My Cursed Body Feels So Happy ♡
My cursed body feels so happy ♡ My belly’s all swollen with Lua’s love ♡ …No! This wasn’t something to feel happy about. I had almost been violated by my own little sister. Siblings doing something like that was unacceptable anywhere, but it absolutely could not happen inside the Tanalif Grand Ducal House. Of course, Lua probably hadn’t truly wanted it either.
It was hazy. It felt like I had sunk into incredibly deep water; my body refused to move. Was I asleep right now?
— First of all, inserting it into the… is an extremely… dangerous… act.
— Ha, I thought it was the front… I didn’t know….
The family physician’s scolding and the Grand Duke’s defensive voice. It was a rare conversation that seemed to flip the usual hierarchy between lord and servant.
— Brother seemed a bit… strange.
— You mean that swollen belly. He was in the middle of recovering, but this time it’s simply a measure to stimulate his libido… something like that.
What was strange about me? Even when I strained my ears, the words were hard to catch.
— Being together only seems to make it worse. Would it be better if I kept my distance from Brother?
— The curses afflicting the two of you are one and the same. Putting distance between you now won’t lessen the effect.
— But if I lose control again and attack Brother….
No good. My strength kept draining away. I was so sleepy.
— I have something to tell you. Regarding Sir Sia’s current condition—
“Have some of this.”
Angelica’s voice pulled me back to consciousness. She was holding a tray laden with a plate of food and a glass of milk.
“Ah, thank you.”
The one who accepted it was the family physician, Dimaria. Seeing her seated beside my bed, she must have been examining me. Dimaria lifted a bite to her mouth, then met my eyes.
“Ah, Sir Sia. Are you awake?”
“Mmm……”
“Sir Sia!”
Angelica’s gaze locked with mine. She flung herself across my body and hugged me tight.
“Are you truly all right?”
“I-I’m fine, Angelica.”
“I really thought something terrible had happened……”
“I told you it wasn’t me.”
“But you know as well, Doctor. Sir Sia has always suffered from severe insomnia, yet lately he’s been sleeping far more than usual, so it only makes me worry even more……”
“Cough……”
“Ahem……”
Both Dimaria and I cleared our throats at Angelica’s words. We could hardly admit that the extra sleep came from exhaustion after daily pseudo-sexual acts with my sister.
“Lady Angelica, I apologize, but could you leave us for a moment? I need to speak with Sir Sia about the curse. It won’t take long.”
“Ah, yes. I understand. I’ll see you later, Sir Sia.”
Angelica’s soft lips brushed my forehead in a gentle kiss before she withdrew. Once I confirmed she had left the Grand Duke’s bedroom, Dimaria turned back to me.
“There was something so obvious that I failed to consider it. With your current stamina, Sir Sia, you simply cannot endure His Highness’s… vigor.”
“I see. So I’m useless in that regard too.”
“That is not what I meant. His Highness is one of the most powerful fairies in the world. Anyone who is not of equal rank would struggle to withstand that vitality.”
Strictly speaking I was of equal rank, but the curse had weakened me to an almost unbelievable degree. Grand Elves like Lua often kept multiple nighttime partners—concubines, sex slaves, and so on—aside from their official spouse. No single person could endure a Grand Elf’s nights every single day. Father had done the same, and had Lua not been different, she likely would have followed suit. A married Grand Elf couple would have no need for such arrangements, yet unions between two Grand Elves were rare outside of imperial bloodlines. Each side was too busy checking the other’s power.
“It would be best if His Highness sought additional partners, but… that will be difficult.”
“Because I can’t be seen by others. The only people who know about Lua’s… condition are me and you, Dimaria, right?”
“Correct. For the record, I have already been rejected.”
“……Rejected? For what?”
“Night duties.”
Dimaria spoke as if discussing the weather, but my face flushed scarlet.
“Wh-what are you even saying!”
“It cannot be helped. Someone must assist. At this rate your body will suffer serious damage, Sir Sia.”
“No matter what, how could I ask that of you, Dimaria! You should meet a good husband and live happily!”
“……I am already past the age where I can treat my chastity as a bargaining chip……”
“Kyaaaaak! Stop talking!”
I screamed and clapped my hands over my ears. Dimaria let out a small chuckle.
No matter how many times she had witnessed every last detail of what Lua and I did together, how could she speak so casually about it? Or was I simply too sheltered to know how normal people conversed?
“You looked so gloomy that I made a little joke. In any case, His Highness has no interest in women. The curse causes him to feel lust only toward you, Sir Sia.”
“Ugh……”
“Regardless, you must rest thoroughly today. You have grown quite frail. I have already instructed His Highness to restrain himself.”
