Can You... Be a Good Father?
No... I ended up using all three of the condoms we had.
What do I do? My body is so weak I can't even go to the convenience store.
Am I really going to get taken without a condom?
I did everything I could to prevent this from happening...
I fought so hard to keep my sanity while he was doing this to me...
Do we really have to do it without a condom?
"They say doing it without a condom feels way better. You felt it just now, didn't you? I'm telling you, it's even better than that."
Yes, I felt it.
I felt it so much it was frustrating.
Every time you thrust that thick thing inside me... every time you made me feel guilty by bringing up Yena... I felt it so intensely I thought my mind would break.
So please, don't say things like that.
It already felt good enough to die, so if I hear there's something even better...
"But... it'll be a disaster if I get pregnant..."
"Don't you want to feel it too? We've already come this far, so you might as well be honest with me."
Be honest?
To me, who has lived my whole life believing that enjoying sex makes you no different from a beast...?
I've told you so many times that I'm different from someone like you, and now you want me to throw away my pride and be honest?
No. Absolutely not.
I'm not a sex-addicted beast like you!
I'm different from a pervert who's crazy enough to blackmail a woman just for sex!
...Fine. As long as I don't actually like the sex, it's fine.
Getting pleasure from being held by this man is just how the human body is wired, so it can't be helped.
No matter how good it feels, as long as I don't become obsessed with sex, I can still remain a human being, not a beast.
Then... it should be fine to do it, right?
It's impossible to escape this man anyway... and it's only natural for a human to feel good when held...
No matter how much pleasure I feel, as long as I don't like sex itself, there's no problem, right?
And even without a condom, as long as he doesn't ejaculate inside...
"...Then pull out before you come."
"Huh?"
"As long as you don't come inside... you can do it."
"Fine. I'll pull out. Deal?"
"...Okay."
This is fine.
Now I can let myself feel good without feeling guilty.
Because it can't be helped.
Just the sex. As long as I don't like the sex.
And as long as he doesn't ejaculate inside...
"I'm going in."
Do whatever you want...
I did nothing wrong anyway.
I'm just being blackmailed and forced by a trashy man, and my body is just reacting.
So just put it in already.
Hurry up and fill me with your filthy thing, and make me feel good just like before.
Squuelch...!
"Haaah..."
Ah... it's inside.
That thick... hot... hard thing.
The thing that grinds against my womb and thrusts deep inside me...
I can feel its shape and heat so much better than before...
Is the difference really this huge just from not having a condom?
My lower abdomen is already burning.
If it's already like this before he even starts moving... what's going to happen next?
I feel like...
I'm going to lose my mind...♡
Squulch!
"Haaah..."
Wait a minute, this feels way too good. The condom we were using earlier was ultra-thin, but how can it feel this different without it?
"It... it's really inside me..."
Yoon Seol-ah gripped the pillow above her head tightly with both hands.
Even though I had only just inserted it, her eyes were already starting to lose focus.
Seeing a vulgar expression on her face that would have been unimaginable before, my lower body immediately began to move.
Thrust, thrust, thrust, thrust.
"Ah, ah, haah... mm, ah... I love it...! It feels so good..."
"Are you finally being honest?!"
"I can't help it... ah, mm... haah...! It's only because you're so big that it feels good, ah. I didn't do anything wrong...!"
Has she still not let go of the guilt of feeling pleasure?
I wasn't sure, but the weight of that guilt was definitely much lighter than before.
"Mmm, ah! Haah, ah...! Inside, ah, it feels so good... it's so deep... haaaah!"
Why the hell is she shaking her tits so provocatively?
Was she exposing her clean armpits on purpose by holding the pillow with both hands?
No way. She was a virgin until recently; there was no way she was calculating enough to seduce me like that.
Which meant this woman was a natural-born female who turned men on without even realizing it.
"Ahhh...!"
The moment I grabbed her breasts, which my eyes kept wandering to, a sweet groan escaped her lips.
Holding them in my hands like handles, I kept pumping my hips.
"Ah, mm, ah! Don't squeeze my breasts so hard...!"
"Are you sure I shouldn't? Your inside is squeezing me tighter!"
"Hyah! Ah, ah! Your hands are so big and rough... ah, they're so warm, I love it... I love you holding them hard...!"
Yoon Seol-ah was so hot now that she was being honest, it was driving me crazy.
And why did the walls of her vagina feel so vivid?
If I had known it would be this good, I would have fucked her raw from the start.
Squish, squish, squish, squish!
"Mmm! Yes! Ah! Ah... haaaah!"
"How is it? Aren't you glad you listened to me? Aren't you glad you lied to Yena and came to a motel to get fucked?"
"No... ah! Lying to Yena... ah! And doing this, it's all because I'm being blackmailed, I have no choice... And it only feels good because you're too big, I can't help it...!"
I get it. This woman needs an excuse.
Even though she was feeling it so much her eyes were rolling back, she needed to believe she had no choice.
