Chapter 256.5: The Reason He Fell into Sexual Frustration (End)
Translator: RaidenTL
Chapter 256.5: The Reason He Fell into Sexual Frustration (End)
In truth, Cathy had been wrestling with many doubts even as she brought him home.
It was all well and good that she’d brought him back on impulse, but what was she supposed to do next?
Sexual matters were already a sensitive topic for someone So-hyun’s age. Furthermore, hadn’t the Doctor warned her? She’d said that in cases like his, a strong tendency to depend on sexual outlets could manifest, so she had to be careful.
While it was true she had acted on a whim, simply embracing a boy burdened with complex worries just because they were caught up in the mood wouldn’t solve anything.
To be precise, it would be more accurate to say she was having these conscience-based debates right up until the moment she stood before her front door, entered the code, and gripped the handle.
However, those worries vanished without a trace the moment the door closed and the lock clicked shut.
His face was flushed with a strange heat, and his eyes were filled with a yearning, as if he were expecting something.
That implicit permission was more than enough to shatter both of their rational minds.
She couldn’t hold back.
Worries about being irresponsible? Fear that his libido was too strong and might cause trouble?
What was so strange about wanting to be one with the person you loved?
She desired it just as much right now, so there was no way this feeling could be wrong.
As a result, before the door had even fully settled into its frame, they were already tangled together, their tongues clashing violently without either knowing who had started it first.
The guilt, confusion, and conscience that had lingered in the boy’s eyes melted away before the approaching pleasure and affection, replaced by a much simpler desire.
Even the time spent undressing felt like a waste. They moved while still entwined, shedding their clothes like old skins and leaving them scattered on the floor.
“It’s okay. It’s natural. There’s nothing strange about wanting to be connected to the person you love, So-hyun.”
The boy shivered at her words.
“Why try to force yourself to endure it? I’m always ready.”
She had been too flustered the first time because it was her first, but this time, she was fully prepared.
She had thought long and hard about the Doctor’s words.
It’s better to regulate it. Telling him to abstain is the best path for his health.
Perhaps those words were right. But at the very least, she didn’t want to do that.
Even without anyone stopping him, he was a child who struggled to endure and restrain himself. To tighten the leash further instead of letting him loose felt like an unbearable cruelty.
But as she pondered, a thought suddenly occurred to her.
…Wait, why not?
Why can’t I let him loose? I can just take it all.
It had been a bit difficult last time, and it might be a struggle this time too, but she would get used to it eventually.
She had faced many formidable walls that seemed insurmountable before.
This wasn’t a matter of pain or life and death.
If anything, it was closer to something wonderful. It was just a little taxing to endure the person she loved.
Whether it was a childish whim or raw desire, she decided to let him bring it on.
* * *
Is this really okay? Am I becoming too unraveled?
There was a time when I had such thoughts.
I was so foolish and stupid.
If I just let myself go with the flow, it’s this comfortable.
I only just realized this obvious truth.
Lying with my head pillowed on her lap, I suckled on the soft breast that filled my mouth. When I rolled my tongue a bit firmly over the tip of her nipple, her body trembled slightly.
Then, as if seeking revenge, her soft hands gently stroked the length of my shaft, occasionally stimulating the glans with her fingers.
It was as if she were conducting a detailed investigation into how I reacted and where and how hard she should touch me to make me feel good.
Her movements, changing with the utmost precision and care, were close to a feat that only a superhuman with complete control over their body could perform.
Before long, the pleasure being transmitted had grown much stronger.
Perhaps because this, too, was ultimately a physical labor, she—having discovered all my weaknesses—stimulated my sensitive spots with a shifting rhythm, sometimes slow, sometimes fast.
When I unconsciously suckled her breast harder to endure the surging pleasure, the Professor gave a playful smile.
“Nothing’s going to come out no matter how much you suckle. Does it taste that good?”
I didn’t even have the time to answer that it tasted good. To answer, my mouth would have to part from her breast.
That would undoubtedly be a tragedy, so instead of opening my mouth, I nodded in affirmation.
Her breast, softly changing shape, followed deep into my mouth.
“Mm, seeing you twitch like that, you’re about to come, aren’t you?”
Even as she said that, her hand movements began to accelerate.
I just wanted this moment to last a little longer, so I tried to hold it back by tensing up without much thought, but her voice soon reached me.
“Why hold it back? So-hyun. It’s okay to let go just like this.”
Because it would be such a waste to end this moment like this.
“We can just do it again.”
Again? Was it okay to do it again?
