You've Been Here Before
"You don't remember, but Sehee, you've been here before. Only once, but it was pretty fun."
"What?"
"For the sake of story progression, I suppose? When certain conditions are met, you return to your proper place with your memories wiped clean."
Conditions? I have no idea what kind of penalty comes with losing my memories, but if it means I can escape this place… it might be worth trying.
"What exactly are these… conditions?"
Ha-eun flashed a wide, knowing smile.
"Do you remember that woman who was tied up earlier?"
"Yeah…? Of course I do."
"The condition is having your body or mind completely broken, just like her."
".....?"
What kind of ridiculous bullshit is that? No, it isn't that the words don't make sense—my brain simply refuses to process them.
"Then the fact that this is my second time here…"
"Our Sehee may act tough, but your body is far too weak and your mind is far too fragile. You couldn't even last two days."
Gulp.
No… It has to be a lie, right? I… I'm supposed to be pretty strong-willed, aren't I? I don't break that easily.
Yet an ominous chill keeps forcing cold sweat from my pores.
"Still, once you break, there are benefits too."
"Benefits?"
Maybe a clue to escaping? She called them benefits, but no matter how I turned it over, I couldn't imagine anything good coming from being shattered like that. I kept my expression as calm as possible and listened.
"Every time you're broken, soul erosion occurs alongside a new setting."
"Setting? Erosion?"
If she was going to explain, she could at least do it clearly. The deliberately unhelpful wording irritated me for no good reason.
"Hmm… That's right, Sehee. Since we're inside a game, do you remember your original name?"
"Of course!"
There was no way I could forget something I'd used for over twenty years.
"My name is……"
"Hehe."
Huh…? That couldn't be. No way.
No matter how desperately I tried to drag the memory out, it was as if that single part had been surgically removed. Nothing came to me.
"That's soul erosion. The more times it repeats, the more you change until you exist only for one person."
"One person?"
"Who else but Master Siwoo?"
The look on Ha-eun's face as she spoke was utterly sincere, without the slightest trace of humor. How could she say something like that so casually?
"Then… you too…?"
"Thanks to Master's grace, I've become a lowly cunt-slave who lives only for him. Hehe."
Ha-eun beamed with genuine pride, as if the confession filled her with joy.
"I used to be a successful career woman at a well-known corporation, but after meeting Master, I realized none of that mattered. He taught me that devoting myself solely to him brings a pleasure nothing else can compare to."
"You're insane… completely out of your mind."
How could any person think that way? Just imagining it made my skin crawl. Ha-eun's expression had grown far more seductive than before.
"Where should I start? The game I possessed was a typical romance simulation. Still, the first time Master drove his cock into this pussy was absolute bliss. The way he fucked me like a cheap doll, so violently… I still can't forget it."
"Stop…"
"And when Master put a collar around my neck and walked me like a dog, or when he personally whipped my ass with a riding crop—how thrilling it felt!"
"Please…"
I felt like I was losing my mind. Listening to this deranged woman spout such filth was driving me insane.
"But if you serve Master perfectly, you can return to the real world. In this current state, of course."
Haha… Of course I wanted to go back—but I wanted my original male body back. There was no chance in hell I wanted to return as a woman.
Then… could it be…
Was that what the message meant? There was no way I would clear the game like this. Logically, if they were sending you back, they should return you to your original state…
The poker face I had barely maintained finally collapsed. Despair swallowed me whole.
"Every time Sehee makes that face… I really can't hold myself back."
"........"
No. I couldn't let my life end like this. I had my own life—one I'd lived without envying anyone else. I couldn't give up so easily. There had to be a solution.
First things first. I must never yield to these people. Just thinking about calling them "Master, Master" made my entire body break out in gooseflesh. If I kept resisting these bastards, a path would reveal itself.
"And the settings let Master enjoy all kinds of different play, you see?"
"Stop calling him Master. It's making me sick."
