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“Rumiru, Daddy says he’s sorry. Let’s forgive him, shall we?”
Betty was looking glum as she prepared dinner, whilst I was looking after the little ones.
“No way. Daddy’s a baddy.”
Rumiru let her ears droop and burrowed into my arms.
“He’s holding a grudge, isn’t he? It’s not as if he banged on the nursery door that hard.”
“R... Ruu...”
Every time Serbi spoke, Lumiru pricked up his ears and twitched his nose.
Is he shy, perhaps...
“Lumiru, are you scared of Serbi?”
“Ugh… Rumiru… I don’t usually talk much and I’m quite shy… Rabbits don’t usually talk much, but I’m quite chatty with Mum…”
Rumiru twitched and burrowed deeper into my arms.
When I tickled her pricked-up ears, she shivered and, seeming to relax, her ears lay flat again.
“Sigh… I’m a cat who can even groom you for you… Why are you scared of me?”
“Ruu… I’m still scared…”
“Pfft… Rumiru, it’s okay. Shall we try to make friends with Serbi?”
“Ru… Rumiru’s hungry…”
“Oh, sorry…! I haven’t fed you yet…”
Saying that, I took off my top and even my bra.
Whoosh—
My large breasts sprang free from the bra.
“Ugh… oh my… Mum’s boobs are massive…”
Rumiru seemed fascinated, her pale pink nose twitching busily.
Then she climbed onto my lap and started sniffing away.
“Ruu... You smell sweet...”
Her ears twitched busily as she explored my breasts here and there...
“They’re round and pretty...”
“You seem to know your stuff, meow. My mum’s milk bottles are the best milk bottles ever, meow.”
“I suppose so...”
My little ones marvelling at my breasts... why does this make me feel so embarrassed...
“Er... Rumiru... aren’t you going to have some milk?”
“Oops, sorry... I’ll have some milk.”
I carefully supported Rumiru’s hind legs and gently cradled her tummy, bringing her close to my chest.
Rumiru seemed fascinated, staring intently...
And then, with a little tap, she touched my breast.
“Ruu. This is soft...”
Then she gave my nipple a little nip... but without sucking, she let go straight away.
Then, with her ears pressed flat against her head, she looked at me carefully.
“Mummy... what if you’re in pain...?”
Hearing him say that...
Ah, he was so adorable I felt like my heart was going to burst...
“Hehe... Are you worried about Mummy?
Rumiru, Mummy isn’t ill. You can suckle as much as you like.”
“O...okay...”
Saying that, Rumiru began to suckle my milk with gusto.
She was gobbling it up as if it were delicious...
But I could see her being careful not to let her rabbit teeth touch it, and it was just... so, so lovely.
And then, if she accidentally let her teeth touch it with a little ‘tap’...
The way she’d flinch in surprise and give me a apologetic look...
Huh... being this cute is cheating...
It’s as if you’d taken all the cuteness in the world, packed it tight, and moulded it into a living creature.
“Hold on, hold on, it seems all my love for Serbi has gone to Lumiru. Have I been pushed aside?”
Serbi looked at me with a sulky expression and said.
“Pfft… Once I’ve finished feeding Lumiru, I’ll give you some love too, Serbi. Just wait a moment, okay?”
“I’ll show off my charms too, meow. Meow~ Come on, stroke my soft tummy.”
Serbi lay flat on her back with her belly exposed next to my thigh, practically demanding I stroke her.
“Okay, I’ll stroke you too, Serbi.”
As I moved the hand that had been stroking Lumiru over to Serbi, Lumiru looked at me with a hint of disappointment.
Ugh… my heart aches.
They’re just too cute…
“Gulp… I’ve finished eating…”
His belly is as small as he is, so I suppose he’s already finished.
“Hehe… Have you finished?”
I set Lumiru down on the bed and positioned him facing Serbi.
“How about you get to know Serbi, Lumiru?”
Lumiru froze, looking anxious.
“Hmm... He does look cute, meow. But not as cute as me, meow.”
Saying that, Serbi began to groom Rumiru’s ears.
Rumiru seemed to relax, blinking her eyes and slumping limply.
“Ruu... Serbi’s really good at grooming, ruu...”
Is she just feeling drowsy... or is she about to fall asleep?
Her ears drooped...
Her twitching nose settled down...
Snore...
Lumiru had fallen asleep in the blink of an eye.
“Eh, did she fall asleep that quickly?”
“Rabbits fall asleep quickly, meow.
I’m going to sleep next to Lumiru too, meow.”
Saying that, Serbi lies down beside Lumiru.
Phew... It seems the two of them have already become close.
“Big brother, dinner’s ready!”
“Right! I’m coming.”
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“Phew... That was delicious...”
“You’ve definitely been eating less since giving birth.”
