Erotica Sells Too Well (5)
"Hnnng...♥"
Whenever Kidian announced that she'd been meditating in her room, people were shocked.
That was because she always broke through to a new realm after her "meditation."
'Lady Kidian broke through another wall just with meditation...'
'As expected of a true genius—does she not even need near-death experiences?'
The greatest genius necromancer in history. The pride of the Necroport family.
But the reality was this.
"Haaaah...!♥"
Fingers digging deep into the crevice between her thighs.
Her face buried in the pillow to muffle any leaking moans.
'...S-sorry...!!♥...S-sorry...!!...Ugh!!♥ I-I'm... n-not... a-any kind of... g-genius...!!♥'
Kidian wasn't some genius. It was just that her extremely sensitive pussy caused her to experience true near-death every time she climaxed—her soul half-ripping free from her body.
A normal person would fear masturbation after going through near-death like that...
But for Kidian, the pleasure of masturbation overwhelmed that terror.
No, to be honest, even the terror of near-death had become part of the pleasure.
That sensation right before consciousness faded, teetering on the boundary between life and death, her mind and body burning white-hot.
If she hadn't experienced it, fine—but once she had, she couldn't stop masturbating.
'Haaa...!♥ B-but...! Khh... T-today...!♥ I-I was really... g-gonna... n-not... t-touch my... p-pussy...!!♥'
Yet surprisingly, Kidian felt a sense of repulsion toward the act of masturbation itself.
Not because of her hypersensitive body that led to near-death...
It stemmed from a memory from back when she didn't even know the concept of masturbation.
Touching between her legs in front of her mother, saying it felt good and rubbing away while telling her mom to try it too.
Kidian still couldn't forget her mother's expression that day.
'Aaaahhh!!...D-don't... th-think about it!!...I-I'll wanna die!!'
Kidian screamed internally and buried her face deeper into the pillow.
She shook her head side to side.
That black history was etched into her brain, popping up unfailingly every time she masturbated.
Because of it, she always suffered complex emotions during the act.
It feels good. But it's embarrassing. But I can't stop. And I have to do it. But I want to die. It feels good.
The spiral of deathly masturbation.
She reached out.
"Khhhaaah!!...I-it's... a-all...!!♥ Th-this... b-book's... f-fault!!♥"
Biting her lips hard, Kidian stretched under the covers and grabbed the book she'd hidden in the bed crevice.
Childhood Friend Rape
The title alone was shocking.
Rape?!
Who in their right mind puts a word like that in a novel title?
Of course, the "adult novels" she'd read before weren't entirely free of "rape" as a concept.
'Ugh... I've been defiled now.'
'Shut up—defiled or not, it doesn't matter!! Just stay by my side in the end!'
But even that was the extent of it!
However...
"P-please... b-buy it...♥...Y-yeah...? Hic!... P-pussy!♥...I-if you... th-thrust so... d-deep... i-it'll get... m-mashed up♥"
"Say it right. What gets mashed up?"
"Hic!♥... Th-the... w-womb♥... g-gets mashed... haaaah?!♥"
Childhood Friend Rape was different.
Every single word dripped with vulgarity.
No, "vulgar" didn't even cover it.
It was the first time she'd seen the word "pussy" in a book, and she never imagined anyone could describe a womb getting "mashed."
"Haaah...! Haaa...!♥...H-how... c-can a p-person... w-write... s-something... l-like this...!!♥"
It was electrifying.
The words hammered straight into her brain like spikes. Something overflowed in her mind, commanding her.
Turn the page right now.
Thump-thump-
Kidian's heart pounded wildly.
Her current rank as a Necroport necromancer was 6-star.
She'd already met the qualifications to inherit the family head position.
Considering her age, it was an absurd achievement.
Even scouring the Necroport family's historical records, she was the first to hit 6-star right after coming of age.
But Kidian couldn't be satisfied with this.
'B-but... I... d-don't wanna... g-go... o-outside...!'
A 7-star necromancer.
At that level, she wouldn't even need to leave her territory. Holed up comfortably in her room, she could control undead hundreds of kilometers away to plow fields, sow seeds, and harvest crops.
However... as a current 6-star, she had to visit the farms once a month to check on the undead and renew contracts.
In other words, she had to go outside once a month!!
'7-star... I n-need to hit... 7-star... haa...'
From her own experience, the wall between 6-star and 7-star was on another level from anything before.
The brief heart-stopping near-death she'd managed so far wouldn't cut it.
She needed to go right to the brink—her soul fully detaching from her body.
A literal true near-death, crossing death's doorstep!!
She knew this in her head... but her masturbation up to now hadn't provided enough stimulation to reach it.
