Chapter 255.5: Why He Fell Into a State of Sexual Frustration (1)
Translator: RaidenTL
Chapter 255.5: Why He Fell Into a State of Sexual Frustration (1)
“M-my clothes…!”
The moment our kiss ended, Ga-eul backed away in a state of utter fluster.
…Wait, why?
To be honest, I thought she might be surprised at first, but she had been quite cooperative—not just letting me undo the buttons, but even helping me take the clothes off—so I thought she was okay with it.
Well, or perhaps she just wasn’t mentally prepared yet.
You know how it is—sometimes things get scary when they’re actually happening right in front of you.
“Hey, Ga-eul. Should we stop after all?”
I meant it in the sense that she could stop if she truly wanted to, but surprisingly, Ga-eul shook her hands in a panic as if my words had snapped her back to her senses.
“No! No, it’s not that! I was just flustered because an unexpected accident happened!”
Her reaction was like a child who had almost lost a precious treasure, and it nearly made me burst out laughing.
I should be having wholesome thoughts, but Ga-eul is strangely cute when she’s on the verge of tears, which makes me want to tease her a little.
“Is that so? Then I guess we can keep going?”
“Wait just a second…!”
But at this timing, Ga-eul unexpectedly made her second request for a stop.
I wondered what our cute Ga-eul was thinking now.
“I’ll do it for you first!”
“Huh?”
“I studied really hard for this!”
I couldn’t even begin to imagine what kind of “preview study” our Ga-eul had done, but seeing how overflowing with confidence she was, I had a feeling she was going to fail.
However, it was also true that I was curious, so I decided to watch what she would do without pointing anything out.
Then, Ga-eul surprisingly fumbled around and pulled out something she had prepared. To put it simply, it was a condom.
After taking a deep breath, Ga-eul looked determined as she tore open the packaging and took the condom into her mouth.
At this point, I realized exactly what Ga-eul had studied and what she was planning to do.
Regrettably, there was nothing I could do except offer a silent prayer for the future that was about to befall her.
“Blegh…!!!!”
Well, that’s what happens when you study through AVs or doujinshi.
Putting a condom in your mouth to roll it on—if you try that with a regular condom, the taste can be quite revolting depending on the type of lubricant applied to it.
Besides, the condom itself is rubber, so it wouldn’t feel very good in the first place.
“Ga-eul, are you okay…?”
I thought about stopping here after all, but Ga-eul surprisingly doubled down. She abandoned the condom and approached me.
“That was just… one more unexpected accident.”
“…Is that so?”
Perhaps she had grown stubborn; Ga-eul buried her face in my crotch and opened her mouth.
So our Ga-eul really did learn this from manga, didn’t she?
I don’t think fellatio is the kind of thing someone trying something erotic for the first time should jump into.
She was clearly scared to suck it directly without a condom; Ga-eul opened her mouth wide but couldn’t bring herself to take it in, merely testing the waters.
As if trying to gauge the situation, she touched the glans with her tongue and licked down the shaft, but it seemed the sensation was different from what she had imagined. She retreated for a moment, wore a troubled expression, and then, having made up her mind, crept back in.
“You don’t have to force yourself.”
“I’m not forcing myself!? According to the media I researched, everyone starts with this!”
Right, the “media.” Manga.
“It’s just… it’s bigger than I thought, and it’s really hot, so I was just surprised, yeah. I’m going now, okay? I’m really going to do it?”
Ah, seriously, why is she so cute? She’ll probably get sulky if I laugh, right?
“Hap…!”
The moment she took a bite with a loud sound, what I felt was the sensation of slippery saliva and a hot mouth.
…And hard teeth.
It’s not that she bit me, but she was so focused on moving her tongue that she probably didn’t have the mental capacity to worry about her teeth.
It was fine when she was licking the shaft or the glans, but the moment she tried to make a big movement, the hard teeth bumped against me, making the stimulation a bit too intense.
To be honest, it didn’t feel that great, but in exchange, should I call it mental satisfaction? I quite liked the sight before my eyes.
The way she glanced up at me while busily moving her tongue, looking like she was trying her best to make me feel good, was adorable.
“Does it… feel good? They said people cum quickly if you do this…?”
Thinking that something might be wrong with her actions, Ga-eul stopped the fellatio and began to send me an anxious look.