She needed an excuse to tell herself she was still different from the people obsessed with sex.
Well, then I'd give her one.
And I'd make her so addicted to sex that her excuses wouldn't work anymore.
"Right, you can't do anything. You have no choice but to get fucked by me and feel good!"
Squirt, squirt, squirt!
"Ah, ah, mm... ah, mmm, ah...!"
"So I'm going to keep fucking you like this for the rest of your life. I'll thrust so hard you won't be able to feel anything but my cock, and I'll turn you into my personal little slut!"
"Ah! Ah! Mmh! No! If you do this to me forever... my head will go crazy...!"
"You can't escape anyway, so just squeeze my cock!"
Slap! Slap! Slap! Slap!
The sound of our flesh slapping together and the creaking of the bed filled the room.
Yoon Seol-ah's feverish moans cutting through the noise only drove my hips to move even more violently.
"Haaah! Ah! Ah, a little slower... slower...! Mmh, mm, ah, haah...!"
What was this feeling of her cervix clinging to the tip of my cock?
It had been subtle with the condom on, but now I could feel it clearly.
It was wrapping around me as if begging me to ejaculate inside her.
Slap! Slap! Slap! Slap!
"Ah, I'm going to come, ah! Mmh! I'm going to... hyah!"
Unable to bear the pleasure, she arched her hips and came on her own.
Instead of spraying the semen her womb desired, I ground the tip of my cock against her entrance, letting her savor the afterglow.
Every time her slender waist twitched, her vaginal walls clamped down on me, and only after repeating this several times did the trembling of the body beneath me finally subside.
"Haaah... haah... I thought... I thought I was going to die..."
"We're not done yet."
"Heeek!"
Looming over her, I pinned her down and slammed my hips down.
With more weight behind my thrusts, the sound of our pelvises colliding grew even sharper.
Clack! Clack! Clack! Clack!
"Ah! Ah! Stop...! I just came...!"
"It's not fair if you're the only one who gets to feel good!"
"Ah, mm! Ah, mm... Let me rest a bit, ah, let me rest first...!"
Eager to reach my own climax, my hips moved busily on top of Yoon Seol-ah.
Her small hands tried to push me away, but she lacked the strength to do so.
"Ah! Ah, no...! You can't press down on me with your hard body like this!"
Pressing down on her fragile body, I literally fucked her like a dog.
All she could do was lie helplessly beneath me, dragged toward a second climax against her will.
Her pussy, understanding this truth before its owner did, twitched diligently to fulfill its role.
"Ah, ah...! Mmh, ah! Hyah! Your thing... it got bigger inside me, ah! Are you going to come? Then pull out...!"
"Do you know what they call this position in porn and hentai? It's called the breeding press."
"Ah! Mmh, what... is that... ah!"
"It means it's the best position to plant your seed in a woman and get her pregnant."
"W-what...?"
"I'm going to fuck you like crazy and fill you up enough to get you pregnant."
"Heeek! No! Not inside—"
Pound! Pound! Pound! Pound!
"Ah! No, pull out...! Pull out quickly!"
I had no intention of actually getting her pregnant.
But the instinct to plant my seed in an attractive female, combined with how hot Yoon Seol-ah looked as she begged me to pull out while squeezing me tight down below, made me fuck her as if I really intended to impregnate her.
Clack! Clack! Clack! Clack!
"Please pull out...! Ah! Anything but pregnancy, ah! I absolutely can't get pregnant...!"
Her mind was screaming no, but her pussy was dripping endless juices to make it easier for my cock to slide in and out.
The pheromones from her sweat were so thick that my mind would have gone blank if I let my guard down for even a second.
"Then why is your pussy biting down on me so hard?!"
"Ah, ah, mm, ah! I-I'm not biting...! It's just because you're too big, I can't help it, hyah!"
"Do you know how much of a beast you look like right now? You say you don't want to get pregnant, but your pussy is squeezing me like crazy. What are you if not a bitch in heat?!"
"Haaah...!"
Yoon Seol-ah's arms and legs, which had been trying to push me away, suddenly wrapped around me.
Did she want to escape me, yet feel that I was the only one she could cling to in this situation?
Knowing that her dignity as a woman was entirely in my hands, I couldn't stop my hips.
"I'm going to get you pregnant today. Take every single drop of my cum in your womb. Got it?!"
"Please, pull out! I only have Yena! I don't need another child...!"
"If you really hate it, stop squeezing my cock!"
Pound! Pound! Pound! Pound!
"No! I don't want to have a child with someone like you, please! You can't come inside! Don't get me pregnant...!"
Despite her desperate cries, my cock continued to plow inside her.
I roughly scraped against her vaginal walls, as if widening the path for my seed to enter.
Sensing the impending ejaculation, her cervix clung to the head of my cock even more tenacively than before.
"Ugh, it's coming...!"
