Chapter 36
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Translator: MadScientist
Chapter: 36
Chapter Title: Could It Be That What I Want Is Sex?
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Tricked by Min-seong's words, I ended up receiving his caresses.
I allowed him to touch my breasts, suck on my nipples, and even surrendered my most precious place to his rough hands.
His tongue even invaded me.
I could have stopped him if I'd resisted strongly.
Why couldn't I stop him?
It was probably because... Min-seong's words kept shaking my mind.
For the sake of premarital purity, I have to hold back on skinship for several more years.
If I hadn't known, maybe I could have stayed ignorant, but now that I'd felt that pleasure, I doubted whether I could really endure it.
And if I ended up getting aroused alone someday, I wouldn't even know how to handle it.
Behind those feelings, there was probably some lingering regret and frustration toward Hyun-soo for not touching me.
I wanted it, but Hyun-soo kept avoiding it.
'No. No.'
Excuses.
I already knew I was a woman who couldn't hold back her pleasure.
From Min-seong's caresses that night, and even now.
I could feel my body tingling with sensation down to my fingertips.
Just as Min-seong said, my body was incredibly sensitive.
Even from a man's touch that wasn't Hyun-soo's.
Even from caresses by someone I didn't love at all.
The fact that pleasure rose stronger than any disgust was driving me insane.
'Maybe I...'
Maybe it wasn't about testing my endurance at all. Maybe I just wanted to feel that pleasure again.
Min-seong's caresses had felt so good that I wanted to relive that experience...
So perhaps that's why I pretended to be convinced by his words and accepted all his caresses.
Maybe there was a compensatory psychology for what Hyun-soo wouldn't do.
"Senior. Please start."
After indulging in that pleasure to my heart's content.
When I came to my senses, we were in this position.
Right in front of my eyes, Min-seong's massive cock stood erect.
"......"
My lower body—no, my pussy—was hovering right above Min-seong's face.
It was such an embarrassing position.
Yet it stirred up intensely lewd emotions.
I realized instinctively that this pose allowed us to give each other tremendous stimulation.
'It's really so big.'
Min-seong's huge, thick cock, with veins faintly visible.
Hyun-soo's wasn't this big.
Are other guys all around this size?
"Why are you staring like that? Oh, you're curious, huh? Because it's so different from Kang Hyun-soo's."
"N-no. It's not like that."
"I am a bit special. Guys are all jealous."
"......I wasn't curious."
Can he read my mind too?
And since when did he start calling Senior Hyun-soo just Kang Hyun-soo?
I heard it but couldn't correct him.
'Haa.'
Afraid he'd say something weird again if I spaced out, I grabbed his cock with my hand.
'So hard...'
And thick.
Just like that day, one hand couldn't fully grasp it.
Hyun-soo... would get happy even with one hand.
"Haa. Senior's touch feels good."
To think this huge thing had been in my mouth. What had happened to me that day?
To clear my stray thoughts, I overlapped both hands gently around the shaft.
Even then, the glans protruded. It was truly an enormous size and length.
"Huu. Senior. Move, please."
"Uh, uhn."
"Heup!"
Suddenly, a thrilling sensation ran through my pussy.
Min-seong's fingers invaded again.
Squelch. Squelch.
"S-sensitive, if you do it suddenly."
The pleasure wrapping around my whole body quickly was making me dizzy.
Squelch. Squelch. Slurp—
Imagining Min-seong's face staring right at my exposed pussy made me embarrassed for no reason.
To push that away, there was only one thing I could do.
Stroke—
"Heup!"
Min-seong's faint moan.
The sound from stroking his cock up and down.
It feels good after all. Guys all like this.
That sense of elation made my hand speed up.
Then, a bit of precum appeared between the glans.
'Cowper's fluid.'
I know. Hyun-soo did that too.
And he came not long after.
But Min-seong didn't cum from my hand.
That day, I had to use my mouth in the end.
He teased that my hand was inexperienced, then came hard in my mouth.
"Ha-ut!"
Suddenly, a different sensation invaded my pussy. Min-seong's tongue. He started wildly stirring inside with his pointed tongue.
My body shuddered. My mind grew hazy. The sharper pleasure than fingers made strength enter my waist.
This is dangerous. I need to...
To not lose, I gripped Min-seong's cock and shook it vigorously.
But... he still won't cum.
"Ha-ut! Heup!"
The stimulation below was only getting stronger for me.
I felt like I was going crazy alone.
At this rate, I'd climax alone again.
"Senior, can't you do it with your mouth like last time?"
"With my mouth...?"
"Yes. Your hand is a bit weak after all."
"......"
"Since you're doing it anyway, do it properly. Actively, like that day."
"W-what do you mean actively? I-I just..."
You're dangerous.
I let myself get swayed and received caresses unknowingly, but no matter how I think about it, sex is off-limits.
'If he doesn't cum...'
I need to make Min-seong cum first and get out of here quickly.
Escape this space.
I don't know what a highly aroused Min-seong might do.
He's polite and mannerly now, but.
'Huu.'
No. It's not Min-seong—I'm the one who might go crazy.
I'm the one who might waver, so I need to run.
"Fine. I'll-I'll do it."
"Thank you, Senior."
Lick—
"Uh-up!"
There was a reaction, just like that day when I used my mouth.
It felt like licking a hard rod.
The problem was having to twist my head to lick the shaft.
Lick—
I licked from bottom to top with my tongue.
Then from top to bottom.
It was a strange feeling.
As I did it, it didn't feel like a stick anymore. There was warm heat, and a lively twitch.
'......'
