Ep.9 - The Gender Gap That Can't Be Overcome Even If You Die and Come Back

Riko literally started pressing down on me violently and fucking me. The word 'fucked' fit better than any word like 'sex.'

I struggled to hold onto my sanity beneath her, but as she rolled her hips upward in one long motion and then slammed back down with a *peok-*, I moaned as if even my soul were being shaken.

My cock, kissing the folds of her vagina in a sticky mess and oozing Cowper's fluid like a mad thing, could only rejoice like a beast, no matter how forceful and violent the chakjeong was.

Every time I was subjected to this, I felt that innate difference. The gap between men and women that I could never overcome even if I died and woke up again...

"Huk... kek..."

"Let's just die today, let's just keep going like this until we drop dead... you son of a bitch... really... *heup*..."

Riko's face grew flushed too, drenched in pleasure. Her tongue unconsciously poked out slightly, and saliva dribbled down along that red thing and dripped onto me.

The sex in this other world,

in my opinion,

was stickier and hotter than what I had seen back in my original world.

Maybe it was because this ‍‍‌‌⁠​​⁠‌​​‍​​‍​‌​⁠‍‌‍⁠⁠‌⁠‌‍‌‍‌‌‌‍⁠​‌​‌​‌‍‌‌‌⁠‍​​‌‍⁠‌‌⁠⁠world's sexual culture had developed with women at the center. I didn't really know, but I always felt it whenever I was reduced to a doormat and struggled like this.

As if hugging a child tightly, as if the partner might suffocate,

until every empty space between us disappeared—that kind of deep sex just kept continuing.

Instead of fresh air, Riko's hot breath filled my mouth. Even when I tried to inhale different air through my nose, only the hot air warmed by Riko reached me.

Sex so mind-numbing my head spun. No, chakjeong. My body moaned from it.

"Keheuk... Ri, Riko. Wait... *haeup*..."

Instead of answering me as I tried to speak, a luscious breast was shoved into my mouth. That meant Riko was hugging my body tightly and, with all her heart, squeezing my cock.

All my nerves and pleasure concentrated in our lower bodies. Riko's sticky, dense movements made my cock twitch and writhe, and as the ejaculation sensation made my mind grow hazy, both my body and mind grew desperate.

"I-I'm gonna cum... *hep*... *beub*..."

"You rag-like bastard, you rag-like bastard... you little fuck... I ought to just kill you..."

The more my desperation grew, the harsher the words Riko spat out. Packing in all her anger, irritation, love, and affection. Into just a few curses.

Her cursing was lewd. I could feel it. Unlike Riko's usual voice, complaining to the other noonas, her voice now was unmistakably excited, as if she was enjoying insulting me...

"Just die, die! Huh?! Drop dead!"

Saying such vicious words while pounding down on me with *pang-pang*.

But hearing those words at the moment our bodies slapped together and separated, I really felt like I might die. Whether I would suffocate from Riko's bittersweet scent, or be crushed to death under her ass and pussy.

...But then.

For some reason, Riko showed mercy and shifted the violent chakjeong to something closer to intense sex.

Even so, it still wasn't easy to have her vagina stuffed to the brim and be stirred around, but Riko's consideration was like a lifeline to me, who had been struggling even to breathe.

I breathed raggedly, my eyes brimming with tears as I looked up, and Riko was glaring down at me with a heavily flushed face.

In that state, she opened her mouth to speak to me. Of course, her skilled technique didn't halt.

"Hey, you remember what I said earlier?"

I struggled to hold back my moans and shook my head side to side. In a situation where I'd become a cum-squirting plaything, how could I have any mind to spare for conversation?

However, as if the question was very important to her, Riko immediately grabbed ‍‍‌‌⁠​​⁠‌​​‍​​‍​‌​⁠‍‌‍⁠⁠‌⁠‌‍‌‍‌‌‌‍⁠​‌​‌​‌‍‌‌‌⁠‍​​‌‍⁠‌‌⁠⁠my chin and asked again. It didn't hurt. She knew exactly how much force would cause me pain.

"I helped you, didn't I? The other bitches were about to call it quits without any agreement, and I stepped in and said we'd go to God's Garden and let you choose. Don't you remember."

Riko's expression twisted slightly. ‍‍‌‌⁠​​⁠‌​​‍​​‍​‌​⁠‍‌‍⁠⁠‌⁠‌‍‌‍‌‌‌‍⁠​‌​‌​‌‍‌‌‌⁠‍​​‌‍⁠‌‌⁠⁠Her face was still flushed with excitement and sexual pleasure, but the slight stiffening made her look no different from a crazed rapist. Afraid that if I didn't answer well, I'd be treated mercilessly, I desperately nodded.

"Yeah, you owe me. You know that, right? *Heuk*..."

Riko hugged me again and slowly writhed her body. Following her movements, my cock stirred around inside her wet vagina, and we both simultaneously let out moans as if on cue.

Our lower halves, stuck together and mingling more lewdly than their owners... It was truly infuriating, but up top, there was no leisure to pay attention to that kind of mingling. My head was completely dominated by the words Riko was spitting out.

"Of course you'll pick me, right? Ha... Giving a choice to a little cock-holder like you is ridiculous, but if you say it, those dumb bitches won't be able to say a thing, so I'll let you off. Got it?"

