The Wise Sheep in the Shadows (4)
The Wise Sheep in the Shadows (4)
#18
She had felt so close that if I just reached out my hand, I could touch her.
How many men in this world could remain still with this girl before their eyes?
I could say with certainty that not even the greatest saint could manage that.
Shiiiiiiik—
The blue mana stone in the heater began to breathe slowly once more.
The sound of a mana-stone heater at work
was closer to a single, continuous breath than the crackling of a wood fire.
The moment my own breathing grew louder than that sound,
Elysia walked slowly toward me and clasped my hands.
The world fell silent the moment I held her hands.
If I dared to think on it, perhaps silence
is not the absence of all things,
but rather a state in which too many meanings remain, not yet formed into words.
"Look at me properly."
That request was a more absolute command than any magic I had ever experienced.
I gave the tiniest nod.
Elysia closed her eyes for a moment.
"I told you yesterday. Fate is something a person carves out for themselves."
Yes, I was certain she had said something like that.
"Why did I give the Imprint to you, Do-yun?
If you're curious, then earn the answer yourself—"
With those final words, I felt an intangible force push me down onto the bed.
***
#19
It was warm.
The only woman's hands I had ever experienced were Elysia's, but were all women's hands this warm?
"Come to think of it, we hadn't finished the experiment yet, had we."
The silver-haired girl wore a mischievous expression as she began to stroke my holy sword.
"Yes. Though there is one thing I'm curious about—khh."
The sudden, forceful grip of that small hand made resistance impossible.
"If you squeeze that hard—"
"It's about your cock, Do-yun. The glowing is fun to look at, but it must be quite inconvenient as it is. It would cause all sorts of trouble in daily life."
Swish, swish—
Her small right hand began to move up and down.
"I've tried deducing the reason on my own. It's the same principle as the Imprint on my womb. Ah! It's gotten incredibly hard..."
The fully erect cock, unable to contain its vitality, boasted a majesty that seemed ready to burst right out of Elysia's hand.
"It's a peculiar smell. A little foul, perhaps... Anyway, the reason your cock glows, Do-yun, is that the Imprint you received from me hasn't fully settled into your genitals yet."
"Khh—what does that..."
The small fingers continued to induce the erection, teasing the tip of the cock.
"To put it simply, because the Imprint hasn't settled completely, it's in a state of continuously absorbing the very minute amounts of mana scattered in the air."
"But since no will to release mana has been set for it, it just keeps glowing on its own."
Tchubit, tchubit, tchubit, tchubit.
Haa...
"Once it settles properly, it'll only glow when you use your mana intentionally, just like my Imprint, so don't worry too much."
Rub, Rub, Rub—
The movements of the delicate hand slowly began to subside.
Then the method to settle the Imprint was...
"Pft! You got your hopes up, didn't you. Your face has gone completely red."
She brought her small head close to my pillow and whispered.
"That's right. You just have to ejaculate a lot. Spill all your semen, and repeat the lewd acts over and over until your cock is completely empty. The Imprint will settle along the channels your life energy travels through."
Squelch, Squelch, Squelch, Squelch.
"Do you want to cum?"
"Khh... Yes. I don't think I can take any more."
"No. I clearly warned you yesterday too."
What on earth was she talking about?
"No premature ejaculating. For the life energy—that is, the mana channels—to align properly, a quick ejaculation like that won't do."
Squelch, squelch, squelch, squelch, squelch, squelch.
pre-ejaculate leaked from the tip of the glans, swollen as if about to burst, like a riverbank breaking—
and coated Elysia's hand in a mess of sticky liquid. The small hand, defiled by the cloudy fluid, quickened its pace as if knowing no limits, and as it intertwined with the starchy, viscous liquid, it began to produce a strange sound.
Squelch, squelch—Squelch, Squelch—
"Don't cum. If you cum now, we'll have to start over from the beginning, you know? I read it in a book of the present age that Mother hid. It said that men hurt if you touch them right after they cum."
"If you were to cum right now, Do-yun, I'd just get you hard again. I don't want to hurt you, Do-yun."
"That's not as easy as it sounds—kh."
She answered me with a mischievous smile.
"Then I'll give you a present. If you hold out just a little longer, next time it won't be my hand—mm... I'll think about it more and make you cum another way. I promise."
Tap, Tap, Tap, Tap—Squelch, Squelch, Squelch, Squelch, Squelch, Squelch—
The world before my eyes began to turn white.
Ah.
This was no longer endurable. This was beyond my ability now.
That was the very moment I thought it.
***
A pair of small, scarlet lips were laid upon mine.
That kiss was surely a profoundly innocent act, like the shy kiss of skylarks. But I could not possibly respond to her pure expression with purity of my own.
Yes, 『I』 was no longer myself.
No impulse can be controlled by you.
I seized Elysia's small body tightly with both hands and pressed her down hard onto the mattress of the bed.