The moment I let my guard down at the thought that we could go again immediately, her hand speed increased, and a sudden urge to ejaculate rushed over me.
And against that irresistible sensation, the semen that came gushing out began to stain the Professor’s white hand.
“Wow, look at it spurt. It’s hotter than I thought, too.”
As my first climax ended and my mind began to slowly clear, the Professor, unfortunately, didn’t seem to want me to regain my senses.
Having ejaculated an almost abnormal amount, she stared at the semen overflowing from her hand as if it were something fascinating. She moved her fingers to test the texture, caught the scent, and then, like someone intoxicated, slowly brought her tongue to it.
As if testing the flavor, she licked the remaining semen from her hand. Then, without being prompted, she very slowly moved it into her mouth.
It seemed harder to swallow than expected as she chewed on it for a while, but soon, with a gulp, she swallowed. Then, the Professor slowly opened her mouth.
Naturally, there was nothing left inside.
She had drunk it. Not even something ejaculated into her mouth, but something she had licked off her hand, savoring the taste as she did.
“Ah, sorry. I drank it without thinking.”
…What? Which part of that action was she supposed to be apologizing for?
“I was just staring at it, and the scent was better than I expected. It felt like a waste to just wipe it away.”
Why on earth was this person making excuses right now?
Ah, was it that? ‘I’m sorry for blowing away the rationality you were finally regaining.’ Was that it? Well, I suppose that could happen.
“Shall we do a bit more for now?”
* * *
He seemed to quite enjoy having his breasts suckled while being stroked by hand, as he didn’t stop until he had ejaculated twice more.
…Of course, I loved how cute he looked suckling my breasts, but we couldn’t just end it there.
As I lay on the bed and looked at his lower body, I saw that despite having ejaculated three times, his momentum hadn’t died down at all. If anything, he was standing even more ferociously erect than at the start.
When I gave him a nod, he, who had been holding back, slowly climbed on top of me, and a thick, club-like object dug into me.
Last time, I didn’t have the composure to see what was happening, but my body really does stretch like that.
Unlike my first experience, it felt like my body had adjusted to him.
Is it really that different having experience even once?
This is the feeling.
Last time, I couldn’t feel it properly because of the accompanying pain, but this time, the sensation was transmitted much more clearly.
Just as I was thinking about how my body was being split open and how far he was going to go, he slowly began to pull out again.
My vagina, which I could feel was soaking wet, had already decided that this intruder—meeting it for only the second time—was its partner, and it struggled to match his shape as much as possible without any resistance.
Just as I was thinking about how fascinating the human body is, he dug back inside.
With one hand on my breast and the other touching my clitoris or the vaginal opening, he touched me with a gentle hand, as if he knew exactly where it felt good.
Just as I was about to surrender my body to the slowly rising pleasure, Cathy suddenly noticed something strange.
The speed seemed slower than before.
At first, she thought it was because he had already ejaculated three times, but that wasn’t it.
Since they were connected, she could tell by the movement of his muscles and his occasional attempts to restrain himself.
She could tell he was holding back a great deal right now.
He wanted to go faster, more violently. But he was holding back out of consideration for her. He was trying his best to make her feel even a little more pleasure.
Of course, she was incredibly happy and found him adorable, but at the same time, she felt a bit slighted.
If you do this, it makes it feel like I only enjoyed the foreplay to make you be careful.
That wasn’t her intention. She had done it because he looked like he wanted more, intending to accept his desires to the fullest.
“Why are you holding back so much?”
Perhaps because of that, a slightly dissatisfied voice escaped her.
“Huh?”
Ah, he must have been surprised. His movement stopped.
“Of course I’m happy that you’re being careful and treating me like a treasure, but I want you to feel good too, So-hyun.”
“I feel good right now, though?”
“But you’re still holding back, aren’t you?”
She wrapped her arms around his shoulders and hugged him tightly.
As hard as she could, so that the boundary between him and her would disappear.
“I’m sturdy enough that I won’t break even if you hug me with all your strength. I might get a little tired, but I’ll never break, okay?”
As she hugged him and whispered into his ear, his body trembled.
“So please, don’t hold back. Everything you want to do, everything you’re suppressing—it’s okay to do it all to me.”
The moment his body, which had been frozen for a long time, relaxed, she first felt his phallus expand even larger inside her. Next, she felt his hands, which had been wandering everywhere, grip her waist.
And the moment the stalled piston restarted.
With a slapping sound, his member dug into her all the way to the root, reaching parts that had never been touched before.
Yet, the insertion didn’t stop. Finally, with a thud, she felt something hit her deepest point.
