Chapter 158: Want to... Try It?
Translator: RaidenTL
Chapter 158: Want to... Try It?
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I couldn't sleep.
There was only one reason: Matsuda's preference.
I'd been agonizing over it all week, but I couldn't find an answer. However, after Matsuda revealed his sincere feelings for me today, I was able to reach a small conclusion.
‘Should I let him do it just once...?’
Christmas was in a few weeks. It might not be a bad idea to give it to him as a present then.
There were two main reasons I came to this decision.
First, as a reward for the immense love he had shown me and for turning over a new leaf.
Second, I was worried that if I just left Matsuda to his own devices, he'd keep watching those kinds of videos and eventually lose control.
Matsuda used to be a delinquent.
He hangs out with good people these days, but before he met me, he spent his time with other delinquents.
People who were followed by all sorts of nasty rumors.
It wasn't common knowledge, but it was an open secret that they frequented adult entertainment establishments like cabarets, kyabekuri, deriheru, and fashion health.
Matsuda was inherently gentler and more sensible than them, so he probably wouldn't have gone himself, but...
Given the company he kept, he would know about such places. If the impulse to have a threesome struck him, something bad might happen.
Of course, I trusted that Matsuda wouldn't go to a place like that.
But if he were ever tempted, if the thought "Should I give it a try?" ever crossed his mind, I knew I would be incredibly, incredibly pissed off.
To help him avoid the temptation of such a transgression, I figured it might be better to let him get it out of his system once, under my supervision.
Where else in the world could you find a girlfriend like me?
Matsuda had better treat me damn well.
To be honest, there was also a part of me that was curious. I wanted to properly understand my boyfriend's tastes and experience for myself why he liked that sort of thing.
Frankly, it was unsettling. If we did this, Matsuda would be paying attention to another woman.
Who would ever like the idea of their boyfriend dividing the love meant for them and giving it to someone else?
‘Sheesh...’
Letting out a frustrated sigh internally, Miyuki pinched the stomach of the peacefully sleeping Matsuda.
"Mmm..."
Matsuda let out a low groan and pulled Miyuki, who was already in his arms, even closer.
A short puff of air escaped Miyuki's nose, dumbfounded by his complete lack of response.
Here she was, wrestling with such a huge dilemma, and her boyfriend was fast asleep.
But when she thought about it, there was no reason to be angry.
She was the one who had started this. She had opened Pandora's box of her own free will, learned of Matsuda's preference, and was now the one planning to let him have a threesome.
Still, it would be a lie to say she wasn't annoyed.
With that thought, Miyuki twisted her body, moved on top of him, and pushed her tongue into his slightly parted mouth.
* * *
I woke up to something warm and moist gently probing the inside of my mouth.
I cracked my eyes open to see the shape of Miyuki's face right in front of me.
The lights were off and it was late, so she didn't know I was awake. It was funny watching her diligently ravage my mouth.
She's done this before... She doesn't have some kind of sleep-related sexual behavior, does she?
I silently accepted Miyuki's actions, and when I decided it was enough, I patted her on the butt.
Miyuki flinched, quickly pulled her tongue out, and pretended to be asleep.
"Did you really think that would work?"
When I chided her in a low voice, she let out a deep sigh and asked.
"You're awake?"
"Who wouldn't wake up when you're doing something like that?"
"You're only a light sleeper at times like this..."
Miyuki grumbled.
I stroked her head to soothe her, then picked up my phone to check the time.
Two in the morning. It was late.
Miyuki must have had a lot on her mind. It seemed like she hadn't been able to sleep properly... I felt sorry.
"Matsuda-kun, sorry for waking you, but I have something to say. Oh, but I definitely didn't wake you up just to talk."
"I know. Go ahead."
"Sit up properly."
I've got a feeling. A strong feeling...
Still holding Miyuki, I sat up and turned on the small mood lamp I'd bought a while ago.
Then I looked Miyuki straight in the eye.
"Tell me."
"....."
She hesitated for a moment, her lips moving silently.
I waited quietly until she was ready.
How much time passed?
Just as the atmosphere in the living room began to feel a little frozen and our gazes grew awkward, Miyuki broke the silence.
"Matsuda-kun."
"Yeah."
"Want to try... that thing?"
The moment I heard those words, my eyes flew wide open as I looked down at her.
She hadn't specified, bundling it all into the single phrase "that thing," but even an idiot could tell she was talking about a threesome.
"The 'that thing' I'm thinking of...?"
"Probably...?"