Please, Ga-eul. Don’t do this.
“B-but, I still have a lot of things I prepared!”
Because you keep being so cute… it makes me want to tease you.
“Ga-eul.”
“Yes!?”
“Don’t push yourself. Come here.”
When I opened my arms, Ga-eul hesitated for a moment but soon came and snuggled into my embrace.
“Heeing…”
Ah, wait. Just a second. A “heeing” whine? Ga-eul, don’t do that.
“I really prepared so hard…”
…What does she eat to be this cute?
I can’t take it. I really tried to hold back, but now, even if I play a little prank, I’m sure everyone would unanimously agree it’s not my fault.
“Ga-eul. Don’t force yourself to do things you aren’t good at. Let’s take it slow today and do things one by one, starting with the normal stuff.”
“Huh…? When you put it like that, it makes it sound like what I was doing until just now wasn’t normal.”
“…Well, I’ll start slowly one by one, so tell me if you don’t like it, okay?”
“…So-hyun? Why are you changing the—ah!?”
First, as I massaged her breasts, the breasts that were the perfect size for my hands began to change shape.
The tips of her breasts, which felt soft yet elastic—the protruding nipples—seemed surprised by the sudden contact and hardened stubbornly as if angry, but when I stroked them with my fingers, they fortunately softened up.
“Hup…!”
I stroked her hair and kissed her lightly, then slowly slid my tongue down her neck, collarbone, breasts, and navel, finally reaching the clitoris hidden beneath its hood.
“Hyak…!?”
When I licked her through the hood, Ga-eul’s body jolted violently.
“W-wait a minute, what is this!?”
“…Usually, it’s called foreplay?”
“It didn’t feel like this when I touched it myself!?”
Oh, so she does touch herself. I’d kind of like to see that.
“I guess it’s a sensitive spot.”
It might be rude to think of this in this situation, but the Professor and Ha-ni also writhed, begging me to stop, whenever I licked them there.
“No, the stimulation is just too…!”
But since they gave up resisting and stopped shortly after because they liked it…
I suppose it feels good once you get used to it.
“Heeit…!”
While loosening the vaginal walls, which were stiff against the first-time intruder, with my tongue, I stimulated her clitoris with my fingers. Before long, I could feel a fluid other than saliva flowing from inside, and her body softening up.
To be honest, it didn’t really have a taste, but I strangely felt like I wanted to keep licking. However, Ga-eul seemed very embarrassed and began to pat my head with her hand.
The moment I stopped licking and pulled away, a transparent thread of saliva stretched out. Looking at it, Ga-eul’s face turned as red as a tomato.
“Ugh, ah… ugh…”
Still, I couldn’t stop now that we’d come this far. The moment I pulled out a condom to begin insertion…
Ga-eul started acting strangely.
To be specific, she turned around and pushed her buttocks toward me.
…What’s this? Does she want me to spank her? I’m down for that.
“They say it hurts the least in this position. And… I feel like I’ll explode from embarrassment if we’re facing each other…”
Unfortunately, it wasn’t a signal for spanking. It seemed she was once again utilizing knowledge she’d seen in manga. I see. Whether pushing one’s buttocks out or facing each other was more embarrassing seemed to vary from person to person.
As for me, I didn’t mind saying hello to those plump buttocks, so it was fine.
Well, her white, round buttocks were strangely fleshy, and by the time I realized it, I was already enchanted by their magic.
The moment I grabbed each side with both hands, Ga-eul seemed to finally realize she was in a rather embarrassing pose. However, whether she believed the words that it was effective for pain relief or was simply too embarrassed to move, she buried her head in the pillow.
Well, as I massaged those plump buttocks, memories came flooding back.
The first time I met Ga-eul, her buttocks were ruthlessly occupying my desk, and I couldn’t have hated them more back then.
They are buttocks that, much like their owner, become more charming the more you look at them.
Suddenly, a desire welled up from deep within my heart.
Hitting them would be too much, but wouldn’t it be okay to give them a little lick?
It was a prank I could only pull now while she had her head buried in embarrassment.
Once the impulse crossed my mind, there was no going back.
I slowly brought my head down and faced the white, soft buttocks.
The plump buttocks were flushed slightly red.
