Klea's Secret 4: Mommy's Pathetic Plea
Day after day, I serviced Sema whenever he visited during the day at Lizbet's suggestion. During the daytime, I could feel the dreamlike ecstasy of a true male... but every night when I went to my lover Baul, I couldn't help but feel immense disappointment.
His size was smaller than expected, the sensation subtle, the scent utterly bland... But even setting that aside, the love I sensed from Baul felt so weak and ambiguous... In contrast, when Sema visited during the day, even though his cock was so ferocious... every time I serviced him, I could feel his enormous, greedily burning desire for me... Why on earth are even the emotions so different?
And above all, the most disappointing part... Sema never seemed satisfied with just one ejaculation per visit... whereas Baul, over the course of ten days, whined about being tired and managed only three times. What's the deal? Same male, yet such a difference in stamina...
Did Lizbet foresee this? I think I finally understand a little why she calls Sema "Master" with such pride... In this state... can I really marry Baul...?
...No, get a grip, Klea. Sema is just someone I helped out a bit because of his overwhelming lust. I can't have these feelings for him—he's neither my fiancé nor my lover. Yeah. It's just helping him out... today and tomorrow too... servicing Sema... servicing Master... that's all it is. ...I hope he comes soon...
But contrary to my wishes, Sema didn't come today. Why? Is it because the guild permit Lizbet mentioned finally came through? It's only been ten days... already? Or maybe... has Sema... grown tired of me...?
If that's the case... my mind feels chaotic, and this tightness in my chest won't go away.
"...Hoo..."
At the bishop's private quarters, in front of Baul's room... I took a deep breath to calm the gloom that had just been weighing on me. After today's mass ended, Baul had asked me to come to his room at night. It had only been three times in ten days, but after that first experience, it was like some shackle had broken—he no longer hesitated when I offered.
I hadn't serviced Sema today... and now I have to do it for Baul... I should be happy... satisfying my lover's lust... So why this... inexplicable feeling... Hoo. No, Klea. Pull yourself together. Baul is the man you'll spend your life with. You can't have those kinds of feelings.
- Knock knock
I steeled myself and knocked on Baul's door. Soon, he greeted me with an excited voice, brimming with anticipation.
"K-Klea! Come in...!"
...Huh? For some reason, the emotion from Baul feels off—repulsive, like my instincts are rejecting it... What's this strange aversion?
"K-Klea. This way..."
While I sensed that subtle discomfort from Baul, he led me not to the usual sofa but to the floor with cushions laid out.
"Baul? Is something wrong?"
"Ah, well... Klea... t-today... um. You know..."
Baul seemed strangely fidgety. I'd only seen him like this when he confessed to me... What could it be? Something bad...?
"Baul? What's wrong? You feel a bit strange today..."
"Haha... I-I have a favor to ask, Klea... I was worried you'd think it's weird..."
A favor? One that might seem weird? What could it be?
"What is it, Baul? It's fine—just tell me."
"Um. Well... about what you do for me today... that thing... I want you to..."
That thing—probably relieving his lust. I half-expected it... and yep, that's the goal.
"Today... lay me on your lap... and treat me... like a baby...?"
...Pardon? What did Baul just say?
"Huh? Baul. What was that again?"
"Ahaha, t-treat me like a baby... and make me cum...?"
I didn't mishear. Treat him like a baby? What does that even mean...?
"A-And me too! I wanna call you 'Mommy' while we do it... c-concept play, right!? What do you think!? Is it too much!?"
...... Haha, ha... I'd sensed a faint maternal vibe in the emotions Baul sent me before. But I never imagined... a grown man... wanting this from a younger woman... That's why when Lizbet talked about Baul, I kept insisting he wasn't like that...
And yet here he is, asking for this...
"......Got it."
"!! Th-Thank you! Klea!"
...Yeah. Maybe I had preconceptions. The other nuns often said men are childish... Experiencing it myself might change my mind.
"Wait just a sec! Right away...!"
I heard Baul hurriedly stripping, and soon his head landed on my lap.
"K-Klea. Your breasts too...!"
"...Haa, fine..."
As I bared my breasts at his eager request, I felt his hot, excited breath below. Every puff made goosebumps rise on my skin— it felt gross. Baul didn't notice, grabbing my hand and guiding it to his dick. He wants it like this, huh. Hoo, yeah. This much is okay. So...
"H-Hurry up, Klea Mommy!"
"......!"
The moment he said it, an unbearable disgust welled up inside me. At the same time, the image of the serious, considerate Baul I'd held shattered completely. The male before me now... was just a childish brat craving a woman's coddling.
"Ahh, ah! Mommy! F-Feels so good!"
As I moved my hand in shock, Baul rubbed his head against me like a real baby, letting out unbelievable moans. This intense emotion from him I'd never felt before... a pathetic sight unimaginable from his usual self. Who would've thought... I'd feel such hot disgust from Baul like this. Baul... is this really... what you wanted?
