Episode 64
The anxious feelings disappeared faster than I expected.
Since my body was in that state, the complicated thoughts in my head were suppressed by instinct and couldn't surface.
No, rather, because of the anxiety, my estrus came even stronger.
Even though it was only my second time, it was at a level where I couldn't even control it.
"Hngk! Hup! Hngbup!"
Right before we were about to depart for the forest, my estrus arrived, and I found myself pinned beneath Aron, getting penetrated without fail.
With my face buried in the pillow and only my butt sticking out, I'm showing and permitting all my weaknesses.
I can't even ask him to stop.
Because I was the one who forced Aron onto the bed when he said we shouldn't, trying to mount him.
'I tried to do it like Pania Unnie told me to...!'
I got on top and tried to slowly insert him.
That attempt turned to nothing the moment Aron's penis was fully inserted.
'This, this thing! It's cheating, isn't it!'
Even though it's only my second time, every time he penetrates me, I think 'maybe I'm a custom-made onahole for Aron.'
Every time that massive weapon goes in and out, I want to submit.
I want to become a woman and support him.
Pinned beneath him with my arms fixed above my head, another orgasm follows.
"Hngguuuuuk! Hek... hek...."
Aron, who was pounding into me like a beast, presses down gently with his hips.
My fleshy butt gets crushed under his weight, and each time, the deepest part of my lower abdomen gets mercilessly compressed.
A gentle but intense stimulation.
The sensation of offering up my most sacred and vulnerable place is indescribable.
"Tha, that's enouuugh... it's, it's straaange..."
"But Mia likes this, doesn't she? Being pressed down and dominated from above? That's why you like being pinned like this."
"N, nooo waaay?!"
I climax from the persistent stimulation.
It's completely different from just mindlessly orgasming.
If my usual orgasms feel like 100% release, this feels like repeated 60% orgasms.
In short, even after climaxing, my body doesn't cool down at all.
"You were the one who started this, but you're not thinking of being satisfied alone and stopping, are you?"
"Tha, that's not... hngk?!"
A single movement.
That light thrust of his hips forces all my toes to stretch out straight as I bury my face in the pillow.
Pshaaaak...
Liquid burst out from below like urine.
"I've been noticing since recently when you eat a lot. And you've been unnecessarily irritable too."
"Mi, Mia's... ughbup..."
"No. I clearly told you. If you start on your own this time, I'll punish you. So quietly receive your education."
"Tha, that's! Opp, oppression...!"
This time, his hips slowly pull out.
The prominent glans scrapes against my tightly clenching vaginal walls as it withdraws.
"Ugh, ughk! Ugruk!"
My hips are forcibly lifted.
Push! Push!
Like a fool, the orgasms don't stop.
Pleasure beyond just scratching an itch.
Even though my hips are released and shouldn't move, they're forced to move because of his enormous size.
"Let's change positions."
With only the glans teasingly inside, my body turns over.
While being penetrated like an animal on all fours, my field of vision changed.
'The ceiling...'
My dazed gaze looked at the inn's ceiling.
"Aren't you done yet? I'm all weird and messed up..."
"Even after doing this, why hasn't this disappeared?"
"Hmm...?"
Aron's hand slowly moved to my lower abdomen.
The protective layer over my uterus that's recently gained plenty of flesh.
The place that creates my feminine curves still bears the pregnancy prevention magic that Eri left behind.
"Tha, that's..."
Honestly, there's a reason for my expectations.
Fear of being discovered as originally male and abandoned, or maybe being able to return to Earth somehow.
'More than anything, if I get pregnant, I don't think I can really return to being a man.'
Since I've asked the Dragon Emperor too, I should be able to return someday.
So I haven't lost hope yet.
Someday I might return to being a man again, live a somewhat boring daily life, occasionally order delivery food, and just wait for game updates.
Because I might be able to live that ordinary life.
"...There's still much to do ahead, pregnancy would be too early."
I answered quietly while avoiding Aron's gaze.
I didn't give my honest answer.
Since I can't lie, Aron probably noticed immediately, but he wouldn't know the real reason.
Aron nodded with a slightly frustrated expression.
"That's right. If you get pregnant now, it might be difficult whenever we go places. So after everything is over, then it would be okay?"
"...If you only look at me until then, I'll think about it."
I answered a bit late because of guilt, but Aron seemed to misunderstand the reason.
His expression suggested he understood it as 'Sorry I couldn't respond enthusiastically to your expectations.'
He gently stroked my head.
"Shall we stop here for today? You look very tired."
I shook my head vigorously.
The more complicated my thoughts get, the better it is to focus on something else.
"No, it's still not enough. Let's do more."
