The First-Gen Camgirl Who Desperately Wants to Repay Me — Han Eun-ju (34 / Single Mother)
“I guess I should start pulling the reins a bit…”
I ran a mid-point check at home.
My goal is unwavering.
Increase the number of wives a lot. Fill the fantasy island with women who match my taste perfectly, and enjoy a paradise that even the Chinese emperor who devoured three concubines at once would be crying over.
Ultimately, in old age, I’ll be buried under descendants I won’t even remember.
For the glory of the family, I’ll breed with all my might, satisfied, and close my eyes.
Q. But right now, on paper, how many wives do I have?
A. Zero.
I’m getting along swimmingly with Se-ah noona, but regardless, what we made was a contract, so on paper I’m still single.
She’s doing well, but she wags her fox tail slyly, flicking it back and forth while pretending to be all innocent. Catching this lecherous fox will probably take some time.
As for Ha-neul, she’s not even a wife yet—just a fresh, budding couple stage.
Explaining the situation and inviting her to the island will be like climbing a mountain, giving me a headache at the same time. But when I imagine Ha-neul lately, I end up smiling like an idiot.
The untouched freshness of first love is so thick in the air that thinking of Ha-neul lately makes me like it way too much. It’s a problem.
Besides, Baek Ha-rin is out of the question, and Nayoung is just the dog I started raising.
Both are pretty enough to match my taste, and I had fun with them, but whether to take them as wives is another matter entirely.
“It’s not as easy as I thought~”
I had imagined devouring them like a meat-eating dinosaur, but my tastes turned out to be more picky than I realized.
With that, completing the utopia will take a long time.
“…Done. Nothing’s holding me back, no need to rush. Let’s enjoy it right away~”
I don’t overthink things, so when the thought hit me, I picked up the phone to set a promise with Ha-neul.
Just as I was about to tap the call button, sixteen notifications popped up on the phone like spam.
All of them came from a single app.
The app’s identity was , the fan app.
I don’t usually use it much, but curiosity got the better of me. I clicked, and there were a mountain of direct messages stacked up.
“Anonymous 633241! This is Eun-ju. Um, first, hello.”
“Anonymous 633241, I asked before if I could ask if the person who shot that… balloon so much from my stream is you?”
“Ah! If it’s inconvenient, please don’t tell me! But……”
“…”
“…”
“…”
“……Ah! I’m sorry for the rambling.”
“Even if it was a mistake, I was worried. If there’s a problem, please contact 010-2XXX-XXXX.”
“Finally, really… really thank you!”
I was curious.
A message with a bright woman’s profile picture, repeatedly saying sorry and thank you.
Who was the other party? What exactly were they saying? I thought it over carefully.
Eventually, a belated memory flashed through me of shooting a star rain at some female cam room on the street and leaving.
Thanks to that star rain, the other party left a long message worrying about me and thanking me.
“Did I shoot that many?”
I checked the history. It was 1.6 billion.
Under my standards, it was a bland amount with no excitement, but since it wasn’t from a fan and a stranger suddenly shot like this, it might draw attention.
“Her face… is pretty good.”
Indeed, the ecosystem of female cams who live off their faces.
Looking at the profile photo, the other party was a young college student.
Eating only with money would be boring, but… since they left their contact number in the 1:1 message carefully, I should contact them.
I lightly pressed the call, and the ringtone went “turru turru”.
“Y-yes?”
A woman’s voice suddenly excited from the very beginning.
“Yes, hello. Can you hear me?”
“Yes! …H, hoho, is it the anonymous 6332- … tongue tied. Ah, anyway, is it the anonymous who shot 1.6 billion?!”
“Yes. But how did you know? I haven’t said anything yet.”
“That’s, I sent a direct message, and since it’s a phone number I don’t recognize……”
“Ah.”
We did a voice identification with such a mundane greeting.
Eventually, as if a ghost had passed, it got quiet, then the other party suddenly raised their voice.
“Um… thank you for sponsoring! But, as expected, it was a mistake…”
“Yes?”
“It’s a huge amount! If it’s a mistake, I’m willing to return it minus the fee…”
She was anxious and hesitant whether to take it back or not.
