Strange New Sensations
Should I tell you what's weird? It was clearly just touching the fat lumps attached to my chest.
"Ugh?! Ack... haah...!"
"Whoa, Seo-jin's boobs are super squishy."
"W-wait... hngh!"
"This side feels kinda firm too? So weird~."
The moment Ye-eun's fingers touched me, a flood of strange sensations rushed in. Something was seriously wrong. It wasn't just the reaction from a guy getting touched by a girl because of my male soul. This excitement was different from the arousal I'd felt as a man. My legs trembled involuntarily from this brand-new sensation I'd never experienced before.
"Seo-jin, you okay? Those sounds you're making are kinda weird."
"S-something's... off... haah...! The feeling..."
"Hmm~. When I teased other girls, they didn't react like this. So intriguing."
"W-wait, stop for a sec. The feeling... hyah?!"
That's when Ye-eun cupped her hands in the center of my chest and lightly pinched the nipple in the middle with her fingers. A sharp, electric jolt shot through my head. This wasn't even direct skin contact—just a blunt squeeze through my clothes—but it felt completely different from before. How do I know? Because that evening after my gender transformation disease diagnosis, I'd secretly groped my own chest when no one was around. Back then, it really felt like nothing but kneading a lump of fat. So why did it feel so different when Ye-eun touched me?
"Anyway, our Seo-jin is just so adorable~. Way cuter as a girl than you were as a guy, huh?"
"W-what're you... hngya?!"
"Even when I touch your boobs, you make these cute little noises."
Ye-eun lightly kneaded my breasts, then rested her chin on my shoulder and stared intently at my reflection in the mirror. Her eyes in the glass burned with an intense gaze—like a hunter eyeing her prey. At this point, I was sure something was definitely off.
"S-stop it. This feels... weird..."
"Mmm~, can't we go just a little longer?"
"No way. If we get caught doing this here..."
I squirmed to escape her touch, but she only wrapped her arms tighter around me. Maybe she'd had her fun, because her hands finally left my chest, sliding around my waist to lightly hug my stomach. Then I felt a heavy presence against my back—something soft and substantial that wasn't mine.
"Seo-jin feels so good~. Even better than I imagined."
"W-what're you talking about...?"
"I'll tell you later~. Anyway..."
Her breasts pressed against my back like soft cushions—firm yet yielding. So this is what a woman's chest feels like...? An inexplicable, secret heat rippled in my chest, surging upward as if it would engulf my entire body.
That's when—
- Bang!
"So anyway... huh?"
The bathroom door flew open, and a group of girls piled in.
"Oh...! What the hell is this?!"
"Uh, w-well..."
Wait. What do I do in a situation like this? Shame hit me like a truck—I'd just been caught in an intimate moment in the girls' bathroom. A guy and a girl groping each other in the Retaker's Academy bathroom? No, wait—I'm a girl now. Maybe two girls fooling around in the ladies' room was okay...?
I racked my brain for a way out when Ye-eun spoke up casually, like it was no big deal.
"Oh, sorry, sorry~. I was just messing with her 'cause her boobs are so huge and I'm jealous. They're so soft, I guess I got carried away."
"Huh?"
"So, could you guys give us a minute alone to talk? Pretty please?"
A sly grin curled on Ye-eun's lips in the mirror. The girls around us stared in disbelief. Some looked ready to laugh or say something snarky, but when Hye-won stepped out from behind Ye-eun with a cold glare, they shut their mouths fast.
"Girls, mind giving us some space?"
"Y-yeah, sure. Have a good chat, you three..."
"Jeez, what a mess. Let's get outta here."
The girls scurried out, leaving just me, Ye-eun, and Hye-won in the bathroom. Hye-won sighed heavily at the empty doorway, then turned to Ye-eun.
"Hey, cut it out. What're you doing in a public bathroom?"
"Sorry~. Got carried away."
"Ugh... Seo-jin, don't feed into her crap. She only does this 'cause you let her."
"Uh... yeah... sorry."
"Clean up and come out. Jeez."
Hye-won shook her head and opened the door to leave. Wait, that's unfair. Sure, I allowed it, but she was the one groping my chest. Though... the moans I let out were pretty damn lewd, even by my standards.
What the hell was that just now...?
The sounds from my mouth... they weren't something I'd make. Me, Seo-jin Lee—the upright guy before turning into a girl. Sure, skipping the military was sweet, but I'd still tried to live like a proper man. And now, just from having my tits touched, I was moaning like some porn star? This couldn't be happening.
"Ha, Ye-eun..."
"Yeah, Seo-jin~?"
"All your fault."
"My fault? You were the one making all those slutty noises~."
"That's 'cause you... whatever. Let's just get outta here."
"Okay~. If you wanna get touched again, just say the word."
Before I could respond, she breezed past me and out the door with light steps. Damn psycho bitch. I let out a deep sigh. Moaning like that while she groped me... my manly pride was in shreds. Even if I was a girl now, still.
