I Became an Exposed Music Broadcast Idol (10)
"...Haa... Hey. You... is it 'this'?"
I... Jin Harin looked at the hand gesture PD Park Dong-chul was making.
Park Dong-chul was holding up just his pinky finger, wiggling it back and forth.
I wasn't so clueless that I didn't understand what that meant. In fact, precisely because I knew, I answered with absolute certainty.
"Yes."
For the first time, I laid bare a feeling I had never confessed to anyone—not even to the manager.
Park Dong-chul's eyes went round. He blinked a few times, then slowly began to chuckle.
"Hoo... Kekeke. Ah. Is that so? Kekekeke..."
What was so damn funny about it? My face twisted into a scowl. It felt like this man was openly mocking my heart. But Park Dong-chul paid my mood no mind at all and just kept laughing.
"So that's how it is, huh? ...Kekekekeke! Man. This situation's getting real entertaining. Huh? Kekekeh...!"
Just as he said. A worry flickered through me that I had merely tossed him another bit of amusement to toy with. Even so, I had spoken. I simply could not stand him insulting the manager any longer.
Whatever thoughts we were holding right now, whatever reasons had brought us here and forced us into this—none of it mattered to the man in front of us. He didn't need to understand. No matter how much he insulted us or dirtied us, as long as the manager believed in me and I believed in the manager, nothing could shake us.
We had never put it into words. We had never confessed our feelings to each other. And yet I was certain we both knew, and that we trusted each other that much... or so I believed.
That was why, even when I had taken this man's cock into my mouth and sucked it right beside the manager, we had each done everything we could. The manager had pretended not to see me through all of this man's filthy games. And I had done what I had to do. Because in the end, it was for Sepia. Because it was for our dream.
"...If I put the word out to the sponsors, there'll be a whole line of guys ready to take you. If I just explain this part right..."
"...I'm fine. ...I've already steeled myself."
So I could do anything. Endure anything. If it was something the manager wanted, I would do it without limit. Because I was certain it would be for Sepia.
"But... keh. We've still got today's work to finish, don't we?"
"...Ah."
Of course. Today's "work" was far from over.
"Seeing you two today, huh? This thing stood right back up again. Kekeke... What should we do about it?"
Park Dong-chul leered as he thrust his cock—already dripping with precum—in front of my face once more.
Gulp. I swallowed hard.
If he wanted it, I would give him anything. I would put on a false coquettish act, sway my body vulgarly... and even have sex. Exactly the way he wanted. No matter how disgusting or filthy it was, if I could just grit my teeth and endure this one moment, Sepia would be able to appear on music shows again. The manager would be able to smile again. We would take one more step toward the manager's dream. If I thought of it as a hardship for that purpose, putting on a night of coquettish performance for Park Dong-chul was nothing at all.
I climbed onto the desk and got on all fours. I lowered my upper body and raised only my hips high. Men like him always preferred the same positions and the same words, after all.
"PD-nim's cock...♡ Please put it into Harin's pussy right away...♡"
"Kekekekekeke!!"
He liked that.
"Lower your back more and stick that ass up higher. Keke..."
"Ah... Yes♡"
I bent my waist completely and lifted my hips even higher. Of course I felt shame... but it was no different from when I had danced in front of this man earlier. He had already taken my first time, after all...
"Keke... Look at you, sticking that ass up so vulgarly. You want it that bad?"
"Yes...♡ PD-nim's cock...♡ Ah, I've wanted it inside since earlier♡"
"Keke. What should I do with you."
Instead of just getting on with it, he deliberately dragged things out, kneading my ass with his hands.
"Eut...♡ If you keep groping it...♡"
"Ah. It's just that something so big is dangling right in front of my eyes. Shake it for me and beg me to put it in already. This thing."
Slap!
Ugh. He spanked my ass again. Instead of just putting it in and finishing, he was a master at tormenting people.
"Heut...♡ Yeees."
I shook my hips exactly as ordered. Swaying the ass pointed at him from side to side, I put my pussy and asshole on full, unfiltered display. He had already seen everything there was to see, after all.
"Heut! Yes.... Like... this?"
I moved faster, left and right.
"A little more."
"Like this? ...Like thiiis♡?"
This time I tried bouncing it up and down as well.
"Kekeke.... You're vulgar as hell. Wasn't this the same girl who was going on about trusting her manager just a minute ago?"
Bringing up the manager again...
"...Because I trust him. I'm doing this because I trust him."
"You say it so seriously, but those aren't words you should be saying while shaking your ass for another man, are they?"
"...That's..."
You're the one who ordered it.
"Ah~. Because former Manager Jeon told you to?"
The manager had never ordered me to shake my hips. He had only told me to obey this bastard's words well. So the only reason I was listening to a man like him was...
"...Yes."
"Keh.... Our Harin's completely that bastard's bitch, huh? Former Manager Jeon too. Huh? Just because he's got a decent face, he goes around fucking his own idols. What a complete piece of shit."
"Th... The manager doesn't do that!"
Insulting the manager again. I couldn't stand it.
"What?"