Even though he was all the way in, as if that wasn’t enough, he kept pushing and thrusting.
Wait…?
That’s the end? You shouldn’t try to go further than that…?
Pain.
The first pain she had felt since they started today, along with an unknown pleasure, struck her mind.
Despite having confidently said she wouldn’t break, the fear of the unknown made her momentarily think she should ask him to stop.
But she ignored that weakness and nodded, telling him to go ahead if he was going to.
* * *
The bed, a high-end piece that usually didn’t make a sound no matter how much one moved, creaked and screamed.
“He-euh…!”
Deeper. Deeper.
Harder.
The more I moved my hips, the stronger the pleasure became, and the thought of wanting to feel even better dominated my mind.
It was like the sensation of drinking water but feeling even thirstier.
What is this?
How much did I hold back? I tried so hard to restrain myself because I was afraid it would turn out like this, and yet she tells me not to hold back.
Unable to resist the rising urge to climax, I thrust my hips as deep as possible and ejaculated.
The semen poured out, bulging the condom, and the Professor’s face, a mess of tears and saliva, twitched.
I tied off the condom I’d roughly pulled off and tossed it away. Just as I was about to put on the next one, the Professor’s appearance caught my eye.
What was wrong with my body? Instead of stopping, I wanted to do it even more.
Her breasts and buttocks were already covered in my handprints from being kneaded so much. Even if it seemed too late, the right thing to do was to stop here.
“I… I’m still okay…? I can do more…”
The Professor, having regained some sense, grabbed me.
Her eyes were glazed over and even her tongue was tripping; what was she even saying?
After gulping down an ion drink like it was the water of life, the Professor looked at me again with eyes that had regained a bit of their spark.
“So-hyun. Maybe you’re more bothered because you keep holding back and trying to stop halfway.”
Then what? What am I supposed to do if I keep going and something actually goes wrong?
“I told you there’s no need to hold back, so don’t. I’m sturdier than you think, so don’t worry.”
She was looking at me with provocative eyes, but I really didn’t intend to do any more.
No matter how sturdy a superhuman’s body is, she lacks experience and is softer than I expected. I’m scared she’ll break.
But unfortunately, it seemed the Professor had firmly mastered the art of blowing away my rationality in just two tries.
Fiddling with the condom containing my semen as if she were enjoying a sensory toy, the Professor slowly caressed her lower abdomen and spoke.
“It hurt earlier because you went so deep, but now it’s starting to feel good little by little.”
Ah, that’s cheap. That’s a foul.
Whether it was a lie or the truth, that was a foul.
There was no human alive who could maintain their sanity after seeing her pour the semen out of the condom onto her lower abdomen and use her hand to smear the slippery white fluid around.
“Are you really not going to do any more?”
“I really don’t know anymore.”
“Mm…?”
“I’m saying I don’t care what happens now.”
This was my final warning.
A warning meant to beg her to refuse.
A warning to push me away.
A warning that I might break her.
But unfortunately, our delectable leader sheep seemed to still intend to stay close to the wolf.
She gave a strained but bright smile.
…I don’t know anymore either.
By the time I came to my senses, the number of discarded condoms around us had increased significantly.
But my head still didn’t feel quite clear.
* * *
And some distance away.
In a room within a hideout where Calamity-class villains—the world’s worst criminals—were gathered.
A squelching, incredibly unpleasant, and lewd sound was echoing.
“Haah… haah…”
She didn’t even know how long she had been staring blankly at the image floating in the air.
“Hng…!”
She had bitten her lip so hard she thought it might bleed, so halfway through, she had started biting a rubber ball the Red Butler had brought from somewhere. Honestly, it didn’t seem to be very effective.
[…I understand your heartbreak, but please, do it in moderation.]
The Red Butler, who had initially tried to persuade her, had long since given up. Now, she simply left calorie bars and ion drinks in front of the door, telling her to at least eat something, before turning away.
“I… I helped him at the end, and yet, with another woman again…”
In the video reflected before her eyes, he was entwined with yet another woman.
When he had slept with that girl named Kim Ga-eul, whom she had secretly looked down on, she thought she would truly go insane.
At first, she was filled only with a vague sense of betrayal and anger, her mind occupied with plans to gloomily torment them.
The problem began as she found herself gradually focusing on the video.
The way he tangled his tongue so intensely, stripped the woman’s clothes as he pleased, and then stroked her hair.
The unpleasantness of his hands touching another woman, combined with the unpleasantness of another woman touching him, should have made her feel terrible. But for some reason, she began to feel strangely lightheaded, and her sense of reality started to fade.
