I Was Certain I Was Going to Die
For just a moment, I crumpled my face so intensely that it felt like I could sense even the intent to kill.
Then Kim Sohyun’s face, still messy with tears, slowly straightened back into her usual blank expression. She opened her mouth.
“Our contract only lets you suck me off. The part that just happened, let’s pretend you never heard it.”
She turned her back to me, laundry basket still in her arms.
Here, I had two choices.
The first was to simply pretend none of it had ever happened, just like she had suggested.
The other was to use the weakness she had just handed me and force sex on her.
And my thoughts…
Tilted toward the second option.
Just from her reaction moments ago, she clearly couldn’t bring herself to refuse me over money.
I would use this to make her sleep with me.
Even I thought it was a filthy and cowardly way, but…
If I kept sucking her off just to please her feelings and never found out what the actual sex effect was, that would be stupid.
So, the next moment.
I threw a line toward Sohyun’s back as she had just started to move her legs.
“It’s not free! Add forty more, so today I’ll pay one hundred.”
“…”
“Condoms are on. You said you need money, right? And you haven’t forgotten that video is still in my hands, have you?”
Sohyun’s body trembled as she heard me to the end.
Then, slowly, she turned her head toward me.
What rose in her face wasn’t simple anger.
It was extreme rage.
No, it was darker than that—malice and bloodlust swirling like poison.
Right after.
Sohyun bit down on her teeth, squashed her trembling lips, and roared.
“You fucking crazy bastard! You really came at me like that!!”
BANG!
The heavy laundry basket she held was hurled straight at my face like it had a mind of its own.
The wet laundry and plastic basket slammed into my head with a dull thud.
“Aaak!”
While I screamed and my eyes were still spinning from the impact.
When my vision finally cleared, Sohyun came at me like a wild beast, leaping onto the bed.
She climbed on top of me and pressed her body down, pinning my chest, and started swinging her fists.
Thud! Thud!
“You fucking bitch, you really think money makes everything work! Hm? You think I’ll let a bitch like you fuck my pussy just because you pay?! Fuck!”
“Argh, ahh! Sohyun! Calm down! Just wait!!”
The fierce pounding rained down on my face and shoulders without mercy.
Already exhausted and about to die…
Coerced by blackmail and nursing, now treated like a whore, her long-suppressed resentment finally erupted in full.
“You’ll die! Just die with me, you fucking bastard!! No matter what, whether you kill me here and I go to jail or die, I’m going to die!!”
The words spilling from Sohyun’s mouth were terrifying.
Her eyes overflowed with madness and killing intent.
Her fists carried the will to actually kill me.
‘Fuck, shit! That bitch’s eyes are finally back online!’
I barely blocked my face with the large casts on both my hands, curled up tightly, and screamed.
“I’m sorry! I’m wrong, Sohyun! I won’t have sex! I won’t do it!! Cancel what I just said! Cancel!!”
Soon cold sweat soaked my entire body,
but to a Sohyun who had completely snapped from rage, my apologies were worthless.
She forcibly shoved my cast shield aside and kept swinging her fists at me.
Then, at some point.
Sohyun’s fierce fist slipped through the gap I couldn’t cover and landed exactly on my nose.
Crunch—
With a terrible pain, a bright red stream of blood gushed from my nose like a fountain.
Not the usual trickling, but actual blood pouring out with a splat, flooding my face, the bandage, Sohyun’s clothes, and the white bed sheet.
At the same time, the studio apartment vibrated with the stench of blood.
“!!!”
The surreal sight of the blood erupting from my nose caused the movement of the Sohyun who had been pinning me to freeze as if it were a lie.
Her eyes, staring at my bloodied face and bandage, and the blood droplets scattered everywhere, lost the madness from moments ago.
In its place, pure shock filled them.
“Blood… blood???”
“Kuhek— fuck… my nose…”
While Sohyun stood frozen,
I stared up at the ceiling, unable to grip my casted hand, blood dripping from my red face.
In the room, only heavy silence settled, accompanied by our ragged breathing.
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Even as the awkward, bizarre silence filled the apartment, time kept racing.
About ten minutes later.
Both of my nostrils now had cotton balls firmly packed inside by Sohyun for hemostasis.
The bleeding had finally stopped, but the pain in my nose was still throbbing.
Meanwhile.
Clink, clink—
A short distance away, Sohyun was moving her hands busily within the heavy silence.
She had stripped my blood-stained t-shirt, the bed sheet with large dark marks, and the pillowcase, pushing them all into the washing machine.
Thiriring— Washing starting
Soon the rumbling of the washing machine filled the small studio.
Then, after lowering her upper body and turning around.
During this, our gazes met exactly in mid-air as I sat on the bed staring at her blankly.
“…”
“…”
The silence was so awkward and embarrassing it felt like my breath was being cut off.
