The Notebook's Hidden Secrets
My heart ached deeply. Impotence was a serious issue from a man's perspective, and just imagining him tossing and turning in bed, unable to sleep, worrying over it alone made me feel terrible.
"Don't worry anymore. Jeong Da-jeong will never leave. I'll help you release all your desires to your heart's content while watching over you."
Even though she showed no sign of waking, saying it out loud made my heart feel much lighter.
For some reason, my thoughts drifted to other places.
Even in my dreams, the gentle brother who came to find me—how was it that he was this engrossed in alcohol?
That thought was too much for me to bear.
The laptop... Just a quick peek was fine, right...?
I subtly turned the screen toward me.
At that moment, my eyes widened dramatically, and tears poured down in a flood.
[ Jeong Da-jeong ]
The document named after me was filled with everything needed to repair our relationship.
Sentences of sincere apology, venting out the grievances, and how we should proceed forward...
After reading them in order, each one full of the scars of careful consideration, I lowered my head in shame.
"Jeong-hyeon oppa... I'm sorry.... Jeong Da-jeong is... really sorry...."
I couldn't bear to look at him.
"Da-jeong... she's such a terribly bad girl.... Even though oppa wrote about things like that... without knowing anything, you just got angry at me... Hic... Hic."
If I didn't calm down soon, I might break into a full cry, so I grabbed tissues, wiped away the tears and snot, and forced myself to breathe deeply to steady my breathing.
Yeah, Da-jeong. Don't cry anymore. You have to think about how to do better from now on.
If even that happens, there's a small chance oppa might start liking you a bit more, right?
I guess I really only need Jeong-hyeon oppa.
The tears dried up.
I said that if you cry and then laugh, it's bad news....
But my laughter bubbled up because it seemed I loved oppa even more.
To avoid waking him up by making too much noise, I covered my mouth and giggled quietly while moving the mouse.
The screen made the surroundings too bright, and somehow I felt like I had to save it as well.
I just pressed the save button three times and closed the window.
Saving this too....
"...... Huh?"
I blinked my eyes a few times at the document that suddenly appeared before me.
< How to Violate Them >
Why is this on Jeong-hyeon oppa's laptop?
[ Baek A-in (12) ]
Looking at the title and content made my questions even deeper.
[ Hey, Ain. There's no way a pervert like you would jerk off so meekly like that. If you're going to do it, you should do it properly. ]
[ Lee Tae-hyun opened A-in's pussy wide open on the table and inserted just one finger, then pushed his middle finger all the way inside while thrusting back and forth. ]
[ Then, after pushing it in further, he grabbed her wrist and started a rough back-and-forth motion. ]
[ Kkheek...! ]
[ Before long, the girl who was squirting out pussy juice while her legs trembled violently looked up at him with desperate pleas. But he wasn't about to stop there. ]
[ Tae-hyun kept moving his hand to bring out A-in's climax, and as the climaxes overlapped one after another, her fingers twisted in a bizarre way, and she finally shook her body violently in convulsions with her eyes almost rolled back. ]
It was exactly what I remembered.
Just like the novel where Baek A-in was violated until she fainted, while I was reading the novel I kept tormenting the clear button without mercy until I was almost exhausted.
Because I had repeated it for an entire week, I had it perfectly memorized.
What the hell? Even if I just copied it while reading the novel, this is....
Is it possible that oppa stores his favorite lewd novels in a private file...?
While wondering if that might be the case, I saved the file and closed it.
"...... Crazy."
The next instant, seeing the files in the cloud, I couldn't help but curse out loud.
[ How to Violate Them ]
In that folder were the serialized chapters of the novel, unreleased chapters, and files that would help with the serialization, all neatly organized.
What surprised me the most, and gave me the freshest shock, was this one.
[ Dain ]
My favorite author's nickname was set as the cloud nickname.
It was the exact same email account I used to input whenever I sent fan letters.
I slowly turned my head and looked at him.
The author who wrote the lewd novels that were nothing more than hopes for people like me including me....
He who always secretly admired and respected, even while constantly thanking me for filling my masturbation life with ecstasy, was actually...?
And that same man who had firmly believed my virginity would be taken by him wrote this novel...?
My hands, trembling, gripped the table as I struggled to stand up.
My chest felt like it might stop breathing any second.
I pressed hard on my chest and took several deep breaths.