The moment I faithfully followed my desire and gave the mana-filled mounds a lick, Ga-eul jumped.
“Wha-what are you… doing!?”
“You seemed tense.”
Ga-eul seemed to have a lot to say, but as her gaze drifted toward my lower half, her face turned red again and she buried her head once more.
She’ll probably cry if I tease her one more time, right?
To be honest, I kind of want to see her cry, but I feel like it might be a bit too much if I do any more.
“Tell me if it hurts.”
I gripped her buttocks with both hands and pushed my waist forward. Even though she was plenty wet, the sensation of parting the slightly tight walls made me strangely anxious.
I wanted to keep going deeper without stopping, but seeing her back trembling, I knew I had to endure.
“Huuup…!”
“Does it hurt?”
“No…? Or is it? Does it… hurt? It’s hot… but it feels good.”
Huh?
“It’s full all the way inside… so it’s all the way in, right?”
Uh, well. I thought you were in pain, so I only put it in a little bit at the entrance and stopped?
When I pushed in a bit more, Ga-eul’s body trembled violently again.
“…Huh?”
As I proceeded a bit further, I felt a slight resistance at the tip. When I repeated the back-and-forth motion little by little, Ga-eul’s body began to stiffen up again.
It’ll hurt more if her body is stiff.
With the intention of relaxing her stiffened body, I lightly stroked her exposed back with my fingers. Fortunately, it was effective, and Ga-eul’s posture collapsed as the strength left her.
She seemed to have something she wanted to say, but I couldn’t stop here either, you know?
Ignoring Ga-eul’s opinion, I massaged her breasts—which were the perfect size for my hands—and pushed my waist in once Ga-eul’s body had completely melted.
Perhaps because she was invaded while her guard was down, or perhaps because her head was buried in the pillow, Ga-eul showed no reaction for a moment.
But after her stiffness faded, the sensation of the foreign object invading deeper and deeper must have felt strange, because Ga-eul eventually lifted her head from the pillow and let out a fearful cry.
“How far is this thing going to keep going in!!!!”
* * *
To be honest, whether it was because I was completely relaxed or because the rear entry position really did lessen the pain, it didn’t hurt that much.
If anything, I was more surprised by the heavy sensation of the foreign object.
I closed my eyes, terrified as I imagined just how far that thick, long thing was going to go.
Is this really okay? Do other people really do this? It’s not a lie, is it?
It’s embarrassing.
It was embarrassing that his hands were massaging my breasts and buttocks, and it was embarrassing that I couldn’t do a single thing I had so confidently prepared properly.
Of course, there were things I liked even more than that.
I liked the sensation of my insides vibrating heavily, and the feeling of our warmth mixing through his touch. I liked how the boundary between him and me seemed to disappear every time we touched.
Well, so if I had to choose between liking it or hating it, I was on the side of liking it, but there was just one problem.
…When on earth is this going to end?
The books said it’s not easy to feel it during the first time, but my body has already trembled several times, and I’m in the middle of experiencing sensations that make my head tingle as if I’m about to fly away.
By the time I had experienced that feeling about three times, he had also finished ejaculating once, but he immediately put on a second condom and took his position.
I heard it hurts if you do it for too long, but this isn’t pain.
It’s floaty, dizzying, and feels good, but it’s scary.
Just when I was about to get used to the sensation, the part he touched would change, or the angle of the thrust would change, giving me no time to get accustomed to it, which made it even scarier.
“He-euk…!”
A sound I doubted had come from my own mouth escaped me.
I’m ruined. I wanted to show him only my pretty side. But right now, I’m panting like crazy.
In the manga, they endured it well with such cute expressions…? No, how are you supposed to endure this!?
To exaggerate a little, I might die of dehydration at this rate.
Sweat, saliva, vaginal fluids—every bit of moisture in my body was being drained out.
But just when I thought I might really die, he stopped moving and held something out to my mouth.
…An ion drink? Ah, so that’s why he bought this earlier.
“Thank you…”
Right, I was just on the receiving end since it was my first time, but now that it’s all over, I guess it was bearable.
I thought the saying that you could go crazy because it feels so good was an exaggeration, but…
“It’s okay. Shall we rest for a bit and then continue?”
…Huh?
“Isn’t… it over?”
“Huh?”