"Are you serious?"
"W-Well, I suddenly got the urge to experience your preference at least once... B-But you can't misunderstand, Matsuda-kun. This doesn't mean we'll keep doing it. Just once... really, just one time and that's it..."
Her reaction was completely different from a moment ago when she'd barely managed to get the words out.
It seemed once the floodgates were open, the words came easily.
As I just stared at Miyuki without a word, her voice became incredibly quiet.
"So...?"
Her question snapped me back to my senses, and I asked one of my own.
"So what...?"
"Yeah."
"Well... I mean, I'm obviously thrilled that you're suggesting this... but are you okay?"
"Your preference is unusual, so... I was worried you might get bad ideas..."
"Bad ideas?"
"A-Anyway, are you going to do it...? Or not?"
I'd thought that when a situation like this finally came, the answer would flow out easily, but the words wouldn't leave my mouth.
Miyuki must have agonized over this for a long time.
I didn't know exactly what she'd been thinking, but this was clearly the conclusion she'd reached after imagining all sorts of scenarios.
Miyuki being the one to suggest a threesome was exactly what I had hoped for.
I should be happy, and I was, but I also felt an immense sense of guilt toward her.
She must have been suffering so much internally. I had to treat her even better from now on.
"I... I want to..."
Was she taken aback by me scratching the back of my head and timidly revealing my true feelings?
The corners of Miyuki's lips curled up ever so slightly before falling again.
Was she relieved? That's good.
"Then you can do it..."
"But... just because I want to doesn't mean we can do it whenever we want."
"True... recruiting is the problem, huh?"
"Right..."
"Y-You should handle that part, Matsuda-kun. With someone we both know..."
Isn't it usually better to do it with a stranger so you can just shake it off and forget about it?
Miyuki really does have a bit of a kinky side.
"Um... Miyuki. Who is there that we both know...? The kids in our class...?"
"....."
"If not them, then Kana-nee or..."
As soon as I mentioned Kana's name, Miyuki's eyes lit up with fury.
"You wanna die...? My sister is absolutely off-limits."
So the sister-sandwich is off the table?
No. I won't give up.
Once Miyuki gets a taste for threesomes, I'll have to give it a shot.
"No... I'm just saying, those are the people we both know... Or maybe Nanase-senpai... Inoo-senpai..."
"Come to think of it, there aren't that many people, are there...?"
"Right..."
"Oh, I don't know! Just find someone yourself...!"
Embarrassed, Miyuki whined playfully at me and buried her face in a pillow.
I placed a hand on her back, tracing circles as I gently asked.
"When do I need to find someone by...?"
"Do it before Christmas... Until then, I don't know anything about it..."
She's specifically mentioning Christmas?
So she plans to give it to me as a present that day. I'm proud of you, Miyuki.
That gives me about three weeks.
I had already decided who the first threesome would be with.
Miyuki and Chinami. The two of them.
But this created a problem.
The problem was that Chinami had no experience with men.
I could try my best to persuade Chinami and have her first time in front of Miyuki, but that would hurt her.
My wish is to spend my first time with each of the heroines alone, and I have no intention of doing it in front of someone else.
Chinami, of course, as well as Renka and Hiyori, would surely want it to be just the two of us when that day comes.
‘Keeping it a secret might not be a bad idea...’
Actually, it wasn't just "not bad," it was what I had to do.
If we both kept our mouths shut, I could deceive Miyuki.
But I didn't want to do that.
Why? Because Miyuki had made a huge decision to accept my preference.
If I deceived her about this too, her disappointment would be immense when she eventually found out the truth.
I could postpone my first time with Chinami, but the fact that I had to be the one to take her first time wouldn't change.
Which meant Miyuki would find out someday.
So, since she's already given me permission, should I try to sound her out indirectly now?
It seemed Miyuki hadn't even considered the possibility of inviting someone with no experience.
I want to persuade her somehow... and I do have one method in mind.
For that to work, I should hold off on probing her for now.
For today, I could say the first step went very well. I should let Miyuki, who must have used up a lot of mental energy, rest.
"Let's just sleep for today. It's going to be hard to wake up tomorrow..."
"...Okay."
I held Miyuki tight and lay down beside her on the bed.
I'm so sorry for putting you through this and for being selfish again, but please let me be stubborn just this once.
You can curse at me, even hit me, I'll take it all. I just really hope you'll listen.
I offered a sincere apology to Miyuki in my heart, stroking the head of the girl who was snuggling into my arms as I closed my eyes.