The Sting of Comparison
My head is spinning.
My stomach is churning.
I've lost count of how many times I've come.
I expected that provoking Haeun unnie might make her give in, but...
...I never imagined she'd prepare an event like this just for me.
"Haah..., ha.... Ah, my throat's dry...."
The darkened laptop is closed, and I've been lying on the bed for a while, but the lewd video I just watched is still vividly playing in my mind.
A woman who hates me, despises me, and is jealous of me,
being endlessly loved by the man I'm interested in.
"Mmm..., phew.... Ha. Ha...."
I roughly wipe my soaked hand and wet my parched throat with cold water.
Even as I do so, the lewd sounds continue to pour from the earbuds in my ears.
Was this how Yuzuki or Aoi felt when they bullied me as a kid?
The sense of inferiority and defeat as a female.
No matter how hard I try, no matter how much I struggle.
I'll never be more attractive than that woman.
Thinking that, I feel like I can understand those girls I once hated so much.
...How could they have stopped when it feels this empty yet pleasurable.
"Ha, haha...."
As the cold water fills my stomach, my mind gradually clears.
What am I doing in the living room wearing nothing but a T-shirt?
The sounds of whispering love keep buzzing in my ears.
Loved by so many people, yet alone and lonely.
Just fiddling with my clit....
...But it felt good, so it's fine.
"...."
I briefly consider searching for the source of the sound from the earphones, but soon give up and trudge back to the studio.
No matter how much of a perverted bitch I am, an idol is still an idol.
If I wander around looking this disheveled where others might see, the fans will be disappointed.
Well, actually.
I wish they'd be disappointed every day.
"Ah, it's over...."
Squish squish.
The creaking sounds stop, and deep breaths echo in my ears.
Faint conversation follows.
I can't hear what they're saying, but the voices are so sweet and affectionate that it's not like master and pet at all, and it's starting to annoy me.
I don't feel like breaking it, but
I feel like butting in a lot.
I wipe the soaked bedsheets, put on the panties and dolphin shorts I threw off.
I put on my business smile even on my disheveled face, wipe off the sweat and drool, and fix my makeup.
To beat that lewd big breasts, even I can't do it with just my looks.
Smile, voice, aegyo, my job.
Above all, the story.
If I don't use everything, it feels like he won't even look at someone like me.
"...Ah."
After pulling my lips into a smile in the mirror, I hear the door opening from the earphones.
Did only one come out, or both?
Are they walking around naked?
Or wearing soaked clothes?
...Or maybe they're going to do it in the living room or kitchen.
Various imaginations come to mind, but checking isn't difficult at all.
I carefully remove the earbuds from my ears and peek my head out of the room.
"Hello."
"...Yes. Juhyuk oppa."
What appears before me is only the muscular oppa.
Seeing him with not a single thread on, his shiny cock standing erect, my breath catches.
Did he wipe off all the semen?
Or..., did she lick it?
I can't tell how far Haeun unnie went since she's not visible right now, but
recalling those sticky sounds, she probably got creampied anyway.
Even if she did more, it wouldn't be strange.
"I'll borrow the kitchen."
"Yes. Ah, the cups are over there...."
"Thanks."
Oppa walks confidently to the kitchen without a hint of shame, tries to use the cup I used earlier, sees the tint mark, and rinses it with water.
Then he gulps down water from the clean cup, gets another, and tries to pass by me.
"Ah...."
The lewd scent coming from his body makes my head spin for a moment, and I unconsciously grab Juhyuk oppa's wrist.
Why did I do that?
No matter what I do to seduce oppa, as long as Haeun unnie is in the room with his semen filling her pussy, I won't stand a chance right now.
He wouldn't fall for fellatio like last time either.
What should I say....
"...Ah, um. Juhyuk oppa."
"Yeah."
"Underwear..., don't you need it? Haeun unnie's...."
"No need? We're taking the car today."
"Eh...."
...They're really crazy people.
I thought I was pretty crazy too.
The words that since we're taking the car, underwear isn't needed, even surprised this perverted me quite a bit.
What are these perverts planning to do in the rental car?
Are they thinking of fingering her clit instead of shifting gears?
Even while grumbling, thinking of Haeun unnie gripping the passenger door handle with her lips pursed makes my nipples harden again.
"Ah, right. Do you have handcuffs by any chance?"
"Handcuffs?"
"Yeah. Handcuffs."
"...I have some...."
"Metal? Or leather?"
"Plastic. Toy ones."
"Then it's fine. That'll hurt your wrists."
Seeing Juhyuk oppa boldly announcing BDSM play next, the excitement that had barely subsided starts boiling again.
I don't feel even a bit of "what are you doing in someone else's room?"
If possible, a bit more.
Right in front of my eyes.
So I can use it as side dishes multiple times.
I just want them to have stickier sex.
"...Um, oppa."
"Want to come in?"
"Huh?"
"If you want to watch, say so. ...Haeun seems to be in a really good mood right now, so she'll probably let you in."
