Chapter 155: Want to Do It?
Translator: RaidenTL
Chapter 155: Want to Do It?
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Honestly, I thought it would be embarrassing. Sleeping with Matsuda after watching porn together.
But it wasn't like that at all. If anything, should I say I've become bolder?
I even felt the urge to try the positions from the porn we watched, transfixed, for two hours.
Of course, that was just a thought. I couldn't actually do it.
"Are you okay?"
Matsuda wiped the milky, sticky fluid from my stomach.
He came more than usual.
He'd pounced on me in a state of extreme arousal right after we finished the video, and this seemed to be the aftereffect.
A throbbing, yet somehow refreshing sensation from down below.
A faint smile appeared on Miyuki's lips as she answered.
"Yeah..."
"That's a relief."
Why does he say that's a relief?
Because he thrusted much more intensely today than usual?
Or was he worried I might be having complicated thoughts because he revealed his tastes?
Whatever it was, it didn't matter... Matsuda worries too much sometimes.
He doesn't look the type, either.
After gently wiping all the fluid from Miyuki's body, Matsuda began to massage her sweat-drenched limbs.
Feeling the knotted muscles in her aching thighs relax, Miyuki let go of the remaining tension in her body.
"Haaah..."
A weary sigh escaped her lips on its own.
The pleasant afterglow lingered in her mind, and she loved the affection she could feel in Matsuda's touch.
As Miyuki lay there quietly receiving the massage in the silent living room, a scene from the porn we watched came to mind.
The woman was sucking the man off, and the man was going crazy with pleasure... Would Matsuda like it if I did that for him?
But since he never asks for it, maybe it's not his thing...
In any case, my overall impression of the porn we watched today was... pretty good.
When I'd watched it while Matsuda was asleep, I was too worried he might wake up to properly appreciate it. But watching it with a clear conscience after he found out I'd snooped on his laptop, it wasn't bad.
There were certainly parts I didn't care for.
I frowned when the two women clung to the man's sides, acting all cute.
It wasn't that I was disgusted by the threesome situation itself; I think I just disliked it because the actress's performance felt fake.
Other than that, the rest was decent enough.
I wasn't as repulsed by the idea of a threesome as I thought I'd be, and honestly, I was a little... just a tiny bit turned on.
That doesn't mean I want to do it myself, though.
There's a big difference between watching something and experiencing it for real.
Still, I'm curious how Matsuda would react.
"Ah...!"
Lost in thought, Miyuki let out a short moan as Matsuda's hand moved down between her legs, caressing the soft skin.
The excitement that had filled me to the brim was starting to subside, but now it felt like it was rising all over again.
I desperately wanted to go again, but if we did, it might be too much for my body down there...
And I have to go to the academy tomorrow, so I should hold back.
But if Matsuda asks, I'll pretend to be reluctant and accept.
* * *
The great thing about sleeping with Miyuki on a weekday is that I don't have to go to her neighborhood the next day.
Since we had plenty of time, Miyuki and I just held each other for a while after waking up.
"Time to get up... We need to have breakfast."
"Let's just grab something quick."
"No. Think about your health. Hey, why do you keep touching my waist...!"
Why do you think? I'm touching it because it's soft and warm.
Is this what the skin of a cat or a puppy that just woke up feels like?
It's so soft, it's addictive.
As I silently continued to fiddle with her skin, she let out a disbelieving laugh and finally relented.
As she passed the time gently stroking my hair, she asked.
"How was... that thing yesterday?"
She was talking about the porn we'd watched so intently for two hours.
We had one round after the video ended, and then I gave in to Miyuki's subtle seductions and we had sex again. We fell asleep right after showering.
Because of that, we didn't have a chance to discuss our thoughts on it, so I was relieved that she brought it up herself.
"I don't know. What did you think?"
"I asked you first."
"I thought it was pretty interesting."
"What part was interesting?"
This is the kind of conversation I don't even have with other guys.
No, in the first place, I'd never watch porn with another guy.
And even if I did, it would feel disgusting.
"Hmm... when the main character masturbated while secretly watching her friend have sex with her boyfriend?"
"...Matsuda-kun, you were impressed by such a visceral scene?"
"That's what you watch porn for, isn't it? What did you think?"
"I, I just... I don't really know... I was just thinking about what it would have been like if it were filmed from the perspective of the main character's friend..."
