Defeat Orgasm
I toyed with her and played with her body exactly as I pleased. My first time having sex had been Sujin reverse-raping me. Of course, even that had been entirely by my design, so calling it rape wouldn't be quite right.
Passively receiving her vigorous lust had left me feeling about two percent unsatisfied. Now that I could play with Sujin however I wanted, I finally felt true pleasure.
Sex, it seemed, was a kind of conquest. Conquest had always been a man's privilege, and sex, too, was something a man bestowed upon a woman.
As I drove my cock into Sujin's pussy, I felt a fantastical sense of conquest I'd never experienced before. After twenty-four years of a thoroughly unremarkable life, I finally felt like I was alive.
"Ah~ ngh~! Ahhhnngh~! Nnnnngh~♥"
Hearts looked ready to burst from her eyes. For the record, the scenario here was that Sujin was being raped. But anyone looking at her face would have known that wasn't the expression of a woman being violated. If anything, her expression was so lewd and wanton you'd think she was the one running this show.
"Kh! Kh! Kh! You slut! You like getting fucked this much!?"
"Nnnngh~! I'm not… a sluttt! Haaahn~♪"
I already knew perfectly well she wasn't a slut, but looking at the state of her, who would believe it? Every time I cursed her out, her pussy flinched and sucked my cock in even harder — you could have told me it was a dungeon and I would have believed you. And my cock was a Dungeon Hunter who'd gone charging fearlessly into a dangerous dungeon.
Hah… hah… This thing's performance is insane. I feel like I'm about to cum already…
As a masturbation master, I'd been confident I could hold my ejaculation pretty well — but her pussy was something I simply couldn't endure. Forcing myself to hold out would only make things worse for me, so I decided to fire off a clean first round. Besides, a single ejaculation didn't look like it would wilt my cock in the slightest.
"Kh! You filthy slut! I'll knock you up! I'll get you pregnant as payback for shattering my virginity!"
Squelch. Squelch. Squelch. Squelch. Squelch.
Connected cock-to-pussy, the two of us were closer right now than anyone else in the world. Just as I could read her state, Sujin seemed able to read mine. Feeling my cock twitch and shudder irregularly inside her, she cried out even through her moans of pleasure, clinging to the last thread of her reason.
"Ah~ nngh~! Not inside…! Today's a dangerous…! Hwaaahn~♪"
The words dangerous day were all the spark I needed. Thanks to the effects of Pregnancy Control, there was no chance she'd actually conceive — but Sujin had no way of knowing that. I pressed my body even tighter against hers. The position was ordinary missionary, but I was using my weight to pin her down, just slightly.
"Get pregnant! Get pregnant and atone for it!"
"Anything but pregnant, please…! Nnhwaaaahn~♥"
Sujin couldn't even properly refuse my declaration that I'd impregnate her. Part of that was the crashing waves of pleasure pounding through her like a storm-tossed sea — but it was also because she herself had no real objection to taking me in.
The proof was in her legs, which had been wrapped around my waist for some time now and only pulled me in tighter. If she truly wanted to reject me, the normal thing would have been to push my body away. Sujin's body was more honest than her mouth.
Schlick. Schlick. Schlick. Schlick. Schlick.
I picked up the pace of my thrusting. A climax so intense it turned my vision yellow came roaring up, and I didn't hold back for even a second — I poured everything I had into her. Dumping a load of milky-white seed into a woman on her dangerous day was more enjoyable than I could have imagined.
The moment my cock spat out that pale, viscous baby-batter, Sujin's back arched like a drawn bow. She'd climaxed. It was a stronger reaction than any orgasm I'd witnessed from her so far.
"Nnnnngh~! Nngh! Ngh! Haaaahn…!"
After several more moans spilled from her lips, Sujin twisted this way and that before going limp, like a rubber band that had lost all its elasticity. Her toes clenched violently. Her pupils had gone vacant — she didn't look capable of doing anything except feel the pleasure.
I, too, felt a shock of pleasure so intense the world seemed to flip upside down. Strange way to put it, but it felt like an arrow had punched straight through my body.
What remained in a body stripped of reason was a sticky, dangerous pleasure that felt like it had crawled up from hell itself. And more terrifying than the pleasure was the fact that, despite all of it, my cock stood right back up without so much as a hint of post-nut clarity.
"Nngh…! It got big again…"
Feeling my cock swell back to full mast inside her, Sujin murmured it in a sweet, lingering voice. She didn't look remotely like someone being raped. If anything, her pussy squeezed around me softly, as if cheering my cock on.
It was a completely different motion from the tight, aggressive milking of a moment ago. Instinctively, her pussy had figured out that this was the best way to extract semen in the current situation. An extremely clever pussy. Calling it an AI pussy wouldn't have been an exaggeration.
"Hah… hah… hah…"
I looked down at Sujin's flushed face. Beneath the pleasure smeared across her features, a hint of shame peeked through. The moment our eyes met, she hurriedly turned her head away. I could have started the next round right then and there, but I deliberately let the moment hang.
The reason I was violating Sujin right now wasn't simply for pleasure. This was a process — the process of making her completely, entirely mine.
Squelch.
"Nnh~♪"
I gave my hips the slightest twist, and my cock grazed along her vaginal walls. She was already hypersensitive to the point of agony, and the moment my cock brushed the inside of her pussy, a sweet, broken moan spilled out of her. Excellent reaction. If I started round two right now, she'd happily play along. But I didn't move my hips. I just gazed down at her, steadily.
"I… I don't even know where to start…"
Still trying to avoid my eyes, Sujin opened her mouth in a tiny voice. Being pinned in missionary by a man who wasn't her lover, her voice trembled unsteadily. I maintained my silence and simply listened.