There was indeed a reason Riko suddenly became considerably gentler. She was thinking about the future from early on. A future where she knocked out the other noonas and monopolized me.

"Ah, okay. I said okay..."

The relationship was already built on lies. Would a few more lies piled on top really matter?

I struggled to open my mouth and promised to choose Riko. Of course, I couldn't guarantee it. I was just saying it with words.

It was a despicable act that stirred a bit of guilt even within myself. But, to survive, didn't I have no choice? If I said I wouldn't choose or stubbornly refused, it'd turn into chaos again. No, before that, I'd die.

"Ha, fuck."

But then, as if she couldn't believe it, Riko suddenly let out a dismissive 'pfft-' laugh and swept her hair back.

I couldn't understand what was going on at all, so I just stared at her blankly, but,

the words she soon spat out were...

"You should at least put some effort into your seduction. Hey, you think I don't know?"

"Ehek...! Kek!"

As if she had noticed I was lying, Riko immediately pressed down hard on my head and shoulders and started tormenting my cock.

It was murder. It felt so good that my overly sensitive cock seemed like it was going to catch fire. Honestly.

"You think I don't know?! Oh, you're not moving your hand? Move your hand. You wanna die?"

"It hurts, it hurts! It really hurts! Really!"

Especially where her weight pressed down on my shoulder, a bruise-like pain jabbed, and with my smooth, muscle-less body, it was an unbearable agony that tears spilled out before I knew it.

"What are you crying about, huh? You fucking bitch... really, cut it out. You think I don't know?"

Her sudden change in attitude was so strange and terrifying, but I had no way to escape her. Even as I struggled, hitting and pushing her arms and body, Riko kept pressing down on me without a care, squeezing me.

"Don't try any clever tricks. Got it? I don't know about the others, but if you try to deceive even me, you're really dead. Those thick-headed bitches might be fooled, but I absolutely won't be."

Had Riko finally noticed that I was trying to escape to my original world?

I trembled, despairing at this unbelievable interrogation. Had the lies I'd piled up so far finally ignited Riko's suspicion?

"You're thinking of running off with the other bitches, aren't you? You son of a bitch..."

But fortunately,

the first lie I had told while crying my eyes out in front of her had not been exposed.

Had Riko also been out of her mind back then? Or maybe she hadn't been in the mood to properly see through my lie.

But now that she had finally regained her original state, my lies were utterly seen through.

She had noticed that the words I was casually spouting held no sincerity.

"Should I do it like before? No, that won't do. Hey, get up."

Riko spit something into her hand. I couldn't help but be horrified by that very familiar liquid. It was the terrifying nerve poison I had experienced when I first met death.

"W-wait! N-noona. Not that. That's really not okay..."

"What's not okay? Move your hand, before you really die."

It was a relief that she hadn't seen through that I was trying to return to the original world, but,

no matter what, I was scared of having that nerve poison reapplied to my dick and being toyed with again.

It was a pleasure that, no joke, could kill a person. Seriously.

In comics and novels, they casually throw around phrases like 'a hundred times the sensitivity' or 'a thousand times the pleasure,' but from the standpoint of someone who'd actually experienced it, I could never say that kind of thing.

Your head really melts. You absolutely can't endure it.

"I-I'm sorry... It's not that I was trying to lie, I just hadn't made up my mind yet..."

"Haven't made up your mind? You're a real funny bastard. So, you really were thinking of running off with the other bitches, huh?"

Before that terrifying pleasure, I threw away all pride and slammed my forehead down. Dogeza. A sign of submission. Begging that she please not do that.

"R-really... *hik*..."

"Don't exaggerate and come here. I'll make sure your mind's made up."

"Noooo! I don't want that! Really! In the first place, Riko noona always does it like that...!"

Despite my desperate struggles, Riko held me with that stubborn strength. With a force that seemed ready to ‍‍‌‌⁠​​⁠‌​​‍​​‍​‌​⁠‍‌‍⁠⁠‌⁠‌‍‌‍‌‌‌‍⁠​‌​‌​‌‍‌‌‌⁠‍​​‌‍⁠‌‌⁠⁠block even my mouth if I tried to blame her even a little.

What happened after that needs no explanation. Her sticky liquid soaked my cock thoroughly, and I reached a state where even a puff of air close by would make me cum...

"R-Riko noona is the best... *hik*! The best! *Aak*! *Heeek*...!"

Screaming while feeling a thrilling sensation that others would find hard to experience even once...

"Ook... *gaek*... *hik*..."

"Do your job as a father. Cum properly."

Nearly fainting from being driven to the brink, I was squeezed again,

"...*hik*..."

"...*huu*..."

squeezed, and squeezed again,

fucked again, done again, erected again,

"'That's how you do it?' Ha, this bastard... Well, anyway, without me you'll end up with a body that can't even cum properly. You'll end up on your knees begging me to go with you."

Only after being fucked relentlessly until I collapsed like a limp jellyfish on the bed was I finally Dragon-forgiven.

No, I wasn't even Dragon-forgiven. Time just ran out and I was just promised the next round.

"It's over now! Get out quickly! Ahh, Seobang-nim! How did you end up in such a state..."

"...Tch."

Besides, I still had only been through two of them.

The night was long and long.

As if it would never end.