"Ugh, my panties... feel sticky. Gotta deal with this later."
For some reason, my panties were soaked with some mystery fluid from her teasing. Not piss, but sticky and wet. I ignored the damp clinginess and followed Ye-eun out.
Outside, the two of them acted like nothing happened, back to normal. When I joined, they grabbed my hands like they'd been waiting and headed to the cafeteria together.
"Anyone know what's for lunch today?"
"That's your job, Seo-jin. Spill."
"What am I, the cafeteria menu shuttle? ...Pork stir-fry and soybean paste soup, I think."
"Ooh, nice. I'm into it."
"Hye-won, your tastes are so dude-like~. Bet you don't even know how good pork stir-fry is."
"That's 'cause you don't get it. Pork stir-fry is delicious. Right, Seo-jin?"
"Uh, yeah... sure. But I kinda hate pork stir-fry..."
"See? Our Seo-jin gets it~. Unnie knew she could count on you."
"Don't 'unnie' me, get off, you bitch."
With them back to their usual selves, I shoved the bathroom incident aside and played along. But those sensations lingered. The pressure of Ye-eun's fingers through my shirt, the stinging jolt of pleasure-pain. Thinking about it again made my lower belly itch, my breasts swelling sensitively inside my bra.
Damn, why is this happening...?
Showing any weird reaction here would make me their prey for sure, so I forced a casual stride. Even while grabbing our trays in the cafeteria, the strange buzz wouldn't fade. This better not last till I get home. I've got studying to do—this is distracting as hell.
I glanced over; Ye-eun, the culprit, shoveled pork stir-fry into her mouth with a grumpy pout.
"If you wanna get touched again, just say the word."
The bathroom sensations bubbled up again unbidden. I shook my head frantically and focused on my food. Forget it, Seo-jin. Just forget.
I sighed and shoveled rice into my mouth. We barely finished lunch before heading to the cafe near the academy. The bathroom drama must've killed my appetite—I had no idea where the food went.
"Alright, Seo-jin. You promised, right? My coffee's on you."
Ye-eun grinned ear-to-ear, pointing at the counter as we entered. She never forgets this shit. I sighed again and nodded.
"Fine, I'll buy. What do you want?"
"Extra coffee caramel frappuccino for me. Hye-won wants iced Americano."
"Extra... got it. Be right back."
How does she memorize such a ridiculously long menu name? I approached the counter cautiously and spoke to the barista.
"Um, excuse me..."
"Yes, how can I help?"
"Uh, one extra coffee... caramel frappuccino, iced Americano, and a iced latte, please."
"Three drinks, correct?"
"Yes, that's right..."
"Got it. We'll buzz you when they're ready."
I grabbed the vibrating pager and sat down. Hye-won immediately nudged my shoulder.
"Hey, Seo-jin. What was that voice?"
"What voice...?"
"You sounded all cutesy. Went full girl mode just like that, huh, bitch."
"W-what're you talking about? What was wrong with how I sounded...?"
I brushed off her laughing jab, but yeah—my voice earlier was different. Cautious, demure... girly. Weird. My mind was still mostly guy, and I wasn't consciously acting feminine, but my body was moving like a natural-born girl. How'd this happen?
"Still can't get over it. Seo-jin turning into such a pretty, cute girl."
"You've said that like ten times already, bitch..."
"It's just shocking~. Bet you'd look even prettier all dolled up..."
I felt Ye-eun's lingering gaze on me. My heart pounded. Not because I liked her or anything—hell no. I had zero interest as a guy; no way it'd spark now as a girl. I whipped my head away.
"But you don't know anything a girl should, so yeah—you really were a guy before~."
"What's that suppo—eek?!"
She leaned in closer, eyes gleaming with curiosity. A satisfied, greedy smile spread across her face.
"Want me to teach you, Seo-jin?"
"Teach me... what...?"
"The essentials every girl has to know."
"There's stuff like that...?"
"Of course. Secrets a guy like you would never learn in a lifetime."
"Bullshit. Don't try to sell me on this just 'cause I'm new to being a girl."
"No lie. Right, Hye-won?"
Ye-eun shot her a cheeky grin. Hye-won nodded.
"It's true. Stuff girls just end up knowing and doing whether they want to or not."
"So~. Come over to my place this Saturday, and I'll teach you everything. Whaddya say?"
"Your house?"
"Yup. Or don't~. But then you'll just be this girly girl acting like a dude and pissing everyone off."
That sounded annoying as hell. Sure, I was a guy inside, but my looks were undeniably, inescapably feminine. Still, did I really need lessons in acting girly? From this pervert who'd just brutalized my chest?
"Sigh, fine. I'll think about it."
"Great~. Take your time."
I decided to put it off for now. I'd figure things out by then—if not, I'd take her up on it.
I had no idea then. That refusing her invitation was the only way to stay an ordinary girl.