No Fap (3)
Carrot seemed a little off.
"What's wrong? Are you feeling unwell?"
"Uh, y-yeah? No... it's nothing."
It was because her vibe was completely different from usual. When Lucia asked, Carrot shyly shook her head. Her face was flushed bright red, and she looked hesitant, like someone who'd committed a crime.
Why is she acting like that...? Lucia tilted her head in confusion. Normally, this was the moment Carrot would affectionately hug her. But just from holding hands a little, she was reacting like this? It reminded her of the first time they'd ever had skinship. Though there was one key difference this time.
Carrot was fidgeting with her thighs, her face beet red, as if she were desperately holding something back. At that subtly erotic sight, Lucia unconsciously swallowed dryly.
She stared at Carrot's face for a moment before reaching out worriedly.
"...Your face is all red."
She touched Carrot's forehead. "Th-that, eek...!" Carrot let out a small moan and shuddered violently. She turned her head away as if trying to avoid Lucia's hand, then realized what she'd done and widened her eyes in shock.
"Ah, ah... that's not it, I mean, that just now was..."
Lucia's expression hardened in bewilderment at the sight. Carrot had always loved skinship—never hated it. But now she was pulling away like she wanted to dodge the touch. The reaction gave Lucia a strange pang.
Carrot waved her hands frantically, staring back, completely flustered. She shook her head vigorously.
"N-no... I mean, it's just, ugh..."
Her tone suggested there was something hard to explain.
Lucia fell into thought for a moment, then put on a concerned face.
"You seem really tired today. I should head out then."
She slowly rose from her seat. It wasn't because she felt hurt. Seeing Carrot, who was usually so clingy with her touches, react so intensely... there had to be a reason. Carrot wasn't the type to act out for no purpose.
At Lucia's response, Carrot floundered for a second before nodding slowly.
"...Y-yeah... s-sorry. I'm just a little tired..."
Lucia gazed at her intently one last time. She pulled Carrot into a tight hug and whispered softly in her ear.
"If anything hurts, don't hide it—tell me, okay? I'm always on your side."
She felt Carrot's body tremble. But she said nothing. It wasn't a question that needed an answer, so Lucia stood without lingering.
Smiling at Carrot, who sat there with her face still flushed, she said, "Then I'll really be going. Rest well. Don't push yourself too hard."
"U-uh-huh... th-thanks..."
The last glimpse of Carrot's face as she left was relaxed, carrying a strangely sensual air. Probably just my imagination, Lucia thought, finally stepping away. But the image of Carrot's peculiar expression lingered in her mind, refusing to fade.
Back in her room via return stone, no matter how she tried to shake it off, Carrot's sultry voice and gaze wouldn't leave her. In the end, she masturbated three times, using thoughts of Carrot to get off—wrapped in a strange guilt.
I'm going insane.
"Haa, huff..."
Why the hell is my body like this? I clenched my fists tight, rolled myself up in the blankets, and desperately tried to calm my scorching, unrelenting heat.
Biting my lip, I self-suggested that I had to shake off these dirty thoughts. But it wasn't working well.
Ever since that hug with Lucia earlier, my body had been burning up like crazy.
My pussy... it itches so bad...
My pussy and lower belly kept stabbing at me endlessly. Lewd thoughts scrambled my brain, making normal thinking impossible.
"Hoo, haa... huaaa..."
I curled up and did deep breaths for ages, but no matter what, my body wouldn't cool down. Staggering to my feet, I grabbed the water pitcher on the desk and chugged it. But the stray thoughts wouldn't vanish.
No matter how much I shook my head or muttered prayers under my breath, the heat from that hug with Lucia showed no signs of fading.
"Ugh... kuh..."
It was pure torture. Sitting on the edge of the bed, I stared down at my crotch. It was so soaked the color had changed. Pulling down my pajama pants revealed sticky love juices oozing out—way more than usual.
My clit was rock hard, my pussy twitching. It had never been this intense before.
Biting my lip hard, I grabbed some clothes.
A shower should help...
Whenever these urges hit, I'd wash with cold water. It made my head feel clearer, at least. It was 11 p.m. now—the kids should be asleep. Rachel might be up, though. If she caught me, it wouldn't end well. She'd probably say something like, "You've built up so much, no wonder your body's on fire," and try to touch my pussy.
I'd squirt like an idiot and cum. But since I declared no fap for Lucia, I absolutely couldn't. What I needed was abstinence. No filthy release of urges.
I headed to the bathroom slowly, confirmed it was empty, stripped, and turned on the water.
Shwaaa— The showerhead soaked my body. The temperature was coolish. Perfect for clearing my mind.
"Haa..."
I leaned my head against the shower wall, breathing hotly. The water flowing over my skin felt good. The coolness seemed to soothe my overheated body a bit.
Much better like this...
If I'd given in and touched my pussy, it would've been disaster. I'd have lost my mind and jerked off. With urges this strong, I might've gone all night. I'd have no face left for Lucia or Lady Manus.
"Hua..."
Sighing faintly, I lifted the showerhead to rinse. The jet hitting my body felt amazing. I lathered body wash, scrubbed, and worked hard to suppress the boiling lust. Finally, I managed to tamp it down a little.
Good. Finish the shower like this, go back to bed, sleep. Pray repentance tomorrow. Lucia comes the day after— if I'm careful, I won't lose my mind to lust—
Shwaaak—
"Heeek?!"
Lost in thought, I turned the showerhead. A strong jet grazed my clit, ripping a shrill moan from me.
"He, heeek...?"
A tingling jolt raced through my body. Dazed, I looked down. The pressure must've been high—it hit my clit. The stimulation hit hard.
Whoa...
The sudden intense pleasure startled me.
"Hiyu..."
Making such a dumb noise from just a little water? Gotta be careful. Sighing deeply, I scolded myself for the carelessness.
As I went to tidy up and leave, my hand froze on the faucet.
That felt incredible...
Dazed, I stared at the running showerhead. That sensation was totally different from anything before. I turned it sideways and aimed at my crotch again.
"Ha, ugh..."
Another wave of pleasure crashed through me. I thunked my head against the wall, mouth agape. My legs shook. Drool trickled from my open lips.
This is... something...
Just water. Everyday shower water. But this novel pleasure surging through me—I couldn't think straight.
I swallowed hard, stared at the jet, then—
Shwaaaak—
"Heeeek... hngguk..."
Aimed right at my clit. The blasting water and prickling ecstasy spreading everywhere. Once, twice, three times. Repeating it, my head floated blissfully, happiness flooding my body.
After a while like that, a thought flashed.
Isn't this... masturbation?
I declared no fap. I shouldn't do anything that feels good on my pussy. Swallowing, I looked down and shuddered.
Juices were pouring from my pussy. It still wasn't clean. Sticky fluids kept flowing.
...So this is just washing away the juices. Cleaning to lie in bed pure. With trembling hands, I pressed the showerhead close to my clit.
Shwaaaak— The fierce jet started rinsing my clit and pussy.
"Hee, haaak... keheek..."
"My, I heard some moans and came to check..."
Rachel stared at Carrot, who had the showerhead pressed to her pussy. Slumped down, leaking vulgar moans. Eyes completely glazed, she didn't even notice Rachel, just shuddered all over.
"Didn't you say no masturbation?"
Carrot didn't answer. Head hung low, hands shaking, she just felt the shower's assault.
Rachel smiled faintly at the sight.
"...Perfect, I was getting hungry."
Her gaze fixed on Carrot's huge breasts.
She grabbed Carrot's slender wrist.