But with Childhood Friend Rape?
For some reason, it felt like she could break through.
'...Y-yeah...! L-let's do it... K-Kidian...!!'
In truth, she'd obtained Childhood Friend Rape days ago.
The moment she heard the title, she'd voluntarily gone out—something she hated so much—to get it!!
But she'd never once used it as fap material.
Why?
Twitch-!
Sweat beaded on Kidian's fingertips as she turned the first page.
Because of instinct.
She knew masturbating to Childhood Friend Rape would be on a whole different level from before.
The moment she used this book, she'd cross a line she could never uncross.
But...
7-star necromancer. A life where she never had to leave her room. A life free from people's stares.
And above all...
The pleasure that would come from fapping to Childhood Friend Rape.
Before that temptation, Kidian's self-control crumbled pathetically. One hand holding the book, the other slipping under the covers.
Warmth—hot—
The blankets, warmed by her body heat, were thick with the scent of a bitch in heat.
Squelch—
'...Khhhaaah?!♥ Hek...!!...Th-this... i-is...!!♥ Haa... i-insane...?!♥...Th-this thing... i-is insane!!!♥'
Just like always, before inserting fingers into her pussy, she lightly touched her clit...
It wasn't even comparable to her usual masturbation.
The instant her fingertips brushed it, her vision shook and her head spun.
Squelch-! Squish-!
Scenes from Childhood Friend Rape replayed in Kidian's mind.
'Eh...♥...Heeek!..Kkh!!♥...Th-the... b-book...!!♥ Ooooh!♥ I-it's... a-all... th-the book's... f-fault!!!♥...Hek...!!..♥...I-it... f-feels... g-good!!..♥'
Rationalization.
A habit ingrained since childhood.
Masturbation was embarrassing, so she needed something to blame.
Before, she'd lied to herself: "My fingers moved on their own," "My body got too hot, I couldn't help it."
Now, she had the perfect scapegoat: Childhood Friend Rape.
"Heeek...!!♥...N-no...!! N-not yet!♥.. P-pussy!...♥ C-can't... t-taste it...!!♥"
Mumbling nonsense to no one in particular...
Squelch-!!
Kidian shoved her index finger into her pussy.
Squeeze—
'...Kkhik?!♥'
Tight vaginal walls clamping down so fiercely it was unbelievable for a shut-in masturbation addict's pussy.
Of course it was tight.
Even so, it had never taken anything but a single finger.
Usually, just rubbing her clit sent her over the edge in seconds, so fingering her pussy depths was rare.
Twitch-! Twitch-!
"Hii...♥ Hiik!...♥...Ahk?..!♥...A-ahhek..!..Hek..!!?..♥ F-feels... g-good!!..♥ M-more than... ahaaa...!♥... S-so... m-much...!!♥.. t-tighter!?♥♥"
Every time her finger delved into her pussy, unbearable pleasure twisted her body wildly.
With her mind filled with sentences from Childhood Friend Rape, this fingering could probably shatter the 7-star wall.
Squish-! Squish-!
'Nngkhit!?..♥...N-no...!...I-it'll... b-break♥ me!..♥ F-feels... t-too... g-good!!♥...M-my... h-head'll... b-break?!♥♥'
A sensation like something deep in her belly was melting.
And as that melting feeling spread toward her womb—
Kidian's vision darkened.
The precursor to near-death.
Her heartbeat slowing, sensation fading from her fingertips and toes.
What usually took five minutes in her normal sessions was approaching after less than one now.
But... it stopped right there.
'Haaak...♥ Heeek...!!♥ Wh-whyyy?!♥...Wh-why... c-can't I... d-die!!♥'
Squish—! Squish—!
Kidian frantically finger-fucked her pussy while flipping pages. Soon, pussy genius Kidian figured it out.
'I-it's... n-not... i-immersive!!♥'
If it had been vaguely described like the adult novels she'd read before, she could've imagined it herself while fapping...
But this got her ridiculously horny while having too many scenes she couldn't immerse in.
'...F-first of all!♥...Kkhk!...♥ Th-this... i-is... r-rape?!♥'
A blonde beauty feeding aphrodisiac to her blonde childhood friend and mounting him.
The description was violent and vulgar, but...
When you got down to it, wasn't it pure love?
It was something happening between lovers from the start.
If it were real rape, would she really cling to his cock while complaining her pussy was getting ruined?
'And... in the... w-world♥... wh-what♥... m-man...!?♥...Kkhht...!♥ W-would... r-rape... s-someone...!!... s-so... g-good... like that!!♥'
Furious at this idealistic, handsome rapist that seemed impossible in this world, Kidian thrust into her pussy harder.