I hadn’t met her in person, but I could easily sense the other party’s heart.
“Take it all.”
“What?!”
“That money was just… shot randomly as an experiment. You can keep it all.”
“Sh, shot as an experiment…?! What the hell… is it really okay?”
“It’s really okay. After tax and fee, it’s yours, so eat some delicious beef.”
“I was asking if it’s okay money, and since I answered, I’ll hang up now─”
“Hey!”
Just as I was about to cut, the other side urgently grabbed.
“Um… um, do you not need any repayment?”
“Repayment?”
“I won’t be able to repay an equivalent amount… but can you watch my stream today? I want to give a proper thank you.”
“Um, watching the stream…”
I muttered, and she realized it was a sign of consideration. The voice over the phone suddenly brightened.
“Yes! In our room, if you give money, we usually give back as a dance.
Instead, an older auntie comes out, haha…”
“? Auntie? You’re a college student, right.”
“Ahaha… you really don’t know. Um… I’m 34 years old.”
“Eh?!”
Surprised, I took the phone off and enlarged the profile photo to check.
Even though in this world, no matter how pretty, it looks like a 20s person. This is just the appearance of a pretty person, whether photoshopped or not. No wrinkles on the neck.
“Hey?”
“……”
“Hey?!”
“Ah, yes yes!”
“Um, even though the talk got long, I’m really grateful, so I want to give a small repayment. So, please come!”
“No, I don’t particularly……”
“Since it’s starting soon, please come!”
The next call ended.
Before I could say anything, the other side hung up. So quiet returned to the house.
“What to do…”
I threw the phone away and picked it up, repeating throwing and picking, in conflict.
Honestly, I don’t watch female cam rooms.
No, I disregard the genre of female cams entirely.
There was a friend who got hooked on it, so I know a bit, but since my taste doesn’t match and staring blankly at faces through the screen has no meaning, I don’t pay attention.
“Even though I prepared something, it’s a bit awkward to just ignore…”
Still, since they showed such sincerity, my heart softened.
I picked up the phone and checked. The other party’s channel name was naively . …Somehow, the broadcast name selection felt the age difference.
⊙On Air!
has started their broadcast!
Anyway, I decided to take a quick look since they asked to watch.
I pressed and entered.
***
Han Eun-ju, 34 years old.
If I list her eventful life, it would be long, but in fact, it can be summarized in one word.
1st generation starX girl.
It was a slang with derogatory meaning in society, but she was called that a lot.
In plain terms, BJ who sell their looks for business. Simply, just a star-camX.
But Han Eun-ju didn’t care much about such titles.
More than that, to solve her situation, she needed money somehow.
She was a 1st generation starX girl, but honestly, she wasn’t very popular, and in the time when only enough money to cover her own mouth remained, she had to stick eyes on a doll.
Still, she struggled desperately to survive the hard times, and her first prime came.
It was due to a large mistake, but it was truly heavenly luck from the sky.
“Mom, what are you doing here?”
“Ah!?”
Her own child bursting in while opening the door during the broadcast.
She hurriedly ended the broadcast, but the video where she looked into the eyes and called “mom” was recorded by camcorder. This video spread like wildfire instantly, and there was no way to escape.
Eventually, she had to do an explanation broadcast.
In fact, she was a single mother, and she had a child from an early age.
It wasn’t her intention to deceive, but she had to spill everything because she was reluctant to reveal it due to the broadcast.
“I’ll be done…! Now what do I do with Hyunseo?”
The tears she shed like chicken droppings in the explanation broadcast were sincere.
Because there was no other way to survive except this method. Up to now, she had been thinking of the child and scraping by, but now she felt the world collapsing on how to live with the child.
Because if she exposed the huge secret of being a single mother by deceiving fans, she expected to fall to the bottom.
But the world is a series of unbelievable reversal dramas.
“Wife? Rather, I like it!”
“Only I’m getting caught…?”
“Eun-ju nim, cheer up! I’ll watch more often!”
“Fighting!”
After the hidden child was revealed, the reactions were rather positive.
The majority opinion that the child is no big deal, and sympathy for single mothers raising kids alone without dads.
After the apology broadcast, the viewers actually increased by double.
