Holding Back My Ejaculation
We were on the bed, bodies tangled together. And not just any way—we had our faces buried in each other’s crotches. The soft, downy pubic hair tickling my face felt almost fluffy. My hands had spread open her pussy, revealing the glistening pink flesh inside that sparkled beautifully. On top of that, it was soaked with her juices and shining invitingly. I ran my tongue over that tempting sight. The twitching labia. The flinching inner walls. A thick strand of her nectar slid down from between them. I was mesmerized by every lewd detail. Even the strange, intoxicating scent that invaded my nostrils only heightened the spell. I licked her with devoted care.
Eun-yeong was doing the same to me.
“Slurp, slurp… lick.”
Her movements were hesitant. She kept sneaking glances at me, checking my reaction. Still, she sharpened the tip of her tongue to tease my urethra while her hand gently pumped my cock, squeezing out my precum like she was milking it.
“Hu, huuu…”
The skin of my shaft was pulled back tight. Those slender fingers wrapped around me, brushing against sensitive flesh. A shiver shot straight up my spine.
“Slurp, slurp… smack, kiss…”
Eun-yeong didn’t miss a single reaction from me. As if she enjoyed seeing me like this, her pace gradually quickened. She opened her mouth wide and swallowed my glans whole. The wet, obscene sounds of her fellatio filled the air—probably from all the saliva. Her stroking hand sped up too, until both hands were gripping my cock.
Slap—slap—slap—slap—. The edge of her palm kept smacking against my base in a steady rhythm. That sound continued for a while. I had reached the edge, teetering right on the brink of climax.
“Slurp slurp… smack, lick-lick… slurp! Puhaa…”
“Hu, huuu…”
It was a heavy, exhausted breath. Eun-yeong’s head suddenly jerked back from my cock. In response, my hips twitched upward on their own, leaving me with a deep, aching frustration. If she had just kept going a little longer, I definitely would have cum.
“Haa, ha… haeu…”
Eun-yeong panted hard. Her hand, now moving much slower, stroked my cock a few more times before she started to pull her body away.
“Ah, why… I’m not even close yet…”
“Haa… hu, huuu…”
She was still struggling to catch her breath. I pressed my body closer to hers as she tried to retreat.
“…Haa. That’s enough now. I’m… tired.”
Her voice was small and mumbled. I pretended not to hear and brought my cock back toward her face.
“Ah…… No. I said I’m tired…”
She really must have been fed up, because she whipped her head to the side.
“…Weren’t you supposed to be helping me? Honestly, I still don’t really get it…”
Pestering her like this might have been pointless. But on the surface, the reason we were doing this was mutual benefit. After all, this was research for my novel, so I clung to that flimsy excuse and whined at her again.
“…Should I pretend to be asleep this time? Yeah?”
I turned my body around again and positioned myself so I was facing her.
“Eun-yeong. I’ll pretend to be asleep, so can you help by pretending to sneak into the room and suck me off? Please?”
I put on the most desperate, earnest expression I could manage, subtly emphasizing that I had no selfish motives.
“…Ah, no way. My jaw hurts… my hands hurt too… and Mom’s right outside…”
Eun-yeong seemed to have regained her senses. She pulled the blanket over herself, covering her body.
“Then should I just not write the novel? Should I just half-ass it? Huh?”
It wasn’t like any of this was Eun-yeong’s fault, but I questioned her anyway, as if I were blaming her. Still, those words must have hit some nerve… Eun-yeong’s face fell into a thoroughly dejected expression as she glanced at me from the corner of her eye.
“Hey… just write it already…”
This felt promising. If I pushed her just a little more, it seemed like she would give in and pretend she couldn’t win against me.
“Hey, Park Eun-yeong. Isn’t this for my sake? It’s for our sake, right? You saw the settlement money too, didn’t you?”
“…Yeah.”
“Half of it’s yours, you know…?”
In truth, Eun-yeong didn’t seem all that interested in money. But I kept using it as an excuse to pester her, and she always ended up giving in. This time was no different. At the mention of money, her eyes darted around. Her mouth opened slightly. Her lips trembled. She repeated the motion several times.
“Uh… then. U-um… okay.”
She nodded slowly. It was obvious she was doing it against her will, but that wasn’t my problem anymore.
“……Ha! I’m only doing this because of the settlement money… Don’t you dare get any other shitty ideas…”
Her voice sounded like a warning. Her face had turned bright red at some point.
“…And I only came out for a short break while organizing… I can’t stay long…”
She mumbled the rest. I nodded back at her as I looked into her eyes.
“…Then I’ll… pretend to be asleep?”