"Aww, Sehee will have to get used to it soon enough. Anyway, do you know what this is?"
The object Ha-eun showed me was the same thing that had been shoved inside the woman on the second floor. But I had no idea what it was supposed to do.
"This is a vibrator."
"...?"
What was I supposed to do with that information? No matter how hard I thought, nothing came to mind, so I simply stared at her blankly.
"Last time you bragged about knowing so much about adult games, yet now you've completely forgotten? Your current Setting is 'Deletion of all sexual knowledge related to women.' Unlike the hypnosis that only activates during story progression, this one stays in effect until you break once."
...So that was why I couldn't remember. My head only throbbed; the realization still hadn't fully hit me.
"Hypnosis play during the day, training play at night. Doesn't it make your heart race just thinking about it, Sehee?"
"No way in hell!"
What kind of lunatic would enjoy that? That would make me nothing more than a toy. If I had to endure that kind of thing all day, my mind would never survive.
"Master prefers girls who submit on their own rather than ones he has to train. So you really shouldn't act so rudely."
"Shut up with the nonsense… and untie me already."
It might be better to provoke her. Kicking this bitch in the crotch would probably be more effective. At least my legs were still free—if I hit a woman's vital spot hard enough, she wouldn't recover quickly. In that opening, if I could just free myself…
"Hehe, don't worry, Sehee. Big Sister will teach you everything step by step."
Ha-eun approached slowly. Just a little closer… just a little more…
Now!
The moment I judged her to be fully in range, I kicked with every ounce of strength I possessed.
"Hehe, Sehee really is adorable."
Thud. She caught my foot with one hand as if it were nothing.
I had felt it earlier, but just how strong was this woman…? Don't squeeze my ankle so hard! It hurts! It hurts!
-Clank. Clank.
Using the chains in her other hand, she bound my ankles completely.
"Alright! To start light, tomorrow when you see Master, I'll have you say, 'Please insert Master Siwoo's magnificent cock into this pathetic pussy of Sehee's.'"
"That's not light at all!"
Fuck. How the hell was that light? I still had a man's pride. I'd rather die than say something like that! I absolutely refused!
"Don't worry, Sehee. Just leave everything to Big Sister and it'll be easy."
She slowly pushed the object she had called a vibrator into my pussy.
"Hngh♡"
What the… The sensation of something thick sliding deep inside my body felt utterly alien.
"Sehee's body is so sensitive. This sister is honestly a little jealous."
She carefully adjusted the vibrator, fitting it snugly inside me.
"Ugh… wait a second…"
Take it out first and then talk… This was strange. It felt like my male pride was being steadily ground down.
"Yup."
Ha-eun pressed the button in her hand. The vibrator lodged inside my pussy began to buzz.
"Hngh…. Haah…"
It pulsed as though deliberately teasing my inner walls, vibrating in slow waves.
"Haah♡ Wait… it's getting… ugh… stronger…"
As if testing my limits, the vibrations inside my pussy grew steadily more intense.
"Hehe, feels good, doesn't it, Sehee?"
"I don't like it♡ Stop♡ Hngh♡ Ugh♡"
"You're holding up well. Then how about this?"
"Haaaaaaaah♡"
To cum from a mere machine… The humiliation burned. The unmistakable feeling of climax tore through me. My body thrashed, but the chains kept me from moving properly.
"Hehe, you lasted all the way to level three."
"Hngh… Just how many levels does that thing have?"
"One, two, three… Roughly twenty levels or so?"
What? The moment I heard that, I tensed every muscle in my body, desperately trying to break free.
No… I couldn't endure it. Absolutely not.
"This is training, Sehee. From now on, when you look at me, you call me Big Sister."
"Bullshit… Haaang♡"
"Don't resist!"
"You crazy bitch…"
Did she really think I'd call someone like her Big Sister? I was a man. I had no reason to call a whore like her anything.
"Naughty children need to be punished."
"Hik♡ Wait♡ I was wrong♡ I was wroooong♡"