Right. Since Miyuki is dating me, she would've related more to the friend who has a boyfriend than the main character who's single.
And unlike me, who got pleasure from the visual aspect, it seemed Miyuki focused more on the mental side of things.
"Is that so? Was the story that bad?"
"Honestly, it was... but it's a luxury to expect a good story from this genre, isn't it?"
True. She has a perfect understanding of porn.
Even if the one we watched had a relatively solid story, porn is porn.
Its purpose is to pick a marketable sexual genre and use it to arouse the viewers.
If a porn video is entertaining because of its story, is it even porn? It's just an R-rated movie.
"That's true."
"Yeah... Still, the dialogue was natural, so I think I was able to get into it a little. I thought the acting would be terrible..."
A little, huh?
If so, that was a real relief.
"Are you sleeping over again tonight?"
"Isn't it a little too early to decide that...?"
I thought she'd say no, but she sounds like she's considering it.
"Get up for now... If we stay like this, we won't even have time for breakfast."
At Miyuki's words, I grinned and pulled off the short-sleeved t-shirt she was wearing.
In the blink of an eye, her white t-shirt was halfway rolled up.
Miyuki flinched and grabbed the hem of her shirt, chiding me.
"Hey, what are you doing...! I told you we have to eat breakfast...!"
"We can stop by a convenience store on the way. I'll be quick."
"Y-You always say you'll be quick, but you never are...! Not in the gym equipment room, not on the rooftop..."
"You don't want to?"
"It's not that I don't want to... b-but, and, I have more questions to ask..."
"What is it?"
"Hang on, this..."
Miyuki struggled to sit up.
She pushed my head away from her chest and straightened her clothes.
After clearing her throat a few times, she looked at me tilting my head and wet her lips.
"M-Matsuda-kun, do you... want to do that... for real?"
The moment I heard those words, my mind started racing faster than ever before.
Here comes the big one. Honestly, I didn't expect her to ask a question like that at this timing.
I thought she'd only be able to bring it up after some time had passed... It seems Miyuki was more concerned about the threesome than I expected.
No, not concerned. Should I say interested?
"Do what?"
"You know what I'm talking about, so why are you pretending you don't...? Hurry up and answer..."
That wasn't a question asked because Miyuki was willing to have a threesome, but rather one to test my reaction.
Simply put, she's throwing out bait. To see how I'll respond.
I have to answer carefully. If I just blindly bite the bait, things might become irreversible.
"I don't know... I've never done it, so I'm not sure."
"That's the wrong answer. I didn't ask what you think it would be like, I asked if you want to do it."
"As long as I have you, it doesn't matter to me."
"Really...? That's a pretty vague answer, isn't it?"
But it's also an answer that shows I'm putting you first, so just go with it.
It's too soon to just come out and say I want to do it.
I still have a lot to show you. This time, let's go with something amateur-made, with no story. If you felt mental pleasure yesterday, today you need to feel some visceral pleasure, too.
"You think so?"
As I put on a blank expression, as if I couldn't find the words, Miyuki's eyes narrowed.
"Are you curious, though? About what it would be like?"
Her pressure is world-class.
It's not easy to escape with my dumb brain.
"Wouldn't anyone be curious?"
"I guess...? But, you know... where do people who do that kind of thing find the women...?"
I can see Miyuki's curiosity growing by the day.
The problem is that the pressure is increasing proportionally.
"They contact each other on social media, go to open chat rooms... or maybe they bring an acquaintance... For the most part, it's people with similar tastes getting together."
"You know a lot. Did you look it up in detail?"
"I heard about it from the upperclassmen in my club."
"Ah... those delinquents..."
Miyuki grimaced as if the very thought was unpleasant.
I smirked and moved closer to her.
"So, we're doing it now?"
"Doing what...?"
"We have to do it before we go."
At my words, Miyuki shook her head as if to say I was hopeless.
"We did it five times yesterday, from the gym equipment room to here at home..."
"You just said it's not that you don't want to."
"....."
Miyuki, hit right where it hurts, pouted.
Finding her expression adorable, I let out a chuckle, laid her back down, and kissed her collarbone with a soft smack.
It's important to show her with my actions what my answer meant.
As if to prove that Miyuki is all I need, I'll pour all my affection into her while slowly melting my tastes into her.
Then, if the day comes when Miyuki thinks it might not be so bad to satisfy my tastes just once, as a one-time thing, I'll have to seize that opportunity.