And,
Oppa easily peels away my desire like a banana peel.
Really.
This man is strange.
His body is incredibly handsome, but his face isn't that handsome.
"...If it's okay. I'll watch."
"Follow me. Let go of my wrist."
"Yes."
...He keeps making me want to be violated.
That indifferent face,
I want to see it distorted with excitement and satisfaction.
The reason is..., probably.
Because he's the man who turned a woman as sexy and charming as me into his own female.
At least for now, it feels like he'll make Hinami, the fans' Hinami,
into the possession of only one person.
I don't want to pretend it never happened.
Anyway,
We've already come too far to turn back.
***
Fortunately, Hinami wasn't scolded.
...Instead, I got cursed at.
"Ah, this is annoying. Really.... Do I have to watch you do perverted stuff every day?"
"You can at least do this much when borrowing someone else's room."
"Seriously...."
After shoving Hinami, who followed me in, into the corner, Haeun complains to me while wrapping her breasts around my cock.
If I turn my head slightly, I can see Hinami watching the sex with sparkling eyes appropriate for her age, but every time I do, she hits my cock with her breasts, so I have to meet her eyes.
However, seeing that she doesn't get angry when fiddling with her phone, it's obvious what she's upset about without saying.
"Ah, right. Kang Juhyuk. My panties got dirty, so I need to borrow one."
"No need. We're taking the car."
"...What?"
"You didn't wear any when you came either, right?"
"...Are you going to touch my thighs again, you crazy bastard?"
"Why. Can't I?"
"...."
When I place my hand on the breasts squeezing my cock and gently roll her nipples, Seo Haeun, who was glaring at me, just bites her lips hard and lowers her head.
Her obedient attitude makes my cock even harder, and when I pat her head, she makes a murderous expression and swats my hand away, so I laugh once and lie down on the bed.
With my hands clasped behind my head on the pillow, looking at Seo Haeun, she alternates between looking at my face and cock, then glances at Hinami.
Every time, I can almost hear her snorting, making it a bit awkward as I almost laugh too.
"What do you want to eat when we get back."
"...Bongole pasta."
"Suddenly? I'd have to buy clams if I'm making it."
"I did this much for your cock..., and you can't even do that?"
"What do you mean by this much."
"...You're the one who likes it so much that you even fondle my breasts in your sleep, and I'm giving you a titjob with them. You crazy bastard."
I tried to throw in some casual conversation to hold back laughter, but the naturally lewd answer makes it impossible to hold back.
I chuckle silently, and the slightly angry Seo Haeun sticks out her tongue and starts drooling on the glans peeking out from between her breasts.
Then she rubs her breasts alternately, looks beyond my face, and smiles confidently.
"Hey. Isn't that too much?"
"What. ...I just laughed because it was funny seeing you laugh so pathetically."
"You laughed looking behind me."
"I didn't."
"Ah, I should've recorded it. Then I could prove you lied...."
"Do it then. ...I was wondering why that sound wasn't coming out."
Hearing Hinami, who was watching us holding her breath, let out an "Eut...." sound, Haeun, who is now boldly suggesting filming, makes me push my phone towards her and press the record button while she keeps squeezing my cock.
"...Are you filming?"
"Yeah."
"Really, it's always amazing. ...If I lower my head a bit, my chin touches too."
Haeun on the screen proudly shows off her breasts, jiggling them as she plays with my cock.
Then she rests her chin lightly on the protruding glans, lowers her head, sticks out her tongue, and slowly starts licking.
"Hee..., ep.... ...Puhup. You really like licking the glans a lot."
"There's no man who hates having his glans licked while getting a titjob."
"...Only someone like Kang Juhyuk could do that, right?"
"Well, yeah. ...Normally, with breasts like yours, it's normal for the cock to be completely buried."
"...Because you shove this kind of thing inside me every day, my pelvis keeps hurting...."
With her excited mouth, she swallows my glans and draws out the semen.
While slapping my pubic bone and balls with her studded underboobs.
While licking the glans with her rounded lips.
Smiling at the camera and the audience watching her,
she blocks the vigorously spurting semen with her tongue.
"Mmm..., phah. Hey, drink...."
But as if she's still not used to the taste,
she lets the sticky semen stretch long from her tongue, then tilts her head back and gently squeezes my cock until my ejaculation ends.
"Haa..., ah. Really. You cum so fucking much, you crazy bastard...."
Then she catches the flowing semen in her breast valley,
scrapes the semen on her tongue with her lips and spits it out, then looks at me and says.
"You're really lucky to have met a woman with big breasts. ...Your cock is really fucking big, I don't think anyone but me could do this."
"I'm thinking it's lucky too."
"...As long as you know."
Pride, superiority.
At least emotions Seo Haeun hadn't felt since becoming an adult,
she enjoys while squeezing out the spent cock to the end, as if complaining to me.
Immersed in something only she can do,
like an excited child.