"Ugh! Mommy! Klea Mommy!"
Was the priesthood too stressful? Too burdensome?
"Klea Mommy's hand feels so good!"
Where did that intellectual, solemn demeanor go?
"Mommy's tits! So good! So soft!"
I never dreamed you harbored such desires.
"Klea Mommy! The best!"
...Yeah, Baul. Now I get why I sensed that subtle feeling from you.
"Klea Mommy's scent! Sniff sniff!"
You can't draw out a woman's true nature... can't conquer a female...
"Getting to act spoiled with Klea Mommy! I'm so happy!"
You're no true male like Sema... like Master...
"From now on, Klea Mommy is my mommy!"
Just a frail... immature little boy.
"Ah! Mommy! Baul's gonna cum!"
More excited than ever, Baul suddenly lifted his head and started suckling my breast.
"Mommy! Suck! Suck!"
Feeling him pathetically nursing made me nauseous—indescribably so. I'd suckled Sema... Master's breasts a few times while servicing him, but then it was pure hot desire coursing through me, making me want to offer them fully. Same act, yet worlds apart...
"Ahh! Mommy! Gonna cum! Baul's gonna squirt his white pee!"
Haa... yeah. Cum already. Hurry... I want it over quick. The disgust was unbearable, so at his words, I gripped his tiny dick hard and yanked.
"Aheee! Hnggh!"
Baul twisted with a weird cry, spurting his bland semen onto his own belly. Feeling it twitch, I pressed his dick with just my fingers to milk it out. At least it didn't touch me—small mercy.
"Haaa..., Klea Mommy..."
Confirming he'd finished, I left his room acting as normal as possible. Back in mine, I showered, scrubbing my hand and breasts raw.
"...That's what happened during the week Sema didn't visit."
"Heehee... Pfft..."
"After that, Baul started acting all serious in front of me during the day, like he was hiding his childish side and putting on a show..."
"Ahaha, ha, ahahahahaha! Baul, what a riot! Ahahahaha!!"
"But I couldn't treat him the same anymore..."
"Pffft... S-So?"
I grabbed Lizbet as she was leaving the church and told her about me and Baul. She laughed mockingly, her amusement palpable, then asked me.
"...Earlier, before Baul came... you said there was a way to keep servicing Sema...?"
"Hee... Yeah. But why the sudden interest?"
She seemed to get it without me saying, but... yeah. I need to make my intentions clear.
"...Baul... doesn't feel like a man to me anymore."
"...Pfft♡ Yeah, figures. After seeing that pathetic male side."
"Even so... he's still precious to me as a person and a lover... that hasn't changed."
"...Heh."
Yeah. It hasn't. Right? It's just that Baul doesn't feel like a man anymore. I don't hate him or anything.
"But in this state... I don't think I can marry him."
"......"
Lizbet went quiet, but I sensed a smile.
"...So... before breaking off the engagement with Baul, I want to gain certainty... through Sema."
"Hehe...♡ Certainty about what?"
"...Whether I can be with Baul... or not."
If I bring up breaking it off now, based on how I feel about him... Baul would be devastated. But can I endure his weird desires and stay with him? I can't be sure. So, I want to feel Sema's... Master's horse cock again... and decide. Whether I can suppress my own desires... the urge to be dominated and serve a superior male.
"Heehee... I get it, Klea."
Lizbet drew closer as she spoke.
"Yeah, I understand. Finding out the serious, intellectual Baul has that kind of lust? Total image breaker. Baul."
Exactly, Lizbet.
"You wanna service Master again... and see if you can live without his horse cock? Heehee...♡"
Her giggling made my heart flutter oddly.
"Hehe...♡ I get it, but borrowing Master just to check your feelings... that's pretty bold, Klea."
"...That's..."
"Heehee...♡ Well, fine. I'll give you a chance to service Master—conditionally♡"
"Conditionally?"
She clung to me, kneading my breasts with a strange touch. Her sweet voice followed, and I couldn't shake her off.
"Tell Baul today to book our stay in the royal capital next to your room♡ Church or inn, doesn't matter—as long as you're alone and we're together♡"
"Next to my room...?"
"Hehe♡ Yep. Tell him it's easier to protect you if we're close?"
Her hands on my breasts grew more lewd.
"If you set it up right... I'll allow you to sneak into our room at night."
Me, at night... to Sema... to Master directly...
"Baul's leaving tomorrow, so convince him tonight? Heehee...♡ Worst case, indulge his baby act again while you ask?"
"...Ugh..."
I don't want to, but if he says no... no choice...
"If you don't want to, no need. It's your choice, Klea. But..."
She gripped my breast hard and whispered in my ear.
"If you service Master this time, you'll know for sure♡ Which male you need to be with...♡"
I trembled slightly, somehow feeling she was right.