While we stared at each other for a moment with expressions that said, What on earth is this person talking about?, I recalled a certain fact.
Ha-ni had said it before.
That even three people might not be enough.
…I didn’t know I’d end up saying a line I saw in a manga myself.
“Don’t men finish after they ejaculate about three times…?”
“I don’t know. I’ve never seen what other men are like, so I wouldn’t know, but that’s not the case for me.”
While we rested, his touch as he slowly wiped my body with a hot towel and massaged any sore or knotted spots was so tender, but for some reason, the image of a predator holding onto its caught prey so it couldn’t escape kept forming in my mind.
The ion drink I had been sipping as sparingly as possible ran out, and So-hyun smiled.
I followed suit with an awkward smile.
“Let’s… just a little more.”
“Sorry.”
“…Huh?”
“You should have left when I gave you the chance to escape.”
Ah, he has no intention of letting me go, does he?
I didn’t know if the pounding of my heart as I looked at him approaching was due to affection, expectation, or fear.
But the pounding wouldn’t stop.
* * *
I don’t know how long I had been lying there, but my bed was filled with Ha-ni’s warmth and scent.
A person’s warmth and scent are more comforting than one might think, so I, who was already not quite in my right mind due to fatigue, buried my head toward the source.
“Hey! That tickles~!”
The scent and warmth, which had grown even richer, warmed my chest, but it still wasn’t enough to satisfy me.
“Uh, um. So-hyun. It’s a bit embarrassing if you sniff me that much. It’s been a long time since I showered and got under the covers, you know…? Could you move away just a little?”
That’s nonsense.
How could she tell me to move away when she smells so warm, good, and cozy?
In the first place, she was the one who seduced me; could there be any greater tyranny than this?
When I burrowed further into her embrace to signal my intent to resist, Ha-ni burst into laughter.
“Ah, I’m not running away! I’m just going to wash up! Just wash up!”
…That’s what I don’t like. If you wash up, the scent will get even fainter.
What on earth is she talking about? How can she say such a terrible thing?
While I was pondering a suitable means to express my dissatisfaction, her exposed white nape caught my eye.
Perhaps because it was a part not usually seen, I began to feel a strange impulse as I looked at the line that exuded a peculiar sensuality.
I want to bite it.
I wanted to lick it with my tongue and suck on it until I left a mark.
“…So-hyun? Your eyes are a bit scary. Okay. Anything is fine, so let’s just calm down for now. Calm down and let’s wash up together first…”
“I refuse.”
“Huh?”
So, being faithful to my desire, I gave it a light bite.
Of course, it would hurt if I left teeth marks, so I had to be satisfied with licking it with my tongue and sucking with my mouth.
“Hyuak!? Hey! What are you doing!”
“It’s delicious.”
“What is!? There’s no way it’s delicious!”
That’s not true. It was refreshing, and I liked the scent of her skin very much.
If I had to pick the only disappointing thing, it would be that the scent was a bit faint, perhaps because she had showered thoroughly before going to bed.
As I persistently licked her nape, Ha-ni, who had at least made a show of resisting at first, eventually exhaled a hot breath and obediently offered her nape as if giving up.
“Ah, ugh. Seriously, are you a puppy or what~”
…I wonder. Even I think I’m being a bit strangely instinctive.
Perhaps I had been stressed without even realizing it.
What could be the problem?
Was it some of the AG Group employees who were acting up, saying they wouldn’t take an ounce of responsibility since they did nothing wrong, even after I said I’d help them as much as possible?
Was it those bastards from the Association who claimed that since the greatest contributor to this incident was a cadet, they should take over the demon corpses collected by the hunters, using my name without permission?
Or was it the guys who looked down on me for being young for no reason and tried to proceed with the meeting while ignoring my opinion?
If Aisha hadn’t stepped in to stop me, wouldn’t at least one of them have met an end where their head and torso parted ways today?
Fuck. It’s no wonder I’ve turned instinctive.
“So-hyun, are you crying?”
“…I’m not crying.”
Right, let’s just endure a little. They’re just guys who were looking for a chance to flip things anyway, and ungrateful bastards who don’t even know what a favor is.
I’m only watching for the right moment because preparations to handle the chaos that will follow haven’t finished yet, but once I’m ready, I just have to flip it all over.