I put strength into my legs and pulled Aron's hips toward me.
There's no way Aron would move from my strength alone, but understanding that I genuinely wanted it, Aron moved as I intended.
"It's in... bi, big..."
Every time Aron's enormous penis fills me inside, the feeling rises all the way to my head.
All thoughts are destroyed, leaving only pleasure - that sensation is what I need right now.
"Then I'll start again."
With those words, Aron's hips moved again.
Appropriate strength and precise angles.
"Ugh, uk! There! Stabbing meee!"
Pshiiik!
My hips convulsed as female ejaculation sprayed out.
Despite it being only my second experience, I realized my uterus could be felt, rejoiced at the stimulation of my G-spot, and climaxed from mere penetration.
'Can I last until the end?'
That anxiety didn't even last until the end.
The moment the hot penis crushed deep inside, only Aron remained in my mind.
*
In the end, I spent the entire day beneath Aron like a proper female, being squeezed and having my uterus filled with semen.
I touched my heavy lower abdomen and looked at that place.
"It hasn't disappeared."
The butterfly-shaped pattern.
As if proving the magic was working properly, the pattern glowed faintly.
Simultaneously, I could feel it instinctively, hotly.
Some kind of power was interfering with the combination of my estrus and the newly created ovaries.
'I didn't know I could feel something like this.'
I felt for the first time that this must be what magical sensation is like.
It's neither instinct nor touch.
It's a completely different, indescribable sensation I'm experiencing for the first time.
"More importantly, where did Aron go? Don't tell me he's..."
Did he go to meet another woman?
With anxiety, I glanced at the ring on my finger.
But eventually I shook my head vigorously.
Since meeting Aron, I've relied on him too much whenever anything slightly anxious happened.
'Maybe it's right to give him some space.'
If I leave, Aron will have to be with other women, so that might be right.
These worries have increased considerably because of the Dragon Emperor.
Because I had to hear about souls.
"What, Mia. You're awake?"
I was so lost in thought that I didn't even hear Aron coming in.
Startled, I opened my eyes wide and looked at him.
"What. Did I surprise you? I thought you might be hungry, so I brought some food."
I stared at Aron who had brought food in one hand, then answered.
"No. I just woke up so I'm still groggy. More importantly, you brought delicious food?"
"The innkeeper said you must have worked hard and brought out some delicious things?"
"Tha, that, don't tell me..."
When estrus comes, it's unavoidable, but I can't hold back my moans.
I scream lewd cries until my voice is hoarse.
'But that means he heard.'
At most, we were just resting in the room, there's no reason for the innkeeper to say we worked hard.
I must have screamed so loudly that it was heard outside.
I was too careless thinking the soundproofing was good.
I shouldn't have thought about my voice, which uses aura as a beastkin, by ordinary people's standards.
"Sigh... Just give me the food. And let's depart today. If we stay here even one more day, I'll probably get a reputation as Poraka's perverted woman."
"No way. The innkeeper seemed to handle it discreetly?"
"Still, it's embarrassing. Plus, I want to go quickly and see Unnie after so long."
It's been almost half a year since I last saw Karen Unni.
Just getting from the Forest of Temptation to the Northern Region takes months, so it can't be helped.
"By the way, have you thought about how we'll return?"
At Aron's question, I shook my head left and right while pushing the food he brought into my mouth.
After chewing slowly and swallowing, I answered.
"I'd like to go with a merchant caravan, but I don't think there will be any going that way. If I find one, it would be a mercenary group, but I'm hesitant."
Merchant caravans accommodate our convenience, but mercenary groups don't particularly do that.
Mercenary groups only provide protection, nothing more.
Meaning they can't provide good tents like merchant caravans or serve delicious meals.
"Let's travel with a caravan to the capital at least, and look again in the capital. If there aren't any then either, we'll just have you carry me and run."
"Okay, that would be more comfortable."
With Aron's current abilities, getting from the capital to the Forest of Temptation would be quick.
By forced march standards, about two weeks would be enough.
So if a monster like Aron seriously runs, about three days should be sufficient.
"Let's go down and ask the innkeeper. Running from here to the Forest of Temptation is too far."
The moment I took just one bite of the brought meat and jumped off the bed.
Gurgle.
My stomach clock rang in the quiet room.
Aron gently picked up my embarrassed self and sat me on his lap.
"Okay, then shall we finish eating first and then ask the innkeeper?"
"Even though you said I gained weight..."
When I pouted my lips and answered, Aron rubbed my stomach.
"This much will disappear with just a few workouts in bed. And Mia looks better with a little weight. You're much cuter."
"...Even if you say that, I'm not really happy."
In the end, I had to bow my head and eat the food Aron fed me.