182. I love you.
182. I love you.
"Room 203..."
In terms of time──roughly five minutes.
Five minutes. It was barely five minutes, but.
─Ggik, Kkigigigigik!
"Hhuuuuup!!"
Mars knew.
That the creature called a man could finish even within five minutes if he really meant to.
She twisted the doorknob. An act closer to destruction than simply opening the door.
Leaving the door, now half a rag, behind her, Mars entered the room.
"............"
The smell of a female and male tangled together.
A cheap atmosphere. Dim lighting.
And what was visible under that lighting──
──Jji-geuk...!
"Hah-aahng...♡"
"Urk...!"
A woman. Mom. No, a bitch in heat shaking her body on top of the male.
How focused must she have been to not even react to Mars entering?
Mars walked straight toward the bitch in heat.
And then
"Get off."
"Hut──?!!"
With her trained brute strength, Mars shoved the female aside and knocked her over.
As the posture buckled, the cock naturally slipped out.
Though her body had shrunk as a side effect of the Advent, the cock alone had grown even larger than before.
Did that mean she had grown further as a male even if not as a human being?
In truth, such sentimental musings were unnecessary at this point.
"Mars...?"
".........."
Mars did not speak.
Without so much as parting her lips, she silently undressed.
She took off her top. She took off her bra. She took off her pants and underwear, and just like that, she grabbed Chrono's cock──
─Jjeugeugeugeugeuk!!
"Ggeu-euuuuk.....!!"
Mars shoved it, as it was, inside her own pussy.
There was no pleasure. With no foreplay whatsoever, she had forced the cock into her dried-out, twisted pussy, and all that filled it was pain.
A burning sensation so intense she wondered if the inside might have been torn.
She was filled with the urge to pull it out right that moment, but.
─Ppeubeuk... ppeuk... ppeujjeuyuk!
"Hmp...! Heu... eub,... urk!"
She forced her body to move.
She lifted her hips and brought them down hard.
Her womb was pushed up by the cock. With no foreplay or anything, she was ramming the cock in by force, so the sensation was a direct pressure on her inner organs beyond.
It was revolting.
It hurt.
She felt like she might vomit any second.
But
─Jjeu, beuk... jjeugeuk, jjeubeuk!
"Cu...cum...!"
The pain was not a reason to stop her.
She shook her hips. She slammed down with her pelvis.
A reverse mating press. An emotionless milking act.
"Cum, you fucking bastard!"
Pang! Pang! Pang! Pang!
The biological reaction of her pussy with the cock buried inside.
With a fluid that could have been love juice or blood acting as lubricant, Mars began to pound in earnest.
"Urk... eub, heu... eueug...!!"
She didn't feel a shred of pleasure.
It hurt. It was agonizing. Had sex always hurt like this?
But she didn't stop just because it hurt. No, the more it hurt, the more she felt how deeply Chrono's cock was penetrating her.
The more she felt it, the more she sensed that Chrono had entered her deepest depths.
─Byu-reu-reut! Byu-reut!
"Ah───!"
Climax.
Ejaculation.
The sensation of Chrono's seeds spreading deep, deep inside her.
Only then did Mars exhale and release the tension in her body──
"──Ah-ah...!"
"...Mars."
When she relaxed from the reverse mating press position, their eyes naturally met.
"Tha...that... fuck, I mean....."
Excitement. Fury. All manner of emotions had sent her reason flying and she had stormed in this far.
But what happened after she had actually caused the scene?
Reality.
The reality after surrendering her body to her emotions, to impulse, was waiting for her.
"A,eu....a-eu...thu....eueuueu...?!!"
Chrono was looking at her.
The shadow of the death god who had mercilessly cut her down that day loomed.
Her whole body trembled. Every inch tensed up.
'Wh...what do...'
Run away.
Quickly, get away now.
Every peripheral nerve in her body was on edge, screaming at her to flee, but.
─Ppeubeuk!
"A...ak...!"
The price of forcing the cock in with no caress, no foreplay, still remained.
A searing pain as if a red-hot lump of metal had been shoved into her guts.
While she had been out of her mind, she could ignore it with the heat of excitement, but now that her reason had returned, there was nothing to filter any of it.
Aches. Pain. Agony. Fear.
Guilt. Self-loathing. Dizziness. Chills.
"................"
A torrent of emotions too overwhelming to bear alone. Only the pain, the sensations, and her drifting reason quietly observed the situation and spoke.
'This is a mess.'
Ultimately, just what had I wanted to do?
If you were going to stop them, you should've done it with some sense.
If you were going to tell them to stop, you should've just stopped it there. Why did I have to climb on top of Chrono and go this far?
'That is...'
But, honestly, you know.
No matter how much that bastard was a piece of trash, he was my lover, and suddenly he's become my new dad, or something—if you put that in a porn novel, there wouldn't be a porn novel like it.
And on top of that, he made a promise with me. He said the position of Primary Partner was already taken by a goddess so it couldn't be helped, but still, he declared he would give me the baby first.
'No, come to think of it.'
In the first place, why should I hand over the Primary Partner position just because she's a goddess?
Couldn't I just follow the Ares Guild's policy and fight over the Primary Partner position and win?
Even a god dies just the same if her neck gets chopped off, doesn't she?
"..............."
