Chapter 34
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Translator: MadScientist
Chapter: 34
Chapter Title: I'll Confirm That My Senior Is a Lewd and Horny Woman
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“Mi-Min-seong?”
Han Yu-ra froze upon seeing me.
“What brings you here at this hour?”
“Just out for some fresh air. You?”
“Same here. This is my only healing time.”
“I-I see. Then get some rest.”
She really finds me uncomfortable, huh.
She started walking away, as if trying to avoid me.
“Are you just going to keep dodging me like this, Senior?”
“......”
“We've run into each other like this, so let's talk a bit.”
“What... about?”
“Just this and that. Oh, don't worry. I won't do anything weird.”
Seeing the ever-kind Han Yu-ra uncomfortable around me left a bitter taste in my mouth.
“......”
“We'll keep seeing each other from now on. We should at least talk, right, Senior?”
“Haa. Fine. It's not like it's your fault.”
She's such a genuinely good person.
It's clearly my fault, though. I forced her to orgasm and even demanded a blowjob.
The old folks' saying from my childhood rang true: "Good people are useless sometimes."
That's probably why Kang Hyun-soo takes advantage of her.
“Sit here. Let's enjoy the cool breeze together and gaze at the night sky.”
“......Alright.”
Han Yu-ra approached cautiously.
She really is pretty.
The off-shoulder blouse exposing her shoulders accentuated her looks and figure even more.
Moonlight fell on her face, giving her a pure, ethereal beauty that made her even more stunning.
My heart fluttered for no reason.
Being next to her, I could smell her wonderful fragrance.
We stared at the night sky in silence for a long while.
As if by unspoken agreement, we avoided mentioning that evening's events.
Then, suddenly, Han Yu-ra spoke first.
“Min-seong. About me...”
“Yes, go ahead.”
“This might be shameless, but could I ask you for a favor?”
“A favor?”
“......Yeah.”
“What kind?”
“You have that Night Spot item, right? Help me out. So I can get recognized by Kang Writer.”
“Not to get recognized by Hyun-soo Senior?”
“......Well, that's part of it too.”
Han Yu-ra bowed her head slightly.
“You like Hyun-soo Senior that much? Enough to need his approval?”
“......What can I say. He's my first love. So I give it my all. It's natural for the person you love.”
“I'm a total noob at relationships, so I don't know much, but that seems kinda off.”
Han Yu-ra looked flustered.
“You're... a noob?”
“Yeah, total noob. Never dated a girl.”
“......Then that time... Oh, never mind.”
“You're right on the money, Senior. Touching a virgin's dick like that got me excited. That's why I made that request.”
“D-don't remind me. It's in the past.”
“I enjoyed it, though. Senior.”
“......”
“It didn't faze you at all, right?”
“O-of course not. It was nothing.”
Han Yu-ra hesitated, choosing her words carefully.
“Let's drop this and talk about something else, Min-seong.”
She stretched deliberately, trying to change the subject.
But I needed to hear more about Kang Hyun-soo.
“Senior. Actually, I overheard you two talking earlier.”
“Huh?”
“Kang Hyun-soo telling you to use me. Recommending me to Orem Pictures for that purpose. All of it.”
“Oh... You heard that.”
Regret appeared on Han Yu-ra's face.
“Sorry, Min-seong. Hyun-soo was a bit harsh, but...”
“You don't need to explain, Senior.”
“I never intended to use you. Not from the start...”
“I heard that too. And I talked to Kang Hyun-soo separately.”
“Oh, you did?”
“Yeah. He straight-up ignored me.”
“......”
“I didn't know Kang Hyun-soo was such a two-faced guy. I was really disappointed. My pride took a hit. But more than my pride, I thought of you, Senior.”
“......Me?”
“No matter how I look at it, you're too good for him. I can't understand why you like a guy like that.”
“I get why you'd think that. But for me...”
Han Yu-ra smiled bitterly.
“Earlier, Kang Hyun-soo wasn't the one I knew. You know that too, right, Senior? Why like a guy like that for real?”
“......Hyun-soo has changed a bit. But Min-seong, he's suffering too. Forced to live for goals he doesn't even want.”
“Goals he doesn't want?”
The goal talk came up again.
“That's why I wanted to be on his side, at least. Understand him. And he still has a lot of good qualities. Everyone praises him, right?”
“What is that goal, Senior?”
“Hard to say.”
Kang Hyun-soo and Han Yu-ra's obsession with each other grew even more intriguing.
Words weren't going to convince her anymore.
'Time to steal her.'
She might be frustratingly stubborn, but Han Yu-ra was kind and good.