When she came to her senses, she found herself stroking her own body along the parts he was touching.
As she stroked her hair, breasts, stomach, and face following his movements, she fell into the illusion that her hand had become his, and her body trembled violently.
She felt like she could cry at any moment from sadness, but a sticky pleasure continued to torment her mind.
If only it were me there. I could make him feel even better.
Finally, when the two in the video became one, she cautiously inserted a finger into her wet vaginal opening.
It felt good.
It felt so good, but she was too scared to put it all the way in, so she only touched near the entrance. Because of that, her movements differed greatly from the video.
In the video, something so thick was mercilessly tormenting the girl, but here, thinking of it as her own finger, a sense of unfairness rushed over her again.
It’s mine.
Her hand no longer felt like his.
Swallowing her tears at her own pathetic, loser-like appearance, she continued to comfort herself.
Next was Kang Ha-ni.
Don’t make me laugh. She’s doing all that on purpose.
The way she acted cute, saying she didn’t want to get up, and subtly making him lie down on the bed to sleep together.
It was a prank she herself used to play often back at the orphanage.
It felt like her memories with him were becoming someone else’s one by one, and it made her want to vomit.
Yes, she definitely felt like vomiting, but she couldn’t stop her hand.
The feeling of defeat and gloom mixed with a dark, thick pleasure, making her head feel like it was going to fall apart.
She wanted to put it in deeper, much deeper, but she was afraid to tear the membrane blocking the way with her finger, and she feared she would regret it. In the end, she could only unsatisfactorily flick her finger at the entrance.
It felt like she was being left behind as he went to a different world with someone else. She couldn’t feel the same way with just a finger, and she couldn’t reach where they were.
While they shook and entwined multiple times, she only trembled once as her slowly rising pleasure forcibly reached its limit.
Then, the sense of defeat turned into self-loathing and rushed over her, but as if they didn’t care about someone like her, they began to entwine their bodies again.
“Hng… hng… hmph…”
Why can’t I stop?
It was unpleasant and annoying, and she wanted to go and stop them right now, but she kept wanting to watch.
Her memories were being invaded, and he was gradually changing into a face she didn’t know, a version of himself she didn’t recognize.
The thought that the person beside him was no longer her took root.
He clung to her breasts and suckled like a child.
What if he gets used to such large breasts and laughs when he sees me?
What if he falls deeper and deeper for them and starts to forget me?
After the long-lasting intercourse ended, he again carefully drew warm water and began to wipe her body.
…That was also something he used to do for me when I caught a cold.
Now, the final video begins.
The way they began to entwine violently from the entrance as if they had been one from the start was… how should she put it?
He seemed like a person she didn’t know.
Because of Cathy, who kept provoking him when he seemed to be holding back with the other two, he had turned into a wild beast. She felt a bit of fear, yet she was insanely jealous of the woman on the screen.
I can take it too.
I can tell him there’s no need to hold back, that he can do it violently until I break.
He ties off the used condom, tosses it aside, and puts on the next one.
A thought suddenly occurred to her. He moves so violently, yet he always uses a condom.
Maybe… maybe the ‘first time’ I can receive from him still remains?
Her body and mind were already melted into a mess, so she didn’t even know what she was thinking, but thinking that way made her feel strangely at ease.
Right, that’s just play.
He’s just wandering for a little while.
The blonde woman screamed and trembled, but in the end, she would be blocked by the condom.
It was a insane rationalization and delusion that she would have recognized if she were even slightly calm, but if she didn’t think that way, she felt like she would truly lose her mind.
The moment the long intercourse ended, she felt as if Cathy, who had collapsed backward, happened to meet her eyes.
Was it just an illusion that her face, though completely unraveled, seemed to be laughing at her?
Suddenly, she spat out the rubber ball she had been biting due to its unpleasant taste. Her mouth was a mess, the taste of blood and rubber mixing into something foul from how hard she had chewed it.
The clear teeth marks left on the rubber ball were also strangely unpleasant.
But it was over now.
She would just consider it a moment of madness.
Why did I stubbornly watch this video to the end?
Just as she was about to look away with that thought.
Cathy in the video grabbed him, starting to act stubborn and saying it was okay to do more. For some reason, she, who had been halfway out of her seat, sat back down and began to watch the video again.
[…Why don’t you just contact him and ask for a date?]
The Red Butler’s voice came from outside the door, but she pointedly ignored it.
If I could do that, do you think I’d be doing this?
“…Rubber ball. Give me one more.”
[…Very well.]
Does she sound a bit pathetic…?