Mars' thoughts grew deeper.
Meaningless. Unhelpful to reality.
While she was clinging to what you'd commonly call an 'escape from reality'.
"Mars."
"───!"
Chrono's single word brought her back to reality.
"Are you okay?"
"............."
Was she okay? Was she okay?
'No.'
Not at all. I'm not okay.
It hurts. I'm scared. I'm trembling. It's agonizing.
To be honest, I just want to drop everything and run away.
And why did this bastard, with my mom, suddenly try to become my new dad, that, this, aaaargh...!
"Mars?"
"................"
She had a lot of things she wanted to say.
So much. So overwhelmingly much.
But it wouldn't come out.
Couldn't let it up past her throat, out of her mouth.
"...Yeah."
".............."
Silence.
An idiot who just kept her head bowed and trembled like a loser.
If you're going to do it, at least see it through. If you can't, then don't even start in the first place.
Just when she was feeling frustrated even by her own pathetic appearance,
"But if you came all the way here and jumped me, can I take it as you 'having that kind of intent'?"
"Hut...?! E,heu?!"
Her view flipped in an instant.
Had his strength remained the same even if his body had shrunk?
"Mars."
"......???"
Before she knew it, she was the one pinned underneath.
Before she could fully register her own state, Chrono whispered to Mars.
"I love you."
"──?!"
A sudden confession of love.
"I love you... really, truly."
"Euh... th... a, euh...."
Unthinkable.
And all the more deeply etched into her were Chrono's words.
"I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you."
"Ya...i.....wait, st..."
Chrono whispered his love almost obsessively and then
"...I love you, Mars."
"───Nmp...!!"
Their lips met.
"Eut... nm... chup... hheup...!"
She was scared. She was frightened.
She was terrified to madness of the presence intruding into her mouth.
Just imagining those tiny hands turning to kill her at any moment made her skin crawl.
Resist. Push him away.
Mars' instincts screamed with all their might to push Chrono away.
"Ha-eum... chup, eut... ha-eu...♡"
Yet, she did not push him away.
On the contrary, she opened her mouth and welcomed his tongue.
Why.
For what reason.
She couldn't understand.
She couldn't understand her own body, her own actions, her own emotions.
'No.'
Actually, she did understand.
Because she loved him. Because the person she loved was courting her with all his might.
What kind of woman would push him away upon seeing that?
Rather, trembling in fear at that sight was nonsense.
'But...'
She was afraid.
Even knowing it, she was terrified.
Because she was scared. Because she was frightened. Because the memories of that day kept maddeningly surfacing.
'Still...'
Because she loved him.
Loved him to insanity.
First friend. First love. First man. Firsts. Her firsts.
The man she came to think she wanted to possess even if it meant giving up everything of herself.
"Nn...♡ Th-this perverted bastard...♡"
He touched her chest.
Scary. She feared they might be torn off at any moment.
Cute. It was so unbearably lovable how he desperately clung to her breasts and sucked like a curious child.
"Haa... eut♡ hii♡ heu... ueuueu♡♡"
He shook his hips.
Scary. She was a little afraid her insides might burst right away.
Cute. The expression he made as he panted while moving his hips felt maddeningly lovable.
And so
─Byu-reu-reu-reu-reut!
"Ha-eu, ha, aa-a-a-aah♡♡♡"
Climax. Pleasure.
By the time the pain had vanished and only a pleasant feeling filled her being.
"Haa... I'm dying......."
"!!!"
Chrono collapsed on top of her body.
Without realizing it, Mars wrapped both arms around Chrono and held him in her embrace.
"...Mars."
"Uh-eo? Ueo. Eo."
A word from Chrono.
"I love you."
"..........."
A confession. A confession of love.
But if there was something different from earlier.
"Does Mars... love me?"
"........!"
Chrono uttered a phrase that was like something only a little girl would say.
Something the usual Chrono would never say, something Mars too would never say.
But the words that had always been spoken naturally between them, without even needing such a phrase...
"I... love you."
She spoke.
Mars spoke.
"I love you..."
To Chrono.
She spoke her heart.
"I love you. Yeah. I'm in love with you. Chrono, really. Really, truly."
She recited it toward herself
As if telling herself to recall it once more.
"I am....."
The reason she had come all the way to a love hotel and jumped Chrono.
The reason she had jumped him back despite being so terrified that just thinking about it made her body tremble.
The reason she had, now, and earlier too, caught the collapsing Chrono with both her arms.
"I aaaam.....!"
She felt like she knew.
She felt like she knew now.
Differently from when she had simply blabbered the word 'love'.
"I love you.... I love, I love you, you motherfucking bastard...!"
"You... are you crying?"
"I'm not crying, fuck! Not... cry... eu... heuaaaang!!"
"...Tsk."
She could know it now.
The weight of the word 'love'.
The depth of the word 'love'.
"Heu-eub... keug, eub... heuaaaaaang!!!"
The meaning of the 'heart' she possessed, directed toward Chrono.
As an aside.
"Keuheung!... Heu-eueu....."
"...You done crying now?"
By the time her tears finally stopped.
Mars spoke to Chrono.
"Let's do it one more time."
".......?"
"You can do it once more."
"...I can do three more."
But little did Chrono even imagine that he would end up doing it seven times.