Just Between Us (3)
My mind was quiet.
It was always so noisy in my head.
It’s not like I could read other people’s thoughts, so I’m not sure if I was especially loud, but at least I always thought I was.
From the things right in front of me to distant futures.
The fact that those thoughts, which had always been so loud, were now quiet felt strangely fascinating.
It was like I’d become a cold, calculating hard-boiled rabbit.
That sensation grew clearer the more I drank.
My mind sank like it had been doused in ice water, yet my body rose in temperature in perfect opposition.
Thump. Thump.
My heart pulsed at a rapid pace.
The blood surging violently through my veins seemed to assert its presence especially strongly around my lower belly.
Just like how I could feel my heartbeat if I concentrated, a certain part deep in my abdomen felt vividly alive.
My navel. Just a little below that.
My womb.
That place, which could easily be called the very essence of my value as a female, was fiercely asserting itself, demanding to fulfill its role.
Normally I would have locked myself in my room and soothed it with lonely hand play, giving it some fake satisfaction to calm it down, but…
Hmm. For some reason, I didn’t feel like doing that today.
In that case, the solution was simple.
If I didn’t want to hold back, I just wouldn’t.
I moved closer, surrendered myself a little to instinct, and whined softly.
The fact that being petted felt better than I expected was a pleasant miscalculation.
Along with the refreshing feeling of having an itch scratched, I also sensed something like a sense of superiority. Ordering him to pet me again next time wouldn’t be bad. I’ll remember that.
And if I pretended to be completely drunk and passed out, the prey would climb onto the table all by itself.
But right before the prey could take a bite, it turned its back and tried to get off the table.
It was a shame, but it was within expectations.
Because.
I wasn’t going to let it get away anyway.
“Theo.”
“Yeah. Luna, you’re awa—”
Before Theo could finish, I pounced from behind.
I dropped to my knees and wrapped my arms around his waist. My breasts pressed firmly against his thigh.
“L-Luna?!”
“Theo. Are you busy right now?”
“Huh? No, I’m not busy…”
Not busy, huh.
That was a good answer.
Of course, even if he had said he was busy, it wouldn’t have changed what I was about to do. I was just asking.
“Help me out a bit.”
“Help? How?”
The moment I asked for help, the flustered tone in his voice calmed down.
I could feel his sincere desire to genuinely help me.
He really does have a good personality, doesn’t he.
My heart beat a little faster.
He’s probably telling me to stop dragging it out and just jump him already, right? Got it. Just wait a little longer.
“My body’s really hot right now… you know what I mean?”
I pressed my chest against him even harder.
My large breasts squished and deformed against his leg.
I reached out with my hand.
“Luna! That’s…”
From behind, I grabbed the waistband of his pants and yanked them down.
Little Theo, who had been trapped inside those tight pants, sprang up.
In an instant, a thick male scent spread everywhere. It was even stronger than what I’d smelled in the bathhouse.
I breathed in that addictive smell that made me want to keep sniffing it, and moved my hand.
I grasped his cock.
The heat was so intense I wondered if it would burn me, paired with a rock-hard texture. Yet the way it twitched and reacted cutely to every little movement of my small hand was kind of adorable.
“Hehe. Looks like this guy understood perfectly.”
“……”
Theo didn’t say anything. Or maybe he did and I just didn’t hear it.
I didn’t have the mental bandwidth to care about such trivial things.
“Yeah, yeah. Good boy? It must’ve been tough getting this big. I’ll take care of it for you soon.”
I muttered words that weren’t really directed at anyone and stroked his length.
Given the position, it was easier to push forward and pull back rather than move my hand up and down.
Every time I moved my hand, Theo’s body trembled slightly. As if in resonance, my own body shook too.
…I can’t hold back anymore. Just a little.
I slipped my other hand between my legs.
The revealing dress lost its function ridiculously easily with just a slight lift.
“Mmm…”
Just the lightest touch of my fingers made a moan slip out.
The heat radiating from Theo’s cock was so intense I couldn’t even describe it, and my senses were even more sensitive than that.
I unconsciously imagined how good it would feel to have it inside me.
Hot, wet, squeezing tight… it would feel insanely good.
Of course, I’d feel amazing too.
I’d messed up.
Once I started feeling this… it became way harder to hold back.
I stopped the hand that had been stroking Theo’s cock. He seemed both relieved and disappointed.
I stood up, grabbed Theo’s shoulders, and turned him around. He spun without any resistance, and our eyes met.