From my lower body, white fluid was already exploding madly, defiling the legs of the girl pinned beneath me.
I wanted to violate her.
I wanted to defile this woman, who no one had ever violated before.
To roughly tear the symbol of her chastity,
and to stir up the insides of her flesh. To remind those inner organs, which had lost their original function, of their role.
To violate the meat that would accept my desire,
and to seize the sound of my prey crying out in ecstasy—
I would take it all.
—Thinking such thoughts,
I began to explore the small interior of Elysia's mouth with my tongue.
At first, a shallow resistance. But the moment her slightly closed lips unknowingly permitted the intrusion of the foreign body,
her amber eyes met mine.
"Slurp, chuu...♥ Hah, ha-ak...♥"
A face that burned redder than the sunset already lost beyond the window was before my eyes.
The flesh rod of my lower body, brazenly ignorant of its place, was pressing down upon the girl's womb and vomiting white fluid.
"Hah...♥ Hah♥"
Byurrrrt! Byurt! Byurt!
"Slurp, chururup♥ Hah... Ha-ak♥"
The joined lips parted completely.
"Ha-ak♥ Haa-ak♥
Do-yun... did you cum it all?"
Ah. I had done it.
I was always like this.
A pathetic man who couldn't resist a momentary impulse, and only thought after he'd done the deed.
"Hehehe.
I didn't think you were like this, but you're a total beast.♥"
"I am truly sorry.
But you were the one who started it, Lady Elysia."
"Lady Elysia... you suddenly kissed me, so I was merely trying to respond to the fullest."
The silver-haired girl pulled my head into an embrace,
and began to whisper slowly into my ear.
"Liar."
"I just shook your cock a little and you lost your reason,
and you were about to grind against me while spurting all over me, byurt-byurt.
Because you wanted to shoot your semen deep inside my womb.
Even though I never gave you permission, you wanted to put your cock inside my body and shake it. This cock without any principle."
"Kh... Where did you learn to talk like that..."
"I saw it in a book of the present age that Mother hid.
You were going to grab my hair and mate with Elysia like a beast, trying to get me pregnant with a baby that wouldn't even exist.
It was true, wasn't it? I could tell just by looking at her eyes.
But you can't do that. I'm the only one who tolerates this kind of thing. The only cute mage who'll grab your sticky, rock-hard cock, Do-yun, and shake it until it makes a squelching sound is Elysia.
Why are you making that face? What I'm saying is true."
"Ah..."
This was my critical failure for underestimating a mage's capacity to learn. Could she really spout such lewd words after reading just one obscene novel? It was a talent beyond imagination—what might happen if she ever saw a porn of this age.
"Anyway, could you move aside a little? My back hurts from being pushed down so much. I'd like to sit up for a moment."
"Ah."
I slowly lifted my body and helped Elysia move.
At the same time, I tried to scan the room for something to wipe the white fluid that had dirtied her body.
Elysia was still staring intently at me with her large eyes.
Unable to dare meet her eyes directly, I averted my gaze and spoke.
"I'm sorry. That I, lowly as I am, dared to, without permission... I have no experience, so I couldn't control myself."
"Pft! You just admitted it yourself!"
What exactly did she mean?
"What do you mean?"
"When we first met yesterday, you clearly said you'd had sex before. As I thought, it was a com—plete, blatant lie."
"..."
I had no real argument to make. Well, what could I do about it being the truth?
I picked up my Elysia-made triangle panties and pants, which had fallen under the bed, and answered.
"I didn't particularly mean to deceive you. I just said it because I was afraid you'd look down on me."
An honest confession.
I thought it might feel shameful to speak it aloud, but perhaps because the aftertaste of the kiss with Elysia lingered, it didn't feel so bad.
Rather, I felt fortunate. That I could convey the chastity I had guarded until now to the girl before my eyes.
I had intended to clearly put that feeling into words and deliver it to her, but before my thoughts could even organize into a single sound, her clear voice reached me first.
"But you know..."
"Yes."
"Why are you tidying up on your own?"
"Pardon?"
"I told you clearly a moment ago."
"That you'd ejaculate a lot, spill all your semen, and repeat the lewd acts over and over... until your cock was completely empty, Do-yun."
"Is that a matter for today?"
The soft hand clasped mine once again.
"Don't you want to, today? I thought you'd want to do more. Ah, or is this just too much for you?"
Elysia, wearing a mischievous smile, was gazing intently into my eyes.
Too much?
No way. If anything, my true feelings were that I wanted to vomit out all my whole desires—the ugly, dirty, dark desires in their entirety. Though surely I could not. Because I would certainly be hated by this small girl then.
Still, I clearly remembered what the girl before my eyes had said just moments ago.
"You promised earlier, didn't you? You said if I didn't cum right away and held out, you'd give me a present. I held out plenty."
At those words, Elysia turned her head slightly, her face flushing red.
"That's right. Because a mage is a being who must keep her promises. So, what kind of present do you want to receive?"