Chapter 412.5: A Subtle Change.
Translator: RaidenTL
Chapter 412.5: A Subtle Change.
Ah, I’m in trouble.
The signal was loud and clear after that kiss, but we were still outside.
While I was seriously debating whether to head back as fast as possible or look for a place nearby, Ha-ni decided to opt for a much more primal solution.
As our lips met, she began to entwine her tongue with mine, pressing her body flush against me and looking up at me.
“Um, isn’t it a bit much to do this here?”
“Why? What happened to the guy who was just asking how he should take responsibility?”
Still, it was cold out, and doing this in the open felt wrong.
The mood breaking was one thing, but there was such a thing as common sense. Just as I was about to suggest moving elsewhere—
“Heave-ho.”
I was left speechless as Ha-ni abruptly pulled off her top.
Perhaps because she had been training until moments ago, a strange heat radiated from her. The edges of the bandages wrapped tightly around her were curiously damp.
…Is there any man who could look at that and still say, ‘Wait a minute, let’s go somewhere else’?
At the very least, I wasn’t that man.
“Ugh, it is a bit chilly.”
Having finally unraveled her bandages, Ha-ni clung to my chest, complaining of the cold.
Held in my arms, she felt soft and warm. She carried a faint, milk-like scent that was strangely arousing yet oddly comforting at the same time.
“Do you really like this that much? You were like this when you were small, and you haven’t changed a bit now that you’re grown, have you?”
My thoughts were exposed instantly.
Even so, I couldn’t tear my eyes away from Ha-ni as she cupped her own breasts, making them bounce up and down.
“You know, So-hyun, I actually got this checked out. The Doctor said that if I want this to stop coming out, I just need to squeeze it all out until there’s nothing left.”
Ha-ni pulled back slightly from my embrace. Her face was flushed, yet she wore a playful smirk.
“But I can’t really squeeze it well by myself.”
Whether intentional or not, the moment she leaned in, her breasts swayed, and an opaque liquid trickled from them.
“Do you understand how I want you to take responsibility now?”
And that was the exact moment my rationality snapped.
I placed my hands on her breasts, which felt a bit firm and swollen compared to usual. As I massaged them gently, as if to work out the lumps, the liquid began to bead and flow from the tips of her softening breasts.
“Hng…! Ah…!”
Without hesitation, I brought my mouth to her. A strangely bland sweetness filled my tongue.
As I massaged her and swallowed the liquid that trickled out, the sight of her body trembling and the small moans she let slip made my head spin.
I don’t know how long I spent frantically nursing. By the time Ha-ni’s usually shy nipples had fully emerged, turning red and swollen, I realized that breast milk was wastefully leaking from the other side as well.
As if to soothe the neglected side, I kissed the other hidden nipple and rolled my tongue over it, making Ha-ni’s body shudder.
“…You really have to take responsibility for that too. They used to stay hidden, so I didn’t feel much even when I wrapped them in bandages, but now they try to pop out just by being near you.”
When I nipped the protruding tip with my front teeth, a larger amount of milk than before surged into my throat as if she were startled.
“Ah!?”
“What? I think it’s cute.”
“…You seem less like a baby and more like a perverted mister.”
“Hmm, so it’s uncomfortable for our Ha-ni. Then how should I take responsibility for this?”
“I don’t know. It’s annoying how they keep going in and out, so maybe you should keep touching them until they stay out for good.”
“Oh, that’s a reckless thing to say.”
“Huh?”
“What are you going to do if I actually touch them all day long? I’m capable of doing that, you know.”
“Really?”
With a grin, she flopped onto her back, presenting a highly provocative sight.
Between the milk flowing from her large breasts and the expression she wore while looking at me with a reddened face, I could only think that she was blatantly seducing me.
“If you can touch them all day, I guess you’ll have to prove it, right?”
* * *
For someone who had pounced as if he’d lost his mind, the way he quietly sucked on my breasts felt strangely cute.
Was it because his face was so handsome, or because I kept remembering his younger self from the Fairy Forest? Either way, he seemed even more adorable than usual.
‘…But now he’s just sucking on both at once.’
He had been staring at the milk leaking from one side while he worked on the other as if it were a waste, and it seemed he’d found his own solution.
As I naturally stroked the back of his head while he clung to me, the teeth and tongue grazing my breasts felt a little gentler.
…Of course, only ‘gentler’—it didn’t mean his strength had weakened.
The playful touch was so tickling I almost laughed, but when he massaged me softly, a sharp pleasure, bordering on pain, shot through my head as if a blockage were being cleared.
I had been worried because I couldn’t get it out no matter how hard I tried on my own, so how was he doing it so easily?
It had been quite cold outside when we started, but he was clinging to me so fervently that I was now sweating from the heat.
At first, I was annoyed by this condition caused by a fairy’s prank, but seeing how much he enjoyed it… maybe it wasn’t so bad?
Through my hazy mind, I could feel the engorged, heavy sensation in my breasts significantly subsiding.
…Is it too perverted of me to feel a little disappointed?
The stiffness in my heavy breasts gradually faded, replaced by a feeling of lightness until, finally, everything had been drained.
He must have sensed the end was near, as he had been sucking a bit harder for a while now.
The way he looked at my breasts with regret now that nothing more was coming out made him look like a pouting child. It was cute.
Perhaps it was because my head was spinning from a strange pleasure that felt like exhaustion.
“Are you that disappointed…?”