That's why I wanted to set her free.
Stop her from clinging to Kang Hyun-soo.
Leaving things like this would ruin this good person because of him.
Just look at her trying to steal my item.
She might do worse things for Kang Hyun-soo in the future.
And Kang Hyun-soo would exploit that Han Yu-ra.
'Like Dad said, steal her and make her happy.'
It might not just be about saving her.
The feelings I'd harbored since college probably fueled my desire to have her.
Plus, I clearly wanted to give that smug Kang Hyun-soo a proper smackdown for looking down on me.
'Thinks a nobody like me can't shake things up?'
I knew what that mocking sneer meant when he acted all superior.
He played the big man, but his lengthy warnings and taunts showed his anxiety.
He knew Han Yu-ra was an attractive woman.
'His "putting in effort" comment bugs me too.'
It aligned with Kang Hyun-soo's goal.
'I could find out easily enough.'
I could probe his psyche or goal using Conviction or other skills.
But I didn't want to waste points on a loser like him.
Those points were for Han Yu-ra today.
Conviction Target Designation: Han Yu-ra
Decision made to steal her. Might as well rip off the band-aid.
I even activated Conviction Enhancement.
Conviction Enhancement Skill Activated
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Listening to Min-seong keep bringing up Hyun-soo made my chest ache bitterly.
And I felt sorry toward Min-seong too.
Min-seong had followed Hyun-soo so faithfully all this time.
How disappointed must he be today.
Yet, instead of sulking, he worried about me, which made me a little grateful.
After that night, I'd been avoiding him because seeing his face was awkward.
Talking today, he's still the same kind, good junior.
If only he didn't look at me as a woman.
The constant talk of Hyun-soo should be uncomfortable, but oddly, it wasn't.
Maybe because it felt like he was genuinely looking out for me.
Hearing him say he was more worried about me than his own pride felt kinda nice.
I was inwardly thankful to Min-seong for caring about me like this.
Though very different from the Min-seong who'd touched me with lust-filled eyes back then.
'Actually, even then...'
It hadn't felt that bad.
The novel pleasure was surprisingly good.
At first, another man's touch—not Hyun-soo's—felt unpleasant.
But later, it brought immense pleasure.
That's why I felt guilt and shame toward Hyun-soo.
And resentment too.
'At least, if Hyun-soo had touched me as much as I did for him.'
Sharing such pleasure with your beloved would be amazing.
That's what normal couples do.
“Senior. Follow me for a sec.”
I tried to steel myself and not get swayed by Min-seong's words.
But suddenly, he grabbed my wrist and dragged me to a dark, quiet spot.
I got scared out of nowhere as I was pulled along.
“Why here? You don't mean...”
“Senior. No plans to break up with Kang Hyun-soo, right?”
“......Yeah. None.”
“Then you'll live like this forever. That okay with you?”
“......”
“That night. You'll never feel that pleasure again.”
“Th-that was...”
“Can you give it up? Endure it?”
“I can. Like I have so far.”
“Premarital chastity means holding out till marriage. Who knows how many more years? You think you can?”
“I... don't know.”
“So you'll stay with him and suppress your desires?”
“......Right.”
“Then let's confirm it, Senior.”
“...Confirm what?”
“I'll caress you like that night. If you hold out well, I won't interfere with your life for Hyun-soo. It'll prove you're fit to be his woman.”
C-caress? Do that?
Test me with that?
“W-wait a minute, Min-seong.”
“I felt it clearly that night. You're a real woman, Senior. You can't forget that pleasure. But keep suppressing it forever? Doesn't make sense. You don't seem to realize it yourself, so let's confirm now. I'll show you.”
“N-no, that...”
My heart pounded, like he'd read my mind from earlier.
But his words weren't wrong.
To live as Hyun-soo's woman, I have to uphold premarital chastity.
Hold back that pleasure at least until marriage.
Can I really do that?
Who knows how many years it'll take.
As those thoughts swirled, Min-seong suddenly lifted me and laid me down on the sandy ground in an instant.
Before I knew it, I was lying there, eyes meeting his.
His gaze was different today.
Not the lust-filled eyes of a male in heat, but a pitiful expression, like he'd resolved himself.
“Holding back that pleasure for years... I can't stand seeing you like that, Senior. So confirm it for yourself. This is all for you.”
For me...
His sincerity convinced me, and I couldn't stop his hand approaching my chest.
Smoosh-
Ah.
The moment his hand touched, it felt weird. Like that night's pleasure would surge back.
Maybe I should... check for real.
I was curious now.
Am I really a lewd, horny woman?
Or can I control and suppress the onrushing pleasure?