That Was Delicious
Drip. Drip. Droplets of water clinging to her hair fell into the bathtub, sending ripples across the surface. Now that she finally had some time alone, she thought back on everything that had happened with Ijin Oppa. How had things come this far?
It had all started in the car. She had meant to share a normal kiss and part ways like usual, but the heat rising through her body had been impossible to suppress. So she had begged him...
—T-touch my breasts too... Oppa...
—Haa... Oppa... touch them for me...
“Huk...! I was the one who started it... ugh...”
If she had been in her right mind, she never would have said those words. Looking back now, she realized she had been the one who couldn’t endure it and had lit the fire beneath Ijin Oppa. If he had been the one acting on his own, at least she would have had someone else to blame for this restless feeling.
No. There’s no need to blame anyone.
She hadn’t committed a crime. She had simply had sex with the person she loved. It was a healthy act of love between a grown man and woman.
Healthy... right?
Even now, the inside of her core still stung. Ijin Oppa’s brutally hard shaft had forced its way in, something that felt anything but wholesome. It had felt like a sealed passage was being pried open by force. She had been terrified, yet at the same time it had felt reliable, warm, and electrifying.
Honestly, every time his length pushed inside her, the pain had been intense. Even though it was her first time seeing a man’s aroused organ, she could tell at a glance that Ijin Oppa’s was enormous. Each time that monstrous thing stabbed into her, no matter how hard she tried to hold back her moans, she simply couldn’t. What’s more, Oppa had been considerate enough not to push all the way in. Even so, the pain had been that severe... just imagining what it would feel like if he had gone all the way made her insides throb with phantom ache.
Still... it felt good...
Sex with Oppa had been wonderful. She had felt his love for her in every single touch. The gentle way his hands caressed her, the face that looked genuinely sorry yet happy whenever she was in pain—she had loved every expression. Seeing him like that had excited her in turn, and even while lost in the pain, she had reflexively stopped him when he tried to slow down out of consideration. It was strange how her body had acted on its own.
From the first-time experience posts she had read, most women apparently wanted it to end quickly because of the pain. But that hadn’t been the case for her. Instead, she had wanted to keep feeling that pain.
It’s because Ijin Oppa treats me so well that I can feel this pain as pleasure.
After they finished, the careful massage he had given her had been lovely. And when she suddenly asked what would happen if she got pregnant, his answer had filled her with a sense of security. Even if they were empty words, his reliability had felt wonderful. In truth, every single thing she had done with Oppa had simply felt good.
“Next time will be even better...”
She was already thinking about their next time together. Her first experience had become a deeply satisfying memory.
Going without a condom from the very first time... I really must be crazy...
Of course, not using protection had been slightly shocking, but feeling each other completely had been incredible. If it was a safe day, maybe skipping the condom would be fine. It was all because she trusted Ijin Oppa. Even if an accident happened, she felt certain he would take responsibility somehow.
On the outside he looked like someone who lived roughly and did whatever he wanted, yet he was more attentive and caring than anyone. On top of that, he was handsome and excelled at studying.
“Ijin Oppa... I love you...”
In the end, the feelings she could no longer contain slipped from her lips. Far from cooling with time, her love only grew deeper. Surely Oppa must receive endless confessions from girls, just like she did.
If she had to name his one flaw, it was that he was a shameless pervert who loved women.
I’m scared...
She had seen many friends break up shortly after starting to date. It would be wonderful if it lasted forever, but every beginning had an end. What if Ijin Oppa set his eyes on a better woman and pushed someone like her aside?
That could never be allowed. Oppa was already hers—she had marked him. She couldn’t stand watching other women throw themselves at him. If only she could write her name on his body and claim him as hers completely...
Splash.
Jeong Sua splashed water on her own face. The thoughts rising in her mind had grown too dark; she needed to cool her head. She liked Oppa, but she didn’t want to come across as too clingy. What if he found her bothersome?
Calming her pounding heart, Sua massaged her aching legs and stood up. Her lower belly still throbbed. But when she reminded herself that this pain was the price of loving Oppa, she found she could endure it.
