Morning Regrets and Dana's Dark Circles
I come to my senses, and it's dawn. The sun's just about to rise. I jolt awake and take stock of the situation. What pops into my head is last night's memories. I ate the meal Serina prepared for me, got my head stroked while resting on her lap, and then... huh, what happened after that? Oh right. Her touch was so warm and cozy that I started dozing off. I vaguely remember her sweet voice saying, "You can't sleep here~?" but I threw a sleepy tantrum anyway... Nooo, don't wake meee, I just wanna sleep, burying my face deep in her soft thigh, mumbling, Ugh, Serina's body is so squishy, feels so good, Lily's in heaven...
"…………."
I want to strangle myself. No, I actually do it. Die. Just die already. What the hell was that? To a pure 100% yuri girl with a bright future ahead?! I've corrupted her, made her dirty—if the other girls shun her because she's tainted by me, what then? I mean, I won't get to see Serina rubbing her pussy anymore...!
I practically tumble out of my spot in a panic... only to fall off the bed. No idea when she moved me there, but ow, my ass hurts...! Clutching my stinging butt cheek, I shuffle out toward what I assume is the living room like a zombie. Run. Call me a criminal, I don't care. Even if they drag me off for "molesting a beautiful girl and fleeing the scene" and throw me in jail, it's fine. But if I stay here, who knows what else might happen...!
That's how I escape from Serina's house. Or try to. If that pale white hand hadn't suddenly landed on my limping shoulder.
"Lily. Where you going?"
"Kyaah?!"
"Oh my."
"H-Huh, haah, s-sorry! I'll hide for the rest of my life, just please, no jail, no jail...!"
"Huh? How'd you know?"
"W-W-Waaah...!"
My lifelong dream of witnessing a yuri beauty rubbing her pussy live in real time is crumbling in the absolute worst way possible. And just one month after starting school. Take me away, police sirens wailing, handcuffs on, locked in a dark prison with no girls forever, until I rot and die...!
"H-Hueeeeng...!"
"Bad dream?"
If it weren't for that gentle hand patting my back, I might've really burst into tears. Snapping to at the familiar face in front of me, I mutter blankly like I've woken from a fantasy.
"...Serina?"
"Aww."
...Embarrassing. No matter how mature she seems, she's my classmate, same age, and here I am making a total fool of myself. What, crying and flailing when it's your own damn fault?
But screw the shame—first things first. Seal her lips. Not with my lips, though...
"P-Pretend it never happened."
"Huh? What?"
"Last night, y'know, when I was... in heaven..."
"...?"
"S-Sleeping here...!"
"Huh?"
"The bath, the cat treatment, the dinner— all of it!"
"Oh yeah. You were cute sleeping."
"Gwahhh...!"
Cute my ass. Lucky if she doesn't think I'm gross. I drool with my mouth wide open when I sleep.
"Too bad. Was gonna brag about it."
"To who?!"
Brag about what?! I barely hold back from yelling it out. I'd really get beaten if I did... I know it.
As I plead with my eyes like a begging dog, Serina sighs like she has no choice.
"Fineee, if Lily wants to keep it secret that bad."
"Phewww."
Thank god she's cooperative. I sigh in relief like someone rescued from a cliff edge, clutching my pounding heart. Meanwhile, Serina smiles sweetly.
Uh. Face close. When'd she get this close? Oh. From the patting...
Her gentle eyes holding hazel irises, softly rounded nose bridge, flawless skin, plump pale-pink lips... In that moment, my vision fills only with Serina. Same for her, probably. We freeze like that. Maybe for a while.
Lost in the pull, staring blankly at her face, she smiles as always and says,
"One more secret now, huh?"
Oh right. Secret friends. A special bond just between us, never to be shared with anyone. I can't say a word, flustered as hell.
What the. This vibe. Why stare like that? Even shoving that pretty face in mine, all I imagine is you under another girl, moaning away. So, uh, really...
"Heading back? This early?"
"...Y-Yeah, classes today. Gotta grab my stuff..."
"Aw. Would've been nice to go together."
"Yeah..."
Yeah? Empty words. Sleeping over and walking to school together? Super lewd. I can't do that. But it's all I can say.