Especially since we had just been beating each other bloody.
Sohyun was the first to look away.
She brushed her hair back casually and asked in a brutally dry tone.
“…Did the bleeding stop?”
“Ah, um… it seems mostly stopped.”
After my answer, Sohyun let out a shallow sigh and walked over to the bed.
Then, carefully but still warily, she pulled out the cotton balls she had placed over my nose.
Fortunately, no more bright red blood was coming out.
Sohyun confirmed the bleeding had stopped, crumpled the cotton and tossed it carelessly into the trash can.
After that, for a long while, neither of us spoke.
I couldn’t excuse myself because I was the one who started it, and Sohyun seemed to be struggling with her own conscience over the assault.
Even as time froze like that, the clock hands kept moving.
5:30 PM.
Sohyun’s quitting time.
At the same moment.
Sohyun silently packed her bag and walked to the door.
Opening the door lock and leaving without saying anything about not coming back after today, or cutting all contact, was entirely possible.
I swallowed saliva on the bed and watched her back.
Thiriring—
The door lock clicked open.
Sohyun stopped for a moment when she was about to step outside, but she didn’t turn to me at all and whispered very softly.
“…See you tomorrow.”
Click—
The door closed.
Sohyun’s footsteps faded away.
“Haa…”
Only then did I finally exhale the breath I had been holding and bury my head on the bed.
Even after she saw me almost die, after I spilled my guts begging for sex, and after I saw the blood gushing like a fountain… she said she would come again tomorrow.
As the final sigh slipped out with the wave of indescribable relief washing over my whole body.
And a short while later.
My phone vibrated and a message from Sohyun arrived.
[Sohyun: Transfer 600,000 won to the account.]
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Late at night, the city was swallowed in total darkness.
I lay on the bed like a corpse, staring blankly at the ceiling.
The tip of my nose, still throbbing from the beating I took from Sohyun earlier, ached.
But what filled my mind wasn’t the pain.
‘How do I get to have sex with Sohyun…’
Combined with the desire to see a married woman’s pussy taste, which looked delicious just from the preview.
The question of what actual effect the sex would have.
And worries about how to successfully have sex with her.
If the condition for the post-nut clarity effect was ‘married woman’, then I didn’t necessarily need to target only Sohyun.
But with both my hands broken like this, I couldn’t even go outside, let alone work…
I had no choice but to rely on her.
Right as all these tangled thoughts were making my head spin even more complicated.
Suddenly, I thought of a way to share this secret I kept to myself.
If I honestly told Sohyun about the absurd ability to see the future of charts, and honestly asked for her cooperation, saying that the pussy would see the future even farther and clearer than my mouth…
Then, how would she react?
But before long, I had to shake my head.
With her already looking at me like I was crazy, trying to say something like ‘if I cum inside your body, the future chart will show’ would be lucky if it didn’t land me in a mental hospital.
‘Good enough to get treated as crazy… let that slide.’
And most of all.
If she found out the condition of this mysterious ability and counter-attacked me?
From that moment, the control of our relationship would clearly slip away.
In the end, the plan to share the truth was deleted from the candidates without a trace.
“Ah… then what the hell am I supposed to do?”
I raised my casted arms, let them drop onto the bed, and kept squeezing my head.
As a result, only two methods remained as the most likely.
The first was to raise the money amount to an insane level.
Today I offered 100,000, and she almost punched me, but what if I offered 200,000 or 300,000 a day as a daily wage?
She was a married woman whose daughter’s treatment cost and her husband’s gambling debt were drying her blood every day.
There was definitely a ‘price tag’ on her human pride and aversion.
The first method was a highly realistic and filthy one: offering an astronomical sum that would make her strip naked herself.
The second was using sympathy and victim cosplay.
The strange guilt and pity that fleetingly flashed in Sohyun’s eyes when she saw me nosebleeding pathetically today.
Maximize those.
In other words, exaggerate my pitiful dumbass role as a helpless cripple who can’t do anything with broken hands, and subtly raise the level of skinship.
Something like “Sohyun, can you help me with this…” while acting pitiful, and subtly directing the atmosphere in a sexual direction.
If I immediately forced sex and escalated, I’d break my nose like today.
But using 600,000 as an excuse for daily nursing and slowly raising the skinship level every day seemed possible.
Today blowjob, tomorrow secretly groping breasts, the day after tomorrow pretending it’s an accident while rubbing my dick on her ass…
After breaking down her guard little by little and getting her body used to it, the second method was to gradually tame her until natural insertion.
“Haa… the second one is the safest, but it’ll probably take too long.”
Both had clear pros and cons, so I couldn’t decide easily.
While my throbbing nose kept twitching, I fell deep into thought about how to deal with Sohyun when she came to pick me up tomorrow morning at 8:45.
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