"First of all, I'm sorry…. I've been raping you this whole time, Jaeseong. Every single day, even…. That… I'm truly sorry for that. I don't know what to say…"
An apology that no actual rapist would ever make. Well, I'd never met an actual rapist, so I couldn't say for sure. I gave her a small reward for managing to get the words out. Naturally, the reward was a thrust of my hips.
"Nnhhhnngh~!"
The instant after she'd apologized for raping me, her face went slack with pleasure, utterly wrecked. A truly magnificent sight. I'd been recording this entire session from the start with the Watching Eye. I'd have to replay it whenever I got bored.
"Ugh… I'm sorry, Jaeseong. Hah…. But please, believe me on this one thing. I'm not the kind of shameless woman who would do this to just any man. And I don't know if you'll believe me, but…. My virginity… I gave it to you."
The reminder that I had conquered her virginity made my cock swell even larger. To think I'd dyed a lovely woman like this in my own colors, for her very first time. Without the Unix Cube, it would have been nothing more than a dream. A body this succulent was far too expensive a meal for a failed writer to ever taste.
"So…. Please don't hate me…. Nngh…! Nngh…! I'm sorry is all I can say. Nnnngh…! Hwaaahn!"
Emotion seemed to well up in her all at once, and Sujin burst into tears like a child. Even her crying face didn't have a single flaw. I felt a little bad admitting it, but I wanted to keep looking at that weeping expression. If Sujin's lewd face stimulated my lust, her crying face stimulated my desire to conquer.
"Hwaaahn! I'm sorry! I just lost my mind for a second…! Nngh…! Nngh! Nnnnngh!"
Even the way she desperately tried not to cry was beautiful. She was falling apart in exactly the perfect shape I'd wanted. Having her ugly deeds exposed, being cursed out by the man she'd offered her most precious thing to (whether that phrasing was quite right, I wasn't sure) — this situation had shattered Sujin. This was precisely the situation I'd wanted.
"Hwaaahn! Nngh…! I'm sorry! I'm truly sorry! Nngh! Nnnngh!"
I pulled her face into a sudden embrace. One hand cradled the nape of her neck; the other gently cupped the back of her head. It was a pose I'd practiced quite a bit, for what it was worth. I carefully buried her tear-streaked face against my chest.
I'd given her enough of the whip. Now it was time for the carrot. This was the moment that would decide whether all the patience and effort I'd invested until now would bear sweet fruit — or whether it had all been a pointless waste.
Cradling her face the way you'd hold a baby, I stroked her hair as gently as I possibly could. The frequency of Sujin's sniffling dropped off noticeably. For the record, my cock was still inside her pussy.
"Don't cry. I could never hate you. Why would I ever hate you, Sujin?"
"Nngh…! Nngh…! But just a minute ago… nngh! You called me a whore, you just…! Nngh! I'm not a whore…!"
"I know. I got too excited and said the wrong thing. I'm sorry. I believe you're not a whore."
I flipped my words as easily as turning over a hand. If she still had any reason left, she would have found my lines far too staged. Anyone with a shred of intuition might have realized I'd been laying the groundwork for exactly this situation.
But Sujin was in no mental state to pick up on any of that. She was focused solely on the warmth of my voice. I continued speaking, soothing her.
"I'm sorry. I lost my head for a second too, and I cursed you out. And the truth is, I wasn't angry at all. If a beauty like you wants to fuck me, I'd welcome it as many times as you like. Why would I ever get angry?"
Heh. Even I have to admit that was a shameless thing to say. Sujin, who until a moment ago had been getting cursed out and fucked without mercy, seemed to have her sorrow melt away at a single sentence from me. When she opened her mouth again, the tears had gone from her voice.
"Really…?"
I nodded without answering. Sometimes an action like that was more effective than words. I'd read that on the internet, so I wasn't sure how accurate it was.
Schlick.
"Heh~♥"
I gave my hips a light sway, and a cute, girlish little sound popped out of her mouth. It had a different flavor from the sticky moans up until now. Mix that voice with her lewd moans at about a fifty-fifty ratio, and the result would be fantastic.
"Sujin. Honestly, I want you. I want to make you mine forever. You want me too, don't you? That's why you violated me like that, right?"
Her pupils trembled. Perhaps what I'd just said had sounded like a proposal to her. Of course, the nuance was a little different from a proposal.
I wanted her. Not simply as a lover — I wanted to own her completely, as my possession. Like a heroine in one of my novels, I wanted to decide her fate however I pleased.
People often say that the characters in a novel are the author's children. I don't agree with that. The characters in my novels aren't merely my children — they are my property. And the difference between those two things is enormous.
"Nngh…! I want you too, Jaeseong…"
Her words set my body in motion again. I ravaged her pussy with even more power than before, and I shouted.
"Sujin! You're going to be mine, right!? You're going to be my personal pussy, right? If I tell you to spread, you'll spread, and if I want to fuck you, you'll take it, right!? Sujin! You're mine now! From your pussy hole to the wrinkles of your asshole, every last inch of you is mine, you hear me!? From now on, Sujin, you're my flesh toilet!"
Slap. Slap. Slap. Slap. Slap.
I toyed with her, hurling the worst words imaginable — words that could never, under any circumstances, be called a proposal. But Sujin, pink hearts exploding in her eyes, answered my absurd demands with perfect loyalty.
"Hahn~! Haaaahn~! Haaaahn~! Yes~ I understand! Nnnngh~♥ I'll be yours, Jaeseong! Nnnngh~♥ Please thrust it in! Please stab me with your cock for the rest of my liiife! Nnnnngh~♪"