“Good grief, where did you get so much stress again?”
As I was blankly recalling the events of today, Ha-ni, who was looking at me, sighed and stroked my hair.
“Fine, I don’t know what happened, but I guess you might want to act like a spoiled brat. Our So-hyun, do whatever you want~”
In the gaze that looked at me as she flopped down on the bed, there was affection and concern, so I slowly pulled my body away.
“Are you satisfied now? I think you’ve smelled me enough, and I don’t mind if you want to lick me more, but hold back on the neck. Everyone will see if you leave a mark.”
But I did it because I wanted to leave a mark.
Anyway, rather than being satisfied, my head had returned to its senses.
No matter how much Ha-ni seduced me first, it wasn’t right to act so one-sidedly spoiled.
Luna might be coming soon, so I should calm down for now.
“Do you want to touch my breasts now?”
Excuse me? I was just about to calm down, and you say what?
Ha-ni, who was looking at me with a seductive face, didn’t even listen to my answer and completely unraveled the compression bandages that had been loosely wrapped.
Once the thing that had been suppressing them disappeared, the breasts that had been compressed to an unbelievable degree were naturally liberated, flaunting their swaying form that truly suited the expression “heaving.”
“They say this is the best cure when you’re tired and exhausted.”
That’s true, of course, but wasn’t this the flow where we stop now…?
“Ah, there’s no backing out now. If you’re going to smell and lick a person like that as you please, you have to go all the way.”
I hadn’t even questioned her, but perhaps she was embarrassed by the fact that she was seducing me herself, because Ha-ni began to make excuses on her own.
“Actually, I was just flustered because it was my first time last time. Now that I’m a bit more used to it, I won’t just be on the receiving end like before, you know?”
Ha-ni tried her best to smile with a nervous face and took my hand, leading it to her breast.
The sensation of the soft breast, so large it would overflow if held with one hand, and the nipple shyly hidden at the peak, possessed enough power to once again scramble my mind, which I had tried so hard to calm.
Her body was toned with almost no fat elsewhere, so how could something so soft and warm be attached to her?
If I were to quietly enjoy the sensation, my consciousness felt like it would fly away somewhere far, but wouldn’t it be sacrilegious to think of other things while massaging these breasts?
“Hey, So-hyun, did you know?”
“Know what?”
“Actually, breasts don’t really feel that good when you touch them yourself while washing up, you know? Even if girls massage each other as a joke, it just tickles or whatever, and no other thoughts come to mind.”
Is that so?
It was a claim that lacked persuasion, considering how she was letting out feverish breaths with just a little touching.
“But it’s completely different when you touch them. Just a little massage… and they become so sensitive I wonder if these are really my breasts, and I find myself wanting you to touch them more.”
Ha-ni chuckled for a while as if something was so funny, then pulled me into a tight embrace.
“Can you feel my heart pounding?”
“I can. It’s pounding like crazy.”
And as if infected by that heart rate, my heart, which had been beating slowly, also began to beat faster in sync.
“This is because of you. What are you going to do about it~?”
This really happens sometimes.
I’ve thought this ever since the time I kept the woman known as the Sword Ghost by my side in the future.
Perhaps Ha-ni was born a natural genius at seduction.
Back then, I couldn’t hold her. I felt I shouldn’t, and that I didn’t have the right to.
But things are different now.
I pulled her into an embrace even tighter than the one she gave me.
I held her until our racing heartbeats and body heat blurred together, becoming indistinguishable, and we kissed without either of us needing to lead.
As we tangled our tongues as if trying to melt into one another, I savored her soft texture and kneaded her breasts until her shy nipples peaked out.
As if possessed, I took one of the protruding buds into my mouth and suckled, while her gentle hand stroked my hair.
“You’re being such a baby today. Just like a little infant.”
…I don’t think an infant would lick like this.
“Ah.”
The moment I gave a light, painless nip and rolled my tongue over the tip, a feverish moan escaped her throat.
As I slowly moved my hand toward her lower body, I found that although she was already quite wet, she was still so tight that even a single finger felt like a squeeze.
Seeing how she had returned to such a tightly closed state despite how intense we had been last time, a surge of desire rose within me—a wish to make her body remember my shape once more. However, I knew better than to be reckless.
Changing positions, I slowly licked the escaping moisture and held it in my mouth.