Ugh. This mood doesn't suit me...
"Wait a bit anyway?"
"Huh?"
"Got something for you."
Come to think of it, why was she up so early? Sun's barely rising.
The question doesn't last. Serina heads to the kitchen and comes back with a small container in hand.
No way. No no no no no no no no.
Nah, no wayyy.
"...Wh-What's this, a bento...?"
"Duh? Made it for you."
"...!"
Up since dawn? That's why the living room smelled like food. But duh? Not obvious at all. Waking early for me is a net loss for humanity. Idiot?
"Oh. Keep this secret too?"
...Random, but right now, I realize I'm at a crossroads. My rational side screams. Ditch it. Right here. Dump it out. Say you don't need this crap. Did I even ask? Yell at her. Hurt her. Crush that innocent heart so she never dares approach again. She's crossing the line I set. Toss her away ruthlessly. Like always. That's how it has to be.
Deciding what to do doesn't take long. I open my mouth.
"...No need. You went to the trouble..."
"Yay."
Not because I mind being treated like scum or fear it. If I cared, I never would've thought to pee myself in class to scare off the girls. Just instinct. No matter how nasty I am here, Serina won't get hurt and pull away from me.
Scary intuition. If it won't change the outcome, why bother?
In the end, I meekly accept the bento without tossing or dumping it.
Ah. Something's wrong. How'd it come to this? Half regret, half panic, I scratch my innocent scalp.
… … …
I trudge back to the dorm, heart a bit rattled. And there's a ghost waiting.
"...Late."
"Daaa?!"
"Weird scream."
"Dana! You scared me."
Is scaring me her hobby?
"Too many sleepovers."
"Dana, mad?"
"Could've at least texted. Like I said."
After the Alicia hotel thing. Oh yeah. I apologize meekly. Sorry.
"No all-night molesting, so you were lonely, huh..."
"Wanna die?"
"It's fine now! I'm here! I'll tease your pussy till you're satisfied with dirty talk... Wait. Yeah. Let's talk it out, okay...?"
"If I weren't so tired, you'd be hit. Lucky."
"Tired?"
Looking her over, yep—bags under her eyes. Again? Pulled an all-nighter...?
"Don't care what you do with others."
"Y-Yes..."
"But sleep here."
"That worried...?"
"……."
Dana nods after a pause. What was that hesitation? She rubs her eyelids. Definitely didn't sleep. Because of me. Uwuu, while I slept like a baby getting petted by Serina-mom...
Guilt hits.
"Maybe catch a little sleep...?"
Left Serina's super early, so still time before school. Can't get full rest, but a nap?
"Not sleepy."
"Eek."
Her glare's scary. Because of you I can't sleep vibes make it worse! But scarier still: what if Dana's exhaustion from me ruins her happy pussy-rubbing school life...? Yuri flags collapse, family crumbles, society falls... No events with other girls, I miss out, lose my life's meaning...
Kraaaah. Hate that future...!
"Dana! Daaana! Nooo!"
As I flail wildly, she shoots me a what's your deal look. But that's not important. Gotta get her to sleep. Somehow! Even a bit!
"Nap a little. Pleeease?"
"Not sleepy."
"Dark circles that bad and you say that?"
"…."
Dana ignores me completely, grabbing a book from the bedside and flipping pages. Nooo, she'll die old without rubbing her pussy once...!
I plead with my eyes. Hell, I cling openly.
"Aangh, Daaanaaa..."
"…."
"You'll doze off in class."
"…."
"If you can't sleep, I'll hug you tight, okay?"
Big concession from me. A TS girl offering hugs? Last time, that's why I turned down her request. Pretty coldly. Sure, post-Serina cookie incident I hugged her once by accident, but not daily. She knows. Ten-year childhood friend knows damn well. She's all tough usually, but hates being lonely, loves sharing body heat—hard to refuse.
"Daaanaaa."
"……."
See? Curling up like a kid eventually. This girl half a head taller than my average height slips right into my arms.
Mission success. Uwahahaha. Ohohoho. Ahehehehe...
I cackle inwardly like a villain. Dana, grow big and show me that pussy rubbing, ehehehe...