First Sight
I first saw her.
No, I never once imagined in my life that I would actually witness something like that in real life.
Who could dream of running into a female employee stripping naked and masturbating with a mop in the men's bathroom of a shop?
It was so unrealistic that it had to be popular as an adult video theme.
I had witnessed that historic moment with my own two eyes.
It was none other than me, Baek Jeong-hyeon.
Honestly, I had just been stunned.
Although Jeong Da-jeong seemed not to have fully grasped her own body's condition due to embarrassment and arousal, to my eyes it was all too clear.
The moment our gazes locked, the sight of her pussy spurting like a fountain of juices from the shock was unforgettable.
Perhaps because the shock was too immense, from that day on, Jeong Da-jeong never left my dreams.
And the disaster unfolded day after day without missing a single day, causing me to have wet dreams as well.
It lasted a full ten days.
It was a perfectly understandable reaction.
After all, it had been the first time I ever saw a woman's naked body.
Moreover, the woman who had been deflowered by me was none other than the employee of our cafe, and she had even squirted with such ecstasy.
Since she was the one drawing everyone's attention at the cafe, it would have been strange if she had not reacted this way.
Therefore, I decided to take a two-day break.
The next two days were an endless stretch of the most miserable time imaginable, with work slipping through my fingers like sand.
The real problem was that damn wet dream.
It had left me in a state that was neither refreshing nor fully satisfying, so endless fantasies flooded my mind.
It felt as if I had already possessed Lee Tae-hyun, and my thoughts kept circling on how I should devour Jeong Da-jeong's naked body in every possible way.
Her gigantic breasts, too massive to be fully gripped in one hand, vividly recalled the soft, squishy sensation from that day.
Her hips, firm enough to form an entire soccer team if properly sculpted, and her delicious ass, made me imagine the conquest I would feel when I finally pinned her beneath me.
Combined with her seductive collarbone and neckline that could drive any man crazy, even just imagining it made my head spin.
Honestly, I had to admit it.
I had truly loved Jeong Da-jeong's body and mind.
Even when she acted cold, I felt it was irritating, yet the fact that she had spoken to me more than anyone else made my heart race.
In the narrow kitchen, every time our bodies brushed, the fragrant scent that wafted from her would make me unable to stay calm.
Not just that.
Sometimes, when she sat too close to me and we scrolled through our phones together, I got so restless I wanted to enjoy even a little more of the warmth of her breast pressed against my body.
On the day we accidentally held hands while reaching for the same thing, I even thought it would be a waste to wash my hands afterward.
Still, I had wrapped my feelings in the pretense of just colleague affection because she was simply too good for me.
There was no way Jeong Da-jeong would find Baek Jeong-hyeon attractive in her eyes.
It was not just her appearance.
From the very first day, she had caught me reading erotic stories and later caught me secretly admiring nude illustrations, leaving me with cold stares.
Moreover, she had caught me peeping at her several times, only to meet her gaze and feel a jolt.
So, in her eyes, I had to be seen as a dangerously lewd manager.
Yet, a ray of light had fallen.
Jeong Da-jeong was a shameless woman who loved taking erotic photos.
But at the same time, the darkness that had come with her had completely covered up her charm.
A virgin who had been deflowered.
Those three words had been the root of this fucked-up situation.
As a result, a huge problem had arisen.
As time passed, my disgust toward her kept growing.
On the first day, it had been close to full-blown, but after ten days, it had dropped to only half.
Even so, I was plagued by endless fantasies all day long.
It was enough to drive anyone insane.
No matter how I looked at it, I needed to release this sexual desire to live a normal life, but that damn god had taken even that opportunity away from me.
I had repeated the same prayer every morning for ten days straight, asking if it was only once that my morning erection would be granted, then I could sell my soul.
But the sun god had never granted me even one miracle of morning erection and had left me with nothing.
He was truly a cruel god.
"Haa... I guess I have to open the cafe doors soon."
Even if I took a few months off comfortably, I would have no problem eating and living.
However, I could not ignore my aunt's existence, and it was acting as a huge obstacle.
I had told them I was going to take two weeks of vacation together with Da-jeong to rest, but once that period ended, hell would begin.
Back then, my brain was stained with hatred and rage toward being a virgin, so I had felt no guilt about firing her.
But the moment I sent her away, problems erupted everywhere.
Now, without the kiosk, I had no confidence in handling the register, and recruiting another part-timer was out of the question because my basic ability was absurdly lacking.
Even recruiting a competent part-timer was a problem.
Remember when my aunt forced me to sit and tap every day as a kid with chalk on the ground? My legs would still hurt just thinking about it now.
Firing Da-jeong with my own hands?
The moment I heard that news, she would probably come chasing me with a kitchen knife in hand.
[Jeong-hyeon. Look at this. It's a photo of us and Da-jeong. Isn't it super cute?]
[Yeah, it was there too. On the day of my birthday last year, exactly at twelve o'clock, a message came from Da-jeong? I opened it with low expectations, but she had sent a huge cake and a long letter. I was really moved and cried buckets.]
[~ If I had only one daughter like Da-jeong, I'd be so happy... hey. Jeong-hyeon. Close your eyes and confess to her just once, okay? If she turns you down, it's your loss, and if she accepts, I'll push you hard. Show me some cute love, okay, okay?]
Ugh... what should I do?
If I went on like this, the register would never stop being a problem.
My head was throbbing.
Since it was not the time to worry about pride, I had plenty of will to contact her anytime.
But the real issue was how to convey my true feelings.
Should I apologize and beg her to come back?
Or raise her salary?
Honestly, I wanted to do both.
If that could turn her heart around, my desire was burning like hell.
If I were Jeong Da-jeong, I would not have come back.
Especially because I had witnessed her masturbating naked...
Even a man like me found it embarrassing, but how mortifying must it have been for her, the one involved.
Even if she wanted to return to the cafe, she would have abandoned her feelings because of that alone.
And I had been violent with her as well.
"Ah... I should have endured it no matter what... to have ruined everything with just one act..."
There was still one good method left.
After all, it was a fact that I had taken erotic photos in my cafe, so perhaps I could use that for blackmail.
The problem was the risk was too high if it failed.
Since there was still a chance right now, I was pondering the method, but if I tried that stupid thing and failed, the chance itself would disappear.
I needed to be cautious.
It took three more days of agonizing thought.
It was the thirteenth day after firing Da-jeong.
No matter how I thought, I could not find a proper answer, so I finally left home after a light breakfast to open the cafe doors anyway.
Up until then, I had been haunted by anxiety that I had not harvested any real results.
"Eh...?"
It was before I discovered the woman wearing a gray hoodie and mask standing around in front of the cafe.
The bust that could not be hidden by her thin coat and the radiant face peeking out from under the mask.
And the perfect hip line visible below.
It was Jeong Da-jeong, no matter where I looked.
Although she was wearing relatively short shorts instead of the usual jeans I was used to, it was impossible to avoid my radar that had observed her full figure for the past two months.
It seemed like the perfect opportunity had finally come my way.
I hid behind the building wall and clasped my hands together in a respectful bow to the sun god.
Then, pressing the hat down tightly, I peeked at her with only my head sticking out.
Clearly, the lingering feelings remained.
Yeah, it was a store where we had worked for years, and it was impossible to erase the feelings after only a short ten days.
Da-jeong, I'm sorry for last time.
After all, there could never be romantic feelings between us.
During our time working together, I would try my best to completely erase the word "virgin" from my mind!
I steeled my heart and took my first step toward her.
More precisely, that was what I had intended.
"Yes. Manager. It's time to go to the cafe."