His face was slightly dazed and flushed.
If this were the old days, I would’ve recoiled in disgust, thinking what the hell is that filthy expression on a guy’s face. Even after becoming a woman, I hadn’t exactly liked seeing it.
But at this exact moment, I couldn’t say that.
Because the face reflected in Theo’s eyes was melting even more pathetically than his.
――A bitch in heat.
There was no better way to describe it. Even though I was a rabbit.
“……”
For the same amount of time I stared at Theo, he stared back at me.
His loosened expression gradually grew serious, and soon turned into one of resolve.
After hesitating for a moment longer, he finally spoke.
“Is it okay if it’s me?”
Hah. After all that, that’s what he says?
“Don’t say weird things. If you talk like that, it sounds like I actually like you.”
“…You don’t?”
“Of course not. Me liking you? No way.”
I’d become a woman.
Thanks to the strong instincts of a beastman body, my body craved a man. Yeah. That much I could understand and accept.
But me liking a man? Falling in love with one?
No fucking way.
“Don’t misunderstand. My body just went into heat on its own, and there happened to be a big, hard cock right next to me. Even if it wasn’t you…”
“……”
“…Even if it wasn’t… you… um…”
Huh?
Why?
The rest of the words just wouldn’t come out. I couldn’t even think of them.
It felt like something that was utterly impossible, something that could never happen.
Just trying to think about it felt like it would cause brain damage.
“A-anyway. I’m not doing this because I like you. It’s just… um… there’s no one else but… no, only you… ugh…”
This wasn’t what I wanted to say.
The more I tried to speak, the deeper I sank into the swamp.
Let’s just stop talking.
I gave a vague smile and lowered my posture as if avoiding his eyes. I dropped to my knees on the floor.
Theo’s cock was right in front of me.
Up close, it looked even bigger. It seemed larger than when I’d seen it in the bathhouse.
Whew. This is better.
Facing a dick right in front of my face. Normally I would’ve hated it, but right now it was far more comfortable than looking him in the eyes.
The words that had been stuck in my throat loosened up a little.
“Anyway, you don’t hate it either, right? If we both enjoy it, isn’t that good for everyone?”
“…Yeah.”
“Hehe. Yeah. If you’d said that sooner, we could’ve done this earlier.”
His voice was low, like he was holding something back. It probably wasn’t important.
I smiled softly.
My tongue peeked out from between my parted lips and licked his cock… wait, what?
“…Mmph?!”
H-huh?
Did I just… lick it? Me? What?
Only after tasting it on the tip of my tongue did I realize.
I’d licked it without thinking. Naturally, like it was the most obvious thing in the world.
…But somehow, it doesn’t feel as bad as I thought?
Lick. Lick.
I stuck my tongue out and licked a few more times.
Like licking a candy, from bottom to top. Lick.
The clear fluid seeping from the tip mixed with my saliva and lost its shape.
“……?”
Strange taste.
It wasn’t exactly sweet, more like a rich sweetness… something that could be called a ‘flavor.’
I thought media usually described it as fishy.
Maybe it’s because this is a game world, or maybe my beastman taste buds are just different.
Still, one thing was certain: it wasn’t bad for me. I’ll stick to enjoying fishy tastes from seafood only.
Since the taste was fine, I had no more reservations.
My body in heat begged me to put this cock inside already. Whether it was my upper mouth or lower mouth, just put it in already.
Normally I would’ve ignored it, calling it a disgusting thought. But now, maybe because of the alcohol, my thoughts followed my body.
“Haa…”
I opened my mouth wide and took his cock inside. The male scent instantly filled my mouth.
“……!”
The sensation I’d felt when I smelled it before flashed back a little. The sudden light pleasure made my body tremble for a moment.
Thump.
Then a large hand settled on top of my head.
What does this mean?
With his cock still in my mouth, I looked up.
“Luna. You don’t have to push yourself.”
Push myself?
Hmph. Push myself?
How dare a living dildo for my sexual relief act so cocky.
I moved my head with the intention of sucking his soul out until his waist trembled.
My flexible body accepted the thick, hard shaft without much difficulty.
It would hurt if teeth touched it, so I was careful not to let them graze as I swallowed him to the base.
Thump. The feeling of it knocking against my throat.
See? I took it all the way. Not pushing myself at all, right?
But when I looked up proudly, I saw that there was still enough length left for two fists.
…Huh? What?
Maybe it was a little much after all…?