The Sweet Taste of Freedom
At first, it was nothing more than curiosity.
A random site I stumbled across while browsing. A place where people talked about the secret sexual preferences of couples. Mostly, discussions about SM play.
I saw a post there. “Does it feel good being dominated?”
S-types and M-types were both present, but what caught my attention was a post written by an M-type woman. She described the thrill of wearing a collar and crawling on all fours like a dog in front of her partner while submitting.
The author said she felt incredibly satisfied with that play. The sense of liberation from abandoning all human pride, obeying her partner’s orders, and mating like an animal was too good.
It made no sense to me. Humans were supposed to live freely. And we were supposed to want to be respected by the people we loved.
Yet this self-destructive act of surrendering everything to another person felt good?
So I sent a message. I didn’t usually message people online, but this time I couldn’t hold back.
And the reply surprised me a little.
“Submitting everything to your partner isn’t self-destruction. It’s because you trust them so much. I can give all of myself to the person I know will cherish me even if I become their pet and can’t resist. At least I can be honest in front of him.”
It wasn’t self-destruction. It was because I knew he would treat me kindly no matter what happened to me.
After receiving that reply… honestly, I was envious. That there was someone who would accept all of me. That I could be honest without worrying about anything.
And right after that, one name kept coming to mind. The person who knew my secret but had never once betrayed it. The person who always cherished me.
“…”
In front of him… in front of Maru… could I become like that?
***
“Haang! Haaang! Hiyang!!”
“Huh? That doesn’t sound like a dog.”
“Haang! Mew! Mew!! Hwaaang!!!”
As soon as I issued the order disguised as a question, the dog began barking desperately. But my weak body prioritized Maru’s pleasure over my own will.
“Shh! Heup!!”
I buried my head in the bed and bit the sheet with my mouth. I had to do something, or I’d really start acting weird.
“Here, do you like it?”
“Heuk! Hwaang!! Haaang!!”
But the pleasure that came with the shocks and precise hits on my weaknesses made even biting the sheet useless. Without any resistance, I just happily howled at the pleasure being given to me.
This time, I wasn’t showing any pride. Right now, Baek A-rang the legendary X-grade hunter and Korea’s hero wasn’t here. I was Baek-arang the submissive female dog.
I didn’t have to do anything. I just had to obey my master’s orders. That was the role of a female dog.
“Mew! Mew!! Huaeugh!!”
In this situation where I was abandoning my humanity, I felt liberation rather than shame. I felt stable obeying his commands.
The silver heart on the collar around my neck clinked softly. That sound clearly told me the chain that should have been hanging from my own collar was now in Maru’s hand.
“Do you feel good, our Arang.”
“Hek! Huaeugh!! Yes!! It feels— huaeugh?!!”
“Oops.”
Because I spoke like a human, I got spanked again. This time a little harder. Still, it felt good.
At first I was nervous. I didn’t know how Maru would treat me if I willingly became his pet.
As expected, Maru began to dominate me. He was more authoritarian and rougher than usual. He acted as if it was only natural for me to submit to him.
As I did that… I felt happiness. Even if I myself abandoned everything and handed it over, even in this situation where only animalistic instincts remained stronger than before.
His actions carried care and respect toward me.
“Ugh! I’m about to—!”
He warned me that he was close. I could feel his swelling cock pressing into me with the last of his strength.
“Haaang!! Hwaaaraaang!!!!”
Together with his climax, I finally reached a proper deep orgasm. Maybe because I had adapted a little, I didn’t pass out. I still had strength to move, but not much.
“Haa…”
I barely caught my breath and wiped away the tears blurring my vision.
“Uuu… it’s tough…”
The feeling was good. Extremely good. The problem was, after this, my strength completely ran out. I was fine physically, but my stamina was basically gone right after.
“Maru… did you like it…?”
“No.”
“?”
Maru’s unexpected words made me stare at his eyes in confusion. But something else caught my attention first.
His still-hard cock. How could he stay like this after cumming twice?
“Uh… well…”
“But it’s strange. When did our puppy start speaking human words so well?”
“…”
Maru was telling me it wasn’t over yet. So I had no choice but to—
“Oh.”
I carefully removed the condom still attached to his cock with my mouth. I set it aside.