Then, I closed my eyes tightly.
After counting 30 seconds inside my head, opening my eyes again, I was able to clear my confused mind.
Of those 10 seconds were to calm my racing heart.
"I wasn't mistaken.... Op pa and I... are definitely connected by fate."
The next 10 seconds were to firmly make the decision that I would definitely obtain his love.
There was no need to worry about anything outside.
Baek Jeong-hyeon was an extreme pervert whose imagination far surpassed mine, and at the same time, a man who could fall in love with a woman like me.
No, if only given enough time, he would definitely fall for me.
Because Jeong Da-jeong, who had obtained the shield of virginity, was the only woman who perfectly matched his favorite character Baek A-in.
And the one who created Baek A-in, with me—the female in heat ready to love everything of his at any time—how could he possibly resist.
It was obvious he would be desperate to violate me even in dreams.
I bent my waist and removed my skirt and panties together.
And I firmly grabbed his left wrist.
The last 10 seconds were to prepare for this moment.
Because my panties had to be removed due to the flood of juices from my pussy right after confirming Jeong-hyeon oppa's true nature, but if I removed them, I probably wouldn't be able to hold back the urge to strip him naked and meet his erect cock right away.
While thinking hard during that time, I concluded that there was no other way but this one.
"Jeong-hyeon oppa. Jeong Da-jeong is...."
I moved the wrist I was holding with both hands, palm facing up, and pulled it firmly.
Then, the middle finger, slightly bent, was pressed hard against my pussy lips.
" Hwaa...! "
This moment was simply ecstasy.
"I was dying to be fucked quickly while jerking off with oppa's sleeping hand...."
I slowly thrust my middle finger, which was inserted into my pussy lips, back and forth while shaking my wrist.
A sly smile formed at the corner of my mouth.
It had no other choice.
From now on, no matter what I did, the ending waiting for us would only be a happy ending without change.
" Hwaa... This pervert... I won't just let you be.... ?"
Just as I couldn't give up on him, he had clearly become a body that couldn't be satisfied with any woman other than me.
"Soon wake up and... properly violate Jeong Da-jeong's virgin pussy like a dog.... ?"
All that was left was to properly tease him and have him violated like a dog, and then press the happiness button.
*
Masturbation was the only escape that could fill my longing for a cock, but I wasn't getting much real satisfaction from it.
Even just rubbing the sensitive parts around the hole was not enough, and at some point, I had to add stimulation to my clitoris with my palm just to make it work.
Recently, I had managed to cum properly.
If I just raised the dildo to the right level, I could experience a typhoon hitting my pussy right away.
But because that process was so painful, I hadn't even thought of trying it again since oppa caught me.
Therefore, my current state quite suited the term "sexual frustration," and the fingers buried in my pussy were the best masturbation tool to relieve that situation.
I had felt it last time too, how intensely stimulating those fingers were.
Much thicker and larger than my middle finger, and even while just pushing in and slowly shaking while buried in the flesh, it felt like it was already about to make me cum.
" Haa... Ah, hwaa.... "
But when Jeong-hyeon oppa's hand started moving on its own, I immediately realized that was just the beginning.
His palm was firmly attached to my clitoris as if deliberately sending me over the edge.
" O, oppa... Ah! There... it's sensitive...! Ah, hwaa...! "
For the current me, either one would have been enough to send me over without much effort.
Our pussy, which resembled unnie so much, had the habit of turning into a shy, embarrassed girl in front of oppa, so even just moving my fingers back and forth, I was already dripping a lot of saliva.
" S, so hard... rubbing... heu... hwaa...! "
So, when my clitoris was tormented, it was natural that my waist bent and I reached climax.
Even though there was nothing shameful about it, the sound of my pussy juices gushing out made my face burn red with shame.
It was clearly embarrassing.
Because I had become a woman who couldn't even beat Jeong-hyeon oppa's fingers while he was asleep.
" A, hua... oppa... w, wait a sec... "
Although I had cum once, I didn't want to lose next time.
To do that, I tried to buy a little time to catch my breath, but his finger tip suddenly poked at my pussy hole as if refusing to give me any such time.
" Gya...?! "
At that moment, a chill spread rapidly throughout my entire body.
It had only been 10 seconds since I had vowed no more defeats, yet my mind was already vividly imagining the scene of me reaching climax in defeat.
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