“Huh? But Lua always seems so… urgent. If she holds back even a single day……”
“……A Grand Elf’s mental fortitude should be enough to endure one day. It will depend on His Highness’s resolve.”
“Huu……”
“Y-you’re back? Good work today… lots of it. Ehehe.”
The moment Lua stepped into the bedroom, Sia came trotting toward her like an eager puppy, long hair dragging across the floor. The sight alone melted away the fatigue that had piled up over the day and filled her chest with warmth. Men must adore women who greet them like this after work. Lua could not help but understand their feelings.
I really want to fuck her like a dog—
Lua pinched the back of her own thigh hard enough to bruise, forcibly anchoring her slipping reason. The physician had ordered her to refrain for today.
As Sia drew closer, Lua caught her by the shoulder and stopped her. The smooth texture of that skin made her cock twitch, but she ignored it.
“Hm? Wh-why?”
“Brother. You must have heard from the physician. You need to rest today.”
“Yeah… I did hear……”
“Then do not approach me. I am not confident I can control myself either.”
“But I’m your older brother. What’s so strange about being close like this?”
Watching those pure eyes blink up at her, Lua dug her nails deeper into the back of her thigh.
“Ugh……”
“Lua?”
“……I had planned to send you back to your own room. But the servants might find that suspicious. I am sorry, but I must ask for your cooperation, Brother.”
“……”
With a visibly dejected expression, Sia stepped back. Lua avoided her eyes and walked to her own bed.
“Also, I will be away from the castle starting tomorrow.”
“Eh? For how long?”
“It may be several weeks. A request for reinforcements has arrived from the Northwest Barrier.”
“Ah……”
Sia nodded in understanding. The Northwest Barrier stood as the heavily fortified wall that constantly repelled invasions by the Wyverns. There were periods when the sub-dragons’ assaults grew especially fierce, and each time the Grand Duke would personally lead the knights into battle.
“So Brother will be able to rest properly while I am gone.”
“W-will you be all right? Can you really endure that long without me?”
“……I will simply have to manage somehow.”
Though Lua spoke those words, she held no real confidence. She would likely spend days lost in masturbation, barely able to sleep. Conducting daily battles in that state would be taxing even for her. Still, a Grand Elf was a being capable of overcoming such adversity.
“Do not worry about me… Kyaa?!”
Lua felt arms wrap around her and screamed involuntarily. Sia had seized her waist from behind in a desperate hug. The grip itself was pathetically weak, yet the mental strain was enormous. Simply being touched by her brother made it feel as though her skirt might fly up and her cock would burst free at any second.
“Haa……♥ Brother? This is dangerous.”
“T-take me with you……!”
“B-Brother?”
“I can’t let you go alone! I know exactly how hard it is for you—how could I possibly do that!”
This pathetic older brother daring to worry about the Grand Duke—how insignificant, how adorable, how badly she wanted to pin him down and—
Lua tore at her own thigh until she felt flesh might rip away.
“Ugh…! Brother, I will manage somehow. More importantly, your physical condition—”
“Th-this isn’t only my problem. You need to fight at full strength so more people can survive and return to their families.”
“Brother……”
“If I hold myself back and someone dies because of it, that would be far harder for me to bear.”
Sia’s words were correct. Only when the Grand Duke maintained peak condition could more soldiers hope to survive the Wyvern onslaught. As Grand Duke, Lua’s priority should have been the lives of her people over the frailty of one older brother.
Yet to be forced into such a choice simply because she could not control her own lust… Could anything be more pathetic?
“Brother. Ugh… Please release me first. Let go and we will talk slowly.”
“N-no. I won’t let go until you agree to take me……!”
“I will absolutely not take you. It is far too dangerous there. Besides, if we remain like this I may end up attacking you again……!”
“Th-then do it……!”
“H-huh?”
“At least—just for tonight—use my body as much as you want!”
“……!”
Lua felt something snap inside her skull.
“Th-that way you’ll be able to endure a little longer there, too—”
“I have clearly given you multiple chances.”
“Y-yes? Kyaa!”
Reason fled. Lua seized a handful of Sia’s golden hair and forcibly yanked him off her. The pained expression on his face made the monster between her legs throb, yet it also dragged a sliver of sanity back to the surface.
“Ugh… That is why I warned you!”
“S-sorry……♡”
“Ugh?!”
In those tear-filled golden eyes, pink hearts rose once more. The sight shattered what little control Lua had left.
“……For real.”
It felt as though someone had set her heart on fire. Not even the biting cold of the snowfields could cool her now. From the very beginning that bitch in heat had been the one to seduce her first—so why the hell had she been holding back like an idiot?
“You perverted masochistic bitch—!”
“Kyaaaak♡”