“…Mew.”
I lightly barked. As if reminding him I was still his master’s dog.
***
“Haa… haa…”
After the rough sex with Maru, I lay on the bed catching my breath.
Fortunately, Maru’s cock was clearly dead. Proof that he was satisfied. And I hadn’t passed out either.
‘Is this growth too?’
Of course I wasn’t completely fine. If I let my guard down even a little, I’d fall asleep.
But I was forcing myself to hold on. There were still things I wanted to try a little more.
Post-sex pillow talk. Usually something lovers or married couples did after making love.
Even though we weren’t married or even official lovers, after having sex it was okay to do this much, right?
“…”
“What? Got something to say?”
Maru pointed at my mouth with his fingers as if showing displeasure.
“…Is it because I spoke human words?”
“Mew.”
Every time I spoke human words, he spanked me and got rougher, making it hard to speak without permission.
…Had I already gotten used to Maru? Or had I been trained?
“You can speak comfortably.”
“How was it? This time.”
Actually, this play was for me. To satisfy the curiosity that arose after reading that internet post.
Of course I was sure Maru would like it, but I wanted to hear it directly from his mouth.
“It was too good. How about you?”
“Well… I liked it too.”
In truth I liked it a lot, but I deliberately softened it. Once my head cleared a little, I felt a bit embarrassed. After all, a grown adult was acting like a dog.
“…Did you hate it?”
“Huh? I liked it.”
“No, not that. Living together.”
I brought up a slightly more serious topic following the current atmosphere. I had been a bit bothered by the conversation before sex.
Back then I thought it was something I chose for Maru’s sake. But now I wondered if it really was for him.
“If you hate it, you can refuse. I won’t force you.”
As his precious friend, I wanted to do something for him. I didn’t want to become the person who ignored his difficulties.
But maybe it was just my own satisfaction. If I didn’t help, Maru would have figured out a way on his own. Maybe he didn’t want to live with me and I was forcibly dragging him into my house.
“I said earlier that this is the first time I’ve made a friend. So I don’t know much. How to maintain distance with friends.”
“…”
“So tell me. Honestly. I know nothing.”
There was no one to ask for advice. So I would just speak honestly. Sometimes simplicity was the right way.
“Do you want me to change?”
“Yes. I want you to— kyaaah?!”
Suddenly Maru pulled me into a strong hug. What? Wasn’t the atmosphere serious just a moment ago?
“Stop trying so hard to change me.”
“Huh?”
“I don’t want you to be someone you’re not. I just want you as you are.”
“…”
“You don’t have to match me at all. Just be yourself.”
As I was suddenly hugged, he whispered in my ear. Honest and clear.
“I don’t mind living together with you. I was just worried you’d cause an accident.”
“…”
“There’s no way our Arang would do something you wouldn’t like.”
“…”
“Arang?”
His words from the heart reached mine. But I had no answer for him.
My tired body after the intense sex was cradled in Maru’s arms. His deep, low voice echoed in my ears.
Besides, the scent was too sweet. Above all, that word “our Arang” was too dangerous. Since he already believed I was his, I wanted to lean on him like this.
“…”
A feeling different from pleasure rose over my whole body. In this state of being incredibly comfortable while my heart raced madly, if I relaxed even a little more, I might be swept up in this emotion.
“Huaeugh?!”
“Why do you keep ignoring me.”
But since the silence wasn’t to his liking, Maru started touching my chest.
I had no strength left to resist after repeated sex. No, I didn’t want to resist at all. Every action he took felt joyful.
I had no more stamina, but fortunately Maru didn’t seem to intend to have sex again while roughly touching me. He just seemed to want to enjoy the feeling of my chest.
“Huaeng…! Haaeng…!”
It wasn’t rough, but it melted me sweetly. And this emotion I was experiencing for the first time kept growing.
Instinctively, I understood. If I accepted this emotion, I could never go back. I would spend my life clinging to this emotion.
“Huae… huaeng…!”
I offered my chest to him and focused on the pleasure. If I let him touch my chest for a little while and ignore this emotion, that would be good.
Love to me was still a feeling too terrifying.
“Huaeugh…! Haaang…!”
…I didn’t know he would keep touching my breasts for more than thirty minutes.