Hard to stop. Once I licked, my tongue kept moving.
At some point, my eyes fixed on the precum from between the glans.
Unknowingly, I licked it with my tongue.
"Urk!"
The moan was louder. He likes this.
Thinking I could make him cum faster, I seriously licked the glans.
Slurp—
"Haa. Se-Senior. You're good at this after all."
Is this supposed to be hard?
"As expected, Senior's lewd. You have a slutty nature hidden away."
Don't say that. It's embarrassing.
I saw a small slit in the center of the glans and licked inside it with my tongue.
A trembling sensation transmitted through.
As I mindlessly licked the glans and shaft, I noticed the sagging flesh too.
Those are the balls.
Touching them lightly, unlike the shaft, they were very soft. I could feel round beads inside.
"Ha, wa-wait. Senior. Don't grip them hard."
"Does it hurt?"
"Yes. It could be serious if mishandled, Senior."
"Ah, so that's why they're called a weakness."
"A kick and you're done."
"Then biting these would torment Min-seong, huh?"
"Huh?"
Am I crazy? Making such a joke in this situation.
"No, just kidding."
At some point, this situation felt comfortable.
Embarrassed, I quickly licked the cock again.
"Senior. Don't just lick—suck it too. That feels good."
"......"
I took the glans into my mouth.
It was so big I could barely fit the glans.
While doing that, I rolled my tongue inside.
'......Fun.'
Surprisingly, sucking was enjoyable.
Ice cream melts and flows with various flavors when sucked, making it happy.
This cock too, its odd smell and taste were stirring my emotions.
From sucking a bit that day, I felt like I knew how and where to suck.
Min-seong seemed to like it so much that he stopped licking my pussy.
Unable to do anything but moan, somehow...
'Cute.'
It felt good, like I was winning.
He called me slutty and lewd, but he was the one feeling it intensely.
Slurp— Sluuurp—
As I kept sucking, I got used to it, and like that night, it was hard to detach my tongue from the cock.
Suddenly, it even looked pretty.
This cock is addictive.
'Jaw hurts.'
After sucking for a while, my jaw hurt, so I spat out the cock temporarily.
It stood even more angrily flushed than before.
Amazing that he still hadn't cum.
"Is it... normally possible to hold out this long? That day too..."
"Pardon? Oh, did Kang Hyun-soo cum right away?"
"Do you have to compare to Hyun-soo?"
"Just to help you understand."
"......"
"I don't know about Kang Hyun-soo, but it takes me a bit. You saw that day."
"......You must have a lot of experience, Min-seong. So everything about being a total virgin was a lie."
"No. I really am a virgin. I just have experience."
"How without dating...?"
"Lucky. Actually, it hasn't been long since I first did it. It was pure ecstasy. I was shocked such a world existed."
"......"
"I want to let Senior feel that emotion too. Help you realize what you're holding back."
"E-enough. I've had plenty so far."
"You'll stay a virgin for years. Kang Hyun-soo won't touch you."
"......Probably."
"You'll end up living just masturbating alone."
"......"
"Writhing in loneliness, watching dramas sadly. Maybe grow old like that."
"Don't say weird things. Hyun-soo..."
"A guy who did nothing for you all this time, who only demanded your sacrifice. Will the future really change? Even after marriage? I don't think so."
"That's... Kyaa!"
Suddenly, Min-seong flipped my body.
Our positions switched.
I was laid on the floor.
Min-seong looked down at me from above.
Naturally, my last remaining panties were stripped off.
And that huge cock... came close as if to pierce my pussy.
"Senior. Try experiencing it once properly. Then you can judge for sure."
The moment I startled and tried to flail.
Min-seong's two arms grabbed my legs.
Then folded them toward me.
And started rubbing that huge cock against my pussy.
"N-no. Min-seong. That's really..."
"Confirm it to the end. How slutty and lewd you are."
Between my folded thighs, Min-seong's huge cock was visible.
Rubbing over my pussy, stimulating as if ready to insert anytime.
"Once you experience it properly, you'll know if you can endure or not. I'll draw out all your slutty nature."
"Min-seong. I..."
"This is all because of Kang Hyun-soo's selfish nature."
Because of Hyun-soo...
Yeah. Hyun-soo was too selfish.
How nice it would be if he touched me a little.
Min-seong's caresses felt this thrilling and good.
It would feel even better from the person I love.
But Hyun-soo... won't for years. I'll have to endure alone.
Live as a virgin like that.
Without knowing the pleasure everyone else does. No, pretending to forget forcibly.
Rubbbb—
"Huuuup!"
I should resist strongly.
Scream that I'd die like last time.
Am I too aroused?
Today, those words wouldn't come out.
Because of various complicated thoughts?
Or as Min-seong said, because my body is lewd and wants it?
Could what I want be sex?
Do I want to feel pleasure?
With those thoughts, resentment toward Hyun-soo who made me like this rose, breaking my will to resist strongly like before.
In that instant.
Min-seong's cock slowly pushed into my vagina.
I could picture in my head my pussy parting left and right around the glans.
As if begging to put the cock in already.
My highly aroused body seemed to want it.
'Ah. Ah. Co-come in. It's really coming in.'
My gaze was fixed on Min-seong's cock, capturing the moment of invasion.
My body that had felt too much. My emotions.
Maybe anticipating another wave of pleasure from Min-seong's cock.
No. Really no.
Thrust—
Plunge—!
"Haaaaah!"
In the end, that huge cock pierced through my pussy.
A gut-wrenching pain as if my belly was tearing, along with immense pressure, began devouring my mind.