“Oh, you’re right.”
It’s true that my eating pace has returned to normal, and I’m eating less.
Betty… I feel like she’s looking a bit down because I didn’t finish it all…
“I’m… I’m sorry, I’m really full…”
“Phew… It’s fine. We can have some more tomorrow.”
...Tomorrow?
Ah,
Right. I need to go back to my sister.
When should I go back?
Actually, I’ve completely calmed down... so I could go back right now.
But... if my sister sees Rumiru...
No, my sister doesn’t even know that I’m having a spirit child in the first place...
Never mind Serbi, just imagine how she’d faint with shock if she saw Rumiru.
“You’ve gone and had a baby with some other woman in the space of a few days?”
She’d say something like that…
H-h-h… what if…
She tries to… k-kill Rumiru…
Aaaaaaargh…
What am I going to do…
“...Huh?”
I have to go back to my sister...
Will she forgive me...?
“Brother?!”
“Ah...! Hmm?”
“I called you a few times but you didn’t answer. What were you thinking about?”
“Huh...? Oh, nothing... Haha...”
How on earth am I going to tell Betty this...
That I’m going back to Serwen...
Betty’ll get so depressed...
“My parents are both dead, and if you leave me too...
I’ll just go and kill myself.”
If I say something like that...
Aaaaaaargh...
My head feels like it’s going to explode.
What should I do…
“Brother!!”
“Huh?! Oh… s-s-sorry…”
“Brother, you’re just tired, aren’t you? Go and rest. I’ll do the washing up.”
“Eh? I can do it. I’m not pregnant anymore, you know?”
“No, I’ll do it. You just rest. Got it?!”
With that, Betty dashed off to the kitchen.
Oh dear… I could have done it myself…
I feel a bit guilty…
I was about to head for the master bedroom when…
I spotted the stairs leading to the attic.
“Wow… what a trip down memory lane…”
I used to play up there in that attic with Mum and Dad all the time...
I suppose because it’s the house I grew up in, memories of the past came flooding back.
Observing the constellations through a telescope...
“Mum! That’s the Eresian constellation!”
“Wow! That’s the Belusian constellation!”
And then there was... Hercules... and what else was there...
“Let’s make a constellation for Dad! And if we connect this star and that one... Mum’s constellation...!”
“...Actually, I think it’d be better to connect that star. Then... it’s the Zwell constellation! Right! Hehe, I’ve got my own constellation!!”
My constellation and Mum’s constellation… I made Dad’s constellation too…
And it wasn’t just observing constellations.
We also observed celestial bodies through the telescope.
Various planets and nebulae…
And the round, beautiful moon too.
I think the Belseirion Nebula and the Lelisu Nebula were the prettiest.
And it wasn’t just about observing the universe…
We made a blanket fort with Mum and Dad…
And listened to Mum telling us old stories about guinea pigs and marmots…
Had pillow fights with Dad…
And played shadow games with Mum and Dad…
It was about a dog becoming rich.
And... we played puppet shows...
We grew runner beans by the window and spoke to them every day.
I made a crown out of origami and put it on...
And... I drew a picture of a mole and showed it to Mum...
And also... even when I scribbled on the attic wall, Mum and Dad never told me off...
Hehe...
Heh...
Tap.
...
Ah,
I... I’m crying.
It was only after the tears fell to the floor that I realised.
“Ah... sniff... Don’t cry, Zwell.”
I repeated to myself.
“Sigh... Don’t cry, Zwell. You have to live bravely.”
Saying that, I headed towards the attic stairs as if in a trance.
I was curious.
No, it was only natural that I’d be drawn there.
Because it was a space filled with cosy memories.
I strode up the stairs.
The feel of these stairs under my feet is exactly the same.
Step by step... I climbed up.
I wondered if it would still be just as I remembered. Our family’s attic.
Squeak—
I opened the attic door… and stepped inside…
Eh.
Eh…?
It was just as I remembered.
Only the telescope.
Only the telescope.
Only the telescope remained.
My photos stuck all over the place.
And those photos... were taken after I became a girl.
Eh...?
This can’t be... this just can’t be...?
Why...? Why... why on earth...?
No... oh no... no... no...?
A photo of me having a meal with Serwen.
This photo... it was taken when I went shopping for clothes with Serwen, wasn’t it...
In the photo, Serwen was smiling at me, and I was standing there in a dress, feeling embarrassed.
What on earth is this photo?
There were also photos from before I became a woman.
Scenes of me sleeping,
scenes of me undressing to take a shower,
scenes of me eating,
and scenes of me having sex... with my sister.
It was the same after I became a woman.
Scenes of me undressing and sleeping...
Even scenes of me being... raped by my sister.
Judging by the dates on the photos, they spanned from just before I turned into a woman until I was impregnated by Sister Serwen.