“……Do whatever you want. And… um, that… hurry up and cum… My hands and jaw really hurt…”
I quickly lay down on my side and closed my eyes. I could feel my still rock-hard cock dangling heavily.
“Huaa…”
Eun-yeong let out a long sigh. My heart pounded in my chest. Without the slightest hesitation, her hand wrapped around my cock.
“Ah! W-wait a second.”
“…What is it now…?”
Since we were doing this anyway, I wanted it to feel more realistic. And I was genuinely trying to incorporate the experience into my novel.
“…Sorry, but could you slowly crawl up from under the bed while holding your breath?”
“……”
The look on Eun-yeong’s face as she gripped my cock was one of pure disgust. She glared at me with utter exasperation.
“Say that again.”
“…No, I mean, I want it to be realistic… It’s all for the story, so…”
It was the world’s lamest excuse.
“Haaaa……”
Eun-yeong’s sigh was especially deep this time.
“You really push it every single time… Huu…”
She kept sighing, but she still moved under the bed like I asked.
“…Thanks.”
“Let’s seriously take it easy… I feel like I’m running on empty here…”
She wasn’t faking it—genuine exhaustion dripped from her expression. She let out a hollow laugh, looking at me like I was some kind of bug.
“Huu…”
Another deep breath. Creak—creak—. The bed made noise. Swish—swish—swish—. The sound of skin brushing against the sheets filled the space. The mattress dipped as Eun-yeong sat her hips down in the same spot as before.
“…Aren’t you going to close your eyes?”
“Ah, right. And… Oppa, are you asleep? You’re sleeping, right? Um… It’d be nice if you could ask like that…”
I searched my memory. That day on the bed, Eun-yeong had whispered those exact words to me.
“Haaaa… Fine, just close your eyes already.”
“…Okay.”
My body trembled faintly with excitement. My mouth had gone dry, so I fidgeted my tongue uselessly. The strong scent of Eun-yeong’s pussy juices suddenly flooded my senses.
“Haaaa…”
I licked my lips. They were still wet, covered in her traces.
“……Oppa, are you asleep?”
Her voice was a little drier than it had been that day.
“Hey, are you sleeping or what…”
It had felt softer back then, but now it was her usual tone. Strangely, that ordinary voice turned me on even more. Because it was exactly like her normal self. The thought that the real Eun-yeong had secretly climbed onto my bed made my head feel like it would burst.
“……Huu.”
A deep sigh, perhaps to steady herself. Eun-yeong, who had been regulating her breathing, grabbed the base of my cock with her hand.
“Ha, haeu…”
Was it because my eyes were closed? Or was it the thrill of the situation itself? Either way, I didn’t care. I held my breath and clenched my fists tightly.
Slap—slap—slap—slap—. Her hand continued its work. It was still awkward, rough, and clumsy. But with my cock in Eun-yeong’s hands, my toes curled on their own.
“Hu, huuu… Ha, haaa…”
I wasn’t even trying to hold back anymore. Even if I wanted to, I couldn’t.
“U, aeu… Huk!”
Both of her hands wrapped around my shaft. Her fingers tapped right under the glans, sending electric jolts up the back of my neck. The sound of her hair brushing against my thighs felt like thunder. Soon I felt something warm near the tip of my cock—Eun-yeong’s hot breath as she tried to stay quiet.
“Ha, haaa…”
Hot breath poured from her open mouth. My hips twitched involuntarily. I couldn’t stop my cock from throbbing.
“Slurp…”
“Hup!”
I sucked in a sharp breath. My whole body jerked like I’d been shot.
“…Slurp, slurp…”
Eun-yeong took my glans into her mouth and moved her tongue. She sharpened the tip to tease my urethra again.
“Slurp slurp, lick lick… smack. Haa… Hurry up and cum already…”
Slap—! Slap—! Slap—! Slap—! The faster pace made my lower back tingle. Goosebumps raced up my spine. Those slender fingers began stroking me with varying pressure, sliding up and down my shaft.
“Ah, ahu… Hup!”
I had no idea where she learned it, but this was a hand technique I’d never felt before. She even used her saliva-slick fingers to tease my urethra directly.
“Ha… Haak!”
I moaned openly. My reactions only made Eun-yeong move faster. I deliberately moaned louder, savoring the accelerating pleasure.
“Ha, haeu… Hup!”
That was close. I had almost lost control and cum just now.
Slap—! Slap—! Slap—! Slap—! As if she’d noticed, Eun-yeong stroked me even more persistently. I clenched my teeth hard, desperately holding back my climax. It would be such a waste to finish this quickly. I gripped the blanket tightly with both hands and endured.