This was giving her the character of ‘married woman’ which was a bit risky among the female cam rooms that were commonly known.
The exact name is single mother, but it worked as a married woman character.
A super pretty working mom who raises the child and lives firmly.
Her name flew up the news.
The donation funds piled up and revenue skyrocketed, so she moved from the basement apartment to a house with more breathing room, and she could operate the cam without worrying about soundproof booth.
From then on, Han Eun-ju, who had less business sense compared to her face, realized.
To make herself known in the world, she needed distinct features, story, and a ‘character’ to imprint on people.
After that, Han Eun-ju started shaping her signature.
It was really well received, and it became material suitable for sustaining a female cam room that gives long life extension and lewd atmosphere.
After that, she could live a somewhat flat life.
She lived as a mother, doing the cam, living like a normal family.
But time passes, and hardened into a room with thick concrete for 30s and 40s, and it was something everyone experiences, so it couldn’t be helped.
So, when her popularity in the world was forgotten, another unexpected big fortune came.
“Jackpot in just 1 minute from a normal internet broadcast”
“Emptying the money bag and coolly exiting?!”
“Who is this man who suddenly appeared and threw 1.6 billion?”
“The female cam that the jackpot was for, it turns out to be the single mother who squeezed tears from many people’s eyes in the past”
The money Seo Junhyuk shot as a whim.
He poured out an enormous amount of money in just 1 minute and left the room.
There were big spenders in the existing female cams, but Seo Junhyuk didn’t return again after that, leaving a huge mystery, and it became a topic of the town.
“Viewers increased a lot…?!”
For Han Eun-ju, it was really an out-of-the-blue thing.
Whether dream or reality, thanks to that, the name ‘Han Eun-ju’ spread widely again in the news, and it gave her a second prime.
The broadcast became oddly promoted and gained mouth-watering topics, with more viewers and something to chew on.
An enormous amount of money came in, and it increased popularity, so it’s heavenly luck itself.
Of course, they kept asking in the chat about their relationship, but since she was really in the position of not knowing, she answered honestly.
The hot viewers who had been watching before, instead of suspicion, cheered for the long-time Han Eun-ju, and just guessed that the other party was a Middle Eastern oil tycoon or a chaebol son.
Anyway, the broadcast regained energy.
Viewers came in like a tide and went out like an ebb, but there were quite a few viewers who casually came and got hooked on Han Eun-ju’s charm.
Ads came in, and after a long time, magazine model recruitment came in. So, she received a money bomb in a dry sky and had a second prime.
But if you look back, the world couldn’t have only good news.
“I got back…”
The big son came home.
The milk from when he was a baby on the broadcast has all disappeared long ago. He’s skinny with glasses.
“Um, Hyunseo, did you get back? I made food, so eat.”
“Yeah.”
“And mom… I’m going to the room since I’m starting the broadcast soon.”
“……Yeah.”
“……”
The son who looks drained these days.
Honestly, I know.
The son has been suffering since elementary school.
What would happen to him if the mom is a female cam BJ… probably hard to make friends.
But with time, the name got forgotten, so it was okay, but when it came up again as a topic, it would be hard again.
But what could she do.
She knows the reality of suffering, but what can she do.
The cam is no longer a way to earn pocket money for her. Now it’s a specialty, and as a mother, it’s her duty to lead the family. She has to manage until the son graduates from university and work hard.
Dang… clack.
Carrying the guilt in her heart, she returns to the noisy broadcast room.
Like a veteran, she adjusts the mic and broadcast settings, and starts with a cheerful latest girl group song.
“Anonymous 633241… 633241… Ah, you’re here!”
Since I contacted by phone, the mysterious man finally came.
A neutral macro ID that entered the hot fan president Junhoe’s waiting room in one breath.
I was really grateful, and I thought I could unload some of the burden in my heart a little.
Just as I was about to turn on the cam, I stopped my hand and thought for a moment.
“Who exactly is this person. Is it a Korean CEO who opened a company abroad? No, he looked young, is he a chaebol son? An internally shy fan who likes me? Hoo… there’s no way.”
There’s no way.
But if it were, it would be fun, so based on the wonderful voice over the phone, I imagined wildly.
⊙On Air♥