong-jin. There's no need to be so pessimistic already. Even if I were in Lim Seo-yoon's shoes, I would have agonized a lot over whether to come or not. Another 10 minutes. No, let's wait 20 more minutes. Even between couples, waiting about 30 minutes for your girlfriend isn't that long, right? Lim Seo-yoon wasn't my girlfriend, and she wasn't even a potential girlfriend, but I could wait that much.
After another 20 minutes passed, instead of the Lim Seo-yoon I was waiting for, Choi Yeon-ju came down from the second floor.
She nodded with an expression of understanding.
Seeing Choi Yeon-ju's face, I began to deny reality.
"No. No. If I wait a little longer, she'll come."
"You already know, don't you? Lim Seo-yoon isn't coming. After waiting this long, you need to know when to give up."
"No. There's still hope. Lim Seo-yoon won't let my expectations down."
"The greater the expectation, the greater the disappointment. You know that, right? I prepared, but I actually already expected that Lim Seo-yoon wouldn't come."
"Please don't crush my hope..."
I got off the sofa and fell to my knees. Because I was truly desperate. Lim Seo-yoon was the first person to let me touch her pussy. Of course, it wasn't with consent; it was secretly. But anyway, I had buried my face in her chest with consent, so next to Choi Yeon-ju, Lim Seo-yoon was the most meaningful woman in my 23 years of life.
Choi Yeon-ju looked at me and giggled. That laughter sounds so witch-like. I think that woman is enjoying watching me suffer.
Then it happened.
Ding-dong.
The doorbell rang.
Both I and Choi Yeon-ju, who was giggling at me from the stairs leading to the second floor, froze. I quickly looked up to check the intercom, and I saw a cute little protruding chin, and below that, a person wearing a deeply cut sports bra standing there.
She came.
When I looked at Choi Yeon-ju, she was already scrambling upstairs, having grasped the situation. It was the first time I had seen Choi Yeon-ju so flustered and making a fuss. Her big butt wiggling as she hurriedly climbed the stairs and fled.
She looks just like a villain running away from a righteous protagonist.
Ding-dong.
The doorbell rang again, probably because there was no response from inside. That sound snapped me back to reality. This was no time to just stand here. I jumped up and ran toward the front door, looking not much different from Choi Yeon-ju.
I flung the front door open.
The first thing that came into view was the most beautiful brown hair in the world. It was the top of her head.
Lim Seo-yoon was standing in front of the door with her head bowed.
Her ears were bright red.
Words I hadn't even thought of came out automatically.
"Seonsaengnim. You've arrived."
"Oh. Uh... Yes... Th-thaaat..."
Lim Seo-yoon looked extremely embarrassed. But I didn't really care what Lim Seo-yoon said. Because it was highly likely to be a lie. Since people often lie to hide their embarrassment.
What I considered important was her attire. If Lim Seo-yoon had no intention and was determined to train properly, she should have come in appropriate clothes.
Right now, Lim Seo-yoon was wearing the same deep-cut sports bra she had worn when we trained with sniffing.
"Come in."
"Okay..."
Lim Seo-yoon, her face looking like it was about to burst, took a step inside the front door.
I couldn't help my eyes snapping open as soon as I woke up in the morning. Because today was training day.
"What do I do... what do I do..."
Lim Seo-yoon got up from bed and paced around the house aimlessly for a long time, biting her nails. If she were sane, it would be right not to go. No matter how much both of them had gone mad and acted with consent, the shame and seriousness of the situation didn't disappear when she came to her senses.
But there were many problems. The first was that she had already received money in advance from Seong Byeong-jin. Of course, if she just returned it, it wouldn't be a problem, but the important thing was that there was no way to coordinate with Seong Byeong-jin.
Lim Seo-yoon didn't even know Seong Byeong-jin's phone number.
If she were to refund him, she would have to refund it to Choi Yeon-ju. Because Choi Yeon-ju had given the money. Then, of course, she would have to make an excuse for the reason for the refund. It was obvious that this situation would arise.
No matter how plausible an excuse Lim Seo-yoon came up with, the moment Choi Yeon-ju noticed something suspicious through a conversation with Seong Byeong-jin, it would be a huge problem.
Choi Yeon-ju's influence in the hunter industry was terrifying. No matter how successful a Solo Player Lim Seo-yoon was, she couldn't match the name value of Choi Yeon-ju, who was beginning to be called the pioneer of Korean Gate Studies.
Even if Choi Yeon-ju didn't hold a grudge, just having the thought, 'Oh? Look at this bitch?' would plunge Lim Seo-yoon into a very difficult situation.
And the most important thing was the second reason.
This could be seen as her own problem.
'...Using the first reason as an excuse, I want to keep helping with the training...'
She had never thought like this before, but Lim Seo-yoon couldn't help but suspect she was crazy.
It felt like her left brain and right brain were operating separately. Reason insisted that she shouldn't continue training like this, while emotion started piecing together various excuses to somehow justify continuing the training.
That was the problem.
Emotion was trying to overcome reason.
'Should I go...'
Time was already starting to run out. Lim Seo-yoon looked at the clock and then gritted her teeth. Should I go? Should I not? Should I go? It feels like I shouldn't go.
But I want to go.
She hadn't even properly sorted out her feelings, but Lim Seo-yoon quickly went into the bathroom and turned on the water. If she rushed now, she'd be about 30 minutes late, but that didn't matter. Let's go first. If I go, the answer will come to everything. I can either train or quit.
Just as she thought that, Lim Seo-yoon hurriedly finished preparing and arrived at the mansion.
It was the moment after pressing the doorbell the second time that Seong Byeong-jin came out, and his joyful expression naturally made her look away.
Her heart was pounding.
"Come in, 'Seonsaengnim'"
I'll just do it one more time and then say I can't do it anymore.
Just one more time.
Just once.