"The manager... doesn't do things like this to me..."
The manager was someone who kept work and personal matters strictly separate. That was why I had never been able to bring myself to say even a single word about liking him. I was scared—I honestly had no idea how he would react if I said it.
"But just now you two said it was 'this'.... Ah. What, are you two into that plastic thing or whatever?"
"...Platonic."
Ignorant bastard.
"Right. Whatever. That. The name doesn't matter. Ah. Come to think of it, you were a virgin back then, weren't you?"
"..."
He stabbed right into the sore spot. I had obeyed because the manager told me to... but even so, I had wanted to give my first time to the manager. If I had only come out an hour earlier that day—no, even just thirty minutes earlier. I had spent the entire following week regretting it.
"So what, then? Former Manager Jeon is offering up his own girlfriend's virginity to me, offering her up to me again today, and next time he'll offer her to rich bastards... is that what this is right now?"
"...D-Don't... talk about it like that."
"Keke... Are you giving me orders right now?"
"No...... No, I'm not. ...I'm sorry."
This man was sleazy and terrifying at the same time. His temper was foul. It almost seemed like he had anger management issues. Most of all, what truly frightened me was that when he was genuinely angry, he could actually inflict real damage on me, the manager, and Sepia. I had to prevent that from happening because of me—because I had crossed him.
"Keke.... Then you ought to show some apology, right?"
Son of a bitch...
I stretched both hands back toward my raised ass. Grabbing one cheek in each hand, I pulled them apart. I felt the cool air rush into my crotch.
"Harin's pussy...♡ I've spread it wide open♡ A pussy prepared just for PD-nim♡ Please eat it while it's still nice and warm...♡"
"Kekekekekeh! Then I won't refuse..."
"Heut...!"
Something hard pressed against my ass. I tensed up. I had done this with him a few times already, but the sensation still wasn't familiar. And I didn't want it to become familiar either.
Schlick♡! Schlick♡ Schlick♡ Schlick♡!
Without putting it in, he kept rubbing the tip against the upper part of my folds. The wetness that had already come out began to coat his cock.
"Kekeke. A real flood down here! Huh? You like it that much? Doing it with me while leaving your manager behind...!"
Grit your teeth and act.
"Yes... I-I like it♡ Being rubbed...♡ Something so big going in...♡ It feels so good my juices keep coming out...♡"
"Without a condom, raw... Keh...! Even putting it in like that?"
"Yeees...♡ Harin's womb...♡ wants PD-nim's cum♡ Heut...♡ It's been wanting it this whole time...♡"
"Kekekeke...! Is that so...?"
Of course it was a lie. Today was a safe day. There was no way I would let a man like him get me pregnant. But if I insisted on a condom again today... I was afraid he wouldn't be satisfied. That fear was what drove me. So this was just... service.
"Then I'll put it in."
Schluuuuurp!
"Heuuuung...!!"
I clapped a hand over my mouth on pure reflex. Even so, a moan slipped out against my will.
"Ughghghk...♡! Uuughghk...♡!"
The sound of me trying to hold it in mixed with the moans bursting free, creating a strange noise.
"Keuh.... It's insanely hot in here. This is the raw pussy of Jin Harin from Sepia...!"
"Ughghghk♡! Ughghk......♡! Uuuuh...♡!"
Endure it endure it endure it
I have to endure it......♡
The foreign sensation boring all the way into the lower part of my belly was unbearably painful. It was so hard it felt like someone had shoved a rock inside me. And it was far too big... My insides were forced wide open, the tip prodding and grinding against the entrance to my womb...
I hated this so much.
"Keke... Should I start moving now?"
"...Heuuuughk! Uuuuheung...♡ Heung...♡ Y-Yes, yeees..."
Grind!
"Heuuuut♡♡!!!"
Against my will. I hated that it was starting to feel good.
"Kekekekeh! You like it that much? Huh!"
Griiind♡!
"Heuuuheung♡!!"
Moans I didn't even want to make came out on their own. Pleasure I didn't want to feel flooded into my head. I remembered the sensation this strange foreign object had given me the last time I was with this man.
I hate it. I hate it so much. More than the filth and disgust and the smell, more than putting on a vulgar coquettish act and begging—this was what I hated the most.
Squelch! Squelch! Thud! Thud!
"Heuuuut♡!! Heuuuung...♡! Heuung...♡!"
"Oh. You've gotten pretty soft. Keke.... Relax your body."
"Y-Yeeeshee...♡ Heut♡! Heung♡ Ung! Ung! Ung! Ung♡!"
It's actually... starting to feel good......♡
I hate that so much.
I don't want to feel good from this man's thing....
"Moan louder! Huh! No one's gonna hear you anyway. Keke..."
"Heuuut♡! Heung♡! Heung♡! Eung♡! Uheut...♡! Heut...♡!"
From a bastard like this.
From a bastard like this......!
On top of this man's desk. Impaled on this man's cock. Against my will. My body began to cry out with every fiber that it felt good.
"Heut♡! Heaaah...♡! Uheut...♡! Uuk♡ Ughk♡!"