"Ah! Mmh...! If you come inside, ah! No...! You can't... ah! Mmh! Ah! No, it feels too good, I can't think...!"
"I'm coming!"
"Ahhh?!"
Yoon Seol-ah's head fell back as she was forced to climax.
Soon, warm liquid sprayed from between her legs.
It was an incomparable amount compared to before, but I was in no position to talk.
Fueled by an intense excitement I had never experienced before, I ejaculated more than I ever had.
As I pulled my cock out, her flesh clung to it, stretching along with it.
Our sexual compatibility was truly insane.
The moment I fully withdrew, the semen inside her began to spill out.
Even though the sensation of my cock scraping against her walls on the way out must have felt good, Yoon Seol-ah lay limp and unresponsive.
"Haah, haah... *cough, cough*... haah..."
She's completely out of it. Is this what people mean when they say someone's gone to heaven?
"Hey. Are you okay? Hey."
"Haah... haah..."
Since she didn't answer, I grabbed her shoulder and shook her a few times before her unfocused eyes finally turned to me.
"Huh...?"
"I asked if you're okay."
"..."
She fell silent, lost in thought.
Perhaps she had blacked out for a brief moment when she came, as she looked like she was only now processing the situation.
I figured I should get up and grab the contraceptive pill Sora had given me.
Once she realized what happened, she would probably go crazy about me coming inside her.
But just as I was about to stand up...
"Ugh... *sob*... Waaaaah!"
Huh?
"What do I do... What am I going to do?!"
What is going on?
Yoon Seol-ah was bawling her eyes out.
She was lying spread-eagled on the bed, crying like a toddler throwing a tantrum at a supermarket.
"Waaaaah! I told you not to! I told you not to come inside!"
It wasn't the pretty crying you see from actresses in dramas; it was a raw, sorrowful wail.
Large tears were already streaming down her face.
"Waaaaah! Yena! What is Mommy going to do?!"
Is this really the Yoon Seol-ah I know? Is this the same strong-willed woman who always called me a pervert and glared at me like she wanted to kill me?
...Wait. Come to think of it, she only looked sharp on the outside. In reality, she wasn't really like that at all, was she?
She bought a whole bag of condoms, yet only three of them were actually usable.
She tore one of them with her fingernail while trying to open it.
She declared she had studied sex on the internet, yet she couldn't even say the word 'cock' properly and messed everything up.
...Yeah, she was definitely more clumsy and airheaded than she was sharp.
Even so, to wail like this?
"Waaaaah! I told you not to come! I told you not to because I'd get pregnant!"
"Hey, calm down. How do you even know if you're—"
"What do you mean how do I know?! You came inside me! I told you not to, so why did you do it?!"
What on earth... Does she seriously think that coming inside guarantees pregnancy?
"I only came once. You think you just get pregnant from that?"
"You don't even know that?! If you come inside, the sperm and egg meet and make a baby, you jerk!"
I felt like my entire worldview was crumbling. Is it really possible for a twenty-seven-year-old woman to believe that coming inside automatically results in pregnancy?
Even if she's never dated a guy or watched porn, and even if she didn't pay attention during sex ed in school, is this really possible?
...Now that I think about it, I remember reading an article online. A Chinese couple was worried because they couldn't conceive for four years, only to find out they had only been having anal sex.
There was another article about a couple who thought they would get pregnant just by sleeping in the same bed, so they never actually had sex.
Back then, I just brushed it off, thinking there are all kinds of weird people in the world, but to think someone like that actually existed right in front of me?
"Hey. Stop crying and listen to—"
"I don't want to hear it! Don't talk to me! I'm pregnant because of you! What are you going to do about it?! Waaaaah!"
Wow, I'm so dumbfounded my head is spinning. This is the reality of our country's sex education and the side effects of sexual puritanism.
This is what happens when they only focus on cracking down on obscenity and half-ass sex education.
"Ugh... *hiccup*... Yena..."
Please stop crying. I only came inside because I knew I had the contraceptive pill, but seeing her cry so sorrowfully makes me feel guilty.
It seems impossible to have a conversation right now, so I should just stay quiet and wait.
Once she cries herself out and calms down, she'll listen to me.
"..."
It felt awkward to offer a tissue to someone crying because of me, so I just shut my mouth and waited for ten minutes.
The crying that had turned the motel room into a funeral home finally subsided, leaving only the sound of quiet sniffing.
But why was this woman staring at me in silence?
"..."
She sat up and was now shooting a fierce glare in my direction.
Normally, I would have taken it as a sign of her anger toward me.
...But it felt different.
Rather than a simple glare, there was a sense of deep conflict in her eyes.
Then, as if she had made a decision, Yoon Seol-ah caught her breath and spoke with a serious face.
"...Can you do it?"
The aura radiating from her was unusual.
What did she mean, 'can I do it'?
Unable to even guess what she meant, I asked with a puzzled look.
"Do what?"
"Be a father... Can you be a good father?"
Once again, I felt completely dumbfounded.