“W-what... what on earth... is this...”
I started... I started to feel short of breath.
And the remote listening device placed on the window.
Since when...? What on earth? Why...?
There was a listening device... in my house...?
What on earth was Betty doing here...?
And the telescope placed by the window.
And what that telescope was pointing at.
Ah.
Aaaaaah...
Serwen’s house.
So... it was the house I was living in at the time... before I fled to Betty’s place.
I kept watching through the telescope... stalking her... taking secret photos... and even bugging the place.
“Huff... huff... huff...”
I... started to struggle to breathe.
And... a diary and a pen, lying in a dark corner.
I opened it.
XXXX, XXth of XX
As soon as I moved in, I met a boy called Zwell, who’s a year older than me. I like him. He’s really handsome and seems kind.
XXXX, XXth of XX
I played with Zwell for ages again today. Zwell was so lovely. I’ve come to like Zwell more than Mum and Dad.
XX/XX/XXXX
I’ve come to like Zwell so much… I don’t think I could live without him. Mum and Dad just hit me all the time; they don’t love me.
XX/XX/XXXX
Zwell is mine.
XXXX Year XX Month XX Day
I think Zwell likes Aunt Angelina.
Does he have a thing for older women?
XXXX Year XX Month XX Day
I told Zwell that we should get married when we grow up, and he said he’d do it!!!!!☆☆☆☆☆
XX/XX/XXXX
I have to leave Zwell behind because of my parents’ work. I cried my eyes out all night. Since I promised to marry Zwell, I’ll definitely come back later and propose to him.
The diary entries were written at intervals of several months to a year.
It seemed she only wrote in her diary very occasionally.
XX/XX/XXXX
I miss you, Oppa.
XX/XX/XXXX
My parents beat me mercilessly with a belt. I miss you, Oppa.
XX/XX/XXXX
Still, I’m glad I have the recording. I can hold on by listening to this.
On that page... there was a really expensive magic tape recorder tucked away.
When I pressed the button on that recorder...
“Brother, will you marry me when we grow up?”
“Eh... eh?”
“Don’t you want to...? Do you hate me, Brother?”
“Ah! No... You know how much I cherish you, Betty.”
“So, will you marry me when we grow up?”
“Uh… yeah. Let’s… get married.”
“Really?!”
“Yeah.”
“Hehehehehehe… I love you, big brother. Do you love me too?”
“Yeah, I love you too, Betty.”
The recording came to an end.
I turned to the next page.
XX/XX/XXXX
I miss Zwell so much. I can’t even bear listening to the tape recorder anymore. Mum and Dad take their anger out on me all the time.
XX/XX/XXXX
Brother, I miss you.
XX/XX/XXXX
I miss Zwell so much.
XX/XX/XXXX
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I caught my breath and turned to the next page.
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My parents are dead. It’s just as well they’re dead. Those bloody, fucking bastards. To separate me from my brother Zwell.
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Is it normal for me to be thinking like this when my parents have died? Am I a piece of shit? Should I just kill myself?
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In the end, I didn’t hang myself. I want to see my brother.
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As soon as we moved, I went to Mrs Angelina’s house. Because that was where my brother lived. But Mrs Angelina said he already has a girlfriend he’s living with?
Brother, what’s going on?
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It was all my brother’s fault. It’s absolutely not my fault that I installed listening devices in his house, secretly filmed him, and watched him through a telescope.
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I’m going to kill that fucking bitch.
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My brother has turned into a woman. What on earth is going on?
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Suddenly, something huge has grown between my legs.
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That fucking bitch must be filthy rich. Judging by the way she’s buying loads of clothes for my brother, who’s turned into a woman. Thanks to her, I managed to get hold of a photo of my brother wearing a dress.
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I went to Oppa’s house and gave that bitch a proper piece of my mind. It felt brilliant. Fucking bitch.
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For fuck’s sake, you two, stop it. Before I kill you both.
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That woman got Oppa to knock her up, so he got angry, left home, and came back to me. I’m bugging the place. After my brother left, I went outside too and pretended to bump into him by chance.
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My brother’s a total softie. It went exactly to plan. I knew that if he caught me masturbating, he’d feel sorry for me and try to help. Just like he did with that woman who was masturbating whilst he was asleep.
Being with my brother felt as though I had the whole world. It was enough to drive me mad.
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My brother gave birth to a cat. They say it’s a spirit. So I got him pregnant too.
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I pretended to have taken the contraceptive pill by mistake, but I actually took it on purpose, and then I raped my brother. I wanted to try rough sex like that too. Hehe. I gave him the pill as an apology, so I suppose it’s all right.
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I was looking forward to when my brother would give birth. “Brother?”
“Brother, what are you doing?”