My entire mouth filled with the taste of her.
I swirled it around to savor it for a moment and let out a deliberate, exaggerated gulp. Ha-ni reacted exactly as I expected.
“Hey, why would you drink that…!?”
“Hmm, I just wanted to know what it tasted like. I’ve already licked plenty of your sweat, so why stop now?”
“What do you mean, ‘what it tasted like’! And how is sweat the same as that!?”
“What’s the difference?”
“Ugh, seriously, pick one: are you a baby or a pervert? You startled me.”
Ignoring Ha-ni’s minor protest, I licked deeper, drinking in the nectar that flowed more freely the more I tasted her.
She made a show of resisting, but there was no strength in her hands. It seemed she didn’t entirely hate it.
“Seriously…”
“You don’t seem to hate it that much, do you?”
Feeling she was sufficiently relaxed, I withdrew my tongue, but strangely enough, she remained just as tight.
As I slid a finger inside, the way she constricted around it—as if refusing to let go of this new guest that had replaced my tongue—was almost cute. But I couldn’t stop at just a finger. I withdrew it and positioned myself.
Resisting the instinct to thrust in and drive my hips immediately, I pushed inside as slowly as possible.
Her vaginal walls, which had reacted even to a finger, trembled as if startled by the sudden arrival of a much larger invader. Soon, however, they began to tighten around me in welcome.
Her claim that she had grown more used to it since the first time wasn’t a lie; she didn’t seem to be in any pain. Still, the sensation of being filled seemed unfamiliar to her, as she took a moment to catch her breath before speaking.
“Hey, So-hyun.”
“Yeah?”
“Hold me.”
“I can do that as much as you want.”
I loved the sensation of her warmth bleeding into my own as she settled into my arms.
I loved the moans and breaths that escaped her with every careful movement.
Simply by moving my body, I felt so warm, so good, and so free from the need to think about anything else.
Ha-ni’s body shuddered violently as she leaned against me, but I had no intention of stopping.
* * *
In truth, Kang Ha-ni had been thinking this:
The first time had only been overwhelming because it was the first time. Wouldn’t it be different if we did it again?
So, taking advantage of the fact that they lived together, she had been looking for an opportunity. Although she hadn’t planned for it to happen today, they had naturally ended up together like this.
But as they became physically one and shared their flesh, she realized something.
Her assumption had been half right and half wrong.
It was true that the first time had been confusing and painful because it was new.
Today, the pain was significantly less, and the pleasure was much more vivid.
She even had the composure to enjoy his warmth, his breath, and his heartbeat, and she could observe the cute side of him. Everything seemed fine.
At least for the first hour or so.
She didn’t know how much time had passed, but it still felt good.
She didn’t feel a hint of pain. In fact, it was her first time realizing her body was capable of such a diverse range of pleasures.
However, even a good thing becomes problematic in many ways when it lasts this long.
He wasn’t a puppy, he wasn’t a baby, and he wasn’t even a pervert.
The person I love is a monster.
The most vicious part was his expression. Whenever she was about to tell him to stop, he would look at her with such a strangely sorrowful face.
She could never bring herself to tell him to stop. The moment she nodded to signal he could continue, a wave of irresistible pleasure would scramble her brain, driving her to the brink of madness.
And the terrifying part was this:
Whenever he thought she had truly reached her limit, he would stop and let her rest.
He even went as far as preparing sports drinks for her.
As she lay in his arms, feeling his affection and goodwill in the way he caressed her everywhere as if she were a precious treasure, he would then casually try to start all over again.
A faint, erotic scent wafted from the condoms scattered across the bed and the sheets already soaked with sweat and bodily fluids.
Sensing she couldn’t go on like this, she tried a small rebellion by scurrying away, but fleeing from one end of the bed to the other didn’t change the situation.
Seeing her like that, he would then pose an absurdity of a question.
“Should we stop if you don’t like it?”
He was playing dirty.
“The problem is that I do like it…”
If she had hated it, she would have told him to stop long ago…!
“Ah, whatever. Just do whatever you want!”
…She tried to apologize for her reckless statement not long after, but he tormented her relentlessly as if determined not to let her speak.
When he gave her a glimmer of hope by saying they were out of condoms, only to casually open a second box, she felt true terror.