“…I just realized that even a spring that seemed like it would never run dry eventually does.”
“What are you even saying~”
Or perhaps I had momentarily lost my mind at his spoiled behavior.
“If you’re that disappointed, you could always make it come out again.”
By the time I snapped to my senses, I had already blurted out something that would be incredibly hard to say while sober.
“Wait, no…!”
I tried to catch myself, realizing I had gone too far, but unfortunately, his response came faster than my correction.
“Can I?”
…Huh? What kind of reaction is this?
It was a completely different response than I expected.
Given the nature of the suggestion, I thought he would laugh it off as a joke like usual, or say ‘not yet’…
‘Can I?’ What does that even mean? Does that mean…? Uh? No, wait? For real?
When he’s usually so meticulous about contraception…?
I saw a strange longing in his eyes, a different kind than usual.
I had a premonition that if I nodded here, something would fundamentally change forever. Just as I felt myself instinctively about to nod, sensing that I strangely wanted it too—
“No, wait. Not right now…!”
My returned sanity narrowly managed to suppress my instincts.
If I nodded and we actually did it, and a baby really happened…?
There were anxieties about the Academy and the eyes of those around us, but there was a bigger problem than that.
The thought that I wouldn’t be able to fight by his side for a while—from the moment the child was born until I finished rehabilitation—and that I would change from an equal to someone who needed his protection, blocked my instincts.
I felt like that would be a bit regrettable.
Even if it happened someday, for now, I wanted to remain in an equal relationship with him a little longer.
“Is that so?”
He began to slowly pull away as if to say it was fine if I wasn’t ready, but that made it feel like a total rejection.
It wasn’t that I was rejecting him; it was just that now wasn’t the time.
So, I grabbed him and added:
“It’s just not possible yet… maybe in a little while…?”
When was ‘a little while,’ and until when was ‘not yet’? I didn’t even know myself, so what on earth was I saying?
Just as I was about to sink into self-loathing for saying something so stupid, he chuckled and kissed my forehead as if he found me adorable.
“Don’t you ever think about running away now, Ha-ni.”
“…Why would I run away?”
“Because even if you beg for mercy, I have no intention of giving it.”
…Wow, look at that gaze. This is good in its own way.
When we kissed, the faint scent of milk still lingered in his mouth.
* * *
It was an impulse of a kind I had never felt before in my life.
“Hng…! Ah…! W-wait…! This is…! More than usual…!”
She seemed to want to say something, but I silenced her with a kiss and moved my hips even faster.
I’m sorry, but I don’t think I can hold back any longer.
My head was burning.
The best consideration I could offer right now was to move my hips while restraining myself from squeezing her breasts—which changed shape so softly in my grip—any harder, and making sure I didn’t get any more violent.
I was certain that if I tried to endure any more, I would truly lose all control.
Even if she said no and tried to flee, I would have held her down by force and come inside her over and over again.
As proof, I had already gone through three condoms, yet I hadn’t calmed down in the slightest.
But while I was roughly tossing aside a used condom and tearing open a new one, Ha-ni reached out and touched my cheek.
Though she was drenched in sweat, her bangs sticking to her forehead and her breathing ragged, Ha-ni was smiling.
“I’m not going anywhere, so don’t worry.”
Seeing her cling to me and pat my back made me feel a bit guilty.
So, I really intended to restrain myself and be careful this time.
But it seemed Ha-ni didn’t particularly want me to calm down.
Just as I was trying to suppress my wild instincts, Ha-ni picked up one of the condoms I had discarded and began to smear the contents over her body… specifically, her lower belly.
At that shocking sight, I couldn’t help but ask.
“…What are you doing?”
“Oh, um. No. It’s just, because of what we talked about earlier…”
Does she even know how she looks to me when she smiles like that? She probably doesn’t.
That’s why she’s so defenseless.
“It seemed like a waste?”
Right, a waste.
“So I thought it might feel similar if I rubbed it on, but it’s already turned cold. It feels different than when it’s warm.”
Right, okay. I can see how you’d think that.
“…Eh? So-hyun, why is that… suddenly so big again…?”
It seemed our Ha-ni had no realization of what her actions just now had done. From here on, it was truly force majeure.
I grabbed Ha-ni’s arms as she looked at me with a questioning face and kissed her again.
I really tried to yield.
I tried my best to calm down.
But you’re the one who provoked me.
If you had tried to push me away even now, I might have managed to endure.
“…”
But when you turn red and nod without saying a word…
I can’t help it if my hard-won rationality flies out the window.
“Ah…! Wait…!”
“I can’t wait.”
As I clung to her breasts—which no longer produced anything—and sucked on them intensely, Ha-ni stroked my hair as if she had no choice.
…In the end, my excitement only subsided when Ha-ni lost consciousness, right around the time we both forgot to hold back our moans and I finished my ninth ejaculation.
I always think this, but if she isn’t doing this consciously, Ha-ni is definitely a genius.
To think of smearing semen over her womb… no, her lower belly.
“Achoo…!”
After briefly wiping her down with wet wipes, I picked up Ha-ni, who was wrapped in a portable blanket.
She might catch a cold if we stayed like this.
“…I have to wash her when we get back.”
I don’t know if I’ll be able to hold back while washing her, though.
I felt Ha-ni’s body flinch as if she sensed danger, but…
“I told you, you can’t run away.”
It didn’t matter, because I had no intention of letting her go anyway.