After rinsing her body one last time, Jeong Sua slipped on a bathrobe and stepped out of the shower. When she saw Ijin Oppa waiting for her outside, an awkward smile rose to her lips.
“Are you... going in right away?”
“No. I’m going to dry your hair and carry you to bed.”
Jeong Sua’s awkward smile melted into a natural, warm one. She loved this side of him. Enough to want to spend the rest of her life with him.
After we finished eating the street food Sua loved for dinner, I took my own shower and came out. We were lying in bed together, lazily watching TV, when—
Tug. Tug.
Sua grabbed my messy, undried hair with her index and middle fingers and kept pulling. I couldn’t focus on the screen at all.
Behaving like a child playing with someone else’s hair, Sua spoke up.
“Ijin Oppa.”
“What?”
“Is this blonde hair natural?”
“Yeah. Why?”
“Suho has black hair, and so do his parents. It’s just weird that you’re the only one with blonde hair.”
“Maybe I was adopted.”
That was one of the things I found ridiculous too. Since the world had set me up as a delinquent character, the iconic blonde hair that came with the role was probably 99 percent of the reason. I was almost certain. The truly surprising part was that only the hair on my head was blonde—my armpit hair, leg hair, and even my pubic hair were all black.
“Ijin Oppa.”
“What?”
“Don’t you want to try dyeing it black sometime?”
“No.”
“Why not?”
“It has no personality. Too plain. It would match Kang Suho’s color. End of discussion.”
“Tch... I think it would look good on you, though...”
It was painfully obvious she was trying to pull me out of the delinquent image. Blonde hair had always carried a strong impression of being flashy and cheap. Instead, I turned my body toward her and countered.
“How about you dye yours the same color as mine?”
“The same blonde as you, Oppa?”
“Yeah. Just walking around together, people would automatically assume we’re lovers. Don’t you think?”
“...That doesn’t sound bad... Ah, no... Still, blonde is no good!”
She had been nodding eagerly before suddenly shaking her head in denial. Too bad. I would have loved to see Kang Suho’s reaction if she showed up with blonde hair.
“Would you like it if I dyed my hair blonde, Oppa?”
“It’s not that I necessarily want it... Whether it’s black or blonde, the woman I like won’t disappear.”
“What are you saying... that’s embarrassing...”
Sua pouted her lips and grabbed my shirt tightly. The way she twisted her body showed she was quite pleased. If she was happy, she should just say so instead of acting shy. I wondered when our Sua would finally become honest.
“Any more questions?”
“Can I really ask anything?”
Her eyes began to sparkle. She seemed to have a lot she wanted to know about me. That made sense—given Sua’s personality, she usually avoided questions that might seem rude even if she was curious. But after having sex, it looked like she was willing to risk being a little forward to learn more about me.
“Don’t feel burdened. Ask me anything. I’ll answer everything. If you want, I’ll even tell you what color panties I wear every day.”
“What is that? That’s dirty... Um... Now that I’m trying to think of something, nothing comes to mind.”
“Tell me whenever something does.”
When I turned my gaze back to the TV, Sua tugged at my clothes again.
“I thought you said you had no questions?”
“It’s not really a question... I want to ask for your help.”
“Go ahead.”
“Well...”
Sua poured out the worries she had been carrying. I had been concerned it might be some heavy story I couldn’t solve, but that fear had been unfounded. Instead, her cute dilemma made a small chuckle slip out.
“So... you’re worried about whether we should keep dating in secret like this?”
“Yes...”
“First, tell me what made you start thinking this way.”
I lowered the TV volume to the minimum and sat up to face her. Sua also raised her upper body, but stayed silent for a long time. After carefully organizing her thoughts, she finally spoke.
“Lately, I’ve been getting confessions from boys way more often.”
“Give me a memo pad and write down their names. I’ll go beat every last one of them to death.”
“Th-that’s not it... Just listen until the end, Oppa.”
“Fine.”
Ugh. Having to leave the bastards who confessed to my woman alone. It wounded my pride, but I endured it for Sua’s sake.
Wow. Kang Ijin got a girlfriend and suddenly became a saint.
“It’s... because I feel too sorry toward you, Oppa.”
“Sorry to me?”
“I’m dating you, but other people keep confessing to me... I’m worried you might get the wrong idea... It was my selfishness that suggested keeping it a secret in the first place... I feel like I’m doing something that makes me sorry toward you...”
Even this much showed how kind and lovely her heart was. I almost laughed, but held it back because she wasn’t finished.
“Above all... above all......”
“......”
“......”
“Hm? Why did you stop?”
“Above all... that...... um...”
“What?”
She was mumbling too quietly for me to hear. I leaned in closer, tilting my ear toward her, and finally caught her words.
“I hate it when other girls confess to you, Oppa...”
“Why?”
“I’m scared you might start looking at other women... and since you’re a pervert, Oppa... you might break up with me and get a new girlfriend...”
“Pffft. Hahaha!”
“Uuu... D-don’t laugh! I’m being serious...”
“Sorry, sorry.”
I apologized gently and laid her back down on the bed. When I patted her bottom, she let out a soft “Hng...” and, embarrassed, buried her face in my chest.
“There won’t be a day when I break up with you, so don’t worry too much.”
“R-really...?”
“Yeah. Unless you’re the one who says you want to break up.”
I will never break up with Sua. I’ll simply bring more women into the fold while staying with her. I still have to conquer Cha Yeri and turn her into my onahole, and I need to make Lee Yena my sex partner too. If any more heroines appear, I’ll have to recruit them as well. Saying that now would only earn Sua’s resentment, so I kept my mouth shut.
“Anyway, you want me to find a solution, right?”
“Yes... Should we just reveal that we’re dating after all?”
“That could be one option.”
“Is there another way?”
“Yes.”
“What is it? Tell me quickly.”
“I’ll tell you later.”
“Eh...?”
Chuckling, I pulled the dazed girl into my arms and let out a small yawn. I was getting sleepy. After cumming in a good mood and lying on this soft bed while hugging a warm onahole, my whole body felt pleasantly heavy.
“Are you sleepy, Oppa?”
“Yeah. What about you?”
“I’m a little sleepy too.”
“Then let’s sleep. I’ll take care of that worry for you, so keep it a secret like before for now.”
“Okay... Haam...”
Seeming to have caught my drowsiness, Sua yawned softly as well. Her eyes slowly closed. It looked like all the fatigue from today had hit her at once.
I got up briefly, turned off the TV and the lights, then lay down beside her again.
“Ijin Oppa...”
“Stop talking and sleep.”
“I’m cold...”
Was she asking me to hold her? She could just say it directly, but she always circles around it like this. What a tsundere.
“Pull up the blanket.”
“......”
“Haah... Come here.”
Letting out a deep sigh, I pulled her into my arms. A giggling laugh escaped her as she snuggled right against me.
Holding her like that, I said, “Your hair keeps poking my face...”
“So what? Are you saying you don’t want to hug me?”
“You’re getting bolder and bolder... Ah, never mind. I’ll let it slide today.”
“Do you know how much it hurt today?”
“I was as gentle as I could be. Does it still hurt?”
“Yeah... I think it’ll hurt tomorrow too...”
What, are you planning to stay sore for days? I suppose I should take that as her wanting to act spoiled again tomorrow. Still, it seems Sua has gained quite a bit of courage. Enough to talk about sex with her own mouth.
“Sorry, sorry. It’s all my fault.”
“That’s right. Since it’s Oppa’s fault, take proper care of me from now on. Always listen to what I say. Hehe.”
Didn’t she say she was sleepy? Sua still looked excited. When I closed my eyes without answering, she reluctantly tried to fall asleep too.
Phew... She’s finally asleep.
After some time passed and I heard steady breathing beside me, I slowly opened my eyes.
A beauty with brown hair, an innocent face, and an outstanding chest and hips. Seeing such a perfect woman sleeping fearlessly in my arms brought a smile to my face.
Today had been a truly monumental day in my life. I, who should have been an extra, had worked hard to become the protagonist, and this was the moment that effort bore fruit.
A heroine who seemed born solely to exist for the protagonist. Could there be a more perfect woman? That kind of heroine was now mine.
I had told Sua to